| CowboySteel |
Author has written 32 stories for Supernatural, Doctor Who, and CSI: New York. Hello. Welcome into the crazy and often rather angst filled fanfiction land of moi :) I do hope you like my stories (leave me a review please!!). I am a sucker for hurt!Dean, especially 17 year old hurt Dean for some reason...weird. Most of my stories are really angsty too, so I apologise if they seem intense :) Enjoy xoxox TV: Gilmore Girls, Supernatural, Dark Angel, The League of Gentlemen, Spaced. Film: Atonement, Australia, Rocky Horror, The Motorcycle Diaries, When Harry Met Sally, Pocahontas lol Music: The Smiths, The Calling, Ladyhawke, Blue Oyster Cult, Musicals like RENT and LOTR and Les Mis... etc. Anyhoo, i'm sure you're not too bothered about me, but i would really appreciate a good read, if you have the time. Just know that i don't take myself too seriously so i'm nice and smiley. I don't believe this is great, at all, but least its a creative outlet! Anyway, again, thanks. Oh and my favourite story of mine is "Losing What Matters Most" so go and give it a shot, cos i quite like that one :) xxxx xx "I'm amazing...I'm Batman" REALITY: "Yeah, you're batman" LOL :) | |||||||
1. Curiosity and the Blinks » reviewsE/O Challenge: Scratch. Double Drabble. First: A cat thinks his claws are a rather good accompaniment to Sam's face. Second: It takes a while for Sam to get up to scratch after Meg possesses him. Then Dean hides it...badly. R'n'R xSupernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-14-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete2. It Was A Bit Like A Cartoon reviewsE/O Challenge: Wall. Dean and a wall go out on a date. Blood and goriness ensues. Please RnR xSupernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 9-6-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete3. And all that Jazz » reviewsE/O challenge: A series of Drabbles I've just caught up with. WORDS: Time, Ankle, Glimmer, Spent, Alarm and Pressure. Includes some very happy birthdays inside. Please read and review all drabbles, some are better than others :Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General/Family - Chapters: 6 - Words: 1,053 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 8-19-09 - Dean W. - Complete4. The Best Intentions » reviewsDean gets involved in a bar brawl and comes off worse. It's Sammy's fault. And Sammy needs to redeem himself. Dean whumpage galore and guilty!Sam and possibly hurt Sam later. Angry!Fatherly!John later too xPre Stanford. R'n'R, apologies for rude dialogueSupernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 15,267 - Reviews: 41 - Updated: 6-23-09 - Published: 8-29-08 - Dean W. & Sam W.5. She Put A Spell On You reviewsE/O Challenge: Passion/Passionate. Dean is dreaming about someone he shouldn't. Sort of Xover for Sensue's birthday! Happy B'day! Enjoy xSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-22-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete6. You Give Me Fever reviewsE/O Challenge: Alert. Sorry its late but it does include a bit of bare, feverish Dean to compensate. Also, Get well soon PlatinumRoseLady xxxSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 370 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 6-19-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete7. Sneezy Isn't A Dwarf reviewsE/O Challenge: Worn. First timer at Drabbles. Please r'n'r. Sammy is getting ill... :Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 6-8-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete8. What I Have Lost and What I Have Still to Lose reviewsDean gets hurt, and Sam has to wait around hospital for him to come back. But it seems that Dean can't and won't ever... Angst and Brotherly moments and lots of Sam/Bobby/Dean family moments. Set season 1 somewhere. : Happy Birthday DevilMayCare101!Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,793 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-10-09 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete9. The Fear That Betrays A Soldier reviewsTag to Devil's Trap: A missing scene where Sam and Dean are driving to save John and then some stuff following the conflict in the cabin. Of course, Hurt! Angry!Dean, and brotherly love are there. Happy Birthday, DevilMayCare101! Bad lang. at timesSupernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,117 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-6-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete10. Redemption » reviewsHe couldn’t remember what Sam looked like, he couldn’t remember the taste of food, and he couldn’t remember love. All he saw was pain. He didn’t know where to turn. But he couldn’t feel like this anymore"....Dean's lead up to confession in Heaven and HellSupernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,554 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 1-15-09 - Published: 11-24-08 - Dean W. - Complete11. What Dean Wants reviewsIf Dean had evaluated his life aged 20, this is what i think he'd have felt. Please R'N'R xxSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 754 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-6-09 - Dean W. - Complete12. Family Matters Most » reviewsDean's not feeling to well, and Sam knows it. But Dean insists he's okay and the hunt continues. Expect a lot of Hurt!Sick!Dean and a smidgeon of Hurt!Fatherly!John, and Sammy is just plain cute! WEECHESTER FIC, SAM 10, DEAN 14 xx please r'n'r xxSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,987 - Reviews: 34 - Updated: 11-16-08 - Published: 9-12-08 - Dean W.13. A Shoulder to Cry On reviewsShe always thought she was strong, but even the strongest have a breaking point. Oneshot following Stella's abuse at the hands of Frankie, how she deals with it. Enjoy.CSI: New York - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,798 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-12-08 - Stella B. & Don F. - Complete14. Losing What Matters Most reviewsDean Winchester has had it pretty rough. His mother is killed when he's 4, his father dies, his brother dies...how much can one guy take? This is a oneshot based on Dean's grief and lack of self worth. Some WEEchester scenes, and heartbreaking angst :Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-10-08 - Dean W. - Complete15. No Place Like Home reviewsSam turns dark side. Dean has to kill him. But he can't. So he tries to save him, despite the fact Sam tries his hardest to hurt him. So will good triumph? Will Dean's conscience conquer his love for his brother! Dicey language at one point. Please R'n'RSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,076 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-7-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete16. Do You Hear The People Sing? reviewsThis is what happens when my overactive minds decides to mix Les Miserables with my favourite TV programme. Its quite surreal but it tries to be funny and includes a bit of SICK DEAN! x Sam gets a part in the school musical... HAPPY HALLOWEEN! : ONESHOTSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,120 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-31-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete17. Being a Brother reviewsDean tells Sam what it means to be a big brother. Major brotherly moment, and set just after Dean makes his deal. Hope you all like, please give it a hit and tell me what you think. Chock full of brotherly angst and love : Eeny weeny naughty words incl.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,989 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-20-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete18. One Last Time reviewsMary saved her sons, and now its time for them to do the same for us. This is my take on how the Winchesters fall, and how they fight when it seems all is lost. Chock full of brotherly moments, and it made me cry writing it. Please R'n'R xxxxSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,479 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-14-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete19. Jackpot » reviewsSam has to save his brother? Sam's being held to ransom by god-only-knows what, can Dean get there in time to save him? Major Hurt/Angsty Dean and Hurt/Sad Sammy, with a dash of fatherly John. lots of suspense, plz R'n'R. Set season 1 x Edited recentlySupernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 23,277 - Reviews: 23 - Updated: 10-1-08 - Published: 6-22-08 - Dean W. & Sam W.20. PS well, you know reviewsDean left a letter for Sam, Sam's forced to say a goodbye he can't bring himself to say. Choc full of angst, and brotherly love. Language dicey at times and also the angst is LOL. spoilers for Lazurus.. and No Rest...Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,178 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 9-29-08 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete21. The Date and the Goodbyes reviewsDean meets new people, but leaves them behind as his job demands. More as his father demands. He goes to a dance when he is 17 and here is what happens. The story is better than the summary btw.Brief glimpse of naughty language i do apologise. R'n'R plz xSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,809 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-28-08 - Dean W. - Complete22. I'm Fine, Sam reviewsSick! Dean and Kind! Sam...Dean isn't very well and so Sam has to look after him. Chock full of Brotherly moments and sick!hurt!dean...please read and review :Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,323 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 9-6-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete23. Alone on that Beach reviewsRose's reaction at the end of Doomsday. Her feelings after losing the love of her life. Sad, short and hopefully a little romantic. First Doctor Who fic, please r'n'r. xxxDoctor Who - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,035 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-29-08 - Complete24. Our lady of the Angels reviewsMary WInchester's death hurt John like never before. But he saves his tears for one night and on this night, he remembers his wife and he allows himself to grieve. Oneshot about family,love and features a little Weechester moment also from Dean...Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,810 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-22-08 - John W. & Dean W.25. You can't save everyone reviewsBut Dean sure as hell hopes he can save his little brother. Oneshot set after Heart. Can Dean do what Sam had the courage to do? Can Dean function when it seems Sam has turned against him xxx Angst galore xxx Please R'n'R...feedback lights my fire haha...Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,725 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-19-08 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete26. Pressure Of Adversity reviewsTwo mini scenes about how Dean and Sam need each other, and how brother means more to them than just a relation. Linking scenes set after In My Time...and just before No Rest...Please R and R...FILLED WITH BROTHERLY MOMENTS---ONESHOTSupernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,087 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-13-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete27. To Love and To Lose » reviewsDean meets someone he can't quite remember, but soon realises she is in danger. Can he save her and can he save his heart before it breaks? Angsty!Hurt!Dean and Angsty!Protective!Sammy. Links to WIASNB xxx Please r'n'r.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 13,306 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 8-11-08 - Published: 7-13-08 - Dean W.28. No Place Left To Fall reviewsHe must be dreaming, this was a nightmare, that was all. A vicious nightmare that he couldn’t wake up from." Dean can't cope losing his brother and this is what he does before making the deal x Angst ridden and Oneshot x Plz R'n'R x Link to AHBL1Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,726 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-30-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete29. Dean's Deliverance » reviewsDean gets more than he bargained for on a routine hunt. He meets a happily married woman and a heavily pregnant one at that. And she needs his help. CHAOS ENSUES! Please read and review. Inconsequential threeshot - Well, it will be when chapter 3 is up xxSupernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,440 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 7-29-08 - Published: 7-27-08 - Dean W. - Complete30. Letters to My Boys reviewsJohn left more than a few muttered words in Dean's ear. He wrote letters to his son's and he needs them to know...ONESHOT xxSupernatural - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 942 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-19-08 - John W. - Complete31. Loss Like No Other reviewsIt all just seemed so pitiless. What good did crying do?" Oneshot set after No Rest For the Wicked...done a million times i'm sure but i wanted a go. Sam's immediate reaction xxx Shortish and Spoilers for 3x16 xxx Angsty and weepie xSupernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,381 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-11-08 - Sam W. & Dean W. - Complete32. The Guardians » reviewsSet a couple of months after In My Time Of Dying. Dean is being possessed by a Guardian, making him more weak and vulnerable than ever. Can Sam help him overcome his demons? Angst/Emo Sam and Hurt Dean aplenty. Edited recently. xx PLEASE REVIEW! xxxSupernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 13,898 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 6-21-08 - Published: 6-13-08 - Complete