Hey, the only thing that's really need-to-know about me is that I love anime, literature and drawing. My favorite anime to write fan fics about is Naruto. I also love Gakuen Heaven, Sukisho, Hikaru no Go, Gravitation, Yu-Gi-Oh (some people never grow up!), Xiaolin Showdown, Avatar, Saint Beast: Ikusen no Hiro to Yoru Hen, and Saint Beast: Kouin Jojishi Tenshi Tan.

P.S. Insane Yaoi fangirl. You've been warned.

"All Yaoi fangirls are joined together by an invisible and unbreakable bond. This bond is called Yaoi..." Repost this if you are an insane Yaoi fangirl like myself.

Favorite Naruto characters:

Neji--HOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!! squeals faints

Itachi--It makes me angry that Sasuke kills him!! HE'S BETTER THAN HIS STUPID OTOTO!! He's my Itachi...

Shikamaru--Totally awesome in every way, just not as hot as Neji.

Gaara--Completely awesome and HOOOOT!! Second hottest after Neji

Ino--My FAVORITE female character in Naruto. I want her to kick Sakura's ass, and on Clash of Ninja 2 I make that happen AAAALLL the time!!

Lee--He's HILARIOUS!! FCKIN HILARIOUS!!

Tenten--Second favorite female character in Naruto!! Love her obsession with weapons!! drool Weapons...yay!!

Shino--The episode where he laughs is FUUUUUNNNYYYY!! And he also is hot. If you're open minded.

Tayuya--Temari does not deserve to beat her!! Tayuya is waaaaay too cool for the poser of Suna! I love this girl!!

Sakon & Ukon--DAMMIT, Ukon should be listed for 'Characters'!! He and Sakon are just the essence of awesomeness!!

Jirobo--I love him!! He's always telling Tayuya to act like a lady! Too awesome! Kawaii!!

Kidomaru--Awww, he may almost kill Neji, but when he's with the other Sound Five then he's awesome!!

Kimimaro--WOOT!! HAWT!! I love him and he's soooooo cuuute as a child!! He sooooo does not deserve to die! I wuvs him...

GO SOUND FOUR AND KIMIMARO!!

Favorite Naruto Pairings:

SasuNeji--hot as HELL!!

ShikaNeji--really cute and can be very hot, depending on the fic and the mature content.

ShinoNeji--good pair for fluff, hot too, if you want it to be. I mostly read or write it when I'm in a sad mood or not in a major YAOI mood.

GaaraNeji--Uh...Yeah...AWESOMENESS!! I love this pairing!! Especially when Gaara's the Seme. That's hawt...

ItaNeji--Yeah...what can I say about this pairing...? Oh, right. Haaawwwwtnesss!!

KankuNeji--Ok, yeah, anyone with uke Neji is hot!! And besides Kanky is a funny bastard who is just plain awesome when paired with Neji!!

LeeNeji--Don't hate me!! I just can't help but love this pairing!! It provides awesome fluff!

LeeSasu--Ok, yeah, everyone's already established that I'm weird when it comes to pairings, but I'm an openminded yaoi fangirl and this pairing is just downright cute!!

GaaraKanku--Yeah, I'm weird, I know, but anime incest is so COOL!!

InoHina--Yuri is pretty cool, not as cool as Yaoi, but this couple is cute, and makes me go, "Awwwwwwwwww!!" all the time, so, meh.

BTW, I love to pair up the Sound Five in lots of different ways.

Naruto Pairings I HATE:

SasuNaruSasu--Always hated it, always will. It's predictable and quite frankly very cliche. There're a bunch of other problems that I have with it, but that's fine for now.

ShikaTem--Can you say, "EEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWW!!"?

SasuSaku--Sakura in no way deserves Sasuke, even though he can be a little bitch sometimes.

NaruHina--I like Hinata better when she's single, or with Ino.

NejiTen--...Neji...will...never...be...straight...with...her...!!

NejiHina--...I have nothing to say...revolting.

I just seem to hate straight couples.

Favorite Gakuen Heaven Characters:

EVERYONE!!

Favorite Gakuen Heaven Pairings:

KazukiKeita--Awwwww, so kawaiiiii!!

OmiKaoru--I simply ADORE THEM!! Possibly my fav pairing from this anime.

ShinomiyaIwai--The artist and the archer!! I squeal when I see them together..!

HideNiwa--There's a reason why they're always together!! ;3

WataruKakeru--Refer to HideNiwa, ~TWINCEST!!~

HiroyaJin--I cried during the last episode when Hiroya wakes up!! They're perfect for each other!!

NaruseShunsuke--What the hell!! Might as well pair off everyone and besides, they're always together more often than not!

Poor Satoshi doesn't have anyone to be his seme!! =( Oh well, he has Tonosama!! Go kitty!!

Faovrite Sukisho Characters:

Matsuri--Yeeee!! SO FUNNY!! He's always setting Sora and Sunao up! He just rooocckkss!!

Gaku--~SQUEEEEEEEE~ Little fanboy so adorable!! I wuvs him!! >3

Nagase--Last episode in the hot springs is priceless!! And besides that, he is simply hawtness.

Favorite Sukishi Pairings:

NagaseGaku--BEST PAIRING FROM THE ENTIRE FCKIN' SERIES!! Like I said earlier, the last episode is priceless, I lost my voice cuzI couldn't stop screaming!!

Favorite Hikaru no Go Characters:

Akira--He is awesome!! From the moment I saw him, I was all over him!! He's so kawaii!! Luv him!!

Sai--Who could hate him?? I'm just sad that he left Hikaru. =( He's amazing and I wuvs him!!

Hikaru--Cute little blondie/black-haired guy!! Luv him!! He's so awesomely adorable yet hot. I don't know what it is.

Favorite Pairings from Hikaru no Go:

Give ya one guess...HikaruAkira--Yeeeepppp!! I luv 'em! There is a reason why they are both 'chasing' each other, and it ain't because of Go, I'll tell you that! ;3

OgataAshiwara--Ok, I just recently discovered this one and it's adorable!! Totally smexy blonde guy with adorably intimacy-shy pupil guy?? I luvs it...!!

KagaTsutsui--I loved this pair as soon as I saw them together!! Total KAWAII-NEESSS!! Kaga's so smart-assy and Tsutsui is so adorably innocent!!

IsumiWaya--If you love any of the above Hikaru No Go pairings, you gotta love this one too! They're just made for each other!! It's such a perfect match!! >3

Favorite Yu-Gi-Oh Characters:

Ishizu--Yeah, awesome Egyptian woman with a powerful necklace that's able to look into people's souls. Do I really need to say more??

Malik--He's soooo cuuuuute!! I feel so bad for him when he gets all those characters engraved on his back. I was crying!!

Ryou--Awwwwwwwwwww, I luvs him!! I swear, I did not know they would give him a British accent on KidsWB!! Kinda surprised me there.

Duke--HOT PANTS!! The very image of Duke is enough to make me swoon!! I love him!

Kaiba--Ok, the esscence of awesomeness!! Hello, he's got a fcking awesome coat that flows behind him every time he walks, he's like a damn god!!

Favorite Yu-Gi-Oh Pairings:

MalikRyou--Two really hot ukes band together to make one awesome pair!! I love this pairing! It's how I got hooked on Yaoi Yu-Gi-Oh!!

DukeTristan--They fight over Serenity, but they want each other. I can tell!!

PegasusKaiba--AAAAHHHH!! I know it's weird, but I can't help it, my friend drilled this pairing into my mind and started my obsession with it. Now, I can't stop loving it.

KaibaYami--Um, yeah, ok, uh, Haaaaaawwwttt!! I luv these guys!! They don't hate each other at all, they were just angry because they both wanted to be seme, and it sort of escalated from there.

Yu-Gi-Oh Pairings I HATE:

ANYONE WHO'S STRAIGHT!! That means: YugiTeya, YamiTeya, ANYONExTeya, JoeyMai, DukeSerenity, TristanSerenity, KaibaKisara, ANYONExMai, ANYONExSerenity, ANYONEKisara, etcetera, etcetera.

I hate hetero pairings. Period.

Favorite Xiaolin Showdown Characters:

Omi--Love the little guy!! So funny! And adroable! I luv how he knows nothing of slang!

Clay--Adorable cowboy!! Luv him, so awesome, funny, Western, awesome!!

Jack--Haha!! Evil boy genius=funnyboy genius!! (All Xiaolin Showdown characters are funny apparently)

Chase--Every show needs at least one hawt guy, and HERE HE IS!! Awesome dragon overlord rocks, and is hawt. I am in love with him...O.o

Favorite Xiaolin Showdown Pairings:

ChaseJack/Chack--Ok, funny clumsy boy genius with powerful sexy immortal dragon guy, what more can I say?? ;D

Favorite Avatar Characters:

Sokka--Funny little water warrior, heh, awesome!! Cuutie!!

Zuko--Figures. I'm a crazed fangirl, why the hell wouldn't I be obsessed with Zuko?? He's just hawt. >D

Toph--I love her so much!! She is definitely my favorite character from the whole thing! I love when she joins Aang!

Favorite Avatar Pairings:

SokkaZuko--I LOVE THEM!! Don't try to persuade me that I'm weird, I'll never cast this pairing aside!!

Avatar Pairings I HATE:

AangKatara--Katara sucks. Bitchy asshole has no right to be so mean to my Zuko. And besides that it's a straight pairing.

ZukoKatara--...WHAT??...>P

ZukoMai--GO ROT IN HELL, AND LEAVE ZUKO TO SOKKA!!

SokkaSuki--...Just go back where you came from Suki, and leave Sokka to Zuko.

I will tolerate absolutely NO straight couples in this anime. Sorry, can't help loving boyxboy love.

Favorite Gravitation Characters:

Suguru--Who wouldn't love the cute little keyboardist in Bad Luck?? >3 I think he's the real reason Bad Luck is so popular...I WUVS HIM!!

Hiro--Heeeeeellloooo!! Haaawwtt!! Awesome redhead smexy beast! I bask in his awesomeness!!

Tohma--Awwwww, cute little blonde guy who is effeminite and thinks he's all that and a bag of chips!! He's adorable and hot and I luv his outfits!! I just don't like how he's in love with Eiri...NOT cool!!

The Two Pairings I LOVE From Gravitation:

TOHMASUGURU--Kyaaaa!! One of the only reasons I'm fuckin still interested in Gravitation!! Suguru is my favorite character and I really don't care about Eiri and I hate that Tohma loves him!! Grrrrrrr...They're cousins, they already have a special bond!! Eiri needs to get the hell out of the picture and just go stay with Shuichi!!

HIROSUGURU--OMG, guitarist and keyboardist!! Can anyone say KAWAIII!! They're so cuuute togehter!! But Ayaka needs to get out of Hiro's life and go fuck someone else or somethin, because Hiro belongs with Suguru and Suguru only!! When Fujisaki isn't with Seguchi, of course. ;3

Favorite Saint Beast Characters:

Kirin no Yuda--Just so ya know, I don't watch Seijuu Kourin Hen cuz I do not see how Yuda could become so evil after everything that he's been through. I follow the entire series up to that point and then I just imagine! Kinda stupid I know, but I just don't see Yuda, or Ruka for that matter, becoming so evil. Besides, I love this guy!

Houou no Ruka--Yuda's BFF!! Love this guy, he is so amazing! Oh, and totally NOT evil! Face the facts, he is sooooo head over heels for Rei it's not even funny! And he's just awesome.

Byakko no Gai--WOOT!! GO little guy!! (no pun intended) I love this kid! He is so awesomely adorably kick-ass! He and Maya make the perfect prank team! I love how he's always the brunt of everyone's teasing and is still so lovable! You could never be angry at him!

Suzaku no Rei--Uke-ist guy in the whole friggin series!! My sister thought he was a girl at first, and I admit, I did too...-.- But!! I wised up and soon figured out he was indeed a guy! And now I loves him! He's so cute with all of his hidden (or maybe not so hidden) feelins for Ruka!!

Genbu no Shin--Possibly my fav character. I am in love with this guy! But then, so is Yuda, and I guess he was there first so...;D SOOOO sweet and innocent and wonderful!! That is all I can say righ tnow for him, yet there is so much more to be said!

Seiryuu no Gou--OOooooh, he's the tough guy! And he would kill anyone who crosses him! He's so hawt! I wish they'd go more indepth with his relationship with Gai, those two are meant for each other!

Fuga no Maya--Awwwwwwww, he is the most adorable of all characters in this series! I love his relationship with Kira! And Gai. Those two are totally BFF's!! I feel bad that he has to leave Heaven though!! He doesn't deserve to be bullied just because he's of mixed blood!! It makes me angry...

Ryusei no Kira--He's an ass, but he's still so sweet with Maya! Everyone knows he loves Maya more than just a brother and I love how protective of his sweet little brother he is!

Kakero no Shiva--Yes, I like the cruel bastard who is mean to Shin. I can't help it, I always love the misunderstood characters!! I jut feel like hugging him so much throughout the whole series! He needs some lovin too! It isn't fair that he doesn't have anyone to help him through all of his hard times!! And he's another reason that I don't watch Seijuu Kourin Hen. Because he attacks Shin and then gets dragged to Hell by the demons Yuda summons. I get angry at everyone for being so misunderstanding towards him! He rivals Shin for the coveted position as my fav character!

Fav Saint Beast Pairings:

YudaShin--Duh, I looooove these two together!! Yuda, in my mind, never turns evil, even though he does technically get sucked into Hell...He pulls through because he has Ruka with him and because he knows that Shin is waiting for him!! All that fluffy goodiness!!

RukaRei--Uuuuhhh, yeeeeeaaaah, the epitome of fluff and sweet loviness!! I love their meeting in the OAV!! Rei is soo shy, it's sooooo sweet!! Of course Ruka's going to fall for him almost immediately!!

GouGai--Heh, these two deserve more screentime than they're been given, I think. Gou is Gai's keeper and for some reason, they sorta remind me of Hunni and Mori...Except Gou is veeeeeery different from Mori and Gai is veeeeeery different from Hunni. Oh well, these two are adorable!!

GouShiva--Yeah, I realize not many people would see the potential in this pairing (but then, I wouldn't know), but Gou is always trying to get Shiva to dispell the darkness in his heart, so I always imagine that he's doing it out of the love that he himself has for Shiva. And then Shiva suddenly realizes that his obsession with Yuda is not real affection and that he could have so much more with Gou!! Any way you imagine it (or don't imagine it) I love this pairing!!

KiraShiva--CRACK/SLASH!! LUV IT!! I really have no good reason for these two to be together, I just think it's cute. ;3

ShivaPandora--Well, of course!! Not only is it an implied pairing, it's also AWESOME!! Pandora rivals Rei for First Place Uke. He and Shiva just work!! It starts out strictly platonic, but then it soon becomes...MORE!! XD I LUVS THEM!!

KiraMaya--INCEST!! Love it!! This goes on my list of the sweetest anime-cest couples ever!! Kira is so protective of sweet little Maya, and we all know that it stems from his less than innocent feelings for his precious little brother!! THEY ARE SO CUTE!! And besides, they're always with each other.

On a different note:

If you've been on the computer for hours on end, reading numerous fanfictions, copy this onto your profile, and add your name to this list: danyan, Zutara Lover, Black'n'red'Butterfly, Enrica(real name)(i always change my penname)(tehehehe) I'veComeToTakeYourCheese, Vampire Scooby, alannaswarrior, random.clumsy.vampire., Edward.love.of.my.existance., shi-Toyu, The-Sponge-Who-Could-Fly, Neko Raiga, NejiKikyoAnimeRose

If you think that Sasuke from Naruto completly has to have the nick-name 'Chicken Butt Hair Dude', copy this to your profile while laughing your tail off.

If you've ever imagined yourself killing off a fictional character so that you could steal her fictional boyfriend, copy this into your profile.

If you've ever asked a really stupid, obvious question, copy and paste this onto your profile.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

This, I posted from G.L.G. Thx.

These are just some drabbles I made up to narrate some of the quotes seen above:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

My mother looked at me with a shocked expression on her face. By now, my father had left the room, embarrassed by me. I stood frozen, my body neither capable of nor willing to move. I felt my heart speed up as my mother opened her mouth.

“What?” she asked, her voice telling me all too clearly that she wanted me to say ‘nothing’ or ‘I didn’t say anything.’ She wanted me to say anything to counter what I had just said. I looked down.

“I-I’m a lesbian,” I said again, this time almost a whisper, my voice so choked up it didn’t even sound like me anymore. Thanks to my peripheral vision I saw my mother raise a shaking hand slowly to the bridge of her nose, where it rested, and I noticed a vein beginning to pulse in her forehead. Was she…angry at me?

The sigh that escaped her lips explained everything to me. She was angry. She didn’t want to be the parent of a homosexual female. I could tell that much. What I couldn’t predict was what was coming next.

“Get out,” my mother spoke. I looked up at her, my jaw dropping as I did so. My eyes were wide and my breathing increased. She didn’t look at me as I confronted her perplexedly.

“Why!?” I cried. She looked up to me, but instead of looking into my eyes, she chose to focus hers on something behind me. I couldn’t believe what I had just heard. We stood there for a moment, the tense and awkwardness quickly changing to anger and misunderstanding. My mother’s face suddenly became contorted with anger.

“My only daughter comes to me and tells me that she’s attracted to other women!” she yelled. “You tell me why!” My mind stopped controlling my mouth then. Everything; every bitter thought I held towards my mother right then came spilling out in one desperate rant.

“Why do you hate me!?” I screamed. “Why can’t I be accepted by you even though I am different!? Why can’t you support my homosexuality as much as you oppose racism!? Why are you so damn difficult to talk to!?” There were plenty more things I wanted to say, but one look from my mother told me that she wouldn’t hear. She couldn’t hear. Not me. She couldn’t hear the jumbled words of an angry lesbian. She just looked at me blankly and repeated those two words I never thought I would hear from her.

“Get out.”

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

I hear a faint noise somewhere in the house and I wake up, rubbing my eyes. I turn in my bed and see that my brother is not in his. I panic. What is he going to do!? Quickly as I can I spring from my bed and run to the bathroom, the place he goes to almost every night like this one.

I find him there, sitting on the floor, his eyes wild and pain-filled, his right hand shaking and holding a knife above his left wrist. I rush to him and grab the knife from him, throwing it to the floor beside me. I kneel down beside him and grasp his shoulders, looking into his anguished eyes, and trying to tell him it’s alright. He begins to sob and buries his head against me, drawing his arms up against me in a desperate embrace. I lift my arms up around him and hold him as tightly as I had so many other nights.

“Shhhhh, it’s alright,” I say. “It was just a dream, it’s going to be okay.” I hear his muffled breaths against me and I feel him shake his head.

“Nooo,” he cries, his voice making my mind wince and my heart tear. “They w-won’t leave me alone!! I d-didn’t do anything! W-why are they h-hurting me!!” I keep my arms around him, comforting him, and, at the same time, trying to find comfort for myself, but I’m worried. And scared. For him.

I know this is going to happen again. I know and I don’t like it. But, as long as he lets me in, as long as he doesn’t hide himself from me, I know that he and I are going to pull through this.

We can do it.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I sat up in bed, sweating and panting, eyes wide with fear and remorse. It happened again. The same nightmare I’ve always had since I’ve been taken away from them. Since I’ve been taken away from the two people who ever loved me. I was being ripped from their arms by faceless soulless things and put in chains, while they faded from sight. I called for them but nothing answered. They just disappeared from my sight and from my life.

I want them to come back. He with the smiling face and strong arms, and his partner with the same kind smile, only slightly different, and both with the stories that could always put me to sleep without dreams or nightmares.

I wish they were the ones who slept in the room right next to mine. I wish they were the ones who had taken me home with them. I wish they were my family.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I sat at the table reading the paper to myself as I always did, when I heard the door open and I froze. That was him. Most definitely. That was my son.

“Dad! Guess what?” he shouted as he ran into the kitchen and threw his little arms around me. “I got the part!” I tensed and quickly wriggled my way out of his grasp, trying not to look too frightened.

“T-that’s great, son,” I tried to sound genuinely happy for him. I tried to send him the vibe most other sons get from their fathers that encourages them and spurs them on, but I knew that this vibe sent only reluctance, hesitance and regret. I saw his face fall and I had to turn away, hiding shame and grief. That wasn’t the first time I had seen that look. And every time it got worse.

I had never once embraced him in my life. I had never once thrown my arms around him in fatherly support or just a playful hug to make him giggle and laugh. I’d never been able to. All because of my intimate love for someone who wasn’t my wife, his mother. All because of the way my family and friends rejected me because of that love. It hurt. And I couldn’t show my son the affection and love he needed because of it.

All because I was afraid of what I was; gay.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I lay there silently, trying desperately to block the sounds from my mind. The sounds of him. My lover, my partner, the one I had lived with for twenty-seven years. He was trying to see me, I knew. But, they wouldn’t let gay people in. They wouldn’t let homosexual men in to see their dying partners. It wasn’t right to them. It didn’t make sense to them the way it did to us.

I wanted to shout to them. I wanted to force them to let him in. I wanted to see him before I…left. I’d tried to fight it. I’d tried to fight the curse that was slowly bringing me closer to death. And he’d tried to fight it with me. And he would’ve gone with me to the end. But they stood in the way.

And now, here I lay, in that godforsaken hospital bed, the last of my life slowly leaving me, and he, outside fighting tooth and nail to get to me. So that I could at least die happy. In his arms. In his love.

But I can’t. I’m not allowed…to be happy…as I die...

And he can’t. He’s not allowed…to make me happy…as I die…

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

Heh. I woke up this morning. My arm didn’t have a bandage on it anymore. My legs were suspended in two casts that held them still and stiff. They felt numb and I knew I couldn’t and wouldn’t be able to use them.

But, hey, I was alive. I went from being a vegetable back to being my old human self. And in just three weeks. That, the doctors pointed out, was lucky. If I hadn’t been found when I did, I would’ve died. That scared me. And my parents. They were practically bawling when they saw me. Well, so they told me. I wasn’t awake. I was in a coma. Half dead.

And the ones who put me in the coma were still out there somewhere. That scared me even more. I shuddered at the thought of having to go through that again. I didn’t want to deal with that again. They had almost killed me just because I was a guy who had been kissing another guy. Who had been—and still was—romantically interested in another guy. That reasoning of theirs made me pretty angry, but pretty scared. I kept debating about breaking it off with my boyfriend just because I don’t want to get hurt again.

I fought back the moisture in my eyes as the memory came back to me. I had been walking home with him and along the way, he had pulled me off of the main sidewalk. And had started kissing me. Of course I kissed back. His lips felt so soft. And warm.

But the next thing I knew, I was being pulled away from him. And then I was being beaten. I heard his angry shouts and watched as he threw punch after punch to get them off of me, but they overpowered him, and he was out in a few minutes. But not dead. Thank God he wasn’t dead. But he wasn’t conscious to help me. They beat me to a pulp. Calling me names. Faggot. Queer. And more names. More hurtful names. Names that drove to me the ground just like their fists. And I don’t remember anymore after that. Sometime after, someone found us and called the ambulance.

And that brought me to the here and now. I was finally out of my coma and I saw everyone I loved right there next to me. Even him. He wasn’t all that hurt. Not compared to me. But I was still relieved. He smiled at me. And I smiled back. My parents and relatives were all fighting back tears, but I just lay there, smiling. My eyes never left his.

According to what the doctor said, my legs should heal in about a year.

Who knows? Maybe, in a year, I’ll be able to walk to my mother again, so I can giver her a hug before I go to school. Maybe I’ll be able to walk my little sister to her Ballet lessons again.

Maybe. Maybe I’ll be able to walk to him and finish what he started. That day on the sidewalk. But, this time, without the interruptions. Without the danger. Without the pain.

Optimism. Even though the gray storm clouds still hang over my head, I can see the silver lining. Him. My perfect silver lining. He’ll help me through this.

I know it.

My name is Tiffany

I am three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren’t ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can’t do a wrong

I can’t speak at all

Or else im locked up

All day long.

When im awake im all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren’t home

When my mommy does come home

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe ill just get

One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlie’s bar.

I hear him curse

My name is called

I press myself

Against the wall

I try to hide

From his evil eyes

I’m so afraid now

I’m starting to cry

He finds me weeping

Calls me ugly words,

He says its my fault

He suffers at work.

He slaps and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And run to the door

He’s already locked it

And i start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken,

"I’m sorry!", I scream

But its now much to late

His face has been twisted

Into a unimaginable shape

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

O please God, have mercy!

O please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door

While i lay there motionless

Sprawled on the floor

My name is tiffany

I am three,

Tonight my daddy

Murdered me

IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE

Please pass it on.

Mummy...Johnny brought a gun to school
He told his friends that it was cool
And when he pulled the trigger back
It shot with a great crack
Mummy I was a good girl
I did what I was told
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold
But mummy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye
I'm sorry mummy I had to go, but mommy please don't cry
When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another
And all because he got the gun from his older brother
Mummy please tell daddy that I love him very much
And please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush
And tell my little sister that she is the only one now
And tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now
And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best
Mummy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest
Mummy tell my teachers I won't show up for class
And never to forget this and please don't let this pass
Mummy why'd it have to be me no one deserves this
Mummy warn the others, mummy I left without a kiss
And mummy tell the doctors I know they really did try
I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry
Mummy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest
But mummy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest
Mummy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack
Mummy listen to me if you would
I wanted to go to college
I wanted to try things that were new
I guess I'm not going with daddy
On that trip to the new zoo
I wanted to get married
I wanted to have a kid
I wanted to be an actress
Mummy I wanted to live
But mummy I must go now
The time is getting late
Mummy tell my Chris
I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date
I love you mummy I always have
I know you know it's true
Mummy all I wanted to say is "mummy I love you"
In memory of the Columbian students that were lost
Please if you would
Pass this around
I'd be happy if you could
Don't smash this on the ground
If you pass this on
Maybe people will cry
Just keep this in heart
For the people that didn't get to say "goodbye"
Repost.

Notice: To all those who think Homophobia is wrong and want to fight for a better future for our gay and lesbian and Bi friends, please repost this into your profile:

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and
Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they
demonstrated unimaginable acts of hate. Matthew was tied to a split-rail
fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost
18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a
scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort
Collins, Colorado. KILLED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!

Thanks.

Copy and paste this into your profile if when you were young... There were only 150 Pokemon. Digimon was popular. Yugi-Oh actually had Yugi in it. You didn’t get weird looks when you went Trick-or-Treating. Nobody cared what you looked like. Hamtaro ROCKED. Catching a pidgeon was cool. Pirates before Pirates of the Carribean. Nobody knew how to spell 'Volcano'. Pinky and the brain were cartoon characters, not body parts. Saying 'moron' was a swear word. Fire was considered dangerous. The only thing you had to worry about were cooties. Cursive writing was just a bunch of swirly lines. Multiplication was scary. Dora the Explorer and that goddamned monkey who follows her EVERYWHERE didn't exist. The first Harry Potter was the coolest thing since sliced bread. If you were, copy and paste then write your name. Catemonster, Angel Dumott Schunard Collins, Palinana, NejiKikyoAnimeRose

"REMEMBER WHEN"

REMEMBER WHEN ..
getting HiGH meant swinging at a playground?
the worst thing you could get from a boy was c0otiEs?
when )m 0 m( was your hero
and 'D a D' was the boy you were gonna marry?
when your W0RST ENEMiES were your siblings
and rAcE iSsuEs were about who ran fastest?
when - WAR- was a card game
and life was simple and care free?
remember when all you wanted to do
WAS GROW UP?

15 Things to do when your in Walmart!

1. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals.
2. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms.
3. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, "Code 3' in housewares"... and see what happens.
4. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away.
5. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.
6. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department.
7. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?"
8. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose.
9. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-depressants are.
10. Dart around the store suspiciously, loudly humming the "Mission Impossible" theme.
11. In the auto department, practice your "Madonna look"
12. Hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through, say "PICK ME!" "PICK ME!"
13. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal position and scream, "NO! NO! It's those voices again!!"
14. Go into a fitting room and shut the door and wait a while and then yell, very loudly, "There is no toilet paper in here!"
15.Grab a lot of bouncy balls and throw them down the aisle, shouting "Go, Pikachu, Go"

You say BABY PINK
I say BLOOD RED
You say HANNAH MONTANA
I say THREE DAYS GRACE
You say ZAC EFRON
I say NARUTO
You say RAP
I say ROCK
You say Im WEIRD
I say YES I AM

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Sugar is sweet,
and so are you.
But the roses are wilted,
the violets are dead,
the sugar bowl is empty
and so is your head!