I'll update this week if I can ;D It's my birthday today! (July 6)

"A poet is someone who stand out in the rain, hoping to be struck by lighting...

A writer is someone who is describing the way the lightning flashes, pen in hand...

An artist is someone who draws the way the rain hits the pavement...

A survivor is someone who dances in the rain instead of waiting for it to stop...

One day your Life will flash before your eyes...Make sure it's worth watching."

... Hello. My name is Cassandra, Or Cassy, Or cassie, or Kc, or whatever the heck you want to call me until you remember my name. I'm 15 years old. I am a naturally easy going person, who enjoys video games, Movies, Yaoi, Friends, Writing, Reading, JRock, Jpop, Anime/Manga, And just being able to do things with the people who I love. There are so many things that I want to do in my life, so many things that I regret doing, but honestly, as long as a person is true and not following the leader, they are happy without knowing it. I've been pretty bad to some of my friends, and I still feel bad for that, and I'm constantly trying to keep following my own way instead of listening to the other around me. I don't like crowds that much, but i like people, I hate T.V, but I love video games, I hate sweets but I love Asian deserts. I'm the vegetarian that eats meat and the not-super-religious-person-in-the-family who wears crosses, I'm the friend who will never get mad but threaten you constantly, and I'm the girl who loves romance but never has considered taking the risk of falling in love. I'm the girl who will listen to your problems, wait for your signal and be ready to have a shoulder for you to cry on when needed. (Which included when watching mushy movies) I hate you if I don't know you but I always energetic to talking to random strangers. I get very protective, and unlike most, I go through with my threats. I love my family but hate spending time with my sisters. I'm not beautiful or care much about my appeal but I can be self-conscious. I'm a dork. I'm a nerd. I'm a supporter. I'm a lover, a friend, a sister. i have a happy life and I'm always finding something positive when things get bad for the people around me.

I may not know many of you very well, but if you want someone to just get everything out of your system, I'm all ears.

Now if you look at the stories I have written, you know my major couples. But then again, i don't write a story for every one I like. Soooo time to make some lists!

(There in order BTW)

Favorite Video Games: Final Fantasy (All), Kingdom Hearts, Devil May Cry, Legend of Zelda, Cooking Mama, Pokemon, Rock Band, Counter Strike, Fable, RPG games, Little Big Planet, Diablo, The Sims, Harry Potter, Okami, Resident Evil, Half Life, etc etc

Favoirte Manga/Animes: Katekyo Hitman Reborn!, D.Gray Man, Fullmetal Alchemist, Death Note, Blood , Ouran High School Host Club, MeruPuri, Vampire Knight, Naruto Shippuden, Bleach, Tsubasa Reservoir, Card Captor Sakura, Clamp, Kuroshitsuji, One Piece, YuYu Hakusho, Wanted, La Corda D'Oro, Maximum Ride Manga, etc etc

Favorite Books: City of Bones, City of Ash, City of Glass, A Great and Terrible Beauty, Rebel Angels, Sweet Far Thing, Harry Potter 1-7, Marked Series, Vampire Academy, Someday This Pain will be Good for You, Maximum Ride, A Child Called It, Whintey My love, and oh so so so much more

TOP FIVE PAIRINGS : Gokudera/Tsuna, DinoHinari, RabiYu, Royai, MattMello

If you'd like to send me a PM or just talk, don't hesitate!

Email: xxyaoi_is_love@hotmail.com

Youtube: LonelyFantasyxx

Myspace: type in cassandra_amaya@ymail.com or my link is lovetothevampires

ALSO! IF YOU ARE GOING TO ANIME EXPO THIS YEAR IN LOS ANGELES, PM ME SO WE CAN MEET UP AND HANG OUT! :D

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A funny thing I found about the best word ever:

Perhaps one of the most interesting words in the English language today is the word "fuck." Out of all the English words that begin with the letter "F", fuck is the only word that is referred to as the "F" word. It's the one magical word that just by its sound can describe pain, pleasure, hate and love.

Fuck, as most words in the English language, is derived from German, the word 'flicken' which means "to strike." In English, fuck falls into many grammatical categories. As a transital verb for instance, "John fucked Shirley." As an intransitive verb, "Shirley fucks."

Its meaning's not always sexual, it can be used as an adjective such as "John's doing all the fucking work." As part of an adverb, "Shirley talks too fucking much." As an adverb enhancing an adjective, "Shirley is fucking beautiful." As a noun, "I don't give a fuck." As part of a word, "Abso-fucking-lutely" or "In-fucking-credible." And, as almost every word in a sentence, "Fuck the fucking fuckers."

As you must realize, there aren't too many words with the versatility of "fuck", as in these examples describing situations such as:

Fraud: "I got fucked at the used car lot."

Dismay: "Aw fuck it."

Trouble: "I guess I'm really fucked now."

Aggression: "Don't fuck with me buddy."

Difficulty: "I don't understand this fucking question!"

Inquiry: "Who the fuck was that?"

Dissatisfaction: "I don't like what the fuck is going on here."

In Confidence: "He's a fuck off."

Dismissal: "Why don't you go outside and play 'hide and go fuck yourself?'"

I'm sure you can think of many more examples. With all of these multi-purpose applications, how can anyone be offended when you use the word? We say, use this unique, flexible word more often in your daily speech. It will identify the quality of your character immediately.

Say it loudly and proudly, "Fuck you!"

You know when you're obsessed with Jrock when:

1. You downoad albums of Jrock, even if you've never heard of the band before.
2. You draw Miyavi tatoos on yourself.
3. You walk around with a cloth on your nose and insist you look like Reita from The GazettE.
4. You have a gravity-defying hairstyle.
5. You've dyed your hair every colour under the sun.
6. You hair is dead from all the hairspray and colour.
7. You buy things from SexPot Revenge.
8. You wear alot of tanktops.
9. You start smoking Pianissimo 1mg.
10. You practice screaming at the top of your lungs until it sounds good.
11. You smudge your eyeliner.
12. You learn to speak Japanese.
13. You wear spats.
14. You buy tonnes of posters to stick on your wall.
15. You subscribe to Shoxx and Cure magazines.
16. You imitate Ruki from the GazettE singing to 'Silly God Disco' down a Megaphone.
17. You pretend to speak Japanese when really you're just repeating what you could make out of Kyo from Dir En Grey.
18. You argue that 'Senor Senora Senorita' by Miyavi is not Spanish. It is infact Japanese.
19. You immitate Miyavi in all his craziness.
20. You have no idea who the Latest English Craze is. Wether it's Soulja Boy or Amy Winehouse.
21. You make a habit of saying 'Nyappy' instead of 'Hello'.
22. You watch all the Backstage clips of Jrockers being Dorky.
23. You attempt to translate these clips.
24. You know every birthday of almost every Jrocker.
25. You had the 'Miku fringe' at some point.
26. You have the exact same Jewelry that they have.
27. You can instantly tell when someone's a guy or gal, with just one look.
28. All your family members think you're gay.
29. You cosplay as your favourite Band.
30. You have a heart attack and freak out everytime your friends say 'They're just some Japs.'
31. You stay on Ebay until 4:30 am bidding on Shou from Alice nine's official band shirt. YOU.MUST.WIN!GUILTY! AS CHARGED
32. You make a scene and embarass yourslf when you hear a japan-related T.V show is airing tonight.
33. You die when you hear Your favourite Jrock band are playing Live soon near you. x_x
34. You put your little brother in pigtails to make him look cuter.
35. You insist all your male friends to grow their hair either like Bou's or really spikey.
36. You over use phrases like 'Kawaii' or 'Sugoii'.
37. You try to turn your none-Japanese-loving Boyfriend into a Jrocker.
38. You refuse to date anyone uness they're Japanese.
39. You insist that a Jrockers birthday is a national holiday.
40. You make hand puppets of Jrockers.
41. You add -sama to the end of every Jrockers name. Miyavi-sama, Kyo-sama, ruki-sama... and so on.
42. You add this list as one of your favourites.
43. You change your name to sound like a Jrockers.
44. You die whenever you realise you may never meet your favourite Jrockers.
45. You plan to go to Japan just for a concert.
46. You were depressed and cried for weeks when you heard Bou was leaving.
47. You cried when you heard Kyo fainted while doing a live.
48. You believe you will be saved by a jrocker and you'll instantly fall in love and you'll ride off into the sunset together and he'll marry you and you'll have cute little jrock babies and blah blah blah...
49. You have pictures of Jrockers in your wallet instead of friends/family/boyfriends/girlfriends.
50. You talk to jrockers as if they were with you, "Miyavi-sama, take the pencils out of your nose please...", whenever you watch videos on youtube of them.
51. You buy a gold Kimono and learn the dance Aoi does from The GazettE.
52. You draw all your favourite Jrockers.
53. You've been drawing them for a while now, until it looks perfect.
54. You lick the computer screen when you see a Jrocker with his shirt off.
55. You spin around in a swivel chair making random noises, because Miyavi does it. hehe, its fun
56. Your tongue is always hanging out your mouth for pictures with you and your buddies.
57. You take pictures with yourself always doing the 'V-Peace' sign.
58. You dress up like Gackt as a nurse.
59. You talk about Jrock everyday, even if it's to your teddy.
60. You listen out to English words when listening to Jrock, so you can guess what they're singing about.
61. You're friends label you as 'the chick who thinks she's asian.'
62. You have 1 playlist on your Ipod listed as 'Jrock'.
63. You label yourself as the 'official owner' of a Jrocker.
64. You draw black stripes on your neck like Ruki from the GazettE.
65. You named your cats after Jrockers.
66. Jrock is the last thing you think of at night and the first thing you think of when you wake up.
67. Your Myspace is Jrocked up.
68. You make the same black and pink dress that Bou wears and wear it all the time.
69. You imagine yourself as part of a famous Jrock Band.

70. You forget about all your other obsessions. (yep, that means the Orlando Bloom Posters come down.)
71. You name random items after Jrockers. (My phone is called Shou-Kun)
72. You've considered the possibility or Jrock Trading Cards. Pokemon just got hotter. Alot hotter.
73. You hate English music. Infact, any other music. It's all about Jrock.
74. You insist that you aren't a goth, and argue your point none stop.
75. You have a voicemail of Miyavi screaming and going mental.Yes...
76. You watch the video on youtube where Gackt dropped his icecream, over and over again.
77. You have a picture of Kai from the GazettE's smile.
78. You photoshop your pictures to make it look like you've taken a picture next to all your favourite Jrockers.
79. You want to strangle the interviewer for calling Mana 'Kawaii'.
80. You add the word 'ne...?' at the end of every sentence.
81. You hate it when noobs only listen to one Ancafe song and insist that they're into Jrock.
82. It's all about the fanservice.
83. You laugh along with your favourite Jrocker when he does, when watching an interview.
84. You've subscribed to their official blog. Even if you can't read it.
85. You added them on myspace.
86. You say 'Miyavi desu', randomly.
87. You've made collages of your favourite Jrocker, and it's on your wall.
88. You can write their name in Kanji/Hiragana/Katakana.
89. You pose the same way your favourite Jrocker does for a picture.
90. Your house is on fire and the first thing you save is your computer. It has all your Jrock music and Pictures on there. Screw the cat. I don't have a cat, so yes XD
91. You've made a shirt saying 'Gazerock is not dead'.
92. You say things in Japanese that were meant to be English.
93. You name your stuffed toys after them.
94. You insist that Kanon lives in your closet.
95. You think the guitar is as sexy as the Jrocker who's playing it.
96. Every picture of a Jrocker is 'Orgasmic', even if it's of their nose hair.
97. Your computer keyboard has a pool of dribble from you staring at pictures of Jrockers.
98. Every Jrocker is yours and you get pissed off when someone insists otherwise.
99. You have Miyavi Tatoos all over you guitar, or even have the same Kanji on your guitar that Miyavi has.
100. You view posts like this and you've done everything on this list. Yep!