| perfectromanceinmymind |
Author has written 31 stories for General Hospital, Grey's Anatomy, Saved By The Bell, and Glee. "It's hard to start to write because what you have to do is start to think." "As I stare at the blank page I am at once awash in words but unable to find the ones I want to use." In other words? Writing is hard, ya'll. And yet somehow - I love it anyway. My screen name comes from an old J-Lo song lyric - "This perfect romance that I've created in my mind - I'd live a thousand lives, each one with you right by my side..." which kind of, for me, sums up why a lot of people write fanfic and certainly why I do - to give their favorite characters/couples a thousand different lives. With the exception of the one SBTB story - apparently I only write in the universes of TV shows that start with 'G'. ;) I’m an LL2 fan from way back (& a GH fan from even further back.) I have a love-hate relationship with the show and have taken viewing hiatuses of varying lengths over the years. But the continuing parade of returning vets, the 50th Anniversary awesomeness and bringing back the Nurses Ball has totally lured me back - Lucy! Kevin! Laura! Nik! Crazy Cassadines! The only two things that would make me happier at this point is for John Stamos and Jonathan Jackson to make appearances. As for Grey's, I only started watching regularly at the beginning of the sixth season, when the Mercy West-ers were brought on. I have since caught up on the whole series, but, unlike a lot of fans, I'm not offended by the presence of the newer characters, I think because when I started watching, ALL the characters were new to me. Also, unlike a lot of fans, I actually like April - she's pretty much my favorite character. Most of my Grey's stories are April/Jackson, but I like them as just friends too and I could see April just as easily ending up with Alex on the show. And while I'd never written anything for Glee before (nor really cared which character was paired with whom), I found Samcedes so incredibly adorable I was compelled to give it a shot. (Do not get me started on what they have done to both that relationship and to Sam as an individual.) As you might be able to tell, I'm a sucker for childhood/high school sweethearts and/or the friends-realizing-there's-more thing. I don't have much talent for actual plots - my strength, I believe, lies in individual scenes and dialogue. To that end, I prefer to write one-shots, so if you like something, I suggest adding me to your author alert list as opposed to story alerts. You can also find me on Tumblr as perfectromanceinmymind and I try to remember to post new story/chapter links there too. My writing tends toward the light and fluffy variety - but the world needs a few more happy places, right? Hope you enjoy - let me know what you think! | |||||||
1. And I Can't Pretend That That Doesn't Mean a Thing to Me reviewsA post-S4 finale one-shot that finds Mercedes at the Pillsbury/Schuester wedding celebration, contemplating her next steps in conversations with Santana and Sam. A companion of sorts to "A Picture I Still Keep" but it's not at all necessary to read that one for this to make sense.Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,480 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-31-13 - Mercedes J. & Sam E. - Complete2. A Picture I still Keep reviewsSam and Mercedes have a conversation in the auditorium following the "For Once in My Life" performance in episode 4-21, 'Wonder-ful.' One-shot.Glee - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,725 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 5-12-13 - Mercedes J. & Sam E. - Complete3. Just Let Me Hold You While You're Falling Apart » reviewsApril tries to figure out how to break some news to Jackson and then they figure out how to navigate their new relationship. Post S8 finale.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 20,883 - Reviews: 111 - Updated: 4-29-13 - Published: 6-18-12 - April K. & Jackson A.4. Written in the Scars on Our Hearts reviews"It's been written in the scars on our hearts/that we're not broken just bent..." One-shot follow up to Ep 9X21. "It all felt wrong. And that just didn't make sense. April couldn't understand it. It was supposed to feel right. It was supposed to be perfect. Matthew was perfect for her – everybody said so. Why didn't it feel right?"Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,017 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-27-13 - Jackson A. & April K. - Complete5. In the Blink of an Eye reviewsOne shot equally inspired by the brief April scene in 9X05 "Beautiful Doom" and by the tumblr prompt "Jackson and April watching Zola either babysitting at home or at the hospital."Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,393 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 11-26-12 - April K. & Jackson A. - Complete6. More Than You Think You Are reviewsFrom a Tumblr prompt - April gets her first taste of what it means to be an Avery. One-shot, in a vague near-ish future.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 875 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-25-12 - Jackson A. & April K. - Complete7. Dirty Little Secret reviewsIn light of the revelation in the extended DVD version, April and Jackson have a different conversation following the end of the AU ep "If/Then." One-shot.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,008 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-8-12 - April K. & Jackson A. - Complete8. I Still reviewsApril-centric one-shot based off of spoilers for early Season 9.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,326 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-13-12 - April K. - Complete9. Just You and Me reviewsApril and Jackson have an important conversation. One-shot set in my 'Another Night'/'Ever After' universe. Canon pairings including Mark and NotDead!Lexie.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,625 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-24-12 - Jackson A. & April K. - Complete10. Welcome to Wherever You Are reviewsJackson/April, post-"Migration" bar scene. One-shot.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 999 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-11-12 - April K. & Jackson A. - Complete11. When Nobody Understands, You Come & Take a Chance reviewsJackson and April try to sort through the aftermath of the boards weekend. One-shot.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,387 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-6-12 - Jackson A. & April K. - Complete12. Talk of Hearts & Flowers reviewsWe know where their roommate Jackson spent Valentine's evening - but where were April & Alex? Not really shippy unless you want to see it that way - more just a chat between roommates. One shot set after 8-14 "All You Need is Love"Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,269 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 3-10-12 - Alex K. & April K. - Complete13. Field of Dreams » reviewsA brief 'it could have happened' moment between April & Jackson turns into something more. Begins after episode 8-7 "Put Me In Coach." A semi-AU story running parallel to Season 8 in which they contemplate couplehood.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 9,603 - Reviews: 44 - Updated: 3-6-12 - Published: 11-3-11 - April K. & Jackson A.14. No Such Thing as You Lost it All reviewsSam and Mercedes share a quiet moment in the chaos of Sugar's party. Takes place immediately following the end of episode 3-13 "Heart"Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,201 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-17-12 - Sam E. & Mercedes J. - Complete15. In This Moment » reviewsTwo-shot future fic about Sam & Mercedes' wedding. Companion to my other Samcedes future fics. Don't have to read them, but it might help, especially "Forever Unstoppable." Canon pairings.Glee - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,587 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 2-8-12 - Published: 2-4-12 - Sam E. & Mercedes J. - Complete16. Less Than Perfect Circumstance reviewsBrief April/Jackson follow-up to the AU ep, "If/Then." One-shot.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 556 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-3-12 - April K. & Jackson A. - Complete17. Ever Ever After » reviewsFuture fic fluff piece. A companion of sorts to "Another Night."Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,143 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 1-26-12 - Published: 2-17-11 - Jackson A. & April K. - Complete18. Forever Unstoppable reviewsMercedes and Sam head back to Lima for Mike & Tina's wedding. Companion to my Christmas story, but you don't have to read that one to get this one.Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,103 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-7-12 - Mercedes J. & Sam E. - Complete19. Sparks Fly reviewsSam and Mercedes have a conversation in the auditorium following the "We are Young" performance in episode 3-8, 'Hold on to Sixteen.' One-shot.Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 815 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-4-12 - Mercedes J. & Sam E. - Complete20. Still All I Want for Christmas reviewsChristmas with Sam & Mercedes, a little ways down the road.Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,155 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 12-21-11 - Mercedes J. & Sam E. - Complete21. Wonderful Surprise reviewsOne-shot inspired by a Twitpic posted this weekend of Tiffani Thiessen and Mark-Paul Gosselaar. I love that they are still friends in real life! Took real events and fictionalized them in a fit of SBTB nostalgia.Saved By The Bell - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,327 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-7-11 - Kelly K. & Zack M. - Complete22. Moving Day reviewsA fluff-filled moment from my "Another Night" universe.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,076 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-18-11 - Jackson A. & April K. - Complete23. Another Night, A Different Chat » reviewsA spur-of-the-moment question changes April & Jackson's lives. A semi-AU story running parallel to the 2nd half of Season 7 beginning with the kitchen scene at the end of Ep 7-12 "Start Me Up."Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 32,754 - Reviews: 125 - Updated: 6-3-11 - Published: 1-20-11 - April K. & Jackson A. - Complete24. Settlin' reviewsMeredith encounters April and her giant bowl of popcorn in the living room as she contemplates her canceled movie date. Canon pairings, Alex/April if you squint, Meredith/April friendship to the extent it exists, maybe sympathy is the better word!Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 963 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-24-11 - April K. & Meredith G. - Complete25. Bad Romance reviewsSet mid-Season 7. April & Jackson discuss each other's current romantic partners. A/J friendship, one-shot.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 814 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-10-11 - Jackson A. & April K. - Complete26. Sunshine & Summertime » reviewsJoin the Spencers & Drakes on a family vacation filled with fun and surprises! Set summer 2011.General Hospital - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 12,825 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 2-13-11 - Published: 8-17-09 - Lucky & Elizabeth W. - Complete27. Late Night Chat reviewsJust a brief "missing scene" of sorts set after the altercation in "Something's Gotta Give."Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 853 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-13-11 - April K. & Jackson A. - Complete28. Maybe, Baby New Year's Day reviewsAU Songfic that popped into my head after hearing this song the other day. Takes place in current day, but there was no fire, Lucky was never presumed dead. Other storyline liberties may have been taken as well from that point. Song credit to Sugarland.General Hospital - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,314 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-31-10 - Elizabeth W. & Lucky - Complete29. The Box From Gram's House » reviewsIt's summer and 14-year-old Cameron Spencer is bored. Join him, his parents and his siblings for a trip down memory lane. Inspired by my own Nurse's Ball nostalgia. Exists in the same universe as 'Sunshine & Summertime.'General Hospital - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,760 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 5-25-10 - Published: 5-18-10 - Elizabeth W. & Lucky - Complete30. Back to Your Heart » reviewsFormerly called "Filling in the Blanks." Title changed to more accurately reflect the way the story is going. A collection of scenes as Lucky & Elizabeth rebuild in the summer of 2009.General Hospital - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,927 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 9-29-09 - Published: 7-21-09 - Lucky & Elizabeth W. - Complete31. My Girl reviewsSilly little one-shot inspired by karaoke night. The fun scenes at Jake's inspired me to actually write something for the first time in nearly 10 years. LL2 fluff - loved seeing them cuddle during P&R's performance!General Hospital - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 525 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-12-09 - Lucky & Elizabeth W. - Complete