Im the type of girl who will fall for a guy she barely knows ; Who will listen to a love song & see his face ; Who will look for him wherever she goes. Im the type of girl who doesnt get over things easily ; Who will beat herself up when someone doesnt love her back ; Who will cry herself to sleep cause she feels shes not good enough. But Im also the type of girl whos strong ; Who can cry her eyes out then forbid them to come back the next morning ; Who will blast some old pop song & sing at the top of her lungs cause she feels like it ; Who will be no one but herself.

I go to the 8th Grade in Turkey. We moved here about 3 years ago. I love music, writing, and reading. My nickname is Midnight. I am fourteen years old, fifteen in May.

My life is crazy, out of control, fun and wonderful.

Roxxxygurl13 is my amazing beta.

I have recently changed my penname from Mia Kyra Callwel to Midnight Callwel.

Color photographs show the color of your clothes. Black & white photographs show the color of your soul

The pieces will eventually fall into place.

Until then, laugh at the confusion and live for the moment

She said she wanted to get high, He took her to the tallest hillin town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink, He gave her a twelve-pack of caffeinated Pepsi and said, “Drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot herselfin the face, He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself, He took a Polaroid picture of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said she wanted to cry herself to sleep, He had her watch a sad, romantic moviebefore bed. She said that she wanted to be alone, He gave her a name tag that said“My name is: Alone.” She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her always, He asked when he wasn’t.

To succeed in life, you need three things: a wishbone, a backbone, and a funny bone

Courage- when everyone else in the world is wishing that something could be better in their life you acually go out and make it happen

Never grow a wishbone where your backbone should be.

i'm nowhere near perfect.
i eat when i'm bored.
i fall for boys easily.
i'm vulnerable for believing lies.
i'm hoping that one day,
_i won't need a fake smile_
i live by the quotes that explain
--> what i'm going through. i make up excuses for everything.
i have best friends, & enemies.
i have drama and memories.
but that's life.
live it, love it, learn from it.

Yes, I am a teenage girl
but believe it or not, i've never had a broken heart.
but believe it or not, i have no craving for drama. in fact, i laugh in the face of it.
but believe it or not, i can live without my cell phone.
but believe it or not, i actually like school. have you ever realized that learning can be fun sometimes?
but believe it or not, i don't wake up extra early every day to make myself look good. i like my sleep, thanks.
but believe it or not, i don't count pounds. big deal if you have a cookie every day for dessert.
but believe it or not, the notebook is NOT the answer to everything.
but believe it or not, i'd rather have a best guy friend than a boyfriend. have you ever realized that boys make the most amazing friends?
but believe it or not, i'll let you know when you're being a bitch. i'm not afraid of what you think of me. i'm honest.
believe it or not,
I am a teenage girl.

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"For external use only!" -- On a curling iron.

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"Recycled flush water unsafe for drinking." -- On a toilet at a public sports facility in Ann Arbor, Michigan.

"Shin pads cannot protect any part of the body they do not cover." -- On a pair of shin guards made for bicyclists.

"This product not intended for use as a dental drill." -- On an electric rotary tool.

"Caution: Do not spray in eyes." -- On a container of underarm deodorant.

"Do not drive with sunshield in place." -- On a cardboard sunshield that keeps the sun off the dashboard.

"Caution: This is not a safety protective device." -- On a plastic toy helmet used as a container for popcorn.

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"Battery may explore or leak." -- On a battery

"Do not eat toner." -- On a toner cartridge for a laser printer.

"Not intended for highway use." -- On a 13-inch wheel on a wheelbarrow.

"This product is not to be used in bathrooms." -- On a Holmes bathroom heater.

"May irritate eyes." -- On a can of self-defense pepper spray.

"Eating rocks may lead to broken teeth." -- On a novelty rock garden set called "Popcorn Rock."

"Caution! Contents hot!" -- On a Domino's Pizza box.

"Caution: Hot beverages are hot!" -- On a coffee cup.

"Caution: Shoots rubber bands." -- On a product called "Rubber Band Shooter."

"Warning: May contain small parts." -- On a frisbee.

"Do not use orally." -- On a toilet bowl cleaning brush.

"Please keep out of children." -- On a butcher knife.

Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have film.

"I am nobody - nobody is perfect. Therefore, I must be perfect!"

I used to see a therapist, until she told me that life isn't for everyone.

You laugh because I'm different. I laugh because you're all the same.

Some things are better rich: Coffee, Chocolate, and Men.

I don't know what your problem is, but I bet its hard to pronounce.

Silence is golden, duct tape is silver.

"When Life gives you lemons, squirt them in Life's eyes, and see how much Life likes them."

Most people are only alive because it is illegal to shoot them.

The man who smiles when things go wrong has thought of someone to blame it on.

War doesn't determine who's right. War determines who's left.

You tried your best and you failed miserably. The lesson is never try.

"I had a friend once, but then the rope broke and he got away."

"The nine most terrifying words in the English language are: 'I'm from the government and I'm here to help.'"

Why be difficult, when with little effort, you can be impossible?

I used to see a therapist, until she told me that life isn't for everyone.

You tried your best and failed miserably. The lesson is never try.

Why be difficult, when with little effort, you can be impossible?

The light at the end of the tunnel is a frieght train headed your way.

National Sarcasm Society: like we need your support.

All my life, I always wanted to be somebody. Now I see I should have been more specific.
It IS as bad as you think, and they ARE out to get you!
Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, its just that yours is stupid.
Forgive your enemies but remember their names.
The number of people watching you is directly proportional to the stupidity of your action.
If ignorance is bliss, then why aren't more people happy?
Why suffer from insanity when you can enjoy it?

I called your boyfriend gay and he hit me with his purse.
Save the earth. It's the only planet with chocolate.
He ate my last stick of gum. So I killed him... do you think that was wrong?

“You can't always argue with all of the fools in the world. It's easier to let them have their way, then trick them when they aren't paying attention."
I'm sure someone cares that your alive...it just isn't me!
"If you don't know what to write in a story, kill someone off!"
"You say I've lost my sanity. Well I have news for you. You can't lose what you never had."
The light at the end of the tunnel is a frieght train headed your way.

We lie to ourselves as a shield because the truth hurts.

If you love Demi Lovato, copy and paste this in to your profile.

If you have ODLD (Obsessive Demi Lovato Disorder), copy & paste this onto your profile.

If your one of those people who get excited when you see just two reviews, copy this into your profile.

If you annoy people just for the heck of it, copy this into your profile.

If someone actually thinks you are evil and/or plotting their death, copy this into your profile. (Who says I'm not plotting their death?)

If you hate those obnoxious, snobby, preppy people PLEASE copy this in your profile

If you or your best friend is insane (and proud of it!), copy this into your profile. (We're crazy. And I love it :)

If you have sudden mood changes out of nowhere copy and paste this into your profile. (Yup yup now I'm hyper... aahh and now I'm hungry :(

If you hate girly-girls or people who think that they are everything, copy and paste this into your profile.

YOU KNOW YOU'RE AN AUTHOR IF...
You talk to yourself a lot. – Yeah. Way too much

You talk to yourself about talking to yourself. – Yes!
When you talk to yourself you often talk to yourself like you're talking to someone else. – Yes! So much fun
You'll check your e-mail every day of the week and then disappear off the face of the earth. – Eh, then and again
No matter where you are in a room you never have to get up to find a pen/pencil and paper. – Pretty much.
The letters on your keyboard are wearing off. –Didn’t have time yet; New laptop! Woot!
Your friends stopped looking at you funny for no apparent reason a loooooong time ago. – About a week after I met them..

(copy that into you're profile if you fit one or more of the descriptions)

YOUR GUY SIDE:

x You love hoodies.
xYou love jeans.
Dogs are better than cats.
x It's hilarious when people get hurt.
XYou've played with/against boys on a team.
xShopping is torture.
Sad movies suck.
You own/ed an X-Box.
xPlayed with Hotwheel cars as a kid.
xAt some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
You own/ed a DS, PS2 or Sega.
xYou used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
you watch sports on TV.
xGory movies are cool
xYou go to your dad for advice.
xYou own like a trillion baseball caps.
xYou like going to high school football games.
xYou used to/do collect football/baseball cards.
xBaggy pants are cool to wear.
xIt's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
x Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
x You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
xSports are fun
xTalk with food in your mouth.
xSleep with your socks on at night
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YOUR GIRL SIDE:
You wear lip gloss/stick.
You love to shop.
You wear eyeliner.
You wear the color pink
xGo to your mom for advice.
You consider cheerleading a sport.
You hate wearing the color black.
You like hanging out at the mall.
You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
You like wearing jewelry.
Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
You don't like the movie Star Wars.
You were in gymnastics/dance?
It takes you around/ more one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
xYou smile a lot more than you should.
You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
You care about what you look like.
You like wearing dresses when you can.
You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
xYou love the movies.

Used to play with dolls as little kid.
Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy/joke of it.
Like being the star of every thing

Total:3