2010-08-29

Hey guys,

I realise that it has not been fair of me to disappear without a sound for almost a year. But life has not been fair to me either: I lost my best friend last year. She committed suicide.

I realised a lot of things. Mainly that I have to do something with my life. And I need to work on what I consider more important than my writing; my photography. I also feel the need to spend more time with friends and family and my girlfriend. In short: I need to live my real life.

Most of these stories I’ve uploaded were written with San, my best friend, in the room. Or she’d read them and comment and help me edit. When I look at them, I’m constantly reminded of her. And that hurts right now. It’s been weighing on my mind for the past months that they are out here. And I can’t stand it.

It’s an entirely selfish decision, but one I ask you to respect. Do not complain or yell at me or re-post them.

Please. It’s my choice.

I will miss you guys. I will miss this place. I’m sorry.

Love,
Ra