Name: Ash s. Night

Age:21

Occupation: Aspiring authoress

Location: sunny california!

who is Kairis?: A Character form my up and coming book "Blood trees and holly legend"

Mummy...Johnny brought a gun to school
He told his friends that it was cool
And when he pulled the trigger back
It shot with a great crack
Mummy I was a good girl
I did what I was told
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold
But mummy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye
I'm sorry mummy I had to go, but mommy please don't cry
When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another
And all because he got the gun from his older brother
Mummy please tell daddy that I love him very much
And please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush
And tell my little sister that she is the only one now
And tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now
And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best
Mummy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest
Mummy tell my teachers I won't show up for class
And never to forget this and please don't let this pass
Mummy why'd it have to be me no one deserves this
Mummy warn the others, mummy I left without a kiss
And mummy tell the doctors I know they really did try
I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry
Mummy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest
But mummy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest
Mummy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack
Mummy listen to me if you would
I wanted to go to college
I wanted to try things that were new
I guess I'm not going with daddy
On that trip to the new zoo
I wanted to get married
I wanted to have a kid
I wanted to be an actress
Mummy I wanted to live
But mummy I must go now
The time is getting late
Mummy tell my Chris
I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date
I love you mummy I always have
I know you know it's true
Mummy all I wanted to say is "mummy I love you"
In memory of the Columbian students that were lost
Please if you would
Pass this around
I'd be happy if you could
Don't smash this on the ground
If you pass this on
Maybe people will cry
Just keep this in heart
For the people that didn't get to say "goodbye"
Now you have two choices
1) repost and show you care
2)ignore it and you have just proven you have a low-down, cold-heart
(Please just copy and paste this on to your site and show that you care)

HEYA! I KNOW I HAVENT FINISHED MY FIRST FANFIC BUT THE PLOT BUNNIES HAVE STRUCK AGIN!! ( DARN THOSE THINGS, SOO CUTE FURRY AND ANOING!!) HA, ANY WAY THIS NEW FAN FIC WILL BE A OBAN STAR RACERS ON THE PARING IS A SUPRIZE BUT ILL GIVE YOU A HINT: THERE ARE NO FIC ON THIS CHARACTER ON THIS SITE AND ITS SAD CAUSE HES AWSOME!! AND IT WILL BE AN OC PAIRING...WHAT?! I HAVE TO MANY OC'S RUNNING AROUND IN MY BRAIN! I BLAME THE OC BUNNIES!! ( OLDER SIBLINGS OF OUR WOUNDERFUL PLOT BUNNIES!) I WILL TRY TO HAVE PART OF IT POSTED TODAY IM WORKING ON IT RIGHT NOW!! SO BYEYA!!

12-11-08

ahhhhhhhhh!! here we go agin another plot bunnie attack related co pairing coming your way!! our favorite ff7 broodmiester (not cloud!) is in this one agian so get ready!!

12-21-08

hey ppls i decide to put the new story on hold for now because of one thing...NO REVIEWS!!

IS MY STORYS REALY THAT BAD?!

IT ONLY TAKES A MINUTE YOU KNOW! SO NO UPDATE OR NEW STORYS UNTIL I START GETTING SOMW FEEDBACK HERE! I NEED TO KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS WANT TO SEE HAPPEN!

(I EVENTUALY MIGHT EVEN REMOVE MY STORY B.T.A.H.L. FROM HERE IF I GET NO RESPONSE...>_

:Your One and Only Wish

Do it one by one. Don't look ahead!

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.

2.Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?

3.Your first initial?

4.Your month of birth?

5.Which color do you like more, black or white?

6.Name of a person of the same sex as yours?

7.Your favorite number?

8.Do you like California or Florida more?

9.Do you like the lake or the ocean more?

10.Write down a wish (a realistic one).

Are you done?

If so, scroll down.

(don't cheat

THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person.

2.If you choose:

Red: You're alert and your life is full of love.

Black: You are conservative and aggressive.

Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.

Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you

love.

Yellow: You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are

down.

3. If your initial is:

A-K:You have a lot of love and friendship in your life.

L-R: You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to

blossom.

S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks good.

4. If you were born in:

Jan.-Mar.:The year will go by very well for you and you will discover that you

fall in love with someone totally unexpected.

Apr.-June:You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but

the memories will last forever.

July-Sept.:You will have a great year and experience a major life

changing experience for the good.

Oct.-Dec.: Your love life will not be too great but you'll eventually find your

soulmate.

5. If you choose:

Black: Your life will take on a different direction,it will seem hard at the time

but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.

White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do

anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7.This is how many close friends you have in a lifetime.

8.If you choose...

California:You like adventure

Florida:You are a laid back person.

9.If you choose...

Lake:You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved.

Ocean:You are spontaneous and like to please people.

10.This wish will only come true if you RE-POST THIS BULLETINin one hour and it will come true before your next birthday thr poem below i wrote and NO it is not a parody of Still Doll.

Hi Miss Lily

The doll that's above them all
Why do I admire you so?
Can I be like you?
Can I replace you?

I wonder what do you see
With your empty eyes, in your fulfiling dream
What dream
do you watch
that enchants you so,
In your glassy eyes.
Oh, what do you see?
Oh, what do you seek?

And just like before
My heart has been torn apart
And they bleed for one
Try as I might
To deny the wound
All my thoughts and sights
Pierce relentlessly...

Memories of crystal
That are smashed
Into the patched aperture glisin with

rainbows in a million pieces, that are far to sharp to be whole.

Still you do not answer...

Still you do not answer...

Oh Miss Lily

I wonder who would you kiss
With your perfect and sweetened lips
Oh, who would you kiss?
Oh, who do you miss?

The heat of my tongue
That ties words
Now completely is

Cooled down
And I can't sing
The admiring songs from once long ago

Just like before,
My tongue that once spoke my heart
Has been laid to rest
try y as I might to
sing the whispering songs to whom I love
they cannot be heard...

let me refrain to time because my heart has been split in two and is vanished like before
The repaired sadness are there in the space left behind

My old memories
Pierce into
The empty crevice

They wisper, asking, What sort of dream
Are you seeing?
Are you entranced by?

Standing on the floor
I'm just like a worn out doll
With no heart, nor soul
I want something more
I wish for a distant life
This I ask, of you.

ill you do not answer...

Still you do not answer...

(end)

new one...

yeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaah
i see you here
(Save me from hell) just hear him
(its so difficult) just please keep me i keep crying
Im not like this boy knock it off
(it wont work) boy hes naive
(I need you) not anymore
leave me in peace you animal
Ask me if I need you
(i need you)
Ask me If I need you
(I need you)
please keep me here
(you must be top of the failurs with most fools with you ive ever known)
your here i only fell in darkness your trendy smile makes you feel stupid
(oh well i feel pretty stupid smiling and your here rubbing it in my face since before)
yeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaah
and im walking through the door oh you mourn
it hurts your mourning
cant trust your yerning
yes theres more
hello sleeping
(now this is my chance your never going to wake up)
hello sleeping
I keep crying
Im not like this anymore boy knock it off
(it wont work) boy hes naive
(I need you) not anymore
leave me in peace you animal!
Ask me if I need you
(i need you)
Ask me If I need you
(I need you)
yes you, you
come near me
and im falling here
can i not use a broken neck
why taunt me?i warned you... ive landed safely so who would catch you wen you fell?
Well
Im not like this boy so knock it off
(it wont work) boy hes naive
(I need you) not anymore
leave me in peace you animal!
ask me if I need you
(i need you)
Ask me If I need you
(I need you)
no and
if he married in the art of whats is not
for what is sleeping
scary sleep
why must i need you
damn boy your frightening me
So need walking
I am moURning CRYING RUNING OUT OF NIGHT TIMING,WAKE ME UPPP!!

"TIME ASKS NO QUESTIONS, IT GOES ON WITHOUT YOU, LEAVING YOU BEHIND IF YOU CAN'T STAND THE PACE...
THE WORLD KEEPS ON SPINNING, CAN'T STOP IT IF YOU TRIED TO.
THE BEST PART IS DANGER STARING YOU IN THE FACE..."