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Author has written 23 stories for Serial Experiments Lain, Les Miserables, Death Note, and Bleach. Alone she sleeps in the shirt of man, With my three wishes clutched in her hand. The first that she be spared the pain, That comes from a dark and laughing rain... - Gaeta's Lament, "Battlestar Galactica". From childhood's hour, I have not been As others were - I have not seen As others saw - I could not bring My passions from a common spring. Edgar Allen Poe "Now, smile, as if you were having fun." "Let go of me!" "Young Master..." "Anyway, I have...long forgotten what it was like to laugh as if I were having fun." - Ciel and Sebastian, "Kuroshitsuji". "Ichigo, what's the difference between a king and his horse? And I don't mean kiddy shit like, 'One's a human and the other's an animal' or 'One has two legs and one has four'. If their form, ability and power are exactly the same, why is it that one becomes the king and controls the battle while the other becomes the horse and carries the king? There's only one answer; INSTINCT! ...I'm not gonna have it, Ichigo. I don't know about Zangetsu, but I refuse to carry a king who's weaker than me and get cut to ribbons with him. If you're weaker than me, I'll destroy you, and take the crown for myself." - Hollow Ichigo, "Bleach". If I could, I would wrap you around me and be done with it. "The sun has already set into the palms of our hands." - Ulquiorra, "Bleach". "Tell me, Light. From the moment you were born, has there ever been a point where you've actually told the truth?" - L, "Death Note". "Tell me a story, okay?" "What kind of story would you like to hear, Lain?" "Let's see...something I don't know about!" "...There is nothing that you don't know. I can't tell you a story that doesn't exist. You understand...don't you?" - Lain and doll, "Serial Experiments Lain". "That meager despair from such feeling; I don't understand and don't want to understand. In this world there are things that you cannot take back no matter how hard you struggle. And there's also despair that you can't shake off. …Perhaps you'll never understand." - Ciel Phantomhive, "Kuroshitsuji". You want to know about me? Uh... I'm crude, strange, obsessive, reclused, distanced, pale, compulsive, shattered, glued together, foul-mouthed, and not trying to make this poetic. And sometimes you just take what you have and go with it. Death Note, Kuroshitsuji, Serial Experiments Lain, Bleach. They all equal a big steaming pile of love for me. I have a weird thing for dark, thoughtful characters, as well as trippy anime with lots of justice talk. Anything that tests the human mind and morality is, for me, the best anime out there. I have a couple of stories going at once right now, and I have two or three chapter-fics in the making. Oneshots, oneshots, oneshots...they'll all get out of my head eventually and into words. Eventually. | |||||
1. And Gravity Prevails reviewsThey never would have thought of themselves as veterans before Yellow Box. But they have survived a war, and they have the battle scars to prove it. Post-Kira taskforce. Onesided IdexMatsuda. MatsudaxSayu. Language, violence, sexual content. M.Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,635 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-19-09 - Matsuda T. & Ide H.2. The Sleep of Kings reviewsIn the drained out corner of L's mind that has always needed sleep and stillness, death comes almost as a relief.Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 516 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-17-09 - L - Complete3. No One Would Riot For Less reviewsAizawa's reasons for staying on this case are far different from anyone else's. They come in the form of angel eyes and soft footsteps at his door.Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Family/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 730 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-16-09 - Aizawa S. - Complete4. Trails of Fire » reviewsShe was only meant to be their tool to understand the Death Note without consequences. But when Mello is forced to save her life after a close call with death, he finds that the bridge between love and hate is a little too close for comfort. MelloxOC.Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 41,558 - Reviews: 80 - Updated: 11-15-09 - Published: 12-29-08 - Mello5. Antonymy reviewsOnce the bullets have rained down and the funeral procession has cleared out, Matsuda, dressed in a tired black suit and equally tired eyes, remembers that he had liked Light Yagami.Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,144 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-5-09 - Matsuda T. - Complete6. But With a Whimper reviewsIt had all been so close to beautiful.Serial Experiments Lain - Rated: T - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 408 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-2-09 - Complete7. Through Glass » reviewsL never had any intention of seeing her again. But the sharp-eyed rival from his youth has found him with nothing left in her life but the desperation to be taken seriously. Will their dangerous desires be their downfall before Kira can strike them down?Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 165,109 - Reviews: 152 - Updated: 9-14-09 - Published: 8-28-08 - L8. So Comes Snow After Fire » reviews..."He wonders if anyone can see him standing here, gaze stretching on for miles, the silver boy who is number one and yet can't even be spotted in a snowstorm." A series of ficlets centered around each character's memories of snow. Near's chapter now up.Death Note - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,898 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 8-26-09 - Published: 3-2-099. Batteries for Bedlam reviewsNear may be number one, and Mello may be one hell of a runner up, but Matt has a secret that he will carry to his early grave. A secret such as, in the dawn of childhood and confusion, seeing an exhausted and panic-stricken L finally snap.Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,311 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-25-09 - Matt & L - Complete10. Unblooming » reviewsThree months following the fall of Kira, Hal Lidner struggles to pull her life back together. But of course, Matsuda, in a flurry of drunken confessions and nightmares, has ways of changing that plan entirely.Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,682 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 7-21-09 - Published: 12-16-08 - Halle L. & Matsuda T.11. Thumbelina reviewsHe is no Ichigo, nothing human or even anything safe, but Orihime knows, and there is nothing she can do about it. Ulquihime. T. Oneshot.Bleach - Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 630 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-21-09 - Inoue O. & Ulquiorra - Complete12. The Rain Drummer reviews..."Do you remember the rain, Light-kun?" A dark record of Light's mental downfall, and the defeated rival that is determined to assist in every minute of it. Rated for language and sexual content.Death Note - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,978 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-14-09 - Light Y. & L - Complete13. Paramnesia » reviewsA wrongful execution. A case of desperation. Betrayal and forbidden relations, all occurring behind a veil of a parallel world, in which what you are is what will kill you on the other side. Dark AU. LxMisaxLight. MelloxMatt. Rating will change.Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,880 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 6-9-09 - Published: 5-11-09 - L & Misa A.14. The Riddle reviews..."Ishida never would have guessed that the prettiest girl in his class, graceful scarlet flitting around the room like a merry mist, would ever be sleeping on the grass just two feet away from him." A first kiss oneshot. Ishihime. Flustered and cute.Bleach - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,256 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-25-09 - Ishida U. & Inoue O. - Complete15. Nettle reviews..."I knew my place and I stuck to it; I didn't push those that were trying to do their jobs to the brink of insanity with buckets of sugar cubes and hour-long stares and..." Another Aizawa rant fic, this time aimed at our dear L. Rated for language.Death Note - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,006 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-13-09 - Aizawa S. - Complete16. Imposter reviews..."You're just not L." Aizawa thinks upon Light's replacement of the detective that he had despised and respected.Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 639 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 10-15-08 - Aizawa S. - Complete17. Rouge reviews..."Would your blood be as red as your hair, my dear?" Beyond Birthday oneshot.Death Note - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 836 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 10-14-08 - BB & L - Complete18. Desperation for the Decorous reviewsA different look on why Cosette loves Marius...Les Miserables - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 604 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-2-08 - Cosette & Marius - Complete19. Whoever She Claims to Be reviewsWhoever she claims to be, she is a sorry sight." A fairly bitter, uncaring but nameless passerby has a particular fascination with a certain waif girl on the street, but not in the way you would think.Les Miserables - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 722 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-2-08 - Eponine - Complete20. Ink reviewsJehan has writer's block, along with a rejected heart.Les Miserables - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 780 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-7-08 - Bahorel & Enjolras - Complete21. Monsieur reviewsA young prostitute watches a devilish dandy stroll by in the shadows.Les Miserables - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-28-08 - Complete22. Nonsense reviewsMy favorite barricade boy discusses love with Enjolras, and is reminded of the world's lack thereof.Les Miserables - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,109 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-27-08 - Bahorel & Enjolras - Complete23. Only You, Father reviewsA dark, intense interpretation of Attack on Rue Plumet. And yes, Eponine is actually crazy like she should be, Parnasse gives me the creeps, and Thenardier is a lousy rat. .Les Miserables - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 809 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-19-08 - Eponine - Complete