Important Note: Yes I'm alive and sorry for not updating in a while but a lot of things have been going on in my life and i didn't have time to write. However I have not, repeat NOT given up on writing Amber Twilight and I hope to update by at least March. So don't worry cause I'll be back. PM or Reviews will encourage me to update faster. Sorry again for the wait.

Name: On here i'm Nikki Sage because i couldn't think of another name and if i ever make it to the big leagues and became an author it would probably be my pen name. I chose Nikki because I always like that name and Sage because it has four different meanings. The first is a wise person, and I consider myself smart and it stands for my belief that we should use brains over brawns during a conflict. The second is a plant and that stands for my belief in nature and that people should respect our natural world and not destroy it by littering, cutting down the rain forest and killing the animals for fun. The third and least common use for Sage is a magic weilder and that stands for my love in fantasy writing. And the fourth is a greenish color... which i just so happen to like.

Gender: female.

Age: 16

Location: Philly, PA, in the USA (By the way do any of you guys out of state/country know Philadelphia as Philly or no... I've always wondered about that.)

Descriptions: I'm 5'3 and have long curly/wavy brown hair that has red tints when in the sunlight, i have slight tan skin though it's paler in the winter, multicolored eyes that are hazel near the pupil, then a huge amount is a greenish color and the outside is ringed with a dark blue.

Likes: Music that has some meaning to the song and does not make us woman sound like a piece of meat, TV, animals, peace, love, nature, people when they are nice and don't act like savages, fantasy, adventure and romance moves/books, video games that don't have guns in them and have some sort of plot/story to it, beaches, warm/ tanning weather, the wind, Fanfiction, and some other things i can't think about right now.

Dislikes: sexist/racist people, abortion and the stupid people that say it's okay and that the unborn baby isn't even alive, war, poverty, people crying, commercials, guns, drugs, people who do any kind of harmful drugs (Hey, I have every right to after what I've been through!) stories that don't have happy endings or a somewhat happy ending, when a author kills your favorite character, very long car rides, and the cold (even though i've has 12yrs of winter i was still born in the south and i will never, ever like the cold weather... NEVER!!), Mother/Father's day( bad reminder about the things i lost in life that i will never be able to get back.)

A little bit about me: I never really knew my father since my parents divorced when i was 2, my mom never told me his name (I use my half sister's last name) and i grew up without a father. My mom had "issues" and left me with my grandmother when i was five and when i ten she left for good. I'm basiclly an honest person that gets along well with other people and the type the stands up for kids who are being bullied. I'm pretty smart since i go to a college prep high school but I'm doing this so i can make a better life for myself. I have a cat and i would like a dog but my grandmother is allergic to dogs and not cats but i'm ok with just having cats for now.
I have two older sisters and in my opion the oldest got the beauty, the second got the brains while i got the lovable personality that everyone adores.

Talents: singing, writing, acting, and getting people to like me, avoiding trouble... though doesn't work on nanny who is possibly pshchic. Getting people to like me, triping over flat surfaces, and having strange bad luck that keeps my best friend entertain.

Things i can never do: draw, draw a straight line, walking in a straight line sit still more than five minutes with nothing to do,and walking a whole day without injurng myself and/or other people once (Hey, i don't do it on purpose either.) Not helping someone or something that needed help.

Goals: To become an author, became a vet (i can do both) help as many poor people as possible, help save the envirment and to fall in love one day.

Crossovers i lke to see on Fanfiction net:

1) Twilight/Mediator crossover
2) Twilight/ Smallville crossover
3) Twilight/Supernatural crossover
4) Supernatural/Smalleville/ Heroes crossover
5) Twilight/Supernatural/Smalleville/ Heroes crossover.

I know i have a lot of Twilight in it but i'm curious how any one of the would turn out so if anyone plans to make a fanfic like one of these then email the name to me so i can read it.

Month one

Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven

Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

(This made me cry. If this didn't make you cry, you are just a cold and heartless person. But I don't hate you. Hate and fear is what makes those babies die)

If you're against abortion, re-post this

Hi this is Nikki Sage and i had someone email saying something that got me thnking. She/he said that their neither with nor against abortion and that sometimes it is the best choice to do in certain situations, i however still disagree. Even if the child is unborn it is still a living human being, it had its own heartbeat and its own brain waves (things which mark a person dead or alive) and by having an abortion it is still considered murder. Why? Because the defintion of murder is killing an innocent living thing, so no matter how you explain it, it's still killing a baby. If your yong and pregnant go for adoption, it really is the best option, also 95-98 of woman who get abortions end up getting depression and live the rest of their lives regreting it. So ask yourself this, is it really worth the pain?

BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.

BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin "DAMN!" we messed up!

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.

BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.

FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.

BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.

BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue."

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.

BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story...

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' ass that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.

BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME."

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.

BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.

FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college.

BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you've had enough.

BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say "Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don't waste!

FRIENDS: Would read ignore this.

BEST FRIENDS: Will repost this!

I know you're just dying to do this!!

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.

2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, and green, yellow?

3. Your first initial?

4. Your month of birth?

5. Which color do you like more, black or white?

6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.

7. Your favorite number?

8. Do you like California or Florida more?

9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?

10. Write down a wish (a realistic one).

Are you done? If so, scroll down (Don’t cheat--)

THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:
Red: You are alert and your life is full of love.

Black: You are conservative and aggressive.

Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.

Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you Love.

Yellow: You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are Down.

3. If you’re initial is:
A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.

L-R: You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to Blossom.

S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

4. If you were born in:
Jan.-Mar.: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you Fall in love with someone totally unexpected.

Apr.-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but The memories will last forever.

July-Sept.: You will have a great year and will experience a major life Changing experience for the good.

Oct.-Dec.: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your Soul mate.

5. If you choose...
Black: Your life will take on a different direction; it will seem hard at the time But will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.

White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do Anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in a lifetime.

8. If you choose... California: You like adventure.

Florida: You are a laidback person.

9. If you choose... Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved. Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in one hour and it will come true before your next birthday!

Try Not To Cry

Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school,

He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great, huge crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!

When I went to school that day, I never said good-bye.

I'm sorry that I had to go,But Mommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun,he hit me and another,

And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,

And please tell Zack; my boyfriend;

That it wasn't just a crush.

And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,

And tell my dear sweet grandmother;I'll be waiting for her now

And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best Mommy,

I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest

Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,

And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass

Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

And Mommy tell the doctors;

I know that they really did try

I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest,

But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest When I heard that great, big crack,I ran as fast as I could

please listen to me if you would,

I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new

I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo

I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,

I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.

But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,

Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry I to cancel the date.

I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true

And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you"

In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech Students Who Were Lost Please if you would, Don't smash this on the ground. If you pass this on, Maybe people will cry, Just keep this in your heart, For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".

Now you have 2 choices, 1) Pass this on, and show people you care, repost as "Try Not To Cry

2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how cold-hearted you really are... Its ok to cry, I cried, so can you

Even when you can’t see him GOD is there! If you believe in GOD put this in your profile.

Just because we eat animals for food, doesn't mean we can cut them up for clothing! If you are against fur coats, clothing, boots, ect, copy this onto your profile

If you have ever pushed on a door that said pull or vice versa copy this into your profile.

If you think that Writer's Block blows (sucks), copy and paste this into your profile.

If you ever forgotten what you were talking about in a conversation copy and paste this into your profile.

If you are obsessed with fanfiction copy this into your profile.

If you forgot your phone number when some one asks for it copy this into your profile.

If you've ever fallen for the guy you'll never get, but can't help but want, paste this into you profile!

Ninety-five percent of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in. If you're part of the five percent who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list. AnimeKittyCafe, Hyperactivley Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino, Yavie Aelinel, Crazy Billie Joe Loving Freak, Shadow929,SweetNCrazieSugarmuffin,The Komodo Dragon Phoenix,Bust_A_Groover, Tecna, Triggonseed, The Only Innocent Writer Here-Yumi, EstellaB, NarnianMelody, tookieclothespen, bellabookworm9, GoodyGoody23, EdwardIsMyLover,LightningStorms, Nikki Sage.

Of all the things I've lost, I miss my mind the most.

People who say anything's possible haven't tried to slam a revolving door.

An apple aday keeps the doctor away, if well aimed.

One day, we will look back on this, laugh nervously, and change the subject

I used to be normal, until I met the freaks that I call my friends. BUT I LOVE 'EM! They make me feel normal.

I ran with scissors, and lived!

You cry, I cry, you laugh, I laugh, you fall off a cliff, I laugh even harder.

We will meet again my friend

A hundred years from today

Far away from where we lived

And where we used to play.

We will know each others' eyes

And wonder where we met

Your laugh will sound familiar

Your heart, I won't forget.

We will meet, I'm sure of this,

But let's not wait til then...

Let's take a walk beneath the stars

And share this world again.

- Ron Atchison

15 Things to do when you’re in Wal-Mart!

1. Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at 5-minute intervals.

2. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms.

3. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone,
" 'Code 3' in house wares"... and see what happens.

4. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away.

5. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.

6. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department.

7. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask,
"Why can't you people just leave me alone?"

8. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose.

9. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are.

10. Dart around the store suspiciously loudly humming the "Mission Impossible" theme. (My fav)

11. In the auto department, practice your "Madonna look"

12. Hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through,
say "PICK ME!" "PICK ME!"

13. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal position and scream..
"NO! NO! It's those voices again!!"

14. Go into a fitting room and shut the door and wait a while and then yell, very loudly, "There is no toilet paper in here!

15.Grap a lot of bouncy balls and throw them down the aisle, shouting "Go"

If you have ever fallen up the stairs copy this into your profile

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If you have ever run into a tree, copy this to your profile!

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If you've ever tried to put your hair behind your ears and ended up poking yourself in the eye, copy this to your profile

If you've ever lost your sunglasses, then found then on your head, copy this to your profile

If you are mad at prince charming for leaving you single for so long, copy this to your profile.

If several inanimate objects hate you copy and paste this into your profile

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