| Sara's Girl |
Author has written 52 stories for CSI, and Harry Potter. What do you need to know about me? I suspect, not a great deal. My name's Natasha, I'm 25 and from the UK. I like black coffee, paperclips, and lying on the floor. I'm a Slytherin. I write for CSI (Vegas) and Harry Potter. My CSI stuff is primarily Nick/Greg, all of which can be found at What Makes the Desert Beautiful under Saras_Girl. I'm also at LJ, where I post in both my fandoms and also occasional rantage. Feel free to come over and say hi. You can also find me at the Hex Files and Skyehawke. I'm a helpless HPDM obsessive and I would like to take Draco Malfoy home with me. If anyone can arrange that for me, let me know. Severus Snape is my idol. My role model. I adore the grumpy old bastard. I like Slytherins and Marauders and Lucius Malfoy. And Regulus Black. Not all at the same time, though. That would be weird. A few things about me and my writing: - I'm loath to make this profile any longer than it is but I do have reason to point out the following: I don't really understand the fixation over which character is 'top' or 'bottom' in a slash story. I want to make it clear that my characters are never exclusively either, and I definitely never assign pseudo-gender roles or infer anything about the character's personality because of their position during sex. If it's a chapter story, it's probably best to expect a certain amout of switching up :) I also like to write relationships based on equality wherever possible. Anyone being 'the girl' for me completely defeats the object of slash, and I'm not into any amount of dominant/submissive type stuff. The constant little power shifts back and forth between evenly-matched characters like Harry and Draco or Nick and Greg are what makes writing fun for me. Sorry if that seems like a rant, but certain comments on the subject have hit a nerve for me recently and I felt the need to clarify my position. I don't want anyone to read my stories and then complain: 'Oh, but I don't like top/bottom (whichever character).' Honestly, the obsession with what goes where in who baffles me, and whinging about it to me is a good way to get me to blink repeatedly, sigh, and carry on regardless. - I write in the present tense. Oh, yes. I realise this is strange for some people, but apparently you get used to it before long, so I can only ask that you give it a chance :) - Thank you and much love to everyone who reviews my stories. I always try to reply but I have a sieve-like memory and if I don't, please know that I'm terribly sorry and I appreciate every single comment. Feedback is so important and is never knowingly taken for granted. - I pretty much only read/write slash stories. I like any genre but find you can't really go wrong with romance, humour and smut. Angst is fine up to a point, but I really don't enjoy the very dark stuff. There's enough rape and suicide and abuse in real life. I've been reliably informed that angst is my strong suit, which baffles me as I enjoy writing fun and sex much, much more. - Dealbreakers when reading: MPreg (just, no!), spelling character names wrong (no excuse), bad/OOC dialogue (just grates), blatant MarySue-ing (cringe) other than that, I will pretty much give anything a shot. - If you want to talk to me, about what I write or anything else, my email is n_stawarski@hotmail.com - feel free to PM or email me if you should so wish, I'm quite nice really. 24/12/10 : Updates and important info: GAH. As if I needed further proof that this site is full of FAIL, for some reason all of my scene breaks have been wiped out. They just cease to exist. They are ex-scene breaks. I realise that this completely pissflaps up the flow of my stories, and also makes those with abrupt scene changes somewhat confusing. I'm really sorry about this, everyone, and if it wasn't a mammoth task to repost everything, I would. Instead, I can only direct you to the hex files or my LJ, where everything can be read with the intended breaks in place. - I'm still writing various oneshots in Foundations!verse because I'm way too attached to it to let it go. There will be stories set within the Reparations/Foundations timeline as well as future-fics. Writing in this 'verse is so comforting, so I don't see myself stopping anytime soon. - I'll also be writing shameless pre-slashy sap/humour oneshots in 7th-year fluffy!verse, while I wait for 'The Next Big Idea' to hit me. - Staring - I don't know if or when I'm going to complete this story. I'd really like to, but inspiration is evading me. If I reach a point at which I know I'm definitely not going to finish it, I'll take it down. - There are various translations going on at this time, but currently available are Rainfall in Spanish by Vampisandi, Fascination in Chinese by Fluening, Fascination and The Next Twenty-Four Hours in Turkish by Slashsever, and Reparations in Russian by helly_hellstrom. - LJ stuff that fabulous people have written for me: The lovely, lovely mystic_tear has written a companion piece to my story, The Next Twenty-Four Hours. Her story is called 'The Next Eternity' and is the same story, but from Draco's POV. The sweet and talented Veritas03 has written a very amusing wee ficlet from Evil Peacock's point of view, 'Traumatized'. And the awesome Dornfelder has written 'Reading the Prophet', a series of vignettes from various characters' perspectives set during Chapter 12 of Foundations. The stupendous 6shotamericano is in the process of recording all my work as podfic. She has completed Foundations, Reparations and On A Clear Day, and is working her way through the Foundations!verse oneshots at the moment. All can be found on her Livejournal. ...that is all. | |||||||
1. Turn » reviewsOne good turn always deserves another. Apparently. Epilogue compliant/AU. HPDM slash but some canon het along the way. Please trust me - I promise the epilogue will not bite you.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 322,989 - Reviews: 1060 - Updated: 12-16-11 - Published: 10-29-10 - Harry P. & Draco M.2. Cake or Death reviewsPotter has cake. How rude. DrabbleFAIL for dysonrules. HPDM. AU 7th-year fluffy!verse. Daftness ahoy!Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,779 - Reviews: 81 - Published: 5-5-11 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete3. The Case of the Cherry Blossoms reviewsIf Hermione knows one thing, it's that Harry needs to talk to her about what she thinks she knows. Harry knows something is afoot, and Ron knows that the breakfast situation is critical. HPDM and HGRW AU 7th-year fluffy!verse. Fairly daft.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,678 - Reviews: 51 - Published: 4-11-11 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete4. Draco Malfoy versus the Knitting reviewsDraco does not approve of Harry's new hobby. HPDM. Foundations!verse. Fluffy as.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,020 - Reviews: 45 - Published: 2-4-11 - Complete5. Cold Comfort reviewsDraco is in denial, Harry is reaching the end of his patience, and Snape is up to something. Or someone. AU 7th-year fluffy!verse. Utterly pointless, plotless and shameless. HPDM and others.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,685 - Reviews: 68 - Published: 12-11-10 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete6. Falling Slowly reviewsHarry's not the only one who has fallen in love with a Slytherin. Foundations!verse. Will make no sense whatsoever unless you have read Reparations/Foundations. MILD HET - Cecile/Terry and slash, HPDM. You have been warned! Summary: Foundations!verse.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,593 - Reviews: 41 - Published: 10-7-10 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete7. Cupboard Love reviewsHarry is sleepy, Clive wants to talk, and grown-ups are disgusting. Just a Sunday morning. HPDM. Foundations!verse. Oneshot.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,933 - Reviews: 54 - Published: 9-3-10 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete8. Since I Lost You reviewsWhen Clive loses something very important to him, everyone has different advice to offer. Grown ups are very confusing sometimes. HPDM implied. Oneshot. Foundations!verse.Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,154 - Reviews: 61 - Published: 7-11-10 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete9. On a Clear Day reviewsDraco Malfoy is waiting for his real life to begin, and it appears that he's not the only one. Coffee, charity, and the wisdom of the elderly. HPDM. Oneshot of epic proportions.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46,310 - Reviews: 270 - Published: 1-22-10 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete10. Festive Fundamentals reviewsA pointless wee ficlet about Christmas trees and shinies and bah-humbuggery. Foundations!verse, set post-chapter 12. HPDM. Oneshot.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,513 - Reviews: 40 - Published: 12-21-09 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete11. Too Darn Hot reviewsThe heat is a Slytherin's enemy. Doom, doom, doom. 7th-year AU fluffy!verse. Slightly cracky pre-slash. Oneshot.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,600 - Reviews: 64 - Published: 11-27-09 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete12. Detestable Logic reviewsTired and irritable, Harry just wants to make dinner. Draco and his kitchen aren't helping. HPDM slash. Foundations!verse. Oneshot.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,343 - Reviews: 54 - Published: 11-23-09 - Complete13. The Significance of Draco Malfoy reviewsFeeling like an unimportant outsider... it's not unexpected but it still hurts. HPDM slash. Foundations!verse. Oneshot.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,295 - Reviews: 48 - Published: 10-30-09 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete14. Talk to Me reviewsWhen the usual channels of communication are shut down, the most surprising people can find a way in. A strange little love story. HPDM slash, AU 7th-year fluffy!verse.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17,566 - Reviews: 227 - Published: 9-25-09 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete15. The Art of Slytherin Napping reviewsDraco is rubbish at sleeping. Sort of. Foundations!verse, utter fluff. Short oneshot. HPDM slash.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,857 - Reviews: 94 - Published: 9-4-09 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete16. Rainfall reviewsSo what if Draco has a rain kink? Everyone likes something weird. AU 7th-year fluffy!verse. HPDM. Oneshot.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,957 - Reviews: 86 - Published: 8-27-09 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete17. Code Cracking for Gryffindors reviewsHarry should know better than to conceal mysterious body art from dorm-mates who pay no heed to what happened to the cat. Oneshot. AU, 7th year fluffy!verse. Cracky. HPDM.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,832 - Reviews: 158 - Published: 8-22-09 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete18. Foundations » reviewsWhen one door closes, another one opens... with a bit of a push. Life, love and complications. Sequel to Reparations. HPDM slash. COMPLETED.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 265,818 - Reviews: 778 - Updated: 8-1-09 - Published: 5-8-09 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete19. Attention reviewsEssentially, what Marley was up to during the Open Day in chapter nine of Foundations. Will make no sense unless you've read Foundations. SPOILERS for chapter nine and chapter eleven. Plotless. Marley's POV. HPDM slash.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,264 - Reviews: 46 - Published: 7-24-09 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete20. Want reviewsSirius is confused, Regulus is evil, and it's just too HOT. AU. Plotless smut. Warnings aplenty. Sirius/Regulus. SLASH. BLACKCEST. Don't say I didn't warn you.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,859 - Reviews: 63 - Published: 6-3-09 - Sirius B. & Regulus B. - Complete21. Need to Know reviewsSome are born to matchmake, some have matchmaking thrust upon them, and this whole thing is Neville's fault, anyway. HPDM. AU 7th year fluffy!verse, pre-slash. Ron's POV. Very, very silly.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,159 - Reviews: 118 - Published: 5-27-09 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete22. Waiting reviewsPrivately, Stevie Goldstein can't help but think men are pretty stupid, sometimes. Nick/Greg pre-slash, mild slash. Oneshot. Outsider POV.CSI - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,944 - Reviews: 31 - Published: 5-13-09 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete23. The Next Twenty Four Hours reviewsIn twenty-four hours, the Ministry will take your life. Until then, I'm all yours. HPDM slash, first person narrative. Character death. Quick, rough, raw, sad. My apologies.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,926 - Reviews: 216 - Published: 4-28-09 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete24. Reparations » reviewsHarry is about to discover that the steepest learning curve comes after Healer training, and that second chances can be found in unexpected places. HPDM pre-slash/slash. Now completed.Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 100,458 - Reviews: 769 - Updated: 4-10-09 - Published: 2-5-09 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete25. The Haunting reviewsAs Theo Nott's study partner, Harry finds out more than he ever wanted to know about Slytherin traditions. HPDM slash. Harry/Theo friendship. Ridiculous, silly fluff. Oneshot.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,805 - Reviews: 129 - Published: 4-7-09 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete26. Fascination reviewsSome would call it obsession, but when it comes to Draco Malfoy, Harry just can't stand not knowing. AU-ish post-war Hogwarts!fic...an experiment, I guess. Pre-slash. HPDM.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,633 - Reviews: 91 - Published: 12-21-08 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete27. Spirit reviewsNick hates Christmas. Greg is on a mission. Obliviousness abounds. Yes, it's my Christmas fic! Pre-slash, just for fun. **Slash** Nick/Greg.CSI - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,331 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 12-16-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete28. A Certain Sunset reviewsSan Francisco, 1992. The rambling tale of one perfect summer. AU-ish. **Slash** Nick/Greg. EPIC oneshot - trust me, please?CSI - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31,994 - Reviews: 130 - Published: 11-27-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete29. Transience reviewsEven the worst days are just a series of fleeting moments. Set during 'For Warrick'. **Slash** Nick/Greg pre-slashCSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,910 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 11-20-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete30. Altruism reviewsLessons in soup-making, selflessness and getting a life. Preslash fluff. **Slash** Nick/Greg.CSI - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17,850 - Reviews: 27 - Published: 10-10-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete31. After You Were Mine » reviewsWhy do I have to relive how we fell apart, just because you don't remember? **Slash** Nick/Greg. WMTDB pearoast. COMPLETE.CSI - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 47,731 - Reviews: 46 - Updated: 10-2-08 - Published: 9-19-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete32. NLS Cutting Room Floor reviewsA few scenes written for Nine Love Songs that didn't make it into the finished version. Pure, pointless, shameless fluff, just because. **Slash** Nick/GregCSI - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,091 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 9-22-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete33. Nine Love Songs » reviewsHow long does it take to get everything you never knew you wanted? Nine months. Nine songs. Nine slices of life. **Slash** Nick/Greg. COMPLETE.CSI - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 56,847 - Reviews: 79 - Updated: 9-15-08 - Published: 7-23-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete34. The Ribbon reviewsNick notices the little things...this is smut, and I am not ashamed! Pre-slash. Mild kink. **Slash** Nick/GregCSI - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,875 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 9-7-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete35. Resistance reviewsGreg is sick, and Nick is confused. Soup. Sweaters. Sappyness. Yes, that's right, it's standard issue distraction-from-chaptered-story fluff. Pre-slash – check. S6 – check. Misunderstandings – check. **Slash** Nick/Greg.CSI - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,237 - Reviews: 33 - Published: 8-27-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete36. Dry reviewsNick doesn't much care for searching for evidence in the desert. **Slash** Nick/Greg. Falls into the category 'fun with sexual tension' and includes crime scene smut. Long but hopefully worth it. WMTDB pearoast.CSI - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,422 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 8-22-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete37. Staring » reviewsCatherine can't seem to keep her eyes away from the new lab tech. Catherine/Wendy, some Nick/Greg. Slash - if you don't like it, please don't read it...CSI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,332 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 8-19-08 - Published: 6-19-08 - Catherine W.38. Wet reviewsGreg hates walking, hates golf courses and hates the rain. What could possibly change his mind? **Slash** Nick/Greg. Shameless smut. Another random pearoast from WMTDB.CSI - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,651 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-17-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete39. Disgusting reviewsPart of the 'Now That You Mention It' series of finding-out oneshots. **Slash** Nick/Greg. Perhaps investigation should be left to the younger generation...WMTDB pearoastCSI - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,305 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 8-14-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete40. Discretion reviewsAll Greg wants is for someone to tell him what the hell he did. It's reverse pre-slash! Or is it slash-preslash-slash? Who knows. But a baffled Greg is a beautiful thing. **Slash** Nick/Greg.CSI - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,984 - Reviews: 34 - Published: 8-13-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete41. Realize » reviewsA series of oneshots. Nick/Greg **slash** various genres, POV will vary. One or both realize feelings about the other.CSI - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 28,520 - Reviews: 32 - Updated: 7-20-08 - Published: 6-25-08 - Nick S. & Greg S.42. See Me reviewsGreg finally loses his self control with surprising results...**Slash** Nick/Greg, one of my first. Random WMTDB pearoast.CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,689 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 7-13-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete43. Plus One reviewsPart of the 'Now That You Mention It' series of finding-out oneshots. Signing up for the LVPD social inspires fear for Nick...**Slash** Nick/Greg. WMTDB pearoast.CSI - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,718 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 7-11-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete44. Interfering reviewsPart of the 'Now That You Mention It' series of finding-out oneshots. Greg's mother has had enough...**Slash** Nick/Greg WMTDB pearoastCSI - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,798 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 7-10-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete45. Outspoken reviewsPart of the 'Now That You Mention It' series of finding-out oneshots. Greg can be quiet, he really can...**Slash** Nick/Greg. WMTDB pearoast.CSI - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,354 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 7-8-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete46. Communication reviewsPart of the 'Now That You Mention It' series of finding-out oneshots. **Slash** Nick/Greg. Grissom can't get through to Nick, but someone else can...WMTDB pearoastCSI - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,131 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 7-7-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete47. Sharing reviewsPart of the 'Now That You Mention It' series of finding-out oneshots. Love is sharing your sense of style...Nick/Greg **Slash**CSI - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,004 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 7-5-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete48. Touch reviewsPart of the 'Now That You Mention It' series of finding-out oneshots. Nothing gets past David Hodges...Nick/Greg **Slash** WMTDB pearoast.CSI - Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,106 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 7-4-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete49. Home reviewsPart of the 'Now That You Mention It' series of oneshots. Catherine notices...Nick/Greg **Slash** WMTDB pearoast.CSI - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 864 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-2-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete50. The Observer reviewsGil Grissom is not as observant as he thinks he is. **Slash** Nick/Greg. Another random pearoast from WMTDBCSI - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,497 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 6-29-08 - Nick S. & Greg S. - Complete51. Cherry Popping reviewsGreg is a man who likes to taste...Greg/Nick **SLASH** Another random pearoast from WMTDBCSI - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,372 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 6-21-08 - Greg S. & Nick S. - Complete