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19/08/08

Bonjour Mes Amis... now THAT was generic sighs in self-directed-distaste

Basically; i'm back from france.

And i have a limited amount of time before school reboots (26th of august is the most ridiculous date i have ever encountered in my life; what the hell happened to September, the first of? I understood the 29th; closest date starting a week that included the 1st of the 9th... but seriously: the 26th? At least i'm not in first year; poor kids get a whole monday the twenty-fifth of meeting handfulls of people that will most likely influence how their life turns out... funnily enough i don't think that was quite what i was thinking about when secondry school kicked off; longterm friends, maybe... but the influences only became fully apparent to me just that bit too late)

Anyways: i don't think i'll be posting for quite a while for numerous reasons: the main being that i have twisted myself into a complex extended story web and i seriously need to research as much philosophy as i possibly can as i am finding that it is seriously helping my creative process in the most unimaginable ways (thought is ridiculously usefull; who would've thunk it?)

My (censored) (censored) (bleeeeeeeeeep) Acount is still spazzing out to high heavan... so sorry, but my comment-ability is still down.

But i most certainly will keep hurling myself at it until it works; or i swear to god There Will Be Words.

There's also the fact that i do have to catch up as it is; what with you all being so wonderfully proactive with an obviously healthy flow of fresh chapters which, please excuse me when i say that this is most certainly flattery, i am most envious of...

AND: When I DO start putting up chapters, please try to refrain from hurrling abuse at me when you automatically click into "THIS IS NOT THE SAME STORY, SHE'S HACKED IT TO PIECES AND SAUTEED IT INTO THE BURNT CRIPS OF HER FRIED POTATOES, THAT CANIBALISTIC, CRANIAL-DEAFECT of...of... a WENCH!"... cuz i know alot of you will be on the express-route down those very tracks. I just want to stress that IT MAY NOT SEEM THE SAME AT ALL, YOU MAY BE UTTERLY REELING AS YOU TRY TO DECIFER WHETHER OR NOT,WITH MY CLAIMS OF CONTINUATION, I AM MENTALLY WELL; BUT TRUST ME, IT GETS THERE, IT'S EXACTLY THE SAME STORY, I WILL GET AROUND TO CATCHING UP TO THE ORIGINAL CHAPTERS (though some random bits and bobs must be added to them). SO PLEASE DO NOT FOOD MY INBOX WITH COMPLAINTS, CUZ FOR ONE THING NOTHING WILL CHANGE WHAT I VIEW AS THE RIGHT DIRECTION FOR THIS STORY, SO BASICALLY... SCREW YOU ;)

(if you have in fact read any of my work; you will hopefully realise that is most certainly NOT an insult and that i'd be perfectly fine if you sent me a PM telling me to, in fact, preform an act of self-screwing... so if that offended you... get over it, yeah? cuz i seriusly live in a different sort of state when it comes to words then what seems life an enternum of people-no i am not trying to be cool, for the umpteenth bloody time, this is just the way i use my vocabulary having grown up in a world where i worked out what sex was all by myself aged either seven or eight, though i didn't quite come up with the practicalities involved, and i watched my first 18s movie aged 2... believe it or not both incidents bore no relation/influence between them as the movie was just plain violence, and i still did not miss out on the talk as my mum didn't believe that i "Just Knew, Okay?"- so no i'm not a hard-core wannabe badass, and yes i don't care, and no i am not going to change the way i talk on fanfic because i am in fact polite to everyone and have never full on sworn on my profile or in comments, or in PMs to people i know are touchy.What about now? You've caught me at a bad time, i havent slept all night and im cranky so yeah... BLEUGH... thats rite, bleugh, i said it. You all were thinking of it, don't lie... but I said it... ace)

A bazillioon desparu's (or whatever), and a whole migraine of exaughstion to you all. Try not to forget me; i'll be working ridiculously hard.

xox

S

18/07/08

HI!! Okay... so i'm not at a stage of posting chapters again...and i need to work more stuff out... and i DID POST A NOTE EXPLAINING (kinda) MY STORY SITUATION. Feel free to PM me any questions or doubts or hopes. Moving on: I am leaving for the South of France TOMORROW, and i won't be back for a MONTH. SO I AM SOO SORRY I WN'T REALLY BE CONTACTABLE DURING THAT TIME. I also Apologise for not reviewing a number of stories: BUT my computer is being a freak and though i can read the fics, it won't let me review for some reason. I've tried anon reviewing too, but there's some glitch. Anyways, i'll see if i can make it work today, but if not... well... we'll all hope it works again when i come back... I have been enjoying catching up though. YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME ;)

Hope you know that

Lots of love, talk to you all when i get back

x

05/06/08

I PLAN TO BE PROPERLY BACK IN ONE MONTH: I REPEAT, ONE MONTH... BASICALLY WHATS HAPPENING IS... WELL...HARD TO EXPLAIN, BUT ON TOP OF ALL THAT CRAP I'VE GOT POTENTIALLY LIFE-ALTERING EXAMS TO DEAL WITH. WONDERFUL. BUT HOPEFULLY I WILL BE ABLE TO RE-ARANGE MY MENTALLY DISOLVING/THOUGHT SPAZZING/ trivial when voiced due to lack of ability to disribe/ BRAIN MUSHING ... ISSUES. I've got issues. Scruk it. This is ... ARGHHHHGHGHHGHGHHH!! You know? Maybe not... most likely not... i don't know myself so yeah... I dunno... wow... i sound totally literate right now. I think this is about as good as it gets right now... shiz-fizzle... I had some joke about snoop dog and fo' shizzle, but it seems to have been erased from my cranium powered memory stick ever since i went into melt down mode... darn. Make up your own damn jokes. Kay? Love you all as ever (is aoibhinn liom tusa... or something... wait... that's you singular... hell: I am in soooo much trouble for my Irish exam... WHY DID I CHOOSE TO DO HIGHER LEVEL?? SERIOUSLY!!) I'm off to watch Stardust now, for some reason. Maybe that'll help snap me out of being so gosh darn zoned out... hahaha... wow: a pathetic excuse for a joke... at least I'm, trying...

Toodles...


Here's some clips from Orphee (one of the films mentioned in Chapter Thirteen-TechnicoloredSilences aka LetsMakeOut- of "Memoirs) complete with more then one way of mirror travel. The effects are AmaZiNG, but it doesn't have subtitles so you'll just have to deal with all the french by yourselves (or choosed to ignore it, which I think is a perfect solution): heres the link - http://youtube.com/watch?v=CkOmMVpz1tM


Hi!

IMPORTANT NOTICE

A) MEMOIRS OF AN AMNESIAC IS TO BE RERELEASED SEPERATELY As "The Techniclolored Silence". Memoirs WILL continue, however, exactly as it is. This is just some of my neurotic perfectionism in literature shining through thuroughly.

Bask in the light though: it'll have less mistakes.

ALSO

B)

I am actually soooo soooo sooo soooooooo sorry.

I have been absolutely terrible.

I havn't updated, I havn't read, I havn't reveiwed.

I'm awful: I know.

I'm just having a bit of a permanent FrEaK-OuT/BreAkDown/PanIc AtTack

sugar-coated with stress, paranoia, and my own personal neurosis.

I don't quite know why

everything is just kind of caving in I guess...

And I don't know how to handle it.

I'm the kind of person who runs away from anything troubling: but I'm boxed in and it's not an option so

I'm in denial

wonderful

It's going to get worse and I'm paralysed.

So yeah... SORRY!! I AM SOO SOO SORRY!!
AND I WILL TRY GET BACK ON TOP OF THINGS!!
I REALLY TRULY WILL!!
but please understand I have some problems to sort out and things are piling up and i'm mentaly hyper-ventalating.

I am trying though.

And I still love you all, and your magical and amazing stories.

XoX

Love you loads like slimey toads

Love you lots like Jelly Tots (sweets over here if you don't know what they are and get the wrong idea)

Love you tonnes like chocolate buns

S'later

x X x X x

...Stories...

"Memoirs of an Amnesiac"

( to be re-released seperately with error corrections and plot tweeks fixed as THE TECHNICOLORED SILENCE)

By xoX-IHeartSureal-Xox

Kingdom Hearts; AU

Mainly Sora aaaaaaaaaaand...Kairi :O

With bits of Roxas and Namine chucked in for good measure :D

Never forget a little Roxas and Namine

Never.

Blurby thingy:

Kairi was an Amnesiac

An Anmnesiac found washed up on a beach as a child by a boy with a tangle of chocolate-brown spiky locks and his semi-silent silver haired friend...

But only a few years later she finds herself forced to leave the island she was discovered on and torn from her two best friends

That was then; this is now

Kairi's Back

And once reacquainted with a face she never thought she'd see again; suddenly it seems like her life's finally popped back into Technicolor.

But what happens when it turns out shes been thrown into a world dictated by the mysterious absent figure of a girl she never met...

Who's Olette?

And what did Riku do?

As the Past unfolds and the Secrets begin to spill

Trust seems like nothing but a hazy recollection...

But How do you heal wounds from the past when the only know remedy seems so impossible?

Things were so much simpler when there was nothing but black and white...

x X x X x

Psst... word on the street is xoX-IHeartSureal-Xox (though getting Of Dreams and Cobwebs going, and in the midst writing Memoirs of an Amnesiac) Might be considering a new fanfic idea at the moment...

The Beat That My Heart Skipped

Just something that came to me while listening to the wonderful colaberation that is "dan le sac Vs Scroobius Pip

Just google them and you get their myspace or just click on the link above; listen to their tunes: lyrically relevent and musically ace... well that's my opinion anyway (haha; they do use radiohead for backing afterall)... if you listen to the song this idea is named after it would basically tell you quite a bit of plot... but I really REALLY like it

"This is the beat that my heart skipped when we first met
Now that I’ve heard it, it leaves me with a kind of regret
No disrespect
We just left a lot of people upset
And what we had wasn’t really what we’d come to expect"

Gosh how I'm loving their idiosyncrasy ... soz; just a small reference to a line i can't quite seem to shake

But regardless of FanFiction: Check them out! They're amazing!
OOOoOOooooh! And "Memoirs..." fans should So check-out "Does it offend you, yeah?" they're soo cool...

If you look any of these people up; please PM me: It would make me go like this - : D

x X x X x

"I know I believe in nothing, but it is my nothing"

-Lyrics by Richey Edwards,

From 'Faster', a track off the Manic Street Preachers 1994 album 'The Holy Bible'

Comment: Perfection; and yes I am athiest... but I think Richey was delving a little deeper... He disapeared Febuary 1st 1994... no one knows where he went...

He is the Lost Godlike Genius

"Love will tear us apart again"

-Lyrics by Ian Curtis

From the song 'Love Will Tear Us Apart' by Joy Division released in 1980

Comment: The imortal words of Ian Curtis. Indisputabley one of the best Lyicists of his time... maybe even the best... the film Control is a biopic of his life and I strongly recomend it... it's incredabley moving...

His wife had this line ("Love will tear us apart again" )engraved on his tombstone

"And if a double-decker bus
crashes in to us
to die by your side
is such a heavenly way to die"

-Lyrics by (Steven) Morrissey

From 'There is a Light That Never Goes Out' by The Smiths 1986 album 'The Queen is Dead'

Comment: Morrissey has to be one of the most litterate (sorry if that's spelt wrong) people to write lyrics ever... okay; disregarding opera... or then again maybe even including it... but this is a different kind of music; and he is it's master. And this song gets stuck in my head so much. It's ridiculous. But it's amazing. And Johnny Marr? Brilliat guitarest. Seriously. Woah.

But I AM SO ANNOYED! only days after whitnessing The Cribs live: Johnny Marr joins them as a temp fourth member! I MISSED JOHNNY FUCKING MARR LIVE! WHY? AHHHHH!

"the light within me shines like a diamond mine
like an unarmed walrus
like a dead man face down on the highway
like a snake eating its own tail"

-Lyrics (spoken word only) by Lee Ranaldo of Sonic Youth

From 'Be Safe' a collaboration between The Cribs and Lee Ranaldo : song on the 2007 album 'Men's Needs, Women's Needs, Whatever' released by The Cribs

Comment: I love this song. I dunno; it's just so... different... not really the same as the Cribs normally... it kinda almost reminds me of the Eels... but I LOVE ALL CRIBS STUFF! AND SEEING THEIR GIG WAS ONE OF THE HIGHLIGHTS OF MY LIFE!

God; I sound like such a loser... but I have other highlights too so leave me alone

What are they?

Shut up

"Music is my boyfriend
Music is my girlfriend
Music is my dead end
Music is my imaginary friend
Music is my brother
Music is my great-grand-daughter
Music is my sister
Music is my favorite mistress"

-Lyrics by Cansei der Ser Sexi also refered to as CSS (I don't know which one of them wrote this... I think it was Lovefoxxx though)

From 'Music is my Hot Sex' by CSS: Song from their first album 'CSS' released in 2007

Comment: Okay; that song is a perfect description of Music in my life... hehehe... Yay for crude lyrics! And Yay For CSS For Being So Good At Them!

My music is where i want you to touch

Classic

xXxXx

Lifetime Quotes

"Well you don't have a mustache; so YOU have the upper hand."

-me to my friend... she liked this guy, who apperantly had a girlfriend with a slight upper-lip problem. The funny thing about this was that my other friend walked in just as I said it. And then walked out again. Quickly. Looking like she really didn't want to know.

"It's not over until the fat lady sings."

"Quick Sadbh! Start Singing!"

-me and my friend Sadbh in Science doing the most boring investigation known to mankind. And it involved chalk. I have such a phobia of chalk. I have to wash my hands if I touch it, or if I see it on someone elses hands... or if they have it on their hands and then start rubbing them together...

I need to go wash my hands now.

"She won't shut up about him. She's like: he has five toes on each foot, and-"

"Well; in all fairness he Could have six toes on each foot... if he had like a genetic defect or something"

"Um...okay..."

"It's just good to know is all"

"Hey Laura! Guess what??"

"What?"

"I have ten toes in Toe-Tal"

"...that...that was terrible"

Me and my friend Laura, whoes got this friend who will NOT shut-up about her boyfriend.

"Please don't kill us! PleasedontkillusPleasedontkillus!"

"But if you do, do it in a nice way... Like a bomb filled with conffetti... THAT'd be nice"

All: YEAHHHHHHHHH!!

Uhhh... this is hard to explain... it involved a group of my friends and I, and this in-joke about these two guys who looked like this evil mastermind and his minion... so we ended up going up to them and pleading for our lives... they looked bemused...especially when I started talking about the pretty side of mass-destruction...

but it's all okay: I was never on his hit list.

Me talking to Laura (see above) asking for something or other:"Porfavor!!"

(don't know how to spell)

Laura"What does porfavor mean?"

I look at her in an odd way

Me: uhhh...please in spainish...?

Laura: oh... I thought it was Mr. in mexican.

I start pissing my self laughing and end up on the floor in hysterics

And now for some songs...some people may not like them... but I was stuck down a bog being forced to pretend I was able to speak irish... Hehe... I wrote the first one in mass... oh dear...

NANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANA

DRUGGY!! LADY!!


She's Packin' Smack and Cocaine

Her blood-shot eyes are insane

her arms are pin-pricked from syringes

SHE'S WACK ON CRACK

SHE'S OFF HER HINGES!!

NANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANA

DRUGGY LADY!!

the theme song of me and my friend Sarah's Superhero

her arch-nemisis was Tractor Girl...

HEY YOU! HEY YOU!
WE'RE ON A BUS!
YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! YEAH!
BETCHA DIDN'T KNOW THAT!!
LALALALA
BUT WE ACTUALLY ARE!!
OH YEAH, OH YEAH!!

me and my friend on a bus to Galway of all places...

xXxXx

AM CURRENTLY WORKING MY WAY THROUGH BLEACH

xXxXx

Why do so many people have snippets about political stances on there profile fanfic pages?

Random much?

Anyways: here you go

America needs a public News Network/Station. Privately owned news groups are really not a good idea. the irish times is completely independant and is not influenced by any private, self-interested, capatalist groups; I really do worry about possable sways in the stories transmitted across the pond. America is a major world power: it's decisions DO unfortunately effect the rest of us too.

I am against racism (pro-the Love Music, Hate Racism campagin) and anti-BNP for any anglaisians

I hate homophobia; what is the problem with people's sexual orrientation? It's nobody else's buisness.

I believe in women having the right to be able to have an abortion (they only do the procedure before the fetus has any sensation, so they don't feel anything. Also; if the woman doesn't have the financial or emotional resources to care for a child, then why bare a child into a world which cannot care for it properly? Suffering humanity's harsh side shouldn't be forced upon anyone who doesn't have to bare it. I am, of course, against any procedures that take place after a certain stage of developement. Physical pain is a definate no)

I don't descrimanate against any religion, and i am athiest (as already stated)

I am pro-Obama (for any americans)

I am glad Bertie Ahern is FINALLY stepping down(corrupt), and hope that Cowen can keep himself together... I think he can...but you never know (for any Irish people)

Mugabe lost the run of himself once his first wife died... and now he's corrupted by greed...

I am anti-child-labour/abuse and agism

and yes: rape is bad.

Duh

There you go.

(and Bush is... retarded. Sorry if you support him)

Hey there Doodles! Um... still amn't at a posting stage for technicolored silence, and my review ability is still marred (SERIOUSLY WTF? IS IT REALLY JUST MY ACCOUT? IS IT BANJAXED OR HAS SOMEONE REPORTED ABUSE OR SOMETHING WEIRD? WHAT IS GOING ON? I'M CONFUSED; I AM A NICE PERSON WHO JUST LIKES TO WRITE, WHAT IN THE NAME OF ALL THAT IS CYBER IS GOING ON HERE!!)

cough cough sorry for the outburst; but you would be pretty pissed off too if you were going through this review-less stage of agrieveness spanning in both directions and even on this other site doing this other thing and errrrrrrrrr... yeah... anyway... i can still do PMs at least, so chatting to people is still an option. And my news is that I have started a Second account with Nightmare Knight Absynthe to scribe up a joint story... don't quite know what it's going to be about, but we're each gonna take it in turns to do chapters and see how that works out so that should be fun

And if anyone feels like doing this too, just contact me. Oh the Fun-ness! Write write writing away...

19/08/08

Bonjour Mes Amis... now THAT was generic sighs in self-directed-distaste

Basically; i'm back from france.

And i have a limited amount of time before school reboots (26th of august is the most ridiculous date i have ever encountered in my life; what the hell happened to September, the first of? I understood the 29th; closest date starting a week that included the 1st of the 9th... but seriously: the 26th? At least i'm not in first year; poor kids get a whole monday the twenty-fifth of meeting handfulls of people that will most likely influence how their life turns out... funnily enough i don't think that was quite what i was thinking about when secondry school kicked off; longterm friends, maybe... but the influences only became fully apparent to me just that bit too late)

Anyways: i don't think i'll be posting for quite a while for numerous reasons: the main being that i have twisted myself into a complex extended story web and i seriously need to research as much philosophy as i possibly can as i am finding that it is seriously helping my creative process in the most unimaginable ways (thought is ridiculously usefull; who would've thunk it?)

My (censored) (censored) (bleeeeeeeeeep) Acount is still spazzing out to high heavan... so sorry, but my comment-ability is still down.

But i most certainly will keep hurling myself at it until it works; or i swear to god There Will Be Words.

There's also the fact that i do have to catch up as it is; what with you all being so wonderfully proactive with an obviously healthy flow of fresh chapters which, please excuse me when i say that this is most certainly flattery, i am most envious of...

AND: When I DO start putting up chapters, please try to refrain from hurrling abuse at me when you automatically click into "THIS IS NOT THE SAME STORY, SHE'S HACKED IT TO PIECES AND SAUTEED IT INTO THE BURNT CRIPS OF HER FRIED POTATOES, THAT CANIBALISTIC, CRANIAL-DEAFECT of...of... a WENCH!"... cuz i know alot of you will be on the express-route down those very tracks. I just want to stress that IT MAY NOT SEEM THE SAME AT ALL, YOU MAY BE UTTERLY REELING AS YOU TRY TO DECIFER WHETHER OR NOT,WITH MY CLAIMS OF CONTINUATION, I AM MENTALLY WELL; BUT TRUST ME, IT GETS THERE, IT'S EXACTLY THE SAME STORY, I WILL GET AROUND TO CATCHING UP TO THE ORIGINAL CHAPTERS (though some random bits and bobs must be added to them). SO PLEASE DO NOT FOOD MY INBOX WITH COMPLAINTS, CUZ FOR ONE THING NOTHING WILL CHANGE WHAT I VIEW AS THE RIGHT DIRECTION FOR THIS STORY, SO BASICALLY... SCREW YOU ;)

(if you have in fact read any of my work; you will hopefully realise that is most certainly NOT an insult and that i'd be perfectly fine if you sent me a PM telling me to, in fact, preform an act of self-screwing... so if that offended you... get over it, yeah? cuz i seriusly live in a different sort of state when it comes to words then what seems life an enternum of people-no i am not trying to be cool, for the umpteenth bloody time, this is just the way i use my vocabulary having grown up in a world where i worked out what sex was all by myself aged either seven or eight, though i didn't quite come up with the practicalities involved, and i watched my first 18s movie aged 2... believe it or not both incidents bore no relation/influence between them as the movie was just plain violence, and i still did not miss out on the talk as my mum didn't believe that i "Just Knew, Okay?"- so no i'm not a hard-core wannabe badass, and yes i don't care, and no i am not going to change the way i talk on fanfic because i am in fact polite to everyone and have never full on sworn on my profile or in comments, or in PMs to people i know are touchy.What about now? You've caught me at a bad time, i havent slept all night and im cranky so yeah... BLEUGH... thats rite, bleugh, i said it. You all were thinking of it, don't lie... but I said it... ace)

A bazillioon desparu's (or whatever), and a whole migraine of exaughstion to you all. Try not to forget me; i'll be working ridiculously hard.

xox

S

18/07/08

HI!! Okay... so i'm not at a stage of posting chapters again...and i need to work more stuff out... and i DID POST A NOTE EXPLAINING (kinda) MY STORY SITUATION. Feel free to PM me any questions or doubts or hopes. Moving on: I am leaving for the South of France TOMORROW, and i won't be back for a MONTH. SO I AM SOO SORRY I WN'T REALLY BE CONTACTABLE DURING THAT TIME. I also Apologise for not reviewing a number of stories: BUT my computer is being a freak and though i can read the fics, it won't let me review for some reason. I've tried anon reviewing too, but there's some glitch. Anyways, i'll see if i can make it work today, but if not... well... we'll all hope it works again when i come back... I have been enjoying catching up though. YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME ;)

Hope you know that

Lots of love, talk to you all when i get back

x

05/06/08

I PLAN TO BE PROPERLY BACK IN ONE MONTH: I REPEAT, ONE MONTH... BASICALLY WHATS HAPPENING IS... WELL...HARD TO EXPLAIN, BUT ON TOP OF ALL THAT CRAP I'VE GOT POTENTIALLY LIFE-ALTERING EXAMS TO DEAL WITH. WONDERFUL. BUT HOPEFULLY I WILL BE ABLE TO RE-ARANGE MY MENTALLY DISOLVING/THOUGHT SPAZZING/ trivial when voiced due to lack of ability to disribe/ BRAIN MUSHING ... ISSUES. I've got issues. Scruk it. This is ... ARGHHHHGHGHHGHGHHH!! You know? Maybe not... most likely not... i don't know myself so yeah... I dunno... wow... i sound totally literate right now. I think this is about as good as it gets right now... shiz-fizzle... I had some joke about snoop dog and fo' shizzle, but it seems to have been erased from my cranium powered memory stick ever since i went into melt down mode... darn. Make up your own damn jokes. Kay? Love you all as ever (is aoibhinn liom tusa... or something... wait... that's you singular... hell: I am in soooo much trouble for my Irish exam... WHY DID I CHOOSE TO DO HIGHER LEVEL?? SERIOUSLY!!) I'm off to watch Stardust now, for some reason. Maybe that'll help snap me out of being so gosh darn zoned out... hahaha... wow: a pathetic excuse for a joke... at least I'm, trying...

Toodles...


Here's some clips from Orphee (one of the films mentioned in Chapter Thirteen-TechnicoloredSilences aka LetsMakeOut- of "Memoirs) complete with more then one way of mirror travel. The effects are AmaZiNG, but it doesn't have subtitles so you'll just have to deal with all the french by yourselves (or choosed to ignore it, which I think is a perfect solution): heres the link - http://youtube.com/watch?v=CkOmMVpz1tM


Hi!

IMPORTANT NOTICE

A) MEMOIRS OF AN AMNESIAC IS TO BE RERELEASED SEPERATELY As "The Techniclolored Silence". Memoirs WILL continue, however, exactly as it is. This is just some of my neurotic perfectionism in literature shining through thuroughly.

Bask in the light though: it'll have less mistakes.

ALSO

B)

I am actually soooo soooo sooo soooooooo sorry.

I have been absolutely terrible.

I havn't updated, I havn't read, I havn't reveiwed.

I'm awful: I know.

I'm just having a bit of a permanent FrEaK-OuT/BreAkDown/PanIc AtTack

sugar-coated with stress, paranoia, and my own personal neurosis.

I don't quite know why

everything is just kind of caving in I guess...

And I don't know how to handle it.

I'm the kind of person who runs away from anything troubling: but I'm boxed in and it's not an option so

I'm in denial

wonderful

It's going to get worse and I'm paralysed.

So yeah... SORRY!! I AM SOO SOO SORRY!!
AND I WILL TRY GET BACK ON TOP OF THINGS!!
I REALLY TRULY WILL!!
but please understand I have some problems to sort out and things are piling up and i'm mentaly hyper-ventalating.

I am trying though.

And I still love you all, and your magical and amazing stories.

XoX

Love you loads like slimey toads

Love you lots like Jelly Tots (sweets over here if you don't know what they are and get the wrong idea)

Love you tonnes like chocolate buns

S'later

x X x X x

...Stories...

"Memoirs of an Amnesiac"

( to be re-released seperately with error corrections and plot tweeks fixed as THE TECHNICOLORED SILENCE)

By xoX-IHeartSureal-Xox

Kingdom Hearts; AU

Mainly Sora aaaaaaaaaaand...Kairi :O

With bits of Roxas and Namine chucked in for good measure :D

Never forget a little Roxas and Namine

Never.

Blurby thingy:

Kairi was an Amnesiac

An Anmnesiac found washed up on a beach as a child by a boy with a tangle of chocolate-brown spiky locks and his semi-silent silver haired friend...

But only a few years later she finds herself forced to leave the island she was discovered on and torn from her two best friends

That was then; this is now

Kairi's Back

And once reacquainted with a face she never thought she'd see again; suddenly it seems like her life's finally popped back into Technicolor.

But what happens when it turns out shes been thrown into a world dictated by the mysterious absent figure of a girl she never met...

Who's Olette?

And what did Riku do?

As the Past unfolds and the Secrets begin to spill

Trust seems like nothing but a hazy recollection...

But How do you heal wounds from the past when the only know remedy seems so impossible?

Things were so much simpler when there was nothing but black and white...

x X x X x

Psst... word on the street is xoX-IHeartSureal-Xox (though getting Of Dreams and Cobwebs going, and in the midst writing Memoirs of an Amnesiac) Might be considering a new fanfic idea at the moment...

The Beat That My Heart Skipped

Just something that came to me while listening to the wonderful colaberation that is "dan le sac Vs Scroobius Pip

Just google them and you get their myspace or just click on the link above; listen to their tunes: lyrically relevent and musically ace... well that's my opinion anyway (haha; they do use radiohead for backing afterall)... if you listen to the song this idea is named after it would basically tell you quite a bit of plot... but I really REALLY like it

"This is the beat that my heart skipped when we first met
Now that I’ve heard it, it leaves me with a kind of regret
No disrespect
We just left a lot of people upset
And what we had wasn’t really what we’d come to expect"

Gosh how I'm loving their idiosyncrasy ... soz; just a small reference to a line i can't quite seem to shake

But regardless of FanFiction: Check them out! They're amazing!
OOOoOOooooh! And "Memoirs..." fans should So check-out "Does it offend you, yeah?" they're soo cool...

If you look any of these people up; please PM me: It would make me go like this - : D

x X x X x

"I know I believe in nothing, but it is my nothing"

-Lyrics by Richey Edwards,

From 'Faster', a track off the Manic Street Preachers 1994 album 'The Holy Bible'

Comment: Perfection; and yes I am athiest... but I think Richey was delving a little deeper... He disapeared Febuary 1st 1994... no one knows where he went...

He is the Lost Godlike Genius

"Love will tear us apart again"

-Lyrics by Ian Curtis

From the song 'Love Will Tear Us Apart' by Joy Division released in 1980

Comment: The imortal words of Ian Curtis. Indisputabley one of the best Lyicists of his time... maybe even the best... the film Control is a biopic of his life and I strongly recomend it... it's incredabley moving...

His wife had this line ("Love will tear us apart again" )engraved on his tombstone

"And if a double-decker bus
crashes in to us
to die by your side
is such a heavenly way to die"

-Lyrics by (Steven) Morrissey

From 'There is a Light That Never Goes Out' by The Smiths 1986 album 'The Queen is Dead'

Comment: Morrissey has to be one of the most litterate (sorry if that's spelt wrong) people to write lyrics ever... okay; disregarding opera... or then again maybe even including it... but this is a different kind of music; and he is it's master. And this song gets stuck in my head so much. It's ridiculous. But it's amazing. And Johnny Marr? Brilliat guitarest. Seriously. Woah.

But I AM SO ANNOYED! only days after whitnessing The Cribs live: Johnny Marr joins them as a temp fourth member! I MISSED JOHNNY FUCKING MARR LIVE! WHY? AHHHHH!

"the light within me shines like a diamond mine
like an unarmed walrus
like a dead man face down on the highway
like a snake eating its own tail"

-Lyrics (spoken word only) by Lee Ranaldo of Sonic Youth

From 'Be Safe' a collaboration between The Cribs and Lee Ranaldo : song on the 2007 album 'Men's Needs, Women's Needs, Whatever' released by The Cribs

Comment: I love this song. I dunno; it's just so... different... not really the same as the Cribs normally... it kinda almost reminds me of the Eels... but I LOVE ALL CRIBS STUFF! AND SEEING THEIR GIG WAS ONE OF THE HIGHLIGHTS OF MY LIFE!

God; I sound like such a loser... but I have other highlights too so leave me alone

What are they?

Shut up

"Music is my boyfriend
Music is my girlfriend
Music is my dead end
Music is my imaginary friend
Music is my brother
Music is my great-grand-daughter
Music is my sister
Music is my favorite mistress"

-Lyrics by Cansei der Ser Sexi also refered to as CSS (I don't know which one of them wrote this... I think it was Lovefoxxx though)

From 'Music is my Hot Sex' by CSS: Song from their first album 'CSS' released in 2007

Comment: Okay; that song is a perfect description of Music in my life... hehehe... Yay for crude lyrics! And Yay For CSS For Being So Good At Them!

My music is where i want you to touch

Classic

xXxXx

Lifetime Quotes

"Well you don't have a mustache; so YOU have the upper hand."

-me to my friend... she liked this guy, who apperantly had a girlfriend with a slight upper-lip problem. The funny thing about this was that my other friend walked in just as I said it. And then walked out again. Quickly. Looking like she really didn't want to know.

"It's not over until the fat lady sings."

"Quick Sadbh! Start Singing!"

-me and my friend Sadbh in Science doing the most boring investigation known to mankind. And it involved chalk. I have such a phobia of chalk. I have to wash my hands if I touch it, or if I see it on someone elses hands... or if they have it on their hands and then start rubbing them together...

I need to go wash my hands now.

"She won't shut up about him. She's like: he has five toes on each foot, and-"

"Well; in all fairness he Could have six toes on each foot... if he had like a genetic defect or something"

"Um...okay..."

"It's just good to know is all"

"Hey Laura! Guess what??"

"What?"

"I have ten toes in Toe-Tal"

"...that...that was terrible"

Me and my friend Laura, whoes got this friend who will NOT shut-up about her boyfriend.

"Please don't kill us! PleasedontkillusPleasedontkillus!"

"But if you do, do it in a nice way... Like a bomb filled with conffetti... THAT'd be nice"

All: YEAHHHHHHHHH!!

Uhhh... this is hard to explain... it involved a group of my friends and I, and this in-joke about these two guys who looked like this evil mastermind and his minion... so we ended up going up to them and pleading for our lives... they looked bemused...especially when I started talking about the pretty side of mass-destruction...

but it's all okay: I was never on his hit list.

Me talking to Laura (see above) asking for something or other:"Porfavor!!"

(don't know how to spell)

Laura"What does porfavor mean?"

I look at her in an odd way

Me: uhhh...please in spainish...?

Laura: oh... I thought it was Mr. in mexican.

I start pissing my self laughing and end up on the floor in hysterics

And now for some songs...some people may not like them... but I was stuck down a bog being forced to pretend I was able to speak irish... Hehe... I wrote the first one in mass... oh dear...

NANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANA

DRUGGY!! LADY!!


She's Packin' Smack and Cocaine

Her blood-shot eyes are insane

her arms are pin-pricked from syringes

SHE'S WACK ON CRACK

SHE'S OFF HER HINGES!!

NANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANA

DRUGGY LADY!!

the theme song of me and my friend Sarah's Superhero

her arch-nemisis was Tractor Girl...

HEY YOU! HEY YOU!
WE'RE ON A BUS!
YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! YEAH!
BETCHA DIDN'T KNOW THAT!!
LALALALA
BUT WE ACTUALLY ARE!!
OH YEAH, OH YEAH!!

me and my friend on a bus to Galway of all places...

xXxXx

AM CURRENTLY WORKING MY WAY THROUGH BLEACH

xXxXx

Why do so many people have snippets about political stances on there profile fanfic pages?

Random much?

Anyways: here you go

America needs a public News Network/Station. Privately owned news groups are really not a good idea. the irish times is completely independant and is not influenced by any private, self-interested, capatalist groups; I really do worry about possable sways in the stories transmitted across the pond. America is a major world power: it's decisions DO unfortunately effect the rest of us too.

I am against racism (pro-the Love Music, Hate Racism campagin) and anti-BNP for any anglaisians

I hate homophobia; what is the problem with people's sexual orrientation? It's nobody else's buisness.

I believe in women having the right to be able to have an abortion (they only do the procedure before the fetus has any sensation, so they don't feel anything. Also; if the woman doesn't have the financial or emotional resources to care for a child, then why bare a child into a world which cannot care for it properly? Suffering humanity's harsh side shouldn't be forced upon anyone who doesn't have to bare it. I am, of course, against any procedures that take place after a certain stage of developement. Physical pain is a definate no)

I don't descrimanate against any religion, and i am athiest (as already stated)

I am pro-Obama (for any americans)

I am glad Bertie Ahern is FINALLY stepping down(corrupt), and hope that Cowen can keep himself together... I think he can...but you never know (for any Irish people)

Mugabe lost the run of himself once his first wife died... and now he's corrupted by greed...

I am anti-child-labour/abuse and agism

and yes: rape is bad.

Duh

There you go.

(and Bush is... retarded. Sorry if you support him)

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1. Memoirs of an Amnesiac » reviews
Reunited with a messy haired boy she'd thought lost;Kairi feels her life is popping back into Technicolor...But as the secrets of the past unravel,she can't help but feel that things were simpler in black and white...AU Sokai with minor Roxine and Riku?
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Roxas thinks he knows the score;he thinks everything that could possibly have happend has already come and gone and there's no way of getting it back.But when Namine turns up; nothing is as certain as it seems... maybe the past can be left behiend?Roxine
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