Name: Haruka

Birthday: Jan 10

Favorite bands: alicenine., An Cafe, Angela Akim Ayabie, Ayumi Hamasaki, Baquepia, Blood Stain Child, Charlotte, D, D=OUT, Danger Gang, Deathgaze, Delta Ark, Deluhi, Dir en Grey, Dual Jewel, Fatima, Gaara, Girugamesh, Givuss, Glay, Heidi, Hizaki Grace Project, Hyde, Irokui, Janne da Arc, Kra, L'Arc~en~Ciel, LM.C, Lolita23Q, Lost Age, Luna Sea, Malice Mizer, Miyavi, Moi dix Mois, Move, Mr. Children, MUCC, Nightmare, Olivia Lufkin, On/Off, Orange Range, Rain, Rie Fu, Scandal, Screw, Sid, SuG, The Black Mages, The Brilliant Green, The Gazette, Utada Hikaru, UVERworld, Versailles, Vidoll, ViViD, Wakeshima Kanon, X Japan, Yui, Yuna Ito.

Fate... There is no fate for us, only those who are swallowed by ignorance and fear... Fall into the rapid river we call fate...

People change; Things go wrong; Bad things happen: Life goes on.

I had a dream and it was about you, I smiled and recalled the memories of is two. Then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes, because in my dream you kissed me and said "goodbye..."

People always tell me that everyone has a purpose and should feel loved, but they have never even met me...

I think of love... I let it pass... It feels like fire... But it won't last.

A broken heart can be pieced back together... It might be a heart again, but it's still a broken one.

Right now I am complicated
Right now I am giving this heart away
How I wish I could be more like me
When I didn't have to worry about myself

Please. Please. Don't cry like that. I'm going to go mad. I don't want to see you... I need to see you again. I'm sick from it. Because as soon as we Have to say goodbye... I want to die...

"Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream"

It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces"

"I'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast, because every time I fall in love it never seems to last"

"If you love me so much, why are you walking away?"

"People think it's holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go"

"Sometimes the memories are worth the pain"

"I hate this feeling, it's one I know all to well, it's a thing called heartbreak and it hurts like hell"

"Everytime we talk, I fall a little harder"

"Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now Im falling apart"

When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.

" I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more."

" If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I hadn't liked you, I wouldn't love you. If I wouldn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I will."

" I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile."

" No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end."

" It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all."

" How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?"

" Maybe some people just aren't meant to be in our lives forever. Maybe some people are just passing through. It's like some people just come through our lives to bring us something: a gift, a blessing, a lesson we need to learn, and that's why they're here. . . you'll have that gift forever."

" Since you've been gone... Every morning when I get out of bed, I look into the mirror hoping to find my smile. But as usual, no smile. I look and I look, but it's nowhere to be found. I keep my eyes peeled wherever I go, but still no luck. When I try to think just where it might be... I can't help but wonder... if maybe you know where I left my smile, 'cause the last time I saw it, I was with you."

" I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I never asked for it to begin. For that is the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets."

" I've changed so much. I wish you knew how much you changed me. I wonder if I changed you, if your life is different because of me. Because mine's different. My God, you taught me so much, and from that I've grown. I guess that's what happens."

" They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you, and all the times I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down my cheeks. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away... It's like my memory is fading."

I may not be the sun that lights up your day, but i would be the moon that will guide you in the darkest of your nights, making sure that you never lose your way.