Hey friends and neighbors. As I'm sure you've noticed, the single story I've written here is more or less dead. And I'm sorry. I owe everyone an explanation, but really there is none apart from 'I do not want anyone I know to find out I wrote fanfiction'. It's a terrible reason, and it's not fair to anyone who enjoyed my story, but it's the truth. I read my fair share of fanfiction, and obviously it's not all porn or anything obscene, but I don't think anyone can deny the social stigma attached to it. The truth is, I'm older now, I'm in college, and I'm embarrassed about this. I'm not saying anyone should stop writing fanfiction, or stop reading it; I certainly enjoyed writing this. But for me, personally, I'm just not up to it anymore, though I will not take it down. There are quite a few people who have me on their watchlist who I would rather not read my work anymore, if that incoherent mess of a sentence made sense. And I truly am sorry. I sincerely hate that I just left without a word, and the longer I was gone the more nervous I got about letting people know what was going on. But it's been years, and anyone who's left deserves an explanation. Maybe someday I'll man the fuck up and just post the ending; there's only like two or three chapters left. But right now, personal issues won't let me.
My email is still hooked to this account, so if you don't now hate me and want to message me, I invite you to. The easiest way to get in touch with me is Tumblr, but since I can't link a goddamn thing, my url's paranoidgemsbok.
You're all fabulous, and thank you so much for all of the kind reviews, encouragement, and compliments you've sent over the years.