"If you break enough glass / And there's no one to hear / And your heart's full of hate /'Cause your mind's full of fear / Let it go..."

"So Far Away" ~ the Goo Goo Dolls

12/26/06 Well, I figured that it's about time that I updated this thing. First of all, I just want to apologize to those of you who have been following "Midnight Song" and waiting for an update. I know that my last update was in early August, so that makes it almost five months without anything new. The truth is, so much has happened in my life that the world of FF8 just doesn't seem all that important to me anymore. I know that's a horrible thing to say, and believe me, I never thought you'd hear those words coming out of my mouth. That's not to say that my love for the game is gone, because that couldn't be further from the truth. Even now, as I am playing Final Fantasy XII I just can't seem to get into it because it is so different from VIII. The thing that's changed is my inspiration. To put it simply, I just can't seem to get my head back into the FF8 world in order to sufficiently write about it and the characters that are so near and dear to my heart. I'm not going to say that I will never go back and revisit fanficition, and I would really love to finish "Midnight Song" some day because I used to be very passionate about it. The other problem I have is that I just don't have the time to write fanfiction anymore. I'm in college now, and between juggling classes, homework, and a social life, that really doesn't leave much time for writing. If it's meant to happen, though, it will one day. For the time being, I'm sorry to say that I can't offer you anything new. The minute I do write something new, trust that I'll have it posted here right away. You all have been so good to me over the years, and you have allowed me to grow as a writer in so many different ways, so thank you for that. Finally, I just want to say that I used to hate it when a fic I was reading would just cease without any explanation, so I once again apologize for doing the same exact thing. Although I won't be writing any more fanfiction for the time being, please feel free to e-mail me or friend me on Livejournal. I would definitely love to hear from you about anything at all, and no matter how busy I get, I always find time to reply to e-mail or comments that people leave me _ So once again, thank you all SOOOOOOOO much for the support over the years and constant interest in fics. You guys are amazing!

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~Thanks to everyone who has taken the time to read and review my fics. It really means a lot to me.~

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1. Midnight Song » reviews

AU Squinoa Rinoa Heartilly had a fairly normal life, up until the night her tutor was attacked. Now, with someone possibly out for her life, and a mysterious new tutor on her hands, what will become of her?

Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 32,095 - Reviews: 82 - Updated: 8-3-06 - Published: 12-10-05

2. To Love You More » reviews

Three years after Rinoa was presumed dead, she returns to Garden to find a life she never knew, and that everything has changed. Who will she turn to in the midst of everything? The Knight or the Cowboy? And how will everything play out? SqQRI rect.

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 40 - Words: 121,351 - Reviews: 536 - Updated: 8-6-05 - Published: 10-25-03

3. Do What You Have to Do reviews

Oneshot Cloti songfic After closing the bar for the night, Tifa thinks about Cloud and comes to some decisions.

Complete - Final Fantasy VII - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,900 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 4-3-05 - Published: 4-3-05

4. Sympathy reviews

It's hard to lead the life you choose.... Squinoa One shot songfic to Sympathy by the Goo Goo Dolls.

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,226 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 5-18-04 - Published: 5-18-04

5. Azure Sky » reviews

AU Squinoa One mission that changed their lives forever. A meeting that was never supposed to happen. She was the one person who taught him how to truly live. What are you supposed to do, when that person is the one you are supposed to kill?

Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,865 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 3-14-04 - Published: 1-10-04

6. On the Ice » reviews

AU Squinoa Love, happiness, pain, betrayal...all taking place on the ice. Rinoa and Squall fight to come out on top, when everyone else is intent on bringing them down.

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 46,804 - Reviews: 388 - Updated: 10-18-03 - Published: 1-31-03

7. Solitude reviews

Oneshot songfic to Solitude by Evanescence. Quistis ponders her feelings for Squall and makes a decision.

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,402 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 10-4-03 - Published: 10-4-03

8. Can't Let Go reviews

Songfic to Let Go by 12 Stones. Squall speaks about Rinoa at her funeral.

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,277 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 9-11-03 - Published: 9-11-03

9. UnBreak My Heart reviews

SquallRinoa oneshot angst piece to UnBreak My Heart by Toni Braxton.

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,240 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 8-17-03 - Published: 8-17-03

10. Name reviews

Squinoa One shot, songfic to Name by the Goo Goo Dolls. It's Rinoa's wedding day, so why isn't she with Squall?

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,424 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 4-13-03 - Published: 4-13-03

11. My Immortal reviews

One shot Squinoa Songfic to My Immortal by Evanescence. Rinoa recieves devastating news about Squall, but she won't let him go.

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,224 - Reviews: 28 - Updated: 2-22-03 - Published: 2-22-03

12. Rhapsody » reviews

AU Squinoa Rinoa heartilly A singer at the Star Club who is depressed over her recent breakup with Seifer Almasy. Squall Leonhart A lone wolf, pushing others away. When their paths cross, will Rinoa's songs be able to find a happy tune?

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 17 - Words: 29,946 - Reviews: 258 - Updated: 1-11-03 - Published: 9-7-02

13. My Anchor reviews

Squinoa It's Rinoa and Squall's anniversary. Rinoa is devasted when Cid sends Squall on a mission, but a pleasant surprise is waiting for her.

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,158 - Reviews: 32 - Updated: 9-21-02 - Published: 9-21-02

14. Never Free » reviews

AU Squinoa Rinoa Heartilly is a doubleagent for Balamb, working against Galbadia to bring down the people who killed her mother. But then she meets her handler, Squall Leonhart, and her world is turned upside down...

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 21,261 - Reviews: 141 - Updated: 9-3-02 - Published: 5-27-02

15. After the Dust Settles » reviews

Ultimecia has been defeated and for the first time, Squall is truly happy, but then Rinoa mysteriously gets kidnapped and Squall is determined to find her. Squinoa

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 23,375 - Reviews: 64 - Updated: 5-22-02 - Published: 3-10-02

16. Balamb Garden Song Week » reviews

It's Song Week at Balamb Garden...every day, someone performs a song that is unique to them. Some Squinoa, Selvine, and Quiefer.

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 7,683 - Reviews: 80 - Updated: 5-8-02 - Published: 4-2-02

17. I Know reviews

Rinoa thinks about Squall's love for her.

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 3-8-02 - Published: 3-8-02

18. Be Mine reviews

Squall gives Rinoa a card for Valentines Day with a surprise behind it. Reposted since Vday is coming up

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 2-7-02 - Published: 2-7-02

19. Stigmatized reviews

Squinoa A song fic to The Calling's Stigmatized, goes along with the events in the game after Rinoa goe sinto a coma.

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 977 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 2-5-02 - Published: 2-5-02

20. Rinoa's Birthday Surprise reviews

Squall and the gang decide to throw a suprise birthday party for Rinoa. Rated PG for some mild language.

Complete - Final Fantasy VIII - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,855 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 12-28-01 - Published: 12-28-01

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