procrastin8or951
Poll: I'm trying to decide on a title for the sequel Secrets Are Walls That Keep Us Alone. I have three options, all song lyrics. Please vote on which you like best, to continue some of the themes from the first story. Vote Now!
PM . Follow . Favorite . Feed
since: 01-17-08, id: 1477405, Profile Updated: 05-08-12
country: USA
Author has written 25 stories for CSI, Gilmore Girls, Grey's Anatomy, Harry Potter, Gossip Girl, Numb3rs, and Star Trek: 2009.

I am currently in college, a pre-medicine student. Unfortunately, this kills my dreams (and past accomplishments) of updating stories daily, but I try to catch up somewhat on breaks. I don't like to post things before I'm more than two-thirds finished with them, though, because I don't like to disappoint people with a slow update. But I promise, anything I've ever started, I've finished. I don't like loose ends.

I like to use song lyrics for the titles of my stories. Yes, like Grey's Anatomy, but I didn't get the idea from there.

Fandoms: Batman, CSI, Death Note, Fire Emblem, Fruits Basket, Gilmore Girls, Grey's Anatomy, Gossip Girl, Harry Potter, House MD, The Hunger Games, Kaze No Stigma, Numb3rs, The Outsiders, Star Trek 2009, Star Trek: The Original Series, and Teen Titans.

Favorite characters: Batman, Don (Numb3rs), Colby (Numb3rs), Nick (CSI), Chase (House), Jess (Gilmore Girls), Alex (Grey's), Mark (Grey's), Sirius (Harry Potter), Ron (Harry Potter), Gale (THG), Kirk (Star Trek), Chuck (Gossip Girl), Kyo (Fruits Basket), Light (Death Note), Sothe (Fire Emblem), Dally (Outsiders), Kazuma (Kaze No Stigma) and Robin (Teen Titans & Batman).

I'm not into many ships, but I do like Jess/Rory, Alex/Izzie, Gale/Katniss, Kyo/Tohru, and Ron/Hermione. But that's about it.

Regarding my current work --

Currently underway:

Still Fighting to Walk Towards the Light, the sequel to Secrets Are Walls That Keep us Alone.

Thoughts still developing that have yet to be put on paper:

A Numb3rs story dealing with the aftermath of Don and Liz's breakup.

A Fruits Basket story centering around Kyo as he struggles under the pressure of defeating Yuki and graduating.

A Hunger Games story revolving around Gale. I want to take a look at the effects of him supporting his family from a young age. This will probably be canon.

A set of oneshots on Kaze No Stigma, in which Kazuma shows his own weakness.

Eventually I would like to write a story about Robin and his isolation from his peers. Not sure about that one though.

Lastly, as always, I do not do disclaimers. Suffice it to say that if I owned the characters, I would be writing my own books and TV shows, rather than posting for free online.


1. More to Living Than Being Alive » reviews
Kirk's life has always been one crisis after another, starting from the day he was born. He should've known that even a black hole couldn't absorb that. Missing scenes after the Narada incident. Kirk is falling apart, can Bones and Spock save him in time?
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,547 - Reviews: 54 - Updated: 6-17-13 - Published: 6-3-13 - J. Kirk & Spock
2. Still Fighting to Walk Towards the Light » reviews
Sirius waits for salvation from the things that haunt him. Death. His family. Anorexia. But "salvation" is just another way of saying "happily ever after." This isn't a fairy tale. Happy endings don't exist. Sequel to Secrets Are Walls That Keep Us Alone.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 26 - Words: 35,419 - Reviews: 148 - Updated: 1-5-13 - Published: 12-22-11 - Sirius B. - Complete
3. Secrets Are Walls That Keep Us Alone » reviews
What ever happened to Sirius Black, infamous Marauder? Everything in his life is going wrong: his grades slip, his abuse from his parents is no longer a secret. His friends know he's sick, but they can't stop him. Anorexia is all he has left. MWPP
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 75 - Words: 117,603 - Reviews: 937 - Updated: 1-5-13 - Published: 10-26-08 - Sirius B. - Complete
4. Not Through the Night reviews
The world is shrouded in war, black with evil, and Sirius Black is drowning in the darkness of his own soul, in the empty spaces in his heart and his stomach. He's fighting inside and out just to survive, to live through the fear, the hate, and the hunger. Sequel to Secrets Are Walls That Keep Us Alone. During the First Wizarding War. Please review!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,702 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 1-5-13 - Sirius B.
5. Even Heroes Have the Right to Bleed » reviews
Don has always wanted to be the boss, the man, but even our greatest dreams can start to wear on us if we live them alone. After the break-up with Liz, Don starts to cave under the pressure. But he knows better than most how to play through the pain.
Numb3rs - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 17,081 - Reviews: 33 - Updated: 6-8-12 - Published: 5-13-12 - Don E. - Complete
6. After All, You Do Know Best reviews
And then he's gone, and she's left with only memories. C/B. Spoilers for 2x13
Gossip Girl - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-8-08 - Complete
7. Forget Our Possibilities reviews
Because life isn't beautiful or lovely. Because it's dark and cold and lonely. Because at any second, the whole world could be gone, nothing left but broken memories and what could have been. Set in Season 6. Jesscentric. R/R
Gilmore Girls - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,134 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-1-08 - Jess M. & Rory G. - Complete
8. Everything Just Fell Apart reviews
He wants it, he needs it, he has to have it. Revenge. For Warrick, he thinks, and that's all there is. Warning: rating high for violence. Spoilers: For Warrick. R/R please! Oneshot.
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 988 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-10-08 - Nick S. - Complete
9. If Everyone Cared and Nobody Cried reviews
Izzie's perspective on the scene between her and Alex in "Freedom." Lexzie. Spoilers for "Freedom." Please review!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,065 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-24-08 - Complete
10. Memories Consume reviews
The five stages of grief. Nick-centric, sort of. Nick/Warrick friendship. Spoilers for "For Gedda." Review please!
CSI - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,453 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-18-08 - Nick S. & Warrick B. - Complete
11. The Walking Wounded reviews
Response to "The Becoming." Alex is sick and confused. Maybe a little Alex/Izzie, if you want it to be. Oneshot. Review, please!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,020 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-11-08 - Complete
12. Nowhere to Run, Nowhere to Hide, Nowhere to Go » reviews
Set during and after "Teach Me Tonight." Jess contemplates everything as he sits on the bridge, waiting to figure out what he wants to do. What will happen when he goes back to New York? Jess-centric. Please review!
Gilmore Girls - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 21 - Words: 25,793 - Reviews: 175 - Updated: 4-24-08 - Published: 4-4-08 - Jess M. - Complete
13. The Key is a Question of Control reviews
Response to "Fight Night," Nick looks back on Night of the Piflings. Oneshot. Review, please!
CSI - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 869 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-22-08 - Nick S. - Complete
14. Between the Lines of Fear and Blame reviews
Response to "Rashomama," from Nick's POV. Nick/Sara friendship. Review, please! Oneshot.
CSI - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 850 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-21-08 - Nick S. - Complete
15. Our Memories Fade With Age reviews
Post "The Strip Strangler" oneshot. Nick's response to his crime scene scare. Prequel to "Stalker" also. Review please!
CSI - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 908 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-20-08 - Nick S. - Complete
16. The Meaning of Resistance reviews
Post DLG oneshot. Nick reflects on the night's events, Grissom considers his conversation with Nick. Nick/Grissom friendship. Review, please!
CSI - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 720 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-19-08 - Nick S. - Complete
17. Nothing More Than Apathy reviews
Response to "Mea Culpa." Nick's thoughts about the changes. Nick/Warrick friendship. Oneshot. Review, please!
CSI - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,013 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-15-08 - Nick S. - Complete
18. Terrified of These Four Walls reviews
Reponse to "Shooting Stars." How did Nick cope with going underground like that? Nick/Warrick friendship. Oneshot.
CSI - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 982 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-14-08 - Nick S. - Complete
19. Our Only Light in Paradise reviews
Response to "Chasing the Bus" How do you deal? You just do. Nick/Greg friendship. Oneshot. Review please!
CSI - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,166 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-13-08 - Nick S. - Complete
20. Drive Until You Lose the Road reviews
Response to "Revenge is Best Served Cold." Nickcentric. Oneshot. Review, please!
CSI - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 737 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-12-08 - Nick S. - Complete
21. Pay the Price For Your Paradise reviews
Response to "4x4." Nick's thoughts after a tough case. Oneshot. Review, please!
CSI - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,143 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-9-08 - Nick S. - Complete
22. Doesn't Even Matter How Hard You Try reviews
Response to "Ellie," in regards to Nick. Nick/Warrick friendship. Review please! Oneshot.
CSI - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,045 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-8-08 - Nick S. - Complete
23. On a Note Full of Hope reviews
Response to "Who Are You?" Nick/Warrick friendship. Review please! Oneshot.
CSI - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,377 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-7-08 - Nick S. - Complete
24. Try to Just Keep Moving On reviews
My response to "Blood Drops." Nick/Warrick friendship. Please review! Oneshot
CSI - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,318 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-6-08 - Nick S. - Complete
25. In Our Darkest Hour » reviews
Post Grave Danger, Nick isn't dealing as well as we hoped. Not to mention the serial killer who just may be the one the team is unable to catch. Nickcentric. Review please!
CSI - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 39 - Words: 53,074 - Reviews: 106 - Updated: 3-5-08 - Published: 1-31-08 - Nick S. - Complete
Manager of:
Community: Sirius Angst
Focus: Books » Harry Potter