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News 09-30-2009

Während True Blood Twilight Version mich immer mehr reizt weiterzuschreiben (yeah, mit jedem Feedback komme ich der Entscheidung weiterzuschreiben ein Stückchen näher), habe ich festgestellt, dass meine Schreibblockade bei "Wer wir wirklich sind" eigentlich tatsächlich eher aufkommendes Desinteresse an der Story ist. Nach mehr als 3 Monaten habe ich nicht nur die Idee verloren, die ich hatte, sondern auch das Interesse mich neu in den Plot reinzudenken. Deshalb hab ich die Geschichte gelöscht. Ich habe sie noch Local auf dem Rechner - und sollte ich weiterschreiben, dann stelle ich sie erneut online. Aber ich möchte keine Geschichten online haben, bei denen ich nicht weiß, ob ich sie denn jemals beenden werde.

With every passing day I love my True Blood Twilight - project even more (and with every passing feedback I'll get closer to the desicion to write on). In the meantime I came to realize that my writer's block ("Wer wir wirklich sind") indeed is actually just an upcoming disinterest with the story. After more than three months I not only have lost the original idea, but also the interest of getting into that story again. So I just figured, I'd delete it. I still have it on my local machine - and if I should decide to write it again, I'll reupload it. But I do not wish to have any unfinished story online I don't know if I'll ever finish.

Mein Appell an meine Leser / my plea to my readers:

Teilt mir mit, was ich von den Geschichten haltet, was ihr gut fandet, was ihr schlecht fandet ... alles, was euch in den Sinn kommt. Aber Reviws sind wirklich der beste Danke, den ihr einem Autor erweisen könnt! Und der beste Weg, um mir mitzuteilen, was ich eurer Meinung nach falsch gemacht habe.
Please tell me what you guys think of my stories, what you liked, what you disliked ... everything you want to tell me about that stuff. You know, reviews are the best way to say 'Thank you for that story,'; the best way you can give the author some credit. And the best way to let me know what you think I did wrong.

Happy reading!

1. Edward

2. Bella

3. Esme

4. Carlisle

5. Jasper

6. Alice

7. Emmett

8. Angela

9. Marcus

10. James

11. Seth

12. Laurent

1) Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fanfic before?

Alice/Seth? No! Do you think I want Alice to be put in jail for pedophilia?? And how creepy is that? A vampire/werewolf ... urgh

2) Do you think Four is hot? How hot?

Carlisle? Well … when he entered the room the very first time he looked more like the dead man he is, THAT wasn't hot at all! But he IS still good-looking.

3) What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?

Laurent and Angela ... uhu … well ... then Renesmee would get a partner in crime?! And hopefully - if IT is male - just forget Jacob.

4) Do you recall any fics about Nine?

Marcus? Yes, one. A quite good one! (It was about how he saw Edward's and Bella's bonding after she saved him.)

5) Would Two and Six make a good couple?

Bella and Alice? Haha... if you love lesbian stories … definitely … but as it is: I don't like lesbian stories, when the involved couple isn't supposed to be lesbian. So there ... at least they make a good 'shopping-couple' :D

6) Five/Nine or Five/Ten?

Oh definitely Jasper and James … gosh! Absolutly lethal gay vampyres … CREEPY!! But funny!!

7) What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?

Emmett walking in on Bella and Laurent having sex? Well, apart from the fact, that Emmett would have fun about making comments about that, I actually think he would chase Laurent to the one end of the world and then chase Bella to the other end. Afterwards his purpose of existence would be to annoy Edward with that.

8) Make up a summary of a Three/Ten Fanfic.

Esme/James: I'm actually at a loss of words. This would be ridiculous. But here I go: The Cullens didn't kill James, and now Esme has found a new son to pamper. Read like the once lethal vampire James becomes a mollycoddle under the care of his new mother Esme.

9) Is there any such thing as a One/Eight fluff?

Weird: Edward/Angela... oh yeah … if Bella wouldn't exist – maybe :D Who knows? I mean, read Midnight Sun … he DID enjoy making Ben jealous! Not that Emmett didn't ... alright ... I don't see where the fluff might come from.

10) Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve Hurt/Comfort fic.

What's it with Emmett and Laurent?? So, „How to stop a cheating vampyre“ ROFL (and YES, that one is from Heroes' "How to stop an exploding man"!)

11) What kind of plot would you use if you wanted Four to deflower One?

Edward and Carlisle are NOT gay!! So there is absolutely no way I would want that, which means: there wouldn't be ANY plot. He is his FATHER! He created him to be his son, not his mate!!

12) Does anyone on your friends list read Three/Eight?

Since there has yet to be written an Esme/Angela fanfic, no... not that I know of.

13) Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?

Seth? Unfortunatelly not. Maybe I will (write) one day.

14) Would anyone on your friends list write Two/Four/Five ?

Bella, Carlisle, Jasper? Uh, yeah … at least as long as they don't have to be a love-triangle.

15) What might ten scream at a moment of great passion?

The question is, was DID James scream at a moment of great passion - at least in the movie? „Tell him to avenge you! TELL HIM!!
I know, it's meant a different passion, but think of it ... even THEN he might scream that alright, I'll shut up already!

16) If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, what song would you choose?

Angela? Book-Angela: Heal the world (Michael Jackson), Movie-Angela: Summer Whine (Ville Valo) Really, I think Angela is a totally different person in the book, than in the movie. The only thing, that reminded me of her in the movie was the look she gave Bella at Port Angeles and when she said it was nice inviting Edward at La Push.

17) If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warning be?

Edward, Alice, Laurent … hm … let's think about that: WARNING: Crazy cheating visions. Arguments about being a monster ensured – pro and contra for human/animal-blood. Aired on: Alice's Adventures in Wonderland

18) What might be a good pick-up line for Ten to use on Two?

James on Bella … hu? „Be my bloody valentine“ LOL
Then on the other hand it could be something he said in the book, as in "You have a very nice smell. Floral, somehow..."

19) How might Eleven describe a relationship between Two and Eight?

Seth about Angela and Bella? Oh, come on … he's a kid!! Well … so he might say something like: „When the gang visited La Push last week, I caught Bella and Angela doing things, I thought funny – at first. You know, when Jake tried to do what Angela did, Bella punched him! Why didn't she punch Angela?“

20) How emo is Seven?

Hm, no, I don't think Emmett is emo ...

(btw: I always wondered why I seemed to be the only girl in the world who didn't like dogs. Then I read New Moon.)

Lieblingspairings / Favorite pairings

- SailorMoon: Usagi & Mamoru, Senshi & Generals
- Stargate-SG1: Sam & Martouf (Jack is okay, but I prefer Martouf)
- Jan Austen: Ms. Elizabeth Bennet & Mr. Darcy
- Twilight: Edward Cullen & Bella Swan
- Babylon 5: Delenn & John Sheridan
- Heroes: Mohinder-Molly-Matt (they're not a love triangle!), Claire-Peter (they too are not lovers)
- Doctor Who: the 10th Doctor & Rose Tyler
-True Blood: Sookie & Bill (even if Sookie sometimes sucks, but well ... it's her that Bill wants), but lateley I might like Jessica & Hoyt even a little bit more

Unbeliebte Pairings / Despised pairings

- SailorMoon: everyone but Usagi (i.e. Rei) & Mamoru, Senshi & Andrew, Ken, etc.
- Stargate-SG1: Sam & Daniel, Teal'C, etc.
- Jane Austen: Lydia & Mr. Wickham
- Twilight: Bella Swan & Jacob Black
- Babylon 5: Jeffrey Sinclair, Lennier & Delenn
- Heroes: Claire & Peter (as lovers)
- Doctor Who: Mickey & Rose (I just hate that guy)
- True Blood: Sookie & Eric (args, fortunately she only dreams about him - well, it's her fault! She just had to drink his blood!)

Lieblingscharaktere / Favorite characters

- SailorMoon: Prince Endymion (Anime) ; Bad guys: Zoicite, Kunzite (Live Action)
- Stargate-SG1: Dr. Daniel Jackson ; Bad guys: Ba'al, Anubis, Ra
- Jane Austen: Mr. & Mrs. Gardiner, Catherine Morland
- Twilight: Alice, Edward
- Babylon 5 / Crusade: Lyta Alexander, Lennier, Technomage Galen, G'Kar, the late Kosh ; Bad guys: the Shadows (especially Mr. Morden)
- Heroes: Peter, Hiro, Ando ; Bad guys: Sylar (I just love this guy!)
- Doctor Who: the Doctor himself :-) ; Bad guys: Dalek (even if they are ridiculous)
- True Blood: Bill, Jessica, Hoyt

Unbeliebte Charaktere / Despised characters

- SailorMoon: Sailor Star Lights (especially Seiya - "the transexual alien"), Dead Moon Zirkus, Cibiuasa (Anime)
- Stargate-SG1: Urgo, Mitchell
- Jane Austen: Mr. John Thorpe
- Twilight: Jacob Black (Not only is he a terrible, arrogant, ignorant friend - Bella saved or not - but he's also a dog!!)
- Babylon 5 / Crusade: Lorien, Ambassador Kosh of the fifth season
- Heroes: Maja, Arthur Petrelli, Nathan Petrelli
- Doctor Who: Mickey ; Bad guys: The Slitheen
-True Blood: Sam (he reminds me too much of Jake LOL), Sookie (That foolish soul of a stupid girl just had to suck out the bulletts and drinking Eric's blood in the process! Why on earth has she hands to work, if she's using her mouth?? Stupid girl.)