| Heartbroken Confession |
Author has written 33 stories for Gakuen Alice. I suppose that it is finally time for me tie up the loose ends. I may even be corny enough to venture to say that it is time to make my heartbroken confession. For three years now, I have been deluding myself into believing that I would soon return to FFN. That I would return to FFN to finish up my stories and that I would find everything left unchanged. But it has been three years. Three, bloody, flipping years. I was so young before that I could not fathom how much life changed with time. This continual progression of events unfolding, constantly changing the world and the people within it. In these few years, I have grown in so many ways. I have laughed and I have cried. I have trusted and I have been betrayed. I have fallen head over heels and had my heart smashed and broken, then did it all all over again. I no longer live in a world of innocent, idealistic fantasies of unbreakable friendship and incorruptible love. I have experienced too much. As much as I have loved writing, tying threads together and waltzing with words, and creating my own worlds, it is time to move on. For real this time. The whole world is waiting out there and time has so much to offer. While I wish I had some eloquent, profound parting words about how I will go on to do great things and inspire you to do the same, my readers should know that I am not the articulate type, nor am I one to keep her promises, unfortunately. All I can say is thank you. The over half-decade I have spent as an author of GAFFN has been a wonderful experience that I will never forget. I have met lovely fans, been graced by stellar authors, made lifelong friends, and grown as a writer. I can only hope that some way, somehow, I have influenced you in the same way you have all changed me. If your days ever get dark and lonely, I hope you can think of crazy little Heartbroken Confession and her twisted, daft little tales and smile a little. Farewell, and thank you. Heartbroken Confession | |||||
1. Fetish reviewsThere was one thing Natsume should never know.Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 4-4-13 - Mikan S. & Natsume H. - Complete2. The Social Failwork reviewsBecause Natsume can't form coherent sentences to save his life and Mikan is just a little crazy and they're bound to fall in love, no matter how many hurdles they have to leap. "They should make a movie about you. Call it... The Social Failwork."Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,677 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 8-25-11 - Natsume H. & Mikan S. - Complete3. Just Do It reviewsHe was the one consistent thing in her life and she couldn't bear the thought of losing him. "Natsume, the only things that have changed about you since we met is how laconic you've become and that you've developed an unhealthy obsession with Nike."Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,078 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 5-29-11 - Mikan S. & Natsume H. - Complete4. Yours Truly » reviews18: "Serio could be an insane, sadistic grader. Maybe he's the type to automatically fail any paper without a run-on metaphor about bats and caves, or doesn't make a reference to the transvestite society."Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 22,822 - Reviews: 573 - Updated: 4-21-11 - Published: 9-1-09 - Complete5. Midol reviewsYou stomp around campus like some Persona wannabe. Aren't you supposed to be Saint Mikan or something? Putting coins into parking meters for poor drivers short on coins. Come PMS and you're out for blood. Blood of cute stuff. Like. Babies. And roosters."Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,421 - Reviews: 47 - Published: 4-21-10 - Natsume H. & Mikan S. - Complete6. iSummer reviewsOf losing weight and kleptomaniacs. "I am Sakura Mikan and you're the douchebag who stole my iPod, prepare to be kicked in the balls." Natsume decided that being a camp counselor was quite possibly, his greatest challenge yet.Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,548 - Reviews: 65 - Published: 3-28-10 - Natsume H. & Mikan S.7. The Tales Of A Sly Dog » reviewsShe may not be a genius on how to be alluring, but something told Mikan that introducing herself as Princess Leia to her best friend's unbelievably hot twin was not the way to go. "There are reasons I create distractions when you get near alcohol."Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,858 - Reviews: 76 - Updated: 2-21-10 - Published: 10-11-09 - Mikan S. & Natsume H.8. Nemo reviewsFor MHR's birthday- Love wasn't supposed to make sense. "You're so nice to me." "...I just threatened to shove you off a roof for touching my hair." They were unorthodox and anomalous to say the least, but it was simply the way the world revolved.Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,593 - Reviews: 42 - Published: 2-3-10 - Natsume H. & Mikan S. - Complete9. Books and Looks » reviewsA transfer student from America, Sakura Mikan, with the highest intellect known of the generation, and a rare alice to top it. But, here's a challenge she might never surpass, Hyuuga Aoi's scheme to set Mikan up with her brother. Oh, dear. NxM R&RGakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 495 - Reviews: 164 - Updated: 1-15-10 - Published: 11-20-0710. Experiment reviewsShe never had ice cream before. "We're getting you ice cream now, because you've been living in a cave and that's not going to do." She never felt love before, either. For GASS.Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,768 - Reviews: 24 - Published: 12-24-09 - Misaki H. & Tsubasa A. - Complete11. The Puppet Show » reviewsRich, beautiful, smart, and elite, The mastermind alphas of Alice Academy. What happens when they butt heads along with an anonymous girl's infamous gossip blog in the way? Why, drama of course. Boys, gossip, and what really happened over summer. NxMGakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,217 - Reviews: 86 - Updated: 12-11-09 - Published: 11-18-08 - Mikan S. & Natsume H.12. Laughter reviewsShe had seven laughs. All for different uses. It bothered him. "It was infuriation. That was it. Her stupid laugh was infuriating."Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,245 - Reviews: 41 - Published: 11-19-09 - Natsume H. & Mikan S. - Complete13. Bystander reviewsFor MHR: Kazu was done. Done with tearing apart lives, shredding away hope, and not doing one goddamned thing about it. Done being the accomplice; refusing to be a bystander.Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 513 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 10-17-09 - High School Principal - Complete14. The Guide To Getting and Keeping The Girl reviewsHyuuga Natsume being able to get THE girl unassisted is like the cat who suckled that monkey. It's just against nature. And then, Nogi Ruka getting THE girl without losing several body parts is a complete Ron Stoppable. "Screw you, Mochi." NxM RxHGakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,190 - Reviews: 59 - Published: 9-10-09 - Natsume H. - Complete15. Failure To Launch reviewsBirthdays. "You're 29 and wondering where the hell your effortlessly obtained six pack disappeared to; or you could be wondering why in the world the star tattoo on your cheekbone girls used to dig suddenly looks like an unfortunately placed birthmark."Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 676 - Reviews: 30 - Published: 9-7-09 - Tsubasa A. - Complete16. Bridezilla reviewsNatsumeSeries: Natsume had no idea what he was getting into when he accepted Mikan's job offer."I bet you're part of some evil organization! You guys are all out to get me. You're trying to ruin my wedding! The...The.. EPTTSSSW!" Oh, how he hates his job.Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,222 - Reviews: 46 - Published: 8-16-09 - Natsume H. & Mikan S. - Complete17. Daily Tête à Tête » reviewsAmusing day to day conversation of the academy students. 01: "Natsume should come with a label." "What? You mean 'Caution: Angst?" "Yeah. Pretty Much." How are these kids "geniuses" again? Slight NxMGakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,331 - Reviews: 54 - Updated: 7-18-09 - Published: 7-16-09 - Natsume H. & Mikan S. - Complete18. Phantom reviewsNastumeSeriesContest: "I'm just...trying to live my life. "Something in Natsume snapped. Envy; betrayal; anger. She had took the Oath, same as him. What gave her the right to break away when the others and himself could not? "You don't have the right."Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,696 - Reviews: 27 - Published: 7-16-09 - Natsume H. & Mikan S. - Complete19. Prince Charming reviewsMaybe that's why I ended up with Hyuuga Natsume, the school heartthrob. Heartthrob he is, but Prince Charming he is not. I mean, what other excuse could the boy possibly have for getting me toilet paper for our two year anniversary?Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 954 - Reviews: 84 - Published: 6-22-09 - Mikan S. & Natsume H. - Complete20. Hamamatsu reviewsHe whistled, "I wouldn't mind her herding me in at night; if you catch my drift." A clueless Mochu, a guitar, a crazy mother, a summer house, Jinnos porn collection, phone calls, texts, IMS, and a summer that forever changes the lives of two people. NxMGakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,599 - Reviews: 41 - Published: 3-3-09 - Mikan S. & Natsume H. - Complete21. The Painful Drabbles » reviews01: "So, like, I think I met my one true love today, and uh, I kinda-er, ran him over with my shiny lexus." 04: "It started on that fateful spring day. I was 6 and I met him. Then I smacked him flat across the face with a tree branch." NxM DrabblesGakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 15,590 - Reviews: 221 - Updated: 2-19-09 - Published: 1-27-09 - Mikan S. & Natsume H. - Complete22. Need To Know Basis reviewsEither Alice Academy is full of strange guys or I'm just a magnet for strange guy friends. Wait, no, scratch that. All guys are strange." A new invention lets Mikan see what a guy does when he thinks he's alone, but after this, she wishes she didn't knowGakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,346 - Reviews: 51 - Published: 1-2-09 - Mikan S. & Natsume H.23. Not My Forte reviewsWhere in Natsume attempts to write a fanfiction, and Mikan can't help but laugh at the attempt. "I glanced around, no one but some dorky nerd that spends his friday afternoons writing fanfictions- oh wait, that's me." NxM One-shotGakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,617 - Reviews: 83 - Published: 12-4-08 - Natsume H. & Mikan S. - Complete24. Hummer reviewsFifth Wheels. "At least when you're a third wheel, you can make a tricycle. Imagine being a fifth wheel," Mikan's sick of being a fifth wheel. Maybe Natsume can help her with that. "Well, now, with the 6 of us, we can make a 6-wheel hummer." NxM One-shotGakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,208 - Reviews: 34 - Published: 11-23-08 - Mikan S. & Natsume H. - Complete25. Chicken Pox reviewsLove. "Is dry skin supposed to make you look like a red Dalmatian?" "No." "I'm MUTATING!" "Stupid! It's probably just the Chicken Pox." "...What does me mutating have to do with a chicken?" The REAL reason why Natsume calls Mikan Polka Dots. One-shot NxMGakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,729 - Reviews: 47 - Published: 11-11-08 - Mikan S. & Natsume H. - Complete26. The Alias reviewsThe Tinkling Jackal." Mikan stated. "I find it quite suitable." Natsume folded his hands over the desk."Oh yes, because pissing dogs are so intimidating." -Note to self: Never ever, give Hyuuga Natsume a chance to name you.Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,641 - Reviews: 40 - Published: 10-19-08 - Mikan S. & Natsume H. - Complete27. Battle To Be 'It' » reviewsIt girl Sakura Mikan needs to turn 6 dorky girls into A-list material or else she can wave her alpha status goodbye and fork it over to hottie Hyuuga Natsume. Don't blink, war has been declared and you don't want to miss the battle to be It! AU, Full Sum.Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 33,254 - Reviews: 360 - Updated: 9-13-08 - Published: 2-19-08 - Natsume H. & Mikan S. - Complete28. Overused! reviewsI shall show you examples with my lovely assistant in his glittery red halter dress, Hyuuga Natsume! Oh, wait, Natsume? Come back here!" Examples of FF's most overused words in the strangest way you have ever seen.Gakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,678 - Reviews: 45 - Published: 7-3-08 - Mikan S. & Natsume H. - Complete29. Sodium Content reviewsHe just wanted to have his suit tailored, "I'd appreciate it if you kept the sodium content of my suit at a low." - not salted like soggy McDonald fries.Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,256 - Reviews: 34 - Updated: 7-3-08 - Published: 7-2-08 - Natsume H. & Mikan S. - Complete30. According To You reviewsSame questions, Same answers, very different reasons. Why did they ever agree to go on the academy date show anyway? "You mentioned my underwear in front of the entire academy!""I'm beef jerky?" Oh yes. They're so dead. NxM One-shot, fluff. R&R Please!Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,681 - Reviews: 70 - Published: 5-29-08 - Mikan S. & Natsume H. - Complete31. Boy Shorts and Granny Panties reviewsYou perv- did you just call these Granny Panties?""Well then, what are they?" "They're boy-shorts, you idiot," "Why the hell are you wearing some boy's shorts!" Oh woe betide someone. Silly Natsume. NxM One-shot. R&R Please! : T for languageGakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,884 - Reviews: 44 - Published: 4-29-08 - Mikan S. & Natsume H. - Complete32. Live For Her reviewsNatsume never thought he would lose her, he never realized how painful it will be. He needs someone to cheer him up, but she was the only one that can cheer him up. It seems so helpless now.. or is it? One-shot Bittersweet NxM Please read the whole thingGakuen Alice - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,257 - Reviews: 25 - Published: 3-18-08 - Natsume H. & Mikan S. - Complete33. Spells To Be Broken » reviewsMagic, Nullification, and Stealing. The 3 greatest curses. Or is it? The story of a princess, hiding from her prince in plain sight. NxM First Fanfic.Gakuen Alice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 23 - Words: 45,037 - Reviews: 170 - Updated: 2-12-08 - Published: 10-14-07 - Natsume H. & Mikan S. - Complete