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Hi my name is Shanelle. I am 13 years old and going to high school in September. YAY! I HATE PEIN!! AND i hate the show Naruto. It is the most stupid idiotic show ever! I don't care if you hate me but in my opinion that show SUCKS!! It is the stupidest show on the planet! Anywho i LUV twilight unlike Naruto. I am new to fanfiction so i don't care if you hate my stories. Make fun of them if you like cuz i don't care. You know you live in 2007 when... 1. You go to a party, sit down and take MySpace pics. 2. You haven’t played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have AIM/LiveJournal/MySpace. 4. You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the TV. 6. Your evening activity is sitting at the computer. 7. You read this list, and keep nodding and smiling. 8. You think about how stupid you are for reading this. 9. You were too busy to notice number five. 10. You actually scrolled back up to check if there was a number five. 11. And now you're laughing at your stupidity. 12. Put this in your profile if you fell for it. You know you did. 98 percent of teens have tried smoking pot. If you are one of the 2 percent that hasn't copy this onto your profile. If you have ever tripped over your own feet, copy and paste this into your profile. If you like smiley faces, then copy this into your profile: D I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life. I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention. I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil. I Love SHOPPING so I must be rich. If you can read this message, you are blessed because over two billion people in the world cannot read at all: The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid. Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas toghuht slpeling was ipmorantt! tahts so cool! If you could read that put it in your profile! Murdered me. Fight against child abuse! Guys repost this if you agree. Girls repost this if you think it's cute. Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this. I don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson...just read this, it will make a difference... When she stares at your mouth Kiss her When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you Grab her and dont let go When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff Kiss her and tell her you love her When she's quiet Ask her whats wrong When she ignores you Give her your attention When she pulls away Pull her back When you see her at her worst Tell her she's beautiful When you see her start crying Just hold her and dont say a word When you see her walking Sneak up and hug her waist from behind When she's scared Protect her When she steals your favorite hat Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night When she teases you Tease her back and make her laugh When she doesn't answer for a long time reassure her that everything is okay When she looks at you with doubt Back yourself up When she says that she likes you SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND! When she grabs at your hands Hold her's and play with her fingers When she bumps into you; bump into her back and make her laugh When she tells you a secret keep it safe and untold When she looks at you in your eyes dont look away until she does When she says it's over she still wants you to be hers When she reposts this bulletin she wants you to read it - Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything. - When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go - When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her - because 10 yrs later she'll remember you - Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her - Treat her like she's all that matters to you. - Stay up all night with her when she's sick. - Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid. - Give her the world. - Let her wear your clothes. - When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. - Let her know she's important. - Kiss her in the pouring rain. If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will : Call you. Kiss you. Love you. Text you. Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend." Girls post as: "A real Boyfriend." Month one Mommy Month Two Mommy Month Three You know what Mommy Month Four Mommy Month Five You went to the doctor today. Month Six I can hear that doctor again. Month Seven Mommy Every Abortion Is Just . . . One more heart that was stopped. 'Before you take the life of your baby, really consider all your option. Would you rather be fat for a while, or kill your child? If you're against abortion, re-post this I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves splashed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and it lasted forever. My heart is NOT a playground. Behind every bitch there's a guy that made her that way. You know what makes letting go of a crush so hard? The fear that the moment you let go, they'll catch on. The problem with love is that you can love anyone you want, but so can he. You cry, I cry. You laugh, I laugh. You fall off a cliff, I laugh even harder. My head is saying, "Who cares?" but my heart is saying, "You do stupid!" I called your boyfriend gay and he hit me with his purse. Words start with ABC, Songs start with DO RA ME, Love starts with YOU AND ME. You know you're in love when the hardest thing to say is goodbye. Dear heart, I met a boy today, prepare to shatter. When I see you my heart smiles. If you can't get him off your mind then maybe he's supposed to be there. Sometimes, in order not to fall apart, you have to give up what keeps you together. You think I'm so tough but I just never let you see me cry. Love is like the wind, you can't see it, but you can feel it. Maybe the truth is we let our hearts get broken to see who will fix them. Every guy that comes into a girls life takes a chunk of her heart. Then the right guy comes along who will give his heart to make hers whole again. I want to be known as the girl who always smiles even though her heart is broken. And the one who could brighten everyone elses day even when she couldn't brighten her own. Even though she comes off strong doesn't mean she doesn't fall asleep crying and even though she acts like everything is alright, maybe she's really good at lying. I've built a wall, not to keep anybody out, just to see who loves me enough to break through it. See, I just love the feeling of knowing I can make you smile. I love you. Always have, Always will. When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile. She says she doesn't care, but the look in her eyes says a whole different story. It didn't matter, It doesn't matter, It will never matter. Forbidden to remember, Terrified to forget. It's only funny until someone gets hurt... Then it's hilarious. White for light, White for love, White for Forever. I am NOT a violent person! Take it back or I'll punch you!! If i could pick what I could dream about, all my dreams would be about you. I'm good at math: Me-you=sad. You can honestly never love me as much as I love you. When I hold you, Its like holding heaven in my arms.-I Love you. I really really miss you and I don't know what to do about it. I wanna be the girl you point at and say, "That's her" You think missing me is hard? You should try missing you. Just once I want to fall in love and not have to get hurt in the end. Current status: Missing my boyfriend. I want to be the girl you sneak up on just to whisper "I love you" in my ear. Yes I am random... At random times during the day I randomly thing of you and randomly smile. :) If loving you is wrong then I don't want to be right... I've never felt this way before and I never want it to stop. The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you. Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass... It's about learning to dance in the rain. I miss you so bad it hurts. I need you. I miss you. I love you. You make the world beautiful just by living in it. You know the times when you ask if I'm okay and I say "I'm fine"? Well guess what? I lie. Hi. I miss you more. Sometimes when I say,"Oh I'm fine" I want someone to look me in the eyes and say, "Tell me the truth. Of course I love you. Why else would I put up with you? I just left your house... Why do I already miss you? I close my eyes and you're all I see. You don't know how much I miss you... It's ridiculous. If you die,You'll be dead,I'll be sad,Don't die okay? If gas wasn't so darn expensive I'd get in my car right now and drive to your place just to give you a hug. I can't kill you. I need you. You Complete me. No one understands why I love you. There are six billion people in the world but sometimes all you need is one. Good friends don't let you do stupid things... Alone. When life hands you lemons, make grape juice, then sit back and watch the world wonder how you did it. Life is about learning how to smile when you want to cry. My world is a better place because you're in it. Forget love I'd rather fall in chocolate. Chocolate is a girls best friend. Life is not the amount of breaths you take, Its the moments that take your breath away. Be the kind of woman that when your feet hit the floor each morning the devil says, "Aw crap she's up" Don't follow in my footsteps, I run into walls. :) Oh him? He just has the most ah-dorable eyes you could ever fall for, and the cutest smile that will take your breath away and he has the ability to make you laugh when the whole world just wants you to frown. Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you can crack no matter how strong you are. So there were two muffins in an oven. One turns to the other and says, "Wow, its hot in here" The other one looks back at him and yells, "AHHH! A TALKING MUFFIN!" You laugh, I laugh. You cry, I cry. You hurt, I hurt. You jump off a bridge, I get in a paddleboat to save your stupid ass. I miss you dammit. Come see me. Your a total douche but I love you anyway. I still love you even though you broke my heart. Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about. In my eyes you're beyond perfection. You're the one who makes me draw those stupid hearts on my paper. So theres this boy and the way he laughs makes me smile and the way he talks gives me butterflies. Everything about him makes me happy. I promise I will never forget, the day we kissed or the day we met. The sky may fall and the stars may too but in the end I will still love you. It's amazing how one person can make my heart skip a beat. Boy: Whats your biggest dream? I Love You. Don't ever forget that. Ever. Of course I have a boyfriend. I just haven't found him yet. All girls really want is for someone to want them back. I hurt myself so you can't. The truth is, everyone is going to cause you pain. You just have to decide who's worth the pain. Don't cry for someone who won't cry for you. You can't see it but it still hurts. How will you know I am hurting if you can't see my pain? Pain, Pain, Go away... Slit my wrists and let me fade. If we were never meant to be together, why does it hurt so much to be apart? Pain doesn't hurt when it's all you've ever felt. Pain without love. Pain, I can't get enough. Pain, I like it rough. Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Sometimes you just have to smile, Pretend everythings okay, Hold back the tears and walk away. The scars on the outside aren't as many as the scars on the inside. How can you break my fucking heart and tell me you still love me. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better when she falls to the ground? I may look happy on the outside but if you felt how I feel on the inside you would understand. But it's not enough. You don't love me. It hurts more than anything. There are tears behind every scar, a story behind every tear. For every girl with a broken heart there is a guy with a glue gun. Don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch you. Being able to survive it doesn't mean that it was ever okay. I will wait for you but I can't wait forever. If you are bored with asking me how I feel... Imagine how i feel answering you. Because of him she still falls asleep, tears in her eyes, I-Pod on high, blocking out the world. Guys aren't worth your tears and the one that is won't make you cry. She finally let go of her fake smile... And tears slowly slid down her face as she whispered, "I'm so sick of this" All you brought me were my tears and all I wanted was your heart. I like walking in the rain because no one knows I'm crying. Tears are words the heart can't express. I'm sorry... I broke you. I'm sorry... I hurt you. I'm sorry. I want him to wipe away my tears when I am crying in his arms. Tears stream down your face when you lose something you can't replace. Anyone can make you smile or cry but it takes someone special to make you smile when you already have tears in your eyes. If you're going to make me cry, At least be there to wipe away my tears. I never stopped loving you. I just stopped showing it. He brings tears, smiles, and memories. The tears dry, The smiles fade, but the memories last forever. I wish I had saved all the tears you made me cry so I can fucking drown you in them. If it was up to me I'd never have to miss you. People say I look gloomy when you're not around, thats because I'm saving my smile for you. If I can't hear your heartbeat, You're too far away. I'm here, You're there... We've gotta problem. Someone asked me if i missed you. I didn't answer. I just closed my eyes and walked away then whispered, "So much" I only miss you when I think about you... Oh wait. Thats all the time. I miss you more and more everyday. I run away just to see if anyone cares enough to chase after me. I'm lucky to have someone who makes saying goodbye so hard. I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me. Isn't is ironic? We ignore who adores us, Adore who ignores us, Love who hurts us, and Hurt who loves us. Tell me what hurts more... Thinking you should hate him or knowing you don't? I'm the kind of girl that when she feels hurt, she covers it up by smiling. I never thought I'd risk the chance of being hurt but when I'm around you it all seems worth it. There is nothing you can do that I haven't already done to myself. You asked what was wrong and I smiled and said, "Nothing" Then I turned around and whispered, "Everything" I miss you more than I'd like to admit. Wanna hear something funny? This one time I fell... And it hurt! Show a smile because you're my friend and then cry becuase thats all you will ever be. I'm sorry I chose the razor over you. Sick of crying, Tired of trying. Yes I'm smiling but inside I'm dying. I miss you. You hurt me. You left with a smile. She screams for your love but you can't hear her. Forgiveness. Such a simple word. But so hard to do once you've been hurt. I try to hold out, I try to be strong, But sometimes I break. You said you would never hurt me. You said you would never make me cry. Well theres one thing I can admit. You are a perfect liar. I am in love with you and somethimes I hate myself for letting you in so please don't hurt me. Forgiving is not just forgetting. It's letting go of the hurt. The only people who can really hurt you are the ones who matter most. Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you just can't see the pain someone is feeling. I gave up so much for you and you still broke my heart. It's when your eyes say it... Thats when I know that its true. Everyday people ask me, "Are you two going out?" and you don't know how painful it is for me to reply, "No were just friends" I'm not as strong as you think I am. She's searching for no one but herself. When you feel alone just look at the spaces between your fingers and remember thats where mine fit perfectly. Take this razor, sign your name across my wrists so everyone will know who left me like this. My body is covered in bleeding scars. Now it looks kinda like my heart. Don't judge a book by its cover, or a person by their scars. The marks on her arms will dry... But they will haunt her for an eternity. All those scars on her arms; Don't worry, she says there little notes to remind her of how many times you broke her heart. I'm sorry I can't be everything to you. I ruined an Emo kids day. I made him smile. I think it's cute when you say I'm pretty. Its just that I hate Liars I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel. You're sorry that you fucked things up. And I'm sorry that I was never enough. I regret every word I said to make him feel special. I tried to kill the pain but only brought more. Isn't it funny how the people who say I'll never hurt you are the ones that hurt you most. It's really pathetic how I keep trying to hold onto something that's never coming back. In a world of six billion people how can I be so alone? Go away just let me be, I'm already broken can't you see? I crossed all the lines and broke all the rules and baby I broke them all for you. They say time heals everything but I'm still waiting... Love is strong but once it has been broken it can never be fixed. How many times can I break until I shatter? How many times do you have to break my heart before you realize I won't always be there to take you back? Life without you is like a broken pencil. It has no point. I was so stupid to think that for one second you actually cared. Every second I'm without you I'm a mess. She loved when it rained because she didn't want to cry alone. If one day I actually start to matter let me know. Why does a rose represent love when a rose always dies? We don't know what were missing until we find it. "Lie to me" she whispered. "I love you" He said. Relationships are like glass... Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than to hurt yourself by putting it back together. God is a DJ. Life is a dance floor. Love is the rhythm. You are the music. Promises mean everything but once they're broken, they mean nothing. Boys are like purses: Cute, full of crap, and can always be replaced. There's always some reason not to feel good enough. It takes 46 muscles to frown but only four to flip 'em the bird Before you criticize someone you should walk a mile in their shoes. Tht way when you criticize them, you're a mile away from them and have their shoes. Heartbroken and softspoken. So go on, walk right past me, I'm used to it. I've built a wall to keep out all the pain that you've caused me. The worst thing about being lied to is knowing you weren't worth the truth. You said that you loved me... Why did you lie? I've been lied to so many times that I don't know what the truth is anymore. I don't want to run away anymore. I don't want to be broken anymore. If I could show you how awful you made me feel, you would never be able to look me in the eye again. This is my way of telling you I'm not alright. This is my way of telling you I'm not okay. One day someone asked a girl why she talked to herself. She answered, "Because no one will listen" When I met you I forgot how it felt to be alone in a crowd. Now that you're gone, I remember. Sometimes I just wish you would notice me. Alone: To be isolated from others. It's okay to tell me, "I hate you" I say it to myself all the time. You win... I'm worthless. She wonders what it is about her that isn't good enough for him. Stop saying that you care about me. I know that you don't. You're as weak as the hearts you break. Don't mind me. I'm just existing. This beautiful girl with a broken smile. Nobody knows why she cries, or why she has those scars. My wrist band can hide my scars, but they can't hide my tears. I love it when you're here but I'm better when you're gone... Scars remind us that the past is real. I'm with you but I feel so alone. What happens when you get scared half to death twice? Don't knock on deaths door. Ring the bell and run. He hates that. I was gifted, but the phychiatrist took away my powers. It's ok pluto! I'm not a planet either. Officer, I swear to drunk I'm not God. A good friend will comfort you when he rejects you. A best friend will go up and ask him, "It's because you're gay, isn't it?" A good friend will be there for you when he breaks up with you. A best friend will call him and say, "You will die in seven days..." A good friend will help you move. A best friend will help you move the bodies. A good friend will bail you out of jail. A best friend will be sitting next to you saying, "That was awesome! Lets do it again!" A good friend will make you laugh. A best friend will make you cry from laughing so hard. A good friend will pick you up when you're down. A best friend will push you back down and laugh. A good friend will ask why you're crying. A best friend already has the shovel ready to bury the bastard that made you cry. The Razor Blade I'll draw you a picture And if I draw it correctly All of my cuts are a piece of art The monster that I've become I'll draw you a picture | |||||||||
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