Random info about me: I live in California, I'm not a big fan of it here but, oh well, its all I've ever known. I love animals with all my heart and want to y eventually become a large animal vet, specializing in horses. I just moved in with my grandparents after graduating high school. I obviously love to write and I also love drawing and singing. I am biologically female but mentally male and I have naturally red hair and hazel eyes. I love cosplaying and plan to hopefully go to lots cons. I hope you enjoyed this little insight to my life now here's more random info about me

Fav. Animals: Wolves, Horses, Ravens, Lions, Leapords, Dogs, all others

Fav. Books: Harry Potter, Warriors, Bad girls, Artemis Fowl, 100 cuboards, The Sight, Nobody's Princess, Hunger Games, others

Fav. Manga/Anime: Naruto, Bleach, Hellsing, FMA, RosarioVampire, Nora, Axis powers Hetalia, others

Fav. Games: KH, Mario Brothers, Mario kart, DDR, Minecraft, L4D, others

Fav. Artists: Marilyn Manson, Evanecsence, Linkin Park, Korn, Metallica, TDG, MCR, Enya, Vocaloid, Bass hunter, Stephen Lynch, others

Fav. movies: Nightmare before Christmas, all Harry Potters, Princess Bride, Robin hood; men in tights, Balto, Everything Disney, others

Fav. characters: Naruto: Deidara, Madara, Kakashi, Itachi, Young Gaara, Hidan, Kisame.

Bleach: Uryu, Kon, Hiyori, Ikasoruk (Ichigo's Hollow self), Ulquiorra.

Hellsing: Alacard, Integra, Walter.

FMA: Envy, Roy, Ed.

Hetalia: Germany, Russia, Prussia, France, Canada, Ancient Rome, Italy.

Homestuck: Gamzee, Tavros, Karkat, Dave, Dirk, Sollux, Grand Highblood, Kurloz, Mituna, Summoner, Eridan, Cronus, Orphaner Dualscar.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

Girls
are like
apples on trees.
The best ones are
at the top of the tree. The
boys don’t want to reach
for the good ones because they
are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
something is wrong with them, when in
reality, they're amazing. They just
have to wait for the right boy to
come along, the one who's
brave enough to
climb all
the way
to the top
of the tree.

-Name games (I got this from someone else’s profile)

1. Your real name: Amber

2. Your Nobody name (Take all the letters of your first name, mix them around and put an "x" where you think it should go): Brexma

3. Your Gangsta name (the first three letters of your name pluss "izzle"): Ambizzle (This is why I’m not a gangster…)

4. Your detective name. (fav. color fav. animal): Black Wolf (Badass)

5. Your Soap Opera name (your middle name and the street you live on): Marie Moore

6. Your Star Wars name (first three letters of your last name, first two letters of your first): Hil-Am (huh?)

7. Your Super Hero name (2nd fav color, fav drink): Red Monster (Fuck yeah)

8. Your Witness Protection name (middle names of your parents): Ray Ray (yeah, my parents have the same middle name.)

9. Your Goth Name (Black plus the name of one of your pets): Black Angel (My cat)

10. YOUR ARAB NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of your dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name): Mleeycy (lol. Wtf? I used my mom’s name cuz I don’t have any siblings…)

11.YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (fruit, and something that can go wrong): Watermelon skydive

12. YOUR PIRATE NAME: (color, pirate accessory): Black Cutlass (hellz yea)

I will now do requests! If you have any ideas you want me to write, let me know! Just message me with the idea, what characters you want and obviously the fandom. It needs to be a fandom I know, otherwise I won't be able to write it of course...

Just some info on my stories:

Molestation: I have a few more chapter/sequels to this on my desktop, but that is not currently in my possession. I will hopefully be getting it back sometime next week. Edit: I finally have my computer back and hooked up but it has a lot of problems when running, so I'm trying to fix it.

Meeting Place: I also have the next chapter for this, but I don't really remember what it looks like, so it'll probably take me a little while to get that posted.

Demon among criminals: I know I have a lot more of this written, but sadly, it's on my desktop.

The night the magic went bad: Chapter 3 is now up! I think I'm gonna work on other short stories and this one every once in a while, so don't expect an update any time soon. Edit: This story is on hiatus for a little while... Sorry guys.

Canada's Birthday Surprise: I made this little bit of CanadaXRussia fluff for my friend's birthday. Happy birthday girl!

Wash my tears away: This is a story about Wales, who has been abused in every way possible by his older brothers England and Scotland for his whole life. Finally, after a particularly bad beating, he runs away and somehow finds himself in Germany. Germany and Prussia nurse him back to health and take care of him, but he has a few more issues than they first realized. (Just a little summary because I couldn't put the full thing on the fic.) Edit: Chapter 2 now up!

Closer and closer: A little rp fic about Francis and Alfred. It's a High school AU, Francis is a music geek and Alfred is a football jock. They get kidnapped and have to work together. I have this entire story, the rp is finished, but it's going to probably end up being my longest story, so it'll take me a while to edit everything. At least I'll be likely to update this one fairly regularly.

Poor Latvia: Just a little drabble about Russia torturing Latvia... Hints of EstoniaXLatvia.

Stories in the works:

Ice cream catastrophe: (Title will possibly change) A bit of vocaloid yaoi smut. Basically Kaito manages to piss of Akaito, Gakupo and Luki, all at once.

A Russian and an American walk into a bar...: (title will possibly change) Just a random little America X Russia smut. They meet at a bar and have some fun. This is based off an rp between myself and DemiseXII on Slashgroup.

lolwut Belarus: This is just a bit of crack from the back of my mind... I was surprised when I checked the Russia X Belarus section and found nothing with Male!Belarus. I decided to fix that