Quote:

An angel with tattered wings and broken faith is the one who realizes that God has left her and she is alone.

AliceonSugar.

Witty Remark

Never interrupt your opponent while he's making a mistake.

The darkest souls are not those which choose to exist within the hell of the abyss, but those who choose to break free from that abyss and move silently among us.

This is a general disclaimer for all my stories. I don't own Twilight or the Host. Stephenie Meyer does. I only own my own plot lines and any unique characters I manage to think up.

This is my one and only warning for all. If you like stories where the main character or hero comes out of every conflict unscathed then my writing is not for you. I don't believe in overly fluffy endings. They don't gel with me. I do hope you enjoy my stories anyways. Have fun reading.

Here is the link to the pic of Bella's new car in Death of a Lifetime. This is one sweet as hell car. Hope you like it.

http://i166.photobucket.com/albums/u120/blinkfallpanic/2008corvettebluedevilinblack.jpg

Here is the link to Bella's bag from The Volturi Disguise:

http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://cn1.kaboodle.com/hi/img/2/0/0/61/e/AAAAAsvrsJUAAAAAAGHrMw.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.kaboodle.com/reviews/womens-ae-campus-messenger-bag--american-eagle-outfitters&usg=_FzLW1NCWNT3YKUZ1ry62uzUS1TI=&h=286&w=265&sz=13&hl=en&start=2&sig2=2jBn-oGelZ3QznR4elPinQ&um=1&itbs=1&tbnid=_bTmmNxWQTeHTM:&tbnh=115&tbnw=107&prev=/images3Fq3Damerican2Beagle2Bmessenger2Bbag26um3D126hl3Den26sa3DX26rlz3D1C1CHMA_en_US36926tbs3Disch:1&ei=ZKyRS5iLNM_j8QalzdyoBQ

Her pants:

http://www.ae.com/web/browse/product.jsp?catId=cat90120&productId=1437_7747

Her shirt: (the purple one)

http://www3.jcpenney.com/jcp/X6.aspx?DeptID=50455&CatID=51751&GrpTyp=SIZ&ItemID=18342fd&attrtype=&attrvalue=&CMID=5045550456&Fltr=&Srt=&QL=F&IND=8&cmVirtualCat=&CmCatId=504555045651751

Life is a scary beautiful thing. It has its high points and its low points. Most of the time life isn't fair, that is a fact of life we all must face. But if you look to your friends and stay with what you believe in then you have no worries. You will always be able to find your way in the crazy way and maze that is our world. So don't worry you'll make it and in the points you think you won't, write. Write your heart and soul and pour it onto paper.
~Me.

I'm not a poet. I may pour my heart and soul out onto paper but in the end, its just words.
~Donna Culbreth.

Just so I can clear the air before something happens, I have a deviantart and the account name is ShadowsFinder. I will be putting some of my poetry on there. Also I am going to be getting more active on my old quizilla account from years ago and moving some of my poems there. the account is DarkEarth94.

Give Me Hugs PLEASE!
HUGS TOTAL!
http://www.toxin.org/cgi-bin/hugs.cgi?&HUGS=yes&hug=Qadira

Press the Red Button

THESE ARE ENTRIES TO A WASHINGTON POST COMPETITION
ASKING FOR A TWO-LINE RHYME ...WITH THE MOST ROMANTIC FIRST LINE, AND THE LEAST ROMANTIC SECOND LINE:

1. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife:
Marrying you has screwed up my life.

2. I see your face when I am dreaming.
That's why I always wake up screaming.

3. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot;
This describes everything you are not.

4. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss,
But I only slept with you because I was pissed.

5.. I thought that I could love no other
-- that is until I met your brother.

6. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's
empty and so is your head.

7. I want to feel your sweet embrace;
But don't take that paper bag off your face.

8. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes
Damn, I'm good at telling lies!

9. My love, you take my breath away.
What have you stepped in to smell this way?

10. My feelings for you no words can tell,
Except for maybe 'Go to hell.'

11. What inspired this amorous rhyme?
Two parts vodka, one part lime.

There's nothing more addictive than a wound that's self inflicted.

If you love music there is only one place to go! http://www.pandora.com/ the number one music cite EVER!

The supreme irony of life is that hardly anyone gets out of it alivePledge for Hollywood Undead

Pledge allegiance to the mask,
That I'll carry whisky in my flask,
And anyone to diss HU,
I'll leave a bloody mess with you,
For we are family, you and I,
3 Tears for you, we all shall cry,
All day all night, our flags will fly,
The Undead Army Till The Day We Die.

Here is a small fact. YOU ARE GOING TO DIE
////////////// =_= ////////////////////////

.. .. ~A true friend can see the suffering in your eyes, while everyone else can just see the smile on your face~ ~

~You Asked me What was wrong and I said nothing... Then I turned round and whispered: EVERYTHING!!

98 of teens are bringing sexy back. I'm part of the 2 where the sexy never left!

A bunny, her eyes are taped wide open, and a stinging liquid (Laundry Detergent), is slowly dripped into her open eyes. The test was/is done to see how much laundry detergent is needed, before the animal goes blind, or her eyes are completely burned out. The test showed: Laundry detergent is damaging when splashed into eyes. Really? No way!"
ANIMAL TESTING IS SOO WRONG!! If you agree put this on your page

YOU LAUGH AT ME BECAUSE I'M DIFFERENT
I LAUGH AT YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE ALL THE SAME

For me, crazy is a loose term. Crazy is when you stare at a pencil and laugh when someone asks you just what you find so interesting about the eraser. Crazy is when you have an hour long sob-fest, then start singing and dancing when your favorite song plays. Crazy is when you do or say a totally random thing, like "do you ever wonder where the eraser bits go?" or start having a thumbwar with yourself (i find that i am a very tough opponent). So if you're crazy, copy this onto your profile

Cinderella walked on broken glass
Sleeping beauty let a whole lifetime pass
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast
Jasmine married a common thief
Ariel walked on land for love & life
Snow white barely escaped the knife
it was all about blood, sweat, & tears
because love means facing your
BIGGEST FEARS

93 of teens would have a severe emotional breakdown if someone called them a freak. If you're a part of the 7 percent who would ask the person, "What was your first clue?", copy this into your profile

Ninety-five percent of the kids out there
are concerned with being popular and fitting in.
If you're part of the five percent who aren't,
copy this, put it in your profile,
and add your name to the list.

AnimeKittyCafe, Hyperactivley Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino, Yavie Aelinel, IwuvMyKenshyPoo, Heidiplease, iNsOmNiAc BiLlIe JoE lOvEr, Black Panther Warrior, Mina the Mischevious, SnowNeko, KylaMizuki, SkyeEyesSparkle7135, Ms.Misery,SouthernSecrets15. ChristinaXCuriosity, StarLightResurrects, Gods dolphin girl, lacey loves dakota, dragongirl, AliceonSugar

~Depression: Anger without Enthusiasm
I am STRONG because I am weak
I am BEAUTIFUL because I know my flaws
I am a LOVER because I am a fighter
I am FEARLESS because I have been afraid
I am WISE because I have been foolish
--and I can LAUGH because I’ve known sadness

~Not only do I fall down stairs.
I trip up them as well.
Now that takes talent!

~SMILE it makes people wonder what you’re up too…

~ I've built a wall not to block anyone out, but to see who loves me enough to climb over it.
~The only people you need in your life are the ones that need you in theirs.

once upon a time there was a little girl. "mommy!" she shouted when she was finally rejoined with her mom after 6 months of chemo. all the mother did was cry while she held her little girl in her arms. mellissa was 6 and her mom was 31. "mommy i was living with nana and she bought me new toys and everything!" again the moms response was crying. she had been through so much pain and needles were shoved up her vains repetidly everyday. 4 months later nana died. 19 months later mellissas mom died. she had no other family and she was finally adopted at age 15. although she hated her life and commited suicide after 2 years with her new family. post this on your profile if you have someone in your family with cancer or that died because of suicide

(My great-aunt died of cancer)

Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card.

Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.

Your perfect little girl talked back to you again.

Your perfect little girl painted her nails black.

Your perfect little girl has lied to you all her life.

Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep every night.

Your perfect little girl dated before she was sixteen.

Your perfect little girl was broken by a boy.

Your perfect little girl hates you.

Your perfect little girl has given up on life.

Your perfect little girl had a tantrum today.

Your perfect little girl wants to run away.

Your perfect little girl has no real friends.

Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.

Your perfect little girl disobeys you.

Your perfect little girl hates the world.

Your perfect little girl is hated by the world in return.

Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.

Your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.

Your perfect little girl...well she's not so perfect anymore...

(no one is perfect, so don't hold it against them ... when they mess up)

THIS IS MY LIFE IM NEVER GOOD ENOUGH!

YOUR DAY, IM NIGHT
by; Fearlessly in love

night and day
life and death
peaceful and loud
so alike but so different
your different from me
im different from you
your quiet like the day
im loud like the night
you can walk down the street with a smile
i just walk down the street dying inside
you can smile and mean it
i smile when i want people to think im ok
you sit in your bed peacefully asleep
i lay in bed soaked in tears
your arms are strong and clean
my have scars and blood
see your different
im just as they say another whinney kid
or am i different
or are you the same
im so confused
your day im night
your life im death
your a happy person
but what am i...?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

If you'd walk 5,000 miles to spend 5 minutes with someone who you love, put this in your profile."

~I believe that everything happens for a Reason..
People change so that You can learn to let go..
Things go wrong so that You appriciate them when they're right..
You believe lies so You eventually learn to trust no one but yourself..
And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can piece together...

If you believe that the pink bunnies of doom are really out to get you... copy and paste this onto your profile.
(if you don't... you better watch your back... they're coming for you next.)

(\ /)
(O.o)
(>" /_\ Help evil bunny further on his
quest of world domination!

c(")(") This is another bunny... but you don't have to put him on your profile. He's kind of shy..

Don't Label MeI'm Not A F ucking Soup Can!

I WANT TO BE REMEMBERED AS THE GIRL WHO ALWAYS SMILES EVEN IF HER HEART IS BROKEN AND THE ONE THAT COULD ALWAYS BRIGHTEN UP YOUR DAY EVEN IF SHE COULDN'T EVEN BRIGHTEN HER OWN...!!SOME FREAKING AWESOME SAYINGS...

~This is Bob..
Bob likes you..
Bob also likes sharp things..
I suggest you run from Bob...

~You're a great friend but if zombies chase us...I'm tripping you.

~It is better to look stupid and keep your mouth shut than to open it and prove it.

~I'm going to Smile like nothing is wrong,
Talk like everything is perfect,
Act like it's all a dream,
And Pretend it's not hurting me..

~Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else.

"A shot to kill the pain
A pill to drain the shame
A purge to stop the gain
A cut to break the vein
A smoke to ease the crave
A drink to win the game
An addiction's an addiction
Because it always hurts the same"

ѕєℓƒ нαям αωαяєηєѕѕ
... ...

~Not all scars show, not all wounds heal you can't always see The pain someone feels.
~ She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story
~ Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart.
~Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.
~I wake up and think dreams are real. I sleep so I don't have to feel.
~Cause f ucking up takes practice, and I feel I'm well rehearsed.
~ I didn't want to admit it. It was easier to lie. Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.

ι'м иσт ∂єρяєѕѕє∂ -- ι'м נυѕт αℓωαуѕ ѕα∂.
ι'м иσт ¢яуιиg -- му єуєѕ αяє נυѕт fυℓℓ σf тєαяѕ.
ι’м иσт ℓινιиg -- ι נυѕт кєєρ вяєαтнιиg.
ι'м иσт ѕтυρι∂ -- ι נυѕт ∂σи’т gєт ιт.
ι’м иσт тяуιиg -- ι’νє αℓяєα∂у gινєи υρ.
ι'м иσт ωєιя∂ -- ι'м נυѕт ∂ιffєяєит.
ι'м иσт α яєвєℓ -- ι נυѕт ∂σи’т тαкє σя∂єяѕ.
ι'м иσт α вєℓιєνєя -- ι’νє αℓяєα∂у ℓσѕт нσρє.
ι'м иσт α fυ¢к υρ -- ι נυѕт мαкє мιѕтαкєѕ.
ι'м иσт ємσтισиαℓ -- ι נυѕт нανє α ℓσт σf fєєℓιиgѕ.
ι'м иσт α ¢υттєя -- ι נυѕт fσυи∂ α ωαу тσ gєт яι∂ σf ραιи.
ι'м иσт ℓαυgнιиg -- ι иєє∂ тσ ѕмιℓє fιяѕт
ι'м иσт ρєяfє¢т -- ι ∂σи’т ωαит тσ вє.
ι'м иσт ιgиσяιиg -- ι נυѕт ¢нσσѕє иσт тσ ℓιѕтєи.
ι'м иσт α gσѕѕιρ -- ι нανє му σωи ℓιfє.
ι'м иσт ιмραтιєит -- ι נυѕт ∂σи’т ℓιкє тσ ωαιт.
ι'м иσт тσυgн -- ι נυѕт ∂σи’т тαкє ѕнιт.
ι'м иσт σριиισиαтє∂ -- ι נυѕт νσι¢є ωнαт ι тнιик.
ι'м иσт qυєѕтισиιиg -- ι נυѕт нανє му ∂συвтѕ.
ι'м иσт нι∂ιиg -- ι נυѕт ωαит тσ ∂ιѕαρρєαя.

im sorry if i...

CRY too much
SMILE too big
LAUGH alot
SING in the car
CUT my wrist
DANCE in the rain
SLEEP on the floor
TALK too loud
TRY too hard

just remember im me not you
repost this on your page if you've been judged

Some of the funniest things I have ever heard.

"No! I won't go to h ell! I've got a restraing order."
"I GOT STUPID VISION!"
"Do not make me throw a possum at your face."
"If you read this...you're finished reading."
"It'll be funnier than a penguin playing a banjo."
"He said: I don't know why you wear a bra; you've got nothing to put in it. She said: You wear pants, don't you?"
"I don't need to 'get a life'. I'm a gamer. I have lots of lives."
"I'll kill him. I'll kill him dead. Like with a rock...or something."
"I've got A.D.D. and magic markers. Oh the thrills I will have." "If I wake up with marker on my face...I'll stab you!"
"Bring out ur inner ninja."
"No, as a matter of fact, you did not do my mom last night. Thanks."
"Every time I go to the doctors, I get a jacket. A straight one. it makes me feel special because I get to hug myself."
"I'll try to be nicer if you try to be smarter."
"Hi. I'll eat you if you make me mad."
"The greener grass on the other side is probably artificial turf."
"I am a loud man with a very large hat! This means I am in charge!"
"You are hot, sexy, and nice. Oops, sorry, wrong person."
"I dreamt of you last night... you were screaming and you had a toothpick in your eye."

Some of my favorite quotes or things I have found.

1. I'll write your name on the bullet so that they will all know you were the last thing to go through my mind

2. A million broken hearts are carried on a million broken wings

3. I don't run away from you I walk away slowly, and it kills me because you don't care enough to stop me.

4. His little whispers, love me, love me, that's all I ask for, love me love me, he battered his tiny wrists to feel something, wondered what it's like to touch and feel something

5. As she sits in the corner face to the floor she dispose smoke from her lips, and slowly floats away with it, letting go of so much pain, and the tears, are thick enough to stain the pavement that slowly become, her best friend when she needs to run away

6. Words that can not be said stream down my face silently

7. Anyone can catch your eyes but it takes someone special to catch you heart

8.To write love on her arms, to spill suicide from her wrists

9.You once said that you would never see my heart break, so did you close your eyes when you said those hurtful and irrevocable words?

10. Throw the bottle, Break the door, and disappear, Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams, waiting to say, I miss you I'm so sorry

11. Scream, Like you didn't have any attention any way

12. I'm gonna draw a picture, a picture with a twist, I'm gonna draw it with a razor blade, I'm gonna draw it on my wrist,And if I draw it correctly, A red fountain will appear... To wash away my sorrows, To chase away my fears.

13. Sick of crying, tired of trying, and yeah I'm smiling, but inside, I'm dying

14. Secrets don't make friends, only broken hearts

15.A boy gave his girl 12 roses; 11 real and one fake. He said, "I will love you until the last rose dies."

16.A broken heart is like a broken mirror. It's better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it.

17. And sometimes you make me so mad I wanna throw you in the middle of on-going traffic;
but then I realize I would probably kill myself trying to save you.

18.Cracks in the concrete show that you fall apart no matter how strong you are.

19.If you cry because the sun has gone out of your life, your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars.

20.Roses are red, violets are blue. My rose is white, and it's bleeding for you.

21. Sticks and stones, may break my bones, but your words, they surely kill, is it worth it, to die a little each day, all for unseen grace?When I say I'm fine, what I'm really saying is,
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I'm~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~F ucked up~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I nsecure~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~N eurotic~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~E motional~~~~~~

Yeah I'm JUST fine.