The Smashlee
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since: 01-12-02, id: 153402, Profile Updated: 01-31-13
country: Australia
Author has written 12 stories for Suikoden, Beyblade, Naruto, and Rise of the Guardians.

- - FORMERLY KNOWN AS 'CAFFEINE LUC'. - -

I'm twenty something years old and live in Australia. insertwittykangaroojokehere. I like things and stuff. You know, like, stuff.


THE STALKAGE

http://caffeineluc.livejournal.com/ - My Livejournal

http://smilecryingsoul.deviantart.com/ - DeviantArt Account


About The Leptos Universe:

Consists of: Limos, Leptos and Orexis (in chronological order)

It's a series of one-shots revolving around the Leptos universe, set in different times, mindsets and perspectives. It's purpose is to illustrate the all-consuming nature of anorexia/bulimia and how an eating disorder changes and impacts every friend and family member known to the sufferer.

The reason why it's not one big story is that each piece of work (Leptos, Orexis etc) is meant to represent Sasuke's frame of mind. Having dealt with eating disorders I know that it's never one thought pattern, one set of emotions, one goal. It's a rollercoaster ride of ups and downs, of recovery and relapse, of hope and of despair. I don't think it would flow very well or (in my mind) make sense for it to be considered one big story. There needs to be some sense of seperation and contrast.

Why Sasuke?

Because he's the poster child for mental illness, especially eating disorders. He really, really is. His PTSD is so prominent and defining throughout the series that it's actually quite depressing to watch. It may sound odd for me to say but I think he's one of the most emotional characters in the series, if not the most. While he doesn't know how to deal with them, his emotions dictate everything that he does, he has no control over them whatsoever.

He's a perfectionist first and foremost, he's very hard working, he desperately wants to please those he looks up to, his outlook is terribly irrational, he hates himself and he bottles up his feelings like the loveable moron that he is. He is not a halfway kind of guy in any sense, it's either all or nothing. It is these things in his character that screams eating disorder to me, maybe not in the Ninjaverse where there are other outlets, but certainly in a society like ours.


31/1/13 - ZOMG I'm alive!! And with a new Pen Name!


1. Maboroshi reviews
Even with me beside him Jamie is still keenly searching. He is always looking for Jack Frost. His brown-eyed stare is still fixed on the outside world, hoping for a hint of snow, inspecting the world for his 'friend'. As if another hallucination would validate the delusion. Mental Illness. Young adult Jamie.
Rise of the Guardians - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,204 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-30-13 - Jamie & Jack Frost - Complete
2. Aboulia reviews
Sasukes mental state has taken a turn. Neither Naruto nor Sasuke know how to deal with it. A snapshot of Sasuke in everday hospital life. Leptos/Orexis universe.
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,693 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-13-11 - Sasuke U. - Complete
3. Skhizein reviews
For Sasuke there is nothing outside his disorder. Inside is contol, the black and white, concrete law and to step outside is to dip your fingertips into mania and chaos. Eating disorders. Part of the Leptos/Orexis universe.
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,107 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-10-11 - Sasuke U. - Complete
4. Peina » reviews
Two years after committing himself to therapy Sasuke is ready to move forward, but faces a struggle to make peace with his past and present. Orexis sequel. Three-shot. Eating disorders. NaruSasu. Finished.
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 12,720 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 2-18-10 - Published: 8-29-09 - Sasuke U. & Naruto U. - Complete
5. House of Mirrors » reviews
Orochimaru doesn't take too kindly to Sasuke's betrayal and begins to haunts him from within, slowly driving him into madness. Ninjaverse. Shounen-ai. NaruSasu.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,656 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 10-14-09 - Published: 3-8-09 - Sasuke U. & Naruto U.
6. Orexis » reviews
After a stay in the hospital Sasuke struggles to find his place back at home. Nobody seems to trust him anymore, has he really recovered? Now a story consisting of one-shots, eating disorders, shounen-ai. NaruSasu. Finished.
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 44,126 - Reviews: 69 - Updated: 4-6-09 - Published: 9-14-08 - Sasuke U. & Naruto U. - Complete
7. Leptos » reviews
With Uchiha Sasuke there was no such thing as in-betweens and near enoughs, there were only black and white extremes. NaruSasu. Two-shot, eating disorders, mentions of shounen-ai.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,997 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 12-21-08 - Published: 7-13-08 - Sasuke U. & Naruto U. - Complete
8. Limos reviews
Everyone knew that Uchiha Sasuke was a stubborn perfectionist even at the worst of times. Naruto knows better. AU, one-shot, shounen-ai. NaruSasu. Repost due to errors.
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,541 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 8-4-08 - Naruto U. & Sasuke U. - Complete
9. Fuchsia Bilateral reviews
He is all grey ambition. You are all burgundy aspiration. Slightly Angsty. A piece that is completely and utterly experimental.
Naruto - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-8-08 - Naruto U. & Sasuke U. - Complete
10. Taking My Place reviews
Kai's a cutter and feels more alone than ever. Now a oneshot.
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 907 - Reviews: 122 - Updated: 6-11-05 - Published: 11-12-04 - Kai H. - Complete
11. Better The Devil You Know reviews
Hilary has a problem and finds herself drifting away from what she once knew. Very slight KaixHil, Rating just in case. [Oneshot, eating disorders]
Beyblade - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,063 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 3-7-05 - Hilary/Hiromi T. - Complete
12. Emotions, Unwanted reviews
A romance set in the world of Suikoden II, one which neither Luc nor Nanami expected, let alone the people of the castle. [See profile for the changes]
Suikoden - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,794 - Reviews: 73 - Updated: 1-7-05 - Published: 7-21-03 - Complete
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