The colors conflicted
As the flames climbed into the clouds
I wanted to fix this
But couldn’t stop from tearing it down

And you were there at the turn
Caught in the burning glow
And I was there at the turn
Waiting to let you know

- Burn It Down by Linkin Park

April 8th 2012

Much awaited, new updates coming soon for Voiceless, A Demon Inside & The Return Bittersweet Recollections along with a new story - Vampire Ripper style! (Not going to reveal the title yet - it'll give away too much - it's an interesting idea though.) Stay tuned! A Demon Inside is being being beta read as we speak.

About Me (a few mundane things.):

As you can see I am an aspiring writer and future authoress.

I am working on writing a novel - have been four/five years since grade eight, still working on it. I hope you'll all look into it when it hits shelves? ;P

It's about creatures that are the 'ultimate predators' NO not exactly vampires, werewolves or demons. They'll be similar and may have their tendencies but I'm not aiming for that genre. Who knows maybe I'll create my own genre? XD

I guess you could say I am creating my own monster.

Everything I've ever seen, heard or thought is apart of my writing in some intrinsic way even if its not visible to others in the words and contents. As an author said once - along these lines: "WRITERS WRITE TO ESSENTIALLY TASTE LIFE TWICE".

As a creators and artists we all are downloading every sensory experience in our daily lives, a lot of this is unconscious. You would be doing some everyday task and later use it in some way, in a painting or a scene you write or draw.

I'm artistic, in love with music - I'd love to create music, sing and write lyrics. Maybe I'll have a song produced one day?

I love dancing - although only did it for two years when I was younger (ballet & jazz). I still wouldn't mind returning but for economical reasons, it's difficult at the moment. I'd also love to get into gymnastics, I've always wanted to do that as well as figure skating.

I've been getting interested in photography as I get older, when I was little I always wanted to take pictures...and love scenery snapshots. I wouldn't mind modeling a bit, but I think I'm to average and don't have the 'skill' or poise for that. I'll dream for the modeling bit, not the photography part - that dream I will entertain someday.

I love mythology, lore whatever you wanna call it. If I had to chose I'd chose Fantasy over Si-fi. I like Si-fi but it has to be done good and in a way that interests me: I like Si-fi shows like Continuum, Doctor Who. For Supernatural shows I like Vampire Diaries, Supernatural, Secret Circle and counting

OH I also love Tim Burton movies on a partially unrelated matter. That man is a genius, as well as Danny Elfman.

I love to read, books I've read (I'll post as many as I feel like but there's too many so I won't list all I've read.): Vampire Academy, The Host, House Of Night, Vampire Diaries, Nightworld, Interview with a Vampire (working on Lestat), Pride & Prejudice, Wolfs bane, HushHushHush, A Touch Mortal, The Secret Circle, The Witch Saga, Fallen series, Swoon, The Chemical Garden, City Of Bones, The Uglies/Pretties/Specials/Extras, Blue Bloods series, Evermore, Hunger Games series, Scorpio Races, Emily the Strange, Twilight (regret this one - read it before the crazy craze...>. Also a bunch of bios such as: Just Kids: Patti Smith, Heroin Diaries, The Dirt, This is Gonna Hurt and more.

I'm a big reader always have been since I was a kid. =P

My career paths I am looking into: Herbal/Alternative Medicine, Social Worker - or something Akin to that or Journalist, I wouldn't mind being a kindergarten teacher

Here's something that not alot know about me: I have NLD - Non-Verbal Learning Disorder - affects socialization (thankfully I've trained myself to get past it), Language Comprehension (you've gotta explain some things to me) and other things. It's called a life disorder for a reason but thankfully because of it I've excelled in the English side/writing etc its my gift but I SUCK with math.

Vice Versa for other people, one or the other. It's different for everyone even if you have some of the issues and excels in the same things - doctors don't know much about it at the moment so lucky me only a few books are written on it - go look online for more info.

A Demon Inside:

Chapter Five - Flashback:

Castle House:

A: http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_0FibfbNzlgI/Sn9VJ3kRy7I/AAAAAAAADdc/yLwQ1j4FvuM/s400/IMG_1872.JPG

B: http://0.tqn.com/d/christianity/1/0/j/C/Craigdarroch640x528.jpg

C: http://www.choices.co.uk/blog/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/c-boldt.jpg

Bittersweet Recollection:

Chapter One: Packing Up & Moving Out Outfits:

Elena's Outfit:

The dress - http://www.polyvore.com/dotted_chiffon_woven_dress/thing?id=19588897

The shoes - http://www.polyvore.com/leather_lace-up_boots/thing?id=18525867

The Jacket - http://www.polyvore.com/krma_jade_leather/thing?id=13438853 (I love KRMA jackets! especially the jade jacket they created.)

The Lapis Lazuli Necklace (second picture in the link): http://wickedlilpixie.com/2010/02/25/interview-with-synde-vampire-academy-jewellery-artist/

(Note: that Lapis Lazuli has gold flecks in it and the stone in the second is too clear and what not to be an Lapis Lazuli so I based it off of the piece in the picture and removed the clear stone in this story.)

Asher's Outfit:

The shirt - http://www.polyvore.com/mens_etnies_vice_plaid_shirt/thing?id=14709730(the black is replaced with a navy sort of blue.)

The cardigan - http://www.polyvore.com/volcom_sweaters_jackets_mens_relax/thing?id=14802173

The pants: http://www.polyvore.com/mens_ae_straight_jeans/thing?id=19870435

The boots: http://www.shoeline.com/asp/dcpItem.asp?style=B350-995&refURL=NexTag

Zephyr's Outfit:

Armani Exchange Modern Logo shirt - http://www.armaniexchange.com/product/mens/wovenshirts/modernlogodressshirt.do?asc=&sortby=&size=&imageName=1221.10564.7250.421

Stone Washed Jeans: http://www.fashionbeans.com/recommended-fashion/lee-poweel-slim-jeans/

Boots: http://www.leatherup.com/p/Mens-Motorcycle-Boots/Mens-Black-Xelement-Impact-Biker-Boots/49860.html

BMW Convertible: http://outhouserag.typepad.com/photos/uncategorized/2007/12/10/6451.jpg

Chapter Two : Shock Mr. Saltzman! :

Elena's Purse - http://www.polyvore.com/foley_corinna_handbags_classic_disco/thing?id=17911092

Weylin Estate - http://www.west-bromwich-photos.co.uk/Oak%20House.jpg

Elena's Bedroom - http://www.whitehousemuseum.org/floor2/master-bedroom/master-bedroom-1962.jpg (Note changes have been made to the colours of the furniture and what not the bedframe link for her...bed is below. Changes are all displayed in Chapter Two.)

Four Poster Bedframe - http://www.fourposterbed.com/images/post-it/Four-poster-bed-011.jpg

Wallpaper (the silvery smoky silver and blue wallpaper with flowers.) - http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_vVAE2vxJqlI/S-_6UaSR_rI/AAAAAAAALGQ/cH_h8xJNdvs/s1600/4574543924_b03cf1b50e_o.jpg (Also I have changed the silver to a smoky black color so it's a tinsy different than the original the same with the flowers.)

Vintage bathroom - http://roomenvy.files.wordpress.com/2010/02/vintage-bathroom.jpg (Changes in chapter.)

Bathroom Mirror - http://www.your-net-store.com/smc/images/33551.jpg

Clawfoot tub - http://www.niken.net/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/01_beatiful-luxury-bathroom-designs-collezione-1941-by-savio-firmino-554x4151.jpg

Asher's Bag - http://savvy.purseblog.com/marc-by-marc-jacobs-robbie-g-messenger-bag.html

Zephyr's Bag - http://www.polyvore.com/bluefly_incredible_savings_mens_designer/thing?id=609843

Chapter Four Aunt Jenna & Alaric:

Kitchen - http://www.kitcheni.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/tuscan-kitchen.jpg

Kitchen Part Two -http://www.kitcheni.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/tuscan-kitchen1.jpg

Nightwear Tank Top - http://www.polyvore.com/tank/thing?id=7339975

Nightwear Bottoms - http://www.polyvore.com/womens_pyjamas_online_ladies_nightwear/thing?id=7318337

Chapter Five Playfighting & The Scent

Zephyr's Sleepwear:

Vest - http://www.asos.com/Boss-Orange/Boss-Orange-Cotton-Lycra-Vest/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=889989&cid=4415&sh=0&pge=4&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=Black

Jersey Pants - http://www.asos.com/Calvin-Klein/Calvin-Klein-Jersey-Pants/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=262882&cid=4415&sh=0&pge=1&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=Black

Asher's Sleepwear:

T-shirt - http://www.asos.com/Boss-Black/Boss-Black-Cotton-V-Neck-T-Shirt/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=292963&cid=4415&sh=0&pge=2&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=Charcoal

Shorts - http://www.asos.com/Tommy-Hilfiger/Tommy-Hilfiger-Jersey-Shorts/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=1206465&cid=4415&sh=0&pge=1&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=Black

Elena's Day Clothes:

Parts of the outfit are in here - http://www.polyvore.com/polyvore_summer_red/set?id=1831407

Elena's Gym Clothes:

Shirt - http://www.polyvore.com/nike_730_fly_weight_womens/thing?id=13350483

Short's - http://www.polyvore.com/nike_dri-fit_phantom_performance_womens/thing?id=16549236

LunarSwift Shoes - http://www.polyvore.com/nike_lunarswift_womens_running_shoe/thing?id=13579304

Links:

Live Journal: http://sweetrinnyangel.livejournal.com/

FictionPress (Where my actual novel is):http://www.fictionpress.com/scorpiomuse

Tumblr:http://givemyvioletsmoreviolence.tumblr.com/

Here is the link to the fan fiction I'm writing with mybloodyvalentinexx:

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5526441/1/Bittersweet_Memories - Songs are The Death and Resurrection Show by Killing Joke at the beginning and then MyDecember by Linkin Park.