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Author has written 33 stories for Life With Derek, Gossip Girl, Grey's Anatomy, High School Musical, Glee, Dark Blue, Persons Unknown, and Rookie Blue. We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered. - Anonymous People hurt their friends. People make decisions they regret the morning after. People do terrible things. Because in the end, we’re all just people. Flawed, confused, irrational, hopeful, looking-for-happiness-and-hoping-we’ll-find-it people trying to figure out our lives one day at a time. - Meredith Grey Loves: Chocolate, toffee, angst, hoodies with zippers, the fray, starbucks, characters who like to throw punches instead of talking it out, pairings that don't really make any sense until they're on paper, run-on sentences, The Pierces, phrases that inspire entire stories, raspberry iced tea, John Mayer, Bradley Cooper, really short sentences filled with lots of implication. Dislikes: Spiders, missed phone calls, grammar errors, screamo music, the radio stations that play the same four songs on repeat, whipped cream, pictures with me in them, slow drivers, healthy relationships. I'm a review whore. I am. I think there's a support group. I don't plan on attending. I'll try anything on here once, but I'm more inclined to love the characters with emotional walls made of denial and anger. Yeah, I love them. Together. Apart. Continually hurting each other until something snaps. Angst wins me over every time. I beta on occasion. Maybe because I like helping people, but probably because it helps with writers block. I can be kind of selfish sometimes. AO3 is a little bit like my new home. I won't stop updating on here, but I don't know where I'll update first. Check it out, everything on there is the edited version of the stories on here. A little bit cleaner, with any mistakes fixed. It's under the name Mamihlapinatapai. Thanks. Message me. I love new friends, new ideas, and basically any human connection. | |||||||||
1. real men, made up of boxes reviewsThis is pain like a warning, like fear, dark and ugly and all-encompassing, and there's not a single part of you that doesn't hurt anymore.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,816 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-3-12 - Mark S. & Alex K.2. sink me in the river at dawn » reviewsAn eye for an eye and just for a second, Chris is blind.Rookie Blue - Rated: T - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,899 - Reviews: 49 - Updated: 1-2-12 - Published: 8-5-113. yesterday left my head kicked in reviewsThe thing is, and it's ridiculous really, but they go from rivals to in each other's back pockets in about point three seconds.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 955 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-2-11 - Alex K. & Jackson A.4. dried leaves on the surface of a pool reviewsYou wonder when you'll get the chance to blow the grey matter right out of his head./ A story about losing yourself, and never quite finding your way back. AU-ish.Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,571 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-25-115. Life and Times of the Emotionally Screwed » reviewsThere's a difference between dropping dead on someone's kitchen floor and purposely sinking yourself to the bottom of an ice-cold pool./ Glee and the futures no one saw coming.Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 20,546 - Reviews: 110 - Updated: 1-29-11 - Published: 2-5-106. sitting with our backs against the world reviewsPuck and Rachel at college, screwing it up like champs. / Puck handles that situation like a man, which means he shuts off his phone and teeters the line between throwing up and getting pissed.Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-30-10 - Puck & Rachel B.7. Lives of Illusion » reviewsNoah "Puck" Puckerman is sixteen when he falls in love, seventeen when he falls out of love, and nineteen when he learns happiness comes with a price.Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 13,448 - Reviews: 134 - Updated: 12-30-10 - Published: 11-14-09 - Rachel B. & Puck - Complete8. Ilunga reviewsOr: fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me, fool me three times and I'm punching you in the throat. A story in three parts. / Finn understands the satisfaction that comes with splitting his knuckles open on the mouth of his best friend.Glee - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,092 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-28-10 - Finn H. & Puck9. so play the game until you run out » reviewsAnd really, in Santana's opinion, Sam's black eye is not her fault because he should have known not to step in front of Puck when his eyes were that color. / Ensemble.Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,835 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 12-21-10 - Published: 12-18-1010. considering the hairpin turn reviewsBreathe, darling, no one ever said you would get out of here unscathed.Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,183 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-11-10 - Puck - Complete11. forgetting what you've started fighting for reviewsThe prodigal son and the black sheep all tied together with a bow made from barbed wire and glass, and it hurt like hell but look daddy, look where I am now.Persons Unknown - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,957 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-10-10 - Joe12. consequences of upstaging the puppet masters reviewsJanet trusts Joe. Janet trusts Joe, and she's going to put a bullet hole in his forehead because a motherfucking fortune cookie told her to.Persons Unknown - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,304 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-27-10 - Janet13. tales of golden spun half truths reviewsShe holds herself like a girl who knows when she's being lied to, and he wants to believe her. She doesn't know them, doesn't know a damn thing about Dean, but god does he just want to believe her.Dark Blue - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,501 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-24-10 - Ty C.14. Hallelujah reviewsLife bends relationships, tragedy breaks them."/ In the aftermath of a devastating accident, Glee attempts, and fails, to pick up the pieces and move on.Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,125 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 4-6-1015. Break Even reviewsThey're two opposite magnets, spinning in opposing directions. Sometimes they pull, sometimes they push, and it's only a matter of time before disaster strikes. In which Rachel learns that happy endings aren't always possible.Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,278 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-18-10 - Rachel B. & Puck - Complete16. We'll Have to Muddle Through Somehow » reviewsAlex lies on the kitchen floor for Shiva because Izzie leaving him feels a lot like her dying; he doesn't really know the rules.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,032 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 2-6-10 - Published: 10-18-09 - Alex K.17. Chasm of Separation reviewsEnvy is like rage, capable of destroying everything. Except silently. / Puck, Finn, and the betrayals that litter a friendship.Glee - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,113 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-18-10 - Puck & Finn H.18. i can't seem to tell them apart anymore reviewsThey can't seem to stop lying.Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,547 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 1-16-10 - Complete19. hope she breaks your fall reviewsLife's taught him in definitions, and people who read dictionaries are missing out./ Puck, the language of words, and the lessons they teach us.Glee - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 905 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-15-10 - Puck - Complete20. the guy, he fails reviewsInvincibility was the name of the game and you played it often.Life With Derek - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 548 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-12-10 - Derek V. & Casey M. - Complete21. of nights easily forgotten reviewsTwo days before Finn returns he climbs into her window at three in the morning, and tells her he has a surprise.Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 739 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-8-10 - Quinn F. & Puck - Complete22. play it like you used to reviewsLater after teen pregnancy and Glee and Rachel Berry he'll look back and wonder if somehow she knew. If she understood that high school would be different from middle school, and that it would never be like this again.Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 560 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-8-10 - Puck & Quinn F. - Complete23. The Physics of Differences and Similarities » reviewsBecause he was left standing in his proverbial wedding dress, too, and she refuses to let him beat her at anything. Even if it's just a race to well-adjusted.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,731 - Reviews: 33 - Updated: 1-6-10 - Published: 7-16-08 - Mark S. & Cristina Y.24. Frayed Edges of Burned Bridges reviewsJunior year is spent burning bridges, so senior year is spent rebuilding.Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,973 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-31-09 - Puck & Quinn F. - Complete25. Confessions of a Secured Heart » reviewsShe's sadistic so she hates him for how he died and not that he did.High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,007 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 12-27-09 - Published: 12-26-09 - Troy B. & Sharpay E.26. Torn Fairytales reviewsIt's not fair, because dammit Ice Queens aren't suppose to bleed. But, neither was he. Tropay, sort of.High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 912 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-7-09 - Sharpay E. & Troy B. - Complete27. Mirrors of Reoccurrence reviewsIt starts and ends the same. Almost.Life With Derek - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 680 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-7-09 - Derek V. & Casey M. - Complete28. Salvation » reviewsYou've gotten good at playing two sides of a coin; devil for the queen and god for your angel. Except you've never made a tree so you're not really sure where god fits in your title.High School Musical - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,404 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-21-09 - Troy B. & Sharpay E. - Complete29. Bleeding Till It Hurts reviewsMeredith was first. The beginning of the end.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 712 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-30-09 - Complete30. Frigid Innocence reviewsYes, Blair Waldorf loves winter, because even an ice queen needs help hiding things once in awhile.Gossip Girl - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-1-08 - Complete31. Scotch and Memories reviewsShe was the hardcore surgeon left at the alter, he was the whorish best friend destined to fall for the wrong girls, together they were just two people the world screwed over.Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 616 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 7-9-08 - Mark S. & Cristina Y. - Complete32. Sixty Minutes » reviewsIt took him ten minutes to even begin to think about getting off the bathroom floor. And in those next fifty minutes, life would never be the same. Dasey drabble.Life With Derek - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 769 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 5-9-08 - Published: 5-2-08 - Complete33. The Irony of the Self Destruct Button reviewsThe irony of it is, even with that tiny little self-destruction button of theirs, they still find time to destroy each other.Gossip Girl - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 687 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-9-08 - Complete
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