I changed my pen name in case you wonder. Mongose was a call of my friend, a very close friend - or dare I say my rival? We were so close that sometimes our guy friends made fun of us like switching our names ( take example of Naruto and Sasuke, it is like Sasuke Uzumaki or Naruto Uchiha, funny? ) or we were being a lesbian couple that pissed "mongose" so much - I just played along since I have several close girl friends that like to play like that. do you think it is weird if your girl friend kiss you for greeting? Mongose hates that, that kid will kiss me if only I get depressed. Several guys even think that we looked alike -the humor- you know, she is hafl-arab and I'm pure Indonesian so how come they could think we looked alike? even she is taller than me -pity-. Our friendship had been torn as final came and now we are separated by our colleges.

when we are cooped up to much with our daily routines
we trap ourselves in our world.
oblivious to the lives outside our own.

until someone breaks your barricade.
and make you see the world around you.
then you realize there's so much beyond your own
little world.

out there you will see hunger,pain,and suffering
people hurt each other,kill and get killed.
bloodshed in the so called holy war
where no one knows what started it
why and what for...

one days when a person can be more than one caracter
you cannot tell who is the real hero
for as far as history streched
no hero call them selves " hero "

in the world where nobody believes in the truth
there is still one "truth"
the truth of hope,peace and freedom
that never fail beyond the end of days.

never let wars destroy your faith
long as you believe in hope,peace and freedom
then all of those will exist in this world
and the hero will be...you

Last Exile. Taken from Animonster.

.:name:.

Mongose ( It should have been "mongoose",alas,my mind was just too indonesian). If you read "Nodame Cantabile",you should know what "mongose" is.

Hamiechi. (not ecchi)

Hami, Ham-Ham,and Rani. (nick names)

.:birthday:.

January the 6th (same with Amidamaru's of Shaman King. My friends ( boys ) got nuts, they made fun of my name " Hamidamaru " -rolls eyes- ).

.:age:.

Old enough to ride motorcycle; or get the license ( but I can't anyway eventhough my dad has brought it, his fault, he never teachs me)

.:height and weight:.

Guess. I'm what you call o-chibi-chan

.:like:.

VICTORY, anything about japan, manga, anime, japanese music, Duo Maxwell, Sasuke, reading, my cellphone,cute stuff, english, history, arabic, arabian, japanese, blondie, blue eyes, long haired human, cat, coughsNarusasucoughs

.:dislike:.

Losing, certain country or its gov that tortures/masacres/mutilates palestians, waiting, physics, all thing requires counting, bitchy author, abandoned story ( that sucks, why bother to write if you just abandon it in the end? ), cocky author, cockroach, squirming little animals like worm and its friends, being yelled at.

.:half like, half dislike:.

Horror, dog, romance ( It seems I can not write romance ), pure humor fic, pure angsty fic ( i'm crybaby and do you know how it feels after crying? )

.:what fanfic i read:.

I'm very picky, but as long as it has my fav chara on it, I'll read it. I lean towards fic portraying Sasuke, Duo and Goku.Or anything with those three as main chara. I dislike plotless smut since I read for the plot and I dislike smutty fic too.

.:my fav charas:.

Sasuke Uchiha, Duo Maxwell, Son Goku of Saiyuki ( he is the epitome of CUTE ) Sasuke Sarutobi ( I must have a thing for Sasuke and Ninja ), Naruto Uzumaki ( i dont see him as cute boy..just,er,yeah..you know ), Edward Elric, Allen, Kanda Yuu, Lavi/Ravi/Rabbit, Neji Hyuuga, Hatake Kakashi, Haruno Sakura ( She is not bitch Pink is sweet and I like smart and powerful kid because I'm weak. ), Mikoto Uchiha, Itachi Uchiha, Sabaku Gaara ( he is cute )

.:( my secret...long time ago. I was afraid that my mom would burn them ):.

I colected Naruto ( 25-~ ) and Samurai Deeper Kyo. ( 24 - end)

then I have Hai Miko! Strawberry Marsmallow, Kindaichi, Yasha , Eummm... I forget the other. Wanna barter?(but all mine is in Indonesian). I just knew that english or japanese manga is freaking expensive!! one manga is about 7-8 indonesian mangas!

.:my fav mangas are:.

Naruto, Samurai Deeper Kyo (end), Death Note(end),Eyeshiel 21, Kekkaishi, Tokkyu, Alive, Piano no Mori, Full Metal Alchemist, Yasha (end), Banana Fish(end), Nodame Cantabile,Pik up Service(end), Hoshin Engi, D Gray Man, Soryuden Dragon Brothers(end), Monocrome Factor, Blood Judgment(end), Shinseki Evangelion(end), Shaman King ( end ), QED, Inuyasha, I'll(end), Kotetsu no Hana(end), Nanaki the Physic Power(end), Otogi Matsuri, Peace Maker Kurogane(end), Flash of Wing, Gunslinger, Goth(end), Hikaru no Go(end), Hunter X Hunter, Saiyuki(end), Bleach, A incere Winderer(end), Blood Agreement(end), Chrono Crusade(end), D.N Angel, The Era of Aerial Sepulture ( Korean), Trigun. Hmm...so much...I cannot emember the others...

.:my fav animes are:.

Gundam wing : this anime is just amazing,that was the first anime that could catch me. I really love this anime and i remember that this anime was the one that caould make me cry-it was when heero self-destructed. I love Duo and Heero!

Gundam Seed,Inuyasha, Digimon Frontier, Dragon Ball Z, Saiyuki,Kekkaishi, Naruto, Bleach,Initial D,...Hm...not many good anime is aired here.

.:my fav books:.

Eragon series, Kite Runner, Thousand Spelendid Sun, Sherlock Holmes, Dadaisme, Taiko, Harry Potter, Laskar Pelangi series, The Prophet : Muhammad.

.:music:.

I listen to east asian music a lot,mostly Japanese. I'm not into Indonesian music at all,my lil siblings are smarter when it comes to Indonesian songs. I listen to any good-in-my ears musics whether it's western,asian or arabic. My dad is arabic singer and I love some arabic songs. my dad is dangduter (dangdut is the music of my country) and I hate dangdut. L'arc-en-ciel, YUI, Aqua Times are my fav. Sometimes I like Super Junior and TVXQ, the dance is awesome anyway. Simple Plan, Westlife, Fort Minor, Michael Heart ( FREE PALESTINE! ) and Green Days are the only western i have right now on my cell, my cell and my dad's are my pal for music.

.:about minor:.

I'm very strict about what my baby siblings watch or read. perhaps it's elder sister's nature. Sometimes if i read LEMON written by underaged author, i'll get sick. I cover my siblings eyes if there is kissing scene on TV,for Allah's sake, so please read or watch according your age,kiddies.

.:about review:.

I tend to be harsh at reviewing if the story makes me want to puke. I tend to rant if the story is awesome ( can't make up any complain )

.:about bully:.

I really shocked when I read about bully in High school fics...shoving someone's head to toilet(what the heck!?) and some other cruel pranks I can not remember at the moment, it's just immoral. I have never experienced pranks until I go home and weep to my mom ( birthday pranks yes,but it was happy weep ). I just thought perhaps that the authors just made it up, but some told me that it was true. Boys tended to mock me because I was short ( i'm stilll short ) in my early age,but it was bearable insult, I just "kicked their sins" if it really pissed me off ( but not to scary looking kids that dared to hit me back). But i prove that I'm greater than they are and they begin to respect me. They still make fun of my shortness but I know it's only joke and they never have gone too far. I didn't believe bully cuz I thought Indonesian was too kind to do that. But I'm wrong, in fact, my lil brother get bullied,a lot.-sighs- Poor lil brother. I am so grateful that i never experienced such a thing. I have great school(s) and friends

.:Cellphone:.

I read fanfiction through my lovely cellphone. It's cheaper than using PC. I can read while laying on my bed or when I'm on class or when i have test ( i really did that in my final exam ). Besides, I can't stand reading through PC,my eyes can't focus too the words well and i tend to get dizzy if i stare at screen in long periode.

.:.:.STEREOTYPE...( I have read this in several authors' profile. I read,smiled,frowned,and laughed )

I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.(-glares dagger-people has to fix their concept of terrorist-sighs-)
I'm EMO so I MUST cut my wrists( I just know that emo kid is kid with rather cool hair style concealing eyes,rite?). I'm not like everyone else so I MUST be a loser. (-sighs-)
I speak my mind so I MUST be a BITCH( care about people's feeling before you speak,you might hurt them )
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST not have MORALS.( at least there is moral lesson at your school right?)
I'm SOUTHERN so I MUST be WHITE TRASH( white trash?? )
I am YOUNG so I MUST be NAÏVE ( youngsters tend to be one,i admit it but if you have experience...-shurgs-)
I wear BLACK so I MUST be a GOTH ( Huh?GOTH? it's neutral besides Sasuke and Duo seem to like it )
I'm a WHITE GIRL so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend(wuahaha,funny.)
I dress in UNUSUAL ways so I MUST be looking for attention.( what's for then? )
I wear what I want so I MUST be a POSER ( buh..i wear whatever available in my dresser )
I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be a PRUDE (I'm prude in some ways...)
I don't like the sun so I MUST be ALBINO (haha,have they never learnt genetics?? albino and the sun?! I dont like sun because I dont want to get tanner than I already have)
I have a lot of friends so I MUST love to drink and party (Drink? No thank you.)
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.(haha,funny)
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat. (-blinks- huh? I'm 38 kg)
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.(wah..my dad will be ecstatic)
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse.(hahaha)
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak. (yeah,freak in some ways)
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker. (I dont stalk,it's degrading)
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak. ( yes, I'm physically weak )
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be an obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.(hahahaha)
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo. (emo again..who does come with this crap anyway?)
I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.( last time i checked there was no such a vampire. Why the heck would someone like blood? people who comes up with this stereotype must be moron or VAMPIRE freak.)
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.(-smirks-people who comes up with this might hate white then)
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser. ( T.T )
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree-hugging hippy. ( save our earth )
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE. ( my dad likes cartoons and if he is irresponsible i'll not be here right now.)
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER. ( I like hang out with my friends,thankyu very much )
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST. ( I dislike Indonesian education system that makes me suffer but I don't bomb US's embassy. What US has to do with Indonesian Education system anyway?-bangs head to desk-)
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish. ( i'm childish in some ways but you can't be total childish if you are big sister.)
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have no clue. (T.T)
I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic. ( -laughs- )
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.(haha)
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention. ( My dad threatened to fire me as his kid when I said I wanted to dye my hair )
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all. (-gasp- my guy friends respect me, moron.)
I'm a GIRL, so I MUST like to talk about crushes, dolls, not getting dirty, and parties. (I avoid getting dirty, I'm the one who have too clean it. my girl friends tend to talk about their crushes and I'm good listener. I hate dolls and parties.)
I'm FEMALE, so I MUST have long hair. ( hair is female's precious thing )
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly. (T.T)
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.(hahaha)
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.( i love blonde)
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.(-gasp-)
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.( i know,thank you )
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.(-smirks-)
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.(-glares-)
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.( I will not befriend hindust and christian kids if i do that. We respect each others' beliefs )
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.( Indonesian has bad history with atheist, I'm just average Indonesian that hates if her devotion is disturbed.)
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.(hahaha)
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore...(again...hahaha)
I'm a DANCER, So I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear SKIRTS, so I MUST be a slut.( what kind of skirt? I wear long skirts. I respect modesty )
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.( not all )
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.( Fidel Castro! )
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.( 'o' )
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home wrecking whore.(soap opera?)
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.( my mom became my mom at ages of 16-17 and she married at young age anyway. and my mom is not slut at all.)
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.( I'm polish then?haha,stupid. )
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big DICK.(-gasp-)
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!!(-glares-why arab-like is always accused as terrorist?)
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.(hey guys...they insult you)
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.( What's wrong with meat anyway? ahahaha)
I have BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and that's how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.(hahaha)
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.(freaking hahahaha)
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.(?)
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.(?)
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy.
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas.
I'm a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent. ( I even can't punch any one )
I don't STUDY much but still get STRAIGHT A's, so I MUST be cheating. ( I despise cheating )
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly... or crazy.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7.(hahaha, tended to copy smarts' kids work, alas, I was the one that got copied! I'm graduated now!)
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.( hey, one of my christian friends likes to hear yaoi fanfictions I tell him )
I'm MIXED so I must be fucked up.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.(hahahahaha)
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA.
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect. ( Mormon? Have I ever heard this. In Sherlock book perhaps )
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black( that's mirror is for)
I'm an OG so I must be Mexican.
I'm BI so I MUST think every girl I see is hot.(hey! I'm straight and i still can appreciate other females' beauty)
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.(T.T)

-looks up-aaaah..not many,what else i have to write?any idea?

yay! there are many wonderfull fanfictions I want you to read!

These are what I call good and worthy fics

Embracing Dreams

it's awesome the way the author fuses jutsus in Naruto with mutan thingy. yes,just like X-men. abit slow though,but it's still good thing.WIP. Narusasu!

Almost Sucks

I read this when I had final religion,computer and civilization. I couldn't tear my eyes from my cell. this is very humorous and angsty. narusasunaru. can you believe that there is shikasasu?. it stratled me! gah. oh humor...complete!

Skeletons in the Closet

I had wept in first chapter. deathfic! I wonder why wonderful fic like this only got few reviews. narusasu. complete!

Raspberries

ONESHOT. one word : awesome!and prepare the tissues!seitengoku

Potential

Narusasu. like i say,i love when my fav charas is the one being tormented. poor sasu. complete.

Oh, Injustice

oh man..this is the funniest 5x2 fic i ever read! foul language! complete.

Harry Potter and the Secret Link

crossover : gundam wing and harry potter. this the most makes sense crossover i ever read. there is sequel ( WIP ). 1x2, 3x4, HarryDraco. very funny!

Fox Magic

Narusasunaru! oh fantasy,i love that. WIP.

Falling Up to Heaven

NON-YAOI. one word for this fic, AWESOME. very sad and slightly overdramatized but the sarcasm and weird sense of humor of its author can lit up you day. Sasuke-centric. complete

22-06-2009

I have graduated from high school -dances- with very bad math scores and damnable TOEFL scores -bawls-

After waiting for a freaking month without destination and like uneducated girl I am not, finally I am accepted at local University ( but the best at English in Southern Asia ), English Literature. But I still have to wait for a month again, whether I'll be accepted or not at STAN ( an academy for accountancy here ) -takes deep breath- I hope I'll get accepted as well. Amien.

Some friends and my parents said that I was stupid because I dumped my 2 years being science student if in the end I chose literature and accountancy, heck, I even dont get accountancy at all! But what can I do? In the last year of senior high school my math was a little bit down ( I have half disliked math - counting in this matter - since child. ), but I still tried my best to be the best 3,at least, and I still loved Biology until my dad said no when I wanted to go to college at the best place for biology freak like me. Then I was down altogether. My final sucked. All sucked.

Ungrateful brat!

Yes, Thanks God. I passed the damn final exam that made low souls commit suicide.

Again. Thanks God at least I'm accepted.

05-09-2009

GOD! ALLAH! Thanks!

I'm accepted!!

Ministry of Finance! Jakarta! There I go!

05-10-2009

I had never thought I'd be gov officer. What I wanted to be was something to do with science, preferably going to college in Japan. haha. But Fate ( Neji's thing -rolls eyes- ) said otherwise. I hope I won't regret anything later. I'll try my best to reach my dreams of course, Japan and everything. For now I just want to be the best daughter and eldest sister. And avoiding "drop out", hoho, my academy is very strict. GANBATTE.

23-10-2009

One word for Jakarta, HOT.