April 2-2013; I actually wanted to come back, write again. I'm tired of this moronic site deleting my stuff. This time for false reasons. They said I had real person. No, my OC is named Gerard Davis, trust me he's far from real. He is fictional, a fake. He's a muse of mine. His last name comes from a family name. If he's married to Rhi's OC JD his last name is Falconer. You want to be idiotic and tell me I can't have an OMC? I had to change shit around to do what I want as far as you're concerned. I do not write real person slash here. This site seems to have a lot of rules for their moniker to be "Unleash Your Imagination." Well, they always want to censor any creative expression. Too many rules and no real way to follow them because someone might blow a whistle on you like this is high school when it isn't. It is the internet. My life is still shit, have you ever thought writing was the thing that keeps me going? No, probably not. It also said the particular story had "chat/script, interactive, MST" when there was absolutely NONE of that stuff. It was written like any regular book would with paragraphs and sentences, decent grammar and spelling, well-written and edited. A lot of hard work went into it and it was my hope of being the writer I was in 2010. But they can't leave me alone and I get afraid. Stop being snobby. And now I'm being punished by having my posting locked. Punished like I'm not 27, but a kid or a pet.

December 12/13, 2012; I seem to be behind on the Xmas Shots. Um.. 'Sold to a Hardy' was finally finished. I'm getting asked a lot about 'Forever Broken'.. It prob won't be updated for awhile, if ever again. I didn't hate the fic, I got stuck & just don't have the passion to continue writing Jeff like that. I don't have the passion to write Jeff as a bottom anymore, so I consider those fics put on hold at least. It isn't even about the old top/bottom wars anymore, I'm just personally not interested. My heart has been in very little of fanfiction. I hope one day it will be again. This doesn't mean I quit permanently. As far as my health, I am doing better physically. I am not bleeding to death anymore & my leg pain has decreased. This doesn't mean I want new nastiness for my past rants. These days, I don't even pay attention to fanfic anymore. Least I used to have passion for it. I do get PMs with sympathy over the Copycat, thank you to all who actually did understand my annoyance.

July 11, 2012; Updated Sold finally after almost two years! Not happy about all the goofy changes. Skeptical about the "guest" anon reviews. I liked having anonymous reviews turned off & now I can only "moderate" them. Sure, I can say no to a review, but if it's a flame, I'll still have to see it. Anon reviews set writers (the good/hard working writers that is) up for childish hate-filled flames. & no, I'm not talking about constructive criticism, but flames, there's a difference. & if people are gonna only review "good chp update soon" anonymously, what's the point? You can review with that logged in too.

May 29, 2012; This site removed 'No Longer Forbidden' for breaking guidelines & not being 'G'. You gave us a rating system featuring 'M'! I guess I really am done then, huh? NONE of my fics are 'G'! This site glitches, messes up, you took away the links & screwed up profiles NOW, just NOW, you're removing stories?! Where were you when people were copycatting AND STEALING PEOPLE'S STORIES? SHE WAS REPORTED COUNTLESS TIMES AND YOU DID NOTHING! YOU TOOK ALL MY REVIEWS WHEN YOU DELETED THAT! ALL MY HARD WORK! This is hard work! You could have at least gave warnings before you delete people's hard work & reviews! FanFic dot net, if you remove ALL stories that break your so-called guidelines, your site will be deserted. There's more M-rated stories out there than sweet little innocent G-rated ones. You'll have to delete the majority of your writers cuz there's simply too many of us.

12-20-2011; I have put back up the Copycat rants b/c the Copycat chick JeffroMattyHardy http://www.fanfiction.net/u/2509703/JeffroMattyHardy is still at it. Still ripping off ppl & ruining my pairing. I'm tired of it. So the latest piece of crap, http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7648321/1/Christmas_Presents is Adam calling Jeff a girl (b/c that's not a slap in the face at Jeff calling Adam a girl in teasing in my work or anything- sarcasm) Adam using a candy cane striped toy (cuz that's not a stab at my 'Christmas Shots' 'New Toy' or ANYTHING!) EFF YOU! Even worse was takers dark lover reviewing this, when she reviews my work & makes me wanna say STOP reviewing my work now please. I'm tired of girl!Jeff b/c it gets your rocks off. RUIN someone else's pairing & work! Your watchers are STILL watching! She said she was deleting her account & probably b/c she had too many flamers & ppl were on her. Now she's releasing new stuff. & yes, I am in poor health, I am tired & drained & sick of getting flack, but THIS WRITING THING IS HARD WORK! DO YOU UNDERSTAND? IT'S HARD & IT TAKES WORK. & THEN TO HEAR MY STUFF IS RIPPED OFF & RUINED & MADE A MOCKERY OF TICKS ME OFF & IF YOU HONESTLY THINK I DON'T HAVE A RIGHT TO BE UPSET THEN YOU CAN KISS MY SASS! A while ago I got so frustrated I seriously wanted to quit. I get scared to write or post anything I wanted, even Frerard the way I want it. I almost quit various times due to blocks & drama. Well, WHY can't this chick quit? WHY can't you get tired of it! I used to write Jeff as a girl too. But I got bored of it. Most people who fawned over it got bored of it & slowed up, but this Copycat CAN'T cuz she steals! I'm seriously ticked & losing hope of any kind in fanfiction. Don't like that I hate it?, jump off. & if you send me nasty PMs, you won't like me. & also, if you're gonna rip off people & be a little things, you don't deserve an ounce of respect. & all you other writers that write things I don't like, I'm not letting you bother me anymore, I'm not talking to/about you. I'm just bothered by this Copycat thing.

11-8-2011; I'm okay. Doing better. Been blocked. Playing w/ muses w/ Rhi on Twitter like they were a Sims game. I think the below rants are pointless. Taking up space. Deleted them cuz I'm basically done. I don't go thru the archives anymore. I read what my girls write & that's basically it. I'm still gonna write tho. Updated muse bios again.

September 1, 2011; Look, the below rants are apart of my fanfic history. They are MY opinions. I don't want anymore mean PMs. I have been thru enough drama on DA after this was posted. I almost quit b/c of it. There were huge misunderstandings & I just don't need it right now. I'm sorry ppl can't understand & take it out of context & I'm sorry ppl miss the point of those rants & I'm sorry that what I think upsets them so bad that they have to be immature to me, but whatever. Most of you don't read my work anyway, so you don't know anything about it or me. I'm not such a meanie that I deserve spit. I don't need drama right now. My health is in jeopardy, okay. I'm bleeding to death, slowly, painfully. I don't need to be getting upset & I have avoided things that upset me & avoided drama in my best interest so I can get better! I've focused on my own work & distracted myself w/ G & I've done good & not had any panic attacks or broke down. I've done good.. Just plz, no more drama. Also, yeah the Copycat has taken down a lot of the stuff she stole which is why it isn't there anymore as proof. I'm sorry if I offended anyone, but the next 'rants' are just out of anger & frustration & I just can't let this shit get to me anymore.

July-2011; Update: Below is some fanfic rants. I'm calling some ppl out. First, I'll start off by saying that I've been in bad health. I'm having troubles w/ my ovaries (& I don't care who that bothers to know or who thinks this is gross. I'm a girl, many of you are girls, don't be squeamish) & I can't stop menstruating (since Oct 2010, everyday, my doctors are looking into it) Other than that, I've had this really bad pain in the back of my left leg that goes from my hip all the way to my calf. It feels like my muscles & nerves is being ripped from my bone. It's terrible pain & has caused me trouble sitting or standing or being mobile at all. I was only able to lay in bed on my stomach for almost a month & have just not got on the right meds to help me deal w/ all of it yet. B/c of all this, I've been angry & depressed b/c not only is my summer messed up but I don't get to sit here a lot & do what I love. But I've been forced to sit back & watch some Copycat destroy MY OTP & steal my work in the process! I'm telling you all this b/c my next few rants needed explaining, esp my Edge rant. I no longer care who I tick off. I'm no longer afraid of these kids who are insulting me & Shezli or who are stealing others work. I'm at the end of my rope. I'm miserable & I get nothing so I'm tired. I want you to know my feelings. The expressed below is my feelings.

July-2011; Copycat rant! Okay, I've been quiet too long on here about this. This chickhttp://www.fanfiction.net/u/2509703/JeffroMattyHardy is stealing writers work, including mine, esp NeroAnne's, redsandman99's & Rhiannamator & prob a lot more. Beware of her. Stop reviewing her work in a positive light. Some of you come & review my work. You read my work & yet you don't know she's stealing! She isn't even crediting us. & if you follow me on Twitter I rant about this all the time & you should know. She didn't review our work, she faved our fics is all, she didn't give us credit. She didn't befriend us or ask if she could use this work. She isn't paying homage to us or using us as inspiration, she's stealing our work & saying it is her own. More about it here.http://t.co/Ad6TuFK She's also destroying my pairing. MY OTP. Out of all the people she could write & mess w/, she's writing Jedam. & she has jerk Adam hurt poor little Jeffrey. All my hard work on this pairing is going in the can thanks to her. I am known for this pairing! I have loved them & wrote them both so beautifully. I do NOT want her known for them. Plz, if you have any respect for me & my fellow writers, STOP encouraging her. Flame her, tell her, report her. Don't show her respect b/c she's shown us absolutely no respect. Slashdlite used to review me (when I wrote girl Jeff), NeroAnne, redsandman's work, she's read those fics of ours, but slashdlite reviews EVERY chp of the chick I've called the Copycat. She should know it's stolen work. IsidoraAngst is another who's reviewed my & Rhiannamator's work recently & she was reviewing the deleted Copycat's 'Pet Hardy' where the girl stole lines & plots from an LJ entry of mine, 'Take My Life', & 'Captive'. If you are friends w/ this Copycat chick or review her stuff, I don't care if you review mine or if you follow me on Twitter or not, you can jump off. I say it on Twitter all the time. I'm sick of being quiet about this on here.

I sent this review to 'Pet Hardy' before it was deleted. I wanted it to be shown here cuz I don't even know if she got it;

"Dude, your flamers are totally right. You are stealing others stuff and that's wrong. If you wanna keep writing, you need to stop your sh- & stop stealing. & ppl are flaming you b/c they are offended & they have a right to be. I'm offended. The first chp looks like a scene from MY story Captive & Rhiannamator's Take My Life. Both of which you have on your faves list & that just makes me sick to my stomach. I worked hard on this pairing. This is my pairing & I love them very much & you're destroying & killing all the hard work I did on them by writing them just like NeroAnne did & that kills me. Making Jeff a pathetic owned b- & Adam an a- just b/c you can. There are ppl who love this pairing & genuinely love these characters in fiction & in real life & you're ruining them.

I've been quite quiet cuz I don't wanna get in trouble but you've been going too far & I can't anymore. Why Jedam? Why ruin my boys? Why can't you ruin Centon or some other played out sh- pairing? Why mine? You wanna write them but you're stealing others lines, others words & ideas, others plots & it's infuriating. & I'll be honest w/ you, you'll not be a writer & you shouldn't be allowed to consider yourself a writer if you can't take that someone doesn't like you or what you're doing or even flames you. It makes you looks whiny & pathetic. Real writers can take criticism. How do you live your life if you get all offended when someone tries to talk to you or disagrees w/ you? How do you deal w/ school?

& yeah, they flamed your other account cuz they caught onto you I bet. I'm guessing you've stole others work before. Why don't we have a right to defend OUR work? 'Please Enter Your Name' was right. You didn't friend any of us. You didn't review any of us. You didn't ask or talk to any of us, you just used our work & passed it off as your own for attention. It wasn't paying homage or using inspiration, it was boldly stealing. I don't see how you can do it. I'd be worried about stealing others work if it was me. It'd bother me. I work very hard to make sure not every scene is the same or I don't take others stuff. If I use something from one of my friends or fellow authors, I credit them b/c I respect them & b/c I'm mature. "Flame" was bold to go at you. I don't blame them for being p- off. They have a right to be.

Also, you only write Jeff as a locker room wh- b/c NeroAnne made that popular & others followed her. You don't give her credit either even tho you look like her mini-me. You honestly look like her biggest fan, you write just like her. I know b/c I was around when NeroAnne first made it big on here. I started when she first made it big & I remember all of this. I remember her making Jeff the locker room sl- & making Adam the royal a- just to justify that. To see all that copied & rebirthed irritates me. I worked hard on this pairing. I loved them more than NeroAnne did or any other writer. I made them believable when others including Serah or Neonaxlegrease told me that they couldn't be seen together. Jedam was always around, but I made them work. I set aside the Matt Hardy bull- & the Adam/Lita stuff to make it work. I got tired of being told that Adam should be an a- & wasn't capable of being nice to make it work. I love Edge & as a fan of his, this insults me. This is not his personality just b/c you've seen others write it, including me. & writing Jeff as weak & dysfunctional constantly is an insult to the man himself. You don't love these boys, you're doing what you thought was popular & trendy. I saw them as equals & both beautiful & wantable & it's insulting to see you sh- on them (while stealing our work in the process)

You can block me too. You can see this as a flame if you want, but this is the truth, honey. From one writer to another "writer". We have a right to not like you. We have a right to flame you. We have a right to be offended by what you're doing. It was our hard work. It was my hard work & I have a right to defend that. You can see this however you want, but it's advice. Learn something about something before you mess with it."

NeroAnne has been sent PMs about her & even commented in her fic 'Screamworks' on it;"And if you're reading this; JeffroMattyHardy: I do hope you took my advice to heart. If I read from a fan that you've been plagiarizing my work and my fellow writers work then I won't BE so f- nice next time." Despite our issues, I appreciate NeroAnne for it. More ppl are starting to become aware of it.

I've also been dealing w/ this stuff since last September when she ripped off 'Muse Troubles' & posted it under the same name, using lines from my fic on DA. I commented & it was removed. Then she posted it on here & I commented again & she PMed me & told me all those ideas were basically hers! Yeah right. All that drama can be found herehttp://terrahfry.livejournal.com/17927.html & here http://terrahfry.livejournal.com/18494.htmlShe changed the name of the fic but has kept on posting fic after fic, chp after chp, stealing work after work. She even posted lines from my profile from reviews of mine & lines from my fics in one of her profiles like they were things her & her imaginary friends said (as explained in my LJ entries w/ pictures as proof). I mean, she shouldn't be shocked ppl are becoming aware of what she's doing. She picked popular writers & popular fics to steal from. Ppl know NeroAnne's work, they know redsandman's. & I may not be the most popular writer, but I am NOT some unknown writer who lurks in the dark. Ppl know me by name. I've built a reputation. They know 'Captive' & 'Muse Troubles' & 'Sold to a Hardy'. & they know Rhiannamator. Not everyone is blind & I hope not everyone continues to turn a blind eye to her.

'Pet Hardy' was deleted & a lot of her other ripped off stuff. & The rest of the/whole rant & journal entry found here.http://terrahfry.livejournal.com/28610.html

Welcome To My World! Yes, I have a long profile, I am not ashamed of who I am and I do talk about myself. This profile always Subject To Change. Check out more stuff from me on the links below. Wait.. This writer pens slash, lots of M/M stuff going on.. so, you've been warned. I ain't getting paid a penny.. in fact, I'm losing money on this!! Scroll down, list as follows; Fandom; wrestling. Pairings. Stuff I love in fanfics.. and don't like. Older Links. Fanfiction; my stories, my muses. Stuff 'bout me. Random Quotes. Wrestling Related Quotes. Other quotes. Stuff that's been copied from others profiles. Links. Quick Facts; I'm a girl, I am 27, I love M/M slash, I am crazy over Adam Copeland and Jeff Hardy. Basically all my wrestling stories have Edge and the Hardyz.

I am a slasher. I love wrestling. I am a reader, and the voices in my head tell me I'm a writer, so I don't argue. I do hear voices; they range from my split personalities to my muses. I know I'm crazy, keep my opinions to yourself.

I am a WWE fangirl!-- I love the sport, the violence, the spectacle, and yes, the hot guys and girls too. I love everything about it.
I am a Jerichoholic-- 4ever, no matter what. Since 2000.
I am an EdgeHead-- No matter how sleazy he's ever been. I adore this man forever & always. I will miss him & I am so grateful for all he gave us in wrestling. It will never be the same without him.
I love the Hardyz-- Jeff is my muse, he's awesome. FOREVER. & I simply love Matt, he's amazing!
I am a Peep-- Welcome back home, Christian!! I watched TNA solely for this guy :P
I find Miz and Morrison amusing-- They just had great chemistry together & balanced off on one another so well.
I hate that they broke up Miz and Mor-- just when I started to really like them :( I still lurv them both as singles competitors though.
I am a Kaneanite-- I like when he's psychotic and hurting people.
I support women wrestlers-- Divas, or Knock-outs. Women have a right to do it like the men do.
I love and support Maria-- I wish she could have molded herself into a Women's champion. I miss her terribly. She's still incredibly gorgeous & talented.
I cried when Trish retired-- I miss her.

--xx--

Favorite Wrestling Pairings; Tops are first, even though sometimes I don't care who tops. When I say 'blame' that means in a GOOD way, XD.

Slash, Baby!! (Edge is either Edge, or Adam-- I call him both)
Jeff/Adam, Edge/Jeff (depends on how you view it)-- Jedam-- My Fave pairing, XD! Dominate, forceful, loving, sweet, fluffy, angsty, I'll take these two anyway they can possibly be written. Usually if there is a fic w/ an ounce of Adam/Jeff in there, I'm interested, but I've gotten pretty squeamish. But I can't help it, I'm addicted to Jedam! MY OTP.
Matt/Jeff/Adam(Edge)--Hardedge-- A fave threesome. I usually love them anyway they can be written. But I'd rather Edge be in the middle of a Hardy sandwich. Nickname by Seraphalexiel.
Matt/Adam, Edge/Matt-- Matam-- works either way. I love conflict, hehe ;) Matam by Seraphalexiel.
Matt/Jeff-- Ha! Hardycest!! Eh, occasionally... ;D
Adam(Edge)/ Randy-- Redge-- Once again, their character depends on the topping. I can actually see an insane Edge-- see 'Captive'-- topping a more naive Randy. But I lean more to Randy-- either IED or a gentleman-- topping a either twitchy or cute and clueless Addy. I'm still working on things.
Randy/Adam/Jeff-- Another fave 3some. Basically I prefer Jeff & Randy fighting over Adam, or Adam being in the middle of this 3some.
Randy/Adam/Jeff/Matt-- Hardys battling Randy for Edge. Yum-yum :P
Matt/Jay(Christian) Misty-- Yeah, I love this one. Name by Seraphalexiel.
Jeff/Adam/Jay-- Quickly became a fave threesome of mine. I kindly like E&C slash (only when Jay tops) & my Jeff muse is okay w/ me reading his Addy w/ Jay-Jay. Add Jeff to this & it's perfect :) I prefer Adam in the middle.
Jericho/Christian-- Y2Jay-- either way, I guess. Always pairing them up! I remember the Vitamin-C days, that's all I'll say. HA, a-cream! Has become an OTP overtime, right behind Jedam & Misty.
Miz/Morrison-- JoMiz-- Miz tops. I'll be honest, I've never got into Mor topping. I tried. Name by somebody.. I didn't like the name MiMo for them. Just no. Neither name is mine.
Matt/Mor-- Mattison-- Matt tops. They'd be hott! Name by NeroAnne, XD.
Miz/Jericho, Jericho/Miz, Jiz, JeriMiz-- I say either way could work. I blame wrestlefan4 (and Twitter) for this :P They remind me so much of each other. Plus the cattyness on Twitter, then the bum kissing, and that little teaser of them tagging together.. WHY NOT? Jiz name was by Jadamgasm & somewhat me...
Jay(Christian)/Mor-- I wanna experiment! I have in 'Muse Troubles' ;)
Jay/Jeri/Miz-- Every time I try to put Miz and Jeri together in a story, Christy tries to get involved. I like Miz & Jay fighting over Chris apparently..
Jeri/Mor-- Once again, 'Muse Troubles'!
Jeri/Mor/Miz-- JerichoMiz=JizJohn Morrison=MorJiz-- I like this equation very much. Name is MINE, XD!
Punk/Mor-- I blame videos on You Tube.. Okay, fine. They are cute. I admit it! Punk tops.
Punk/Edge, Phil/Adam-- They'll never be my favorite, but I accidentally warmed up to them... Just Adam bottoms. I once wanted to experiment on the other way, but got bored & abandoned it.
Jay/Adam, Christian/Edge-- E&Cest, E&Ccest-- I dunno. I like them in some fics. Basically, I prefer Adam bottoming. Even tho I've been known to write Jay-Jay girly for Matty & Jeri. Jay tops Adam. I like them better as brothers or the closest of friends. But since reading some older fics, since I have to read something wiff Addy & Jeff muse can tolerate Adam being w/ Jay, I actually prefer when they're Adam & Jay, & I deff prefer Jay as the dom. Name, either way? Mine.
Christian/Heath Slater-- Rhi got me into this pairing, I rather enjoy writing them. Daddy Jay tops.

Slash that interests me;
Miz/Adam-- Miz tops. I'm sick of predator Adam.
Edge/Jeff/Mor-- 'Forever Broken' makes me curious about a working threesome between them. Bottoming status would be a headtrip. Then again, Edge & JoMo as bottoms could fight over Jeff. Why not?
Punk/Mor/Miz-- I like Morrie with both these men, hehe..
Miz/Adam/Randy-- as of 6-21-01 Raw :P (see end of 'ForFuns&Giggles' chp 2 A/Ns)
Randy/Ted/Cody, Ted/Cody--Codiasi, Randy/Cody, Randy/Ted-- Only by certain people will I read them. I usually always pair up Ted & Cody, or Randy & Cody however.
Matt/Jericho-- Matticho-- redsandman99 made me see this couple's potential in 'Love and Lust' :)
Jeff/Mor-- Jeffers can take Morrie and make him a b-! I only liked Mor topping Jeff by NeroAnne in 'SYWALTOTE'.
Randy/Jeff-- At one point this was one of my faves.. now not really so much. Really I like these two fighting over Adam or even sharing Adam. I like both as tops, so this one's hard.

Oddly enuff; Slash that amuses me;
Jericho/Edge-- Edgicho-- Occasionally (smirks)
Cena/Randy-- Cenaton, Centon-- Once Green Phantom Queen made this pairing cute for me. But today it's been ruined for me. 'Cenaton'? I have no clue who came up with it. Not me.
Hunter/Shawn-- Shawter-- Oddly enuff. They are so slashy. I may NEVER write this outside 'Muse Troubles', but still. These two are true soulmates. They belong together!
Glen/Phil-- AnonymousPunk, and Seraph both write them so cute!
Mark/Phil-- I oddly like big men dominating Punk.. what? I like this pair, oddly enuff.. I have people to blame, yes I do..
Jericho/Punk-- JeriPunk-- I have sources to blame and curiosity kills the cat!

See NeroAnne's profile for more pairing names, XD.

Wrestling/Other X-Over pairs I'd be interested in;
WWE/SPN; Dean/Jeff Hardy-- I had promised someone this once. I still have notes. maybe one day. Matt Hardy/Sam was also supposed to be included.
Sam/John Morrison/Dean-- I had an idea once for this. It included Dean & Sam switching bodies & Mor was dating Sam.
Dean/Adam, or even Sam/Adam-- I've always hinted at it w/ Shezli, never had a good enough plot. Adam usually drools over Dean or Jensen in fics & it's usually hinted for giggles (even in 'Funs&Giggles', lol) Thanks to Rhi, Adam's vibe is usually named 'Jensen' as an inside joke :P

Wrestling/OCs pairs.
Jeff Hardy/Wesley Myers-- I usually use Jeff to help me find a comfort zone w/ someone. But I usually don't pair Jeff up w/ anyone besides Adam. I have thought of experimenting here, they're usually just friends. Wes is a bottom, it's why he's not put w/ Adam (same reasons for Gerard)
Randy Orton/Wes-- I played w/ this in 'ClusterFudge'. I once wanted to have them in 'Night Terrors' & still might. I didn't really create Wes to make him overly girlie or pimped out or abused. He's still being worked on carefully. (see 'Beast In The Shadows')
Jeff Hardy/Gerard Davis-- Both are creative & artistic. I only like Gerard as a bottom. Since this site likes to do things the hardway.
CM Punk/Gerard Davis-- Seems Punk likes to stalk Gerard in my work, even the stuff that's not been posted & only shared on Twitter.

Het... I'll admit it; I can write great het scenes the same as I can write slash-- and wow, that sounds so totally arrogant-- thing is; Het sorta bores me right now. So, I've took this out. Sorry, I'm just not much into reading/writing het right now... who knows, one day it may change? Ugh. I actually wrote het. It was the gayest het ever. It was my very own OCs Taryn/Gerard. The girl did the guy up the bum w/ a strap-on. (c'mon, he couldn't top me) I wrote it after a dream I had & said I'd only do it once.. but it's become a guilty pleasure. I've Twitlonged it on Twitter, but may not ever post it.

If I did it-- Femslash. Wouldn't mind reading.
Lita/Trish-- Like conflict. So much of it there.
Trish/Mickie-- Loved that whole storyboard and feud. Who doesn't want Trish? Sheesh.
Mickie/Trish/Ashley-- yeah, see above.
Lita/Christy, Trish/Christy, Lita/Trish/Christy-- conflict!! Christy is the bottom.
Maria/Eve-- Bubbly. Experimental :P Either way tops.
Mickie/Maria-- Mickie tops. Goes back to psycho lesbian days.
Mickie/Eve-- see above.
Gail/Maria-- I'm curious...

I don't like: Show, fiction, or otherwise... There's too many hets to name.
Vickie/Edge-- Do I need to explain? It's in my stories, I know. But only b/c frustrated Edge is so much fun. I won't read, or write, or ship these two in a lovey-dovey romantic way. In a stuck in a hell marriage way? Yes, b/c it's fun to watch Edge twitch.
Lita/Edge-- I'm just over those two. Sorry. (But, if I HAD to have Edge w/ any female in a fic- that wasn't a girly Jeff or JoMo- it'd be Lita- Lita tops)
Randy/Stacy-- I hated this couple then. No. She drug him down. She's too sweet to be with the vicious Legend Killer.
Jericho/Stephanie-- Loaded w/ conflict, but still, I just don't see it. Sorry, I know it's sorta popular.
Randy/Stephanie-- Ooh, see above.
Michelle/Cody-- Has NO chemistry. Makes NO sense! LOL
Edge/Ashley-- For the same reasons of Lita and Edge. Because of Matt, it's not right.
Jeff/Lita-- This is just wrong to me.
Jeff/Ashley-- also wrong..
Jeff/Maria, Edge/Maria, Matt/Maria-- They are all so gorgeous.. but I don't like either Jeff, Matt or Edge w/ Maria.
Cena/Mickie, Cena/Maria-- WWE tried to force both pairs to have chemistry on air. Even they failed!
Jeff/Michelle/JoMo-- Oh, no! That has to be the worst pairing equation of all time.
Stephanie/Edge-- I dunno where this came from.. but NO.
Michelle/Edge-- Oh GOD NO!
Kelly/Edge-- HATE! NO!

Slash I don't support, may be forced to contend w/ and read every once in awhile, lol! But, dun really like. I'm cool if y'all like it though :D
Jeff/Anderson-- Anderson (Ken Kennedy) is NOT hott to me! The idea of them makes me gag! Jeff BELONGS to Edge! End.
Punk/Jeff-- Junk, Matt/Punk- ChipMunk-- sorry :( Awe, I'm Hardedge, not Straightedge, lol!... Y'know, though, I could prolly see either Hardy 'maiming' Punkers... Actually, Punk and Edge prolly wouldn't bother me half as bad. Addy needs love too. I think it bothers me that it's never Punk/Adam/Jeff, etc. It's always Hardys and Punk and Adam's left out. I kinda in a sick way like the concept of Punk and Jeff fighting over Addy. I won't read Junk unless I totally have to. That pair is a deal-breaker to me.
(Taker)Mark/Jeff, Mark/Matt-- Just not my cup of tea-- yes, I said 'cup of tea'.
Kane/Matt, Kane/Jeff-- See above..
Cena/Edge(Adam)-- My lady likes this one and strictly Adam as bottom, and I swear I can see this pair! They are slashy as! But, I dun like Cena (pouts) I may play w/ this one day for the heck of it-- but, not according to my Jeff muse (winces) Update; Played with this pair under Jeff muse's close supervision, first chp of 'The Baby Doll Series', dedicated it to JoMoFan-spot (Addy bottomed of course).
Cena/Jeff-- I can't see it.. but, Seraph and NeroAnne can, so go see them :P Cena/Matt-- Okay, during an odd convo with Seraph, I started to SEE it! LOL! I threatened to freaking do it for giggles :P
Hunter/Jeff, Hunter/Matt-- Nope. Lol!

To disgusting for me to touch;
Boogeyman/Adam-- Hahaha! Seraph 'scared' me of this, lol. See chp 3 of 'Hot One Shots' for reference. P.S. U have to read chp 2 first.. then you get pulled into the rest of the Psycho Jeff on Matam dynamic. It's awesome :P
The McMahon's (not including Stephanie)/anyone-- (shudders) Sorry. Nope. And Stephy belongs really only w/ Hunter.
JeriShow, ShowMiz-- I can't much stand them as a tag team. I don't like them as a slash pairing. & it's no offense to Show. I actually like Show, I just didn't like these equations.

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Shout-outs:
Rhiannamator-- My Partner in muse crime, my Twitter BFF, owns my soul.

Also, to Anna, and Dark Fae Angel-- Me & Anna have had our share of problems. And me and Fae haven't talked in a long time. They both helped a lot in 'Muse Troubles' just by letting my musi perform for them... but, the past is the past, I guess. To JoMoFan-spot-- helped me grow so much in my work, I will always treasure that & what was.

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To anyone who's reviewed, read, faved my work, it is truly appreciated & I am very grateful. Thank you all, it means so much.

Old Links;

Communities on LJ; 'Nip/Tuck'-- http://community.livejournal.com/niptuck_lover/ anyone can comment, any LJ members can post. Have basically gave up here. Others were posting though, just not me right now.

Cole/Leo-- http://community.livejournal.com/colexleo/ links to 'Charmed' slash fanfictions I've found, that feature Cole and Leo as lovers. I give credit to the authors.

FanFiction;

First: Why I have been more so drawn to wrestling slash than my other fandoms; I got bored trying to explain why that imaginary characters such as Fry and Bender could be gay. I just want them to be gay, and to do a little AU and OOC. Wrestling sorta gives me that freedom to just write hott scenes between two hot dudes and not feel bad. Plus, the fans and writers and readers/reviewers are simply awesome. Plus in fake cartoon/tv show fandoms, I got sick of their imaginary love interests being so involved (sick of explaining why Fry should give Leela the boot for roboluv). The same as wrestling with real life love interests, but that's why I have begun doing AU and OOC. It's too complicated for me to have to deal with wives and girlfriends in stories and the fact that everyone feels sorry for them, just b/c I wanna write their husbands or boyfriends w/ other dudes. I like slash! NOT het! I know, I'm tired of hearing it; They are NOT really gay! I know they are NOT GAY! But, this is fanfiction, it is NOT real. It is 4 Fun & FANTASY.
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My fictions: Wrestling:
'Captive'-- COMPLETE.
'Cotton Candy'-- In progress. Dedicated to NeroAnne.
'Ride'-- In progress.
'Sold to a Hardy'-- COMPLETE. Some of the most fun I had writing.
'Adore'-- In Progress. Going to one day revise and change around original plot for this one b/c I am not satisfied w/ it.
'Point of View'-- In Progress.
'Slashy Fun'-- In progress. Nothing but fun w/ my fave slash pairs :)
'Muse Troubles'-- In Progress and for the heck of it. Just the silly stuff that goes on in my head.
'Fate Happened'-- In Progress. For JoMoFan-spot, for whom it was inspired.
'No Longer Forbidden'-- In Progress. DELETED B/C THIS SITE IS A JERK!
'Master and Puppet'-- In Progress. Dedicated to Green Phantom Queen.
'Forever Broken'-- In Progress.
'Sadistic Desires'-- In Progress..
'Seeing Double'-- In Progress. May be cancelled.
'Ravished Hunger'-- In Progress.
'Pets'-- In Progress. May just have a chp or two more till it's ended..
'Angelic'-- Completed.
'Mating Season'-- In Progress.
'Night Terrors'-- In Progress. Was called 'Halloween Slasher Special', was supposed to be 3/4 shot to be completed by the 28th at the latest. I did complete 4 chps by that time, lol. But, I decided to change the name and the lay-up of the story a little. Once again, poor Addy :P
'Rotten: The Sugar Crisis'-- In Progress. Spin-off from 1st chp of 'Slashy Fun'. Just for silliness and fun, XD.
'The Baby Doll Series'-- In Progress. Handing Edge and JoMo's sweetnesses to various suitors to be played with.
'Lost Memories'-- In Progress.
'Easy Being Sleazy'-- In Progress. Random fun :P
'Destroyed Innocence'-- In Progress. Victim Addy.
'Tweet Talk'-- In Progress? Okay, I did have a little bit more for this wrote down. Been too lazy to type out...
'BubbleGumSweetStuff'-- In Progress.. Randomly sweet little one shots and drabbles. Multi-pairings.
'ForFuns&Giggles: WWE Random'-- Will continue at random. First two chps inspired by one slashy night on Twitter involving one of Matt's tweets and Jeri ghost hunting.
'Love Bites'-- In Progress. Vampire/werewolf fic...
'Hardy's Edge: Jedam Shots'-- Just Jeff/Adam one shots is all. My little 'projects' via a bored Jeff muse.
'Psycho Pretty'-- In Progress.
'Figment'-- In Progress. Inspired by a lack of sleep, a horror fic and a chatty Jeff muse. Addy caught between two evils.
'Psychos'-- COMPLETED. Something I did on LJ for late Halloween. Inspired by pics from the 'Ooh, Scary' LJ gallery.
'Christmas Shots'-- COMPLETED till next year mebe? Just 12 fluffy little Christmas drabbles & such. Lotza Jedam & some Phil/Mor.
'You in Your Leather Pants'-- COMPLETED one shot.
'A Sorta Fairytale'-- COMPLETED two shot. Jeff muse wrote his own fairytale.. interrupted numerous times by other complaining muses.
'RatedRKO Affair: Redge Shots'-- In Progress. Just Randy/Adam one shots. For JoMoFan-spot.
'Love So Totally Awesome'-- In Progress. Jay/Adam, Christian/Edge E&Cest one shots.
'Vipers and Angels'-- In Progress. A fic that's done all except for typing it out. My Randy muse's little mini-epic.
'What is Wrong Here?'-- In Progress.
'The Enigma & the Rated-R Brat'-- In Progress.
'Topless or Bottomless Love'-- Complete. One shot.
'Looks Can Be Deceiving'-- In Progress.
'ClusterFudge'-- Complete! Three shot.
'Unplanned'-- In Progress.
'Cuz I Love All The Poison'-- In Progress.
'Beast In The Shadows'-- In Progress. Cuz I can.
'Gurl Parts'-- In Progress. Gender-Swapping.
'Brothel'-- In Progress.
'Jilted Revenge'-- In Progress.
'Twitter Tail Tales'-- In Progress. A collection of TwitterFics. Wrote on Twitter.
'Wrongful Kisses'-- In Progress.
'Troubles Terrahbly RhiVamped'-- In Progress. 'Muse Troubles' Part 2, collaboration w/ Rhiannamator's muses.
'Life With Kittens'-- In Progress. Just for fun & cuteness.
'Vixens Never Learn'-- COMPLETE. For Rhiannamator's birthday. One shot only.
'Immortally Yours'-- In progress.

Plays:
'Frerard Shots'-- In Progress. Just one shots.
'Docile'-- Complete. One shot.
'The Pixie Collection'-- In Progress. Just one shots of Gerard.
'Create An Illusion'-- Complete. One shot.

Non-wrestling Fanfics:
Futurama: 'If only'-- Completed! Finally! My First Futurama completed and my 2nd story completed. May have sequel on down the line...?
'Don't Fry Wolf'-- about two more chps. I got kinda stuck (winces)
'Of Metal and Flesh'-- I have no clue what I am doing here. I'm thinking of reposting the first two chps after I re-edit them. B/c I have gotten so much better since I first started this one.
'Suspicions'-- Took a deeper turn. Was 'funny'. I'm kinda stuck for time being.
'In the Future'-- In progress. & yes, I promise to have more!

Charmed: 'Temptation Goes Both Ways'-- Hiatus. This was for fun in the first place. I got my nose stuck in wrestling is the honest truth. And I wasn't so sure I knew where I was going w/ this one at all. I just wanted to write M/M scenes.
Nip/Tuck: 'The Desperate and the Forbidden'-- Hiatus. Somewhere, I lost inspiration for this one. Especially since season 5.2 had so little Sean/Christian interaction and threw me completely off. Again, they have been slow burn for years. I wanted to write about them being together, but didn't want to take forever getting there. I got bored having Sean constantly deny what he so obviously feels.

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My muses are as follows; Mostly they pop up at random. Sometimes they even go dormant for awhile. Most recent muse action takes place on my Twitter page.
Jeff muse: Been my Main Muse for the longest & the most successful at it. Hyperactive, overactive. The source of my creativity. Artistic. Adds color. Has a bit of an A.D.D problem. Once tied up in basement via Edge muse during 'Captive'. Used to be mellow, then went psycho. Made up his mind that Edge was his pet & got sick of being the strict damsel in distress. Started to question things. Decided to shift the balance in my head, b/c he could. Paranoid. Rebellious. Possessive of HIS Edge. Doesn't like to be a strict bottom. Wanted a baby w/ Adam-- wanted Adam to carry it-- Also wanted to marry Adam. Neither happened at the time. Refuses to listen to any reason. Hates Randy muse, likes to torture Punk muse. Started to push more stories where he tops Adam and is sweet to him instead of just hurting Adam. Was told the world in here would be chaos w/ him in charge, but he actually keeps the balance in my head. Has matured quiet a bit over the months & months, no longer as paranoid & psychotic, but still very possessive. Calmed down a lot once Adam agreed to be his on his own terms. Still has urges to create something bizarre. In a stable relationship w/ Adam. Just Adam. & in an update, married to Adam & is the father to Joseph.
Edge muse: Scheming, loud, pretty demanding, bratty, defensive, used to disappear to annoy me-- tho that became more b/c of Jeff hiding him. Fought w/ Miz over Jeff. Had locked Jeff in basement just b/c he wanted more of himself in 'Captive'. Points and laughs at other musi for the fun of it. (wouldn't trade him for the world) Was kept by Jeff muse & became his pet at first against his will. Parent to Claudia w/ Matt. Belongs to Jeff muse-- end of story ;) Resisted being Jeff's pet at first, but gradually just accepted it & things ran smoother after that. Has become Jeff's lap ornament, laying & being petted like a house cat while Jeff & I go over stories. Still adds a flare of chaos & drama & to most works. Overly protected & pampered. Was pregnant w/ Jeff muse's child. Had a boy on March 12, 2012, Joseph Nero Copeland-Hardy. (idea for name is mine & I will gut ignorant ppl who steal it) Married Jeff on May 18th, 2012.
Christian muse: Started out just observing other musi. Joined up with Matt. Helped a lot on 'Cotton Candy'. Attacks me w/ ideas when I'm asleep, or in the shower and can't write them down. Used to go back and forth between Matt and Mor muses. Currently Jeff's right hand man, the only one Jeff fully trusts, esp w/ Adam. Is a guardian, keeping watch. Controls research & adds wisdom & the wisecracks to my work. Controls a lot more of his own plots these days. In charge of Adam when Jeff can't be. Has become a very important part of my inner workings. Lets Rhiannamator hold & pet him. 'Master' to Rhi's 'pet' Heath muse. Married Heath July 14/15, 2012. More the 15th cuz of the hours.. Heath's expecting their "cubs", they're having twin girls. Cubby- Gabrielle Collete Reso, & Bashful- Dinah Paisley Reso born 5 mins apart on January 12, 2013.
Miz muse: Hyperactive and a nutcase, sweet though. Sometimes loud. Used to fight over Jeff muse. Currently shacked up w/ Mor & Jeri. These days comes out to give me things such as 'What?'.
Morrison muse (Mor for short): Used to be quiet, and reclusive. Actually sane and knows what's going on w/ everyone. Was scheming w/ Matt muse. Very smart. Used to be my word smith. Sorta cowardly. And a voyeur who likes to watch. Likes Matt, afraid of Jeff, argues w/ Edge, belongs to Miz but linked w/ Jeri and esp Xtian. Will booty dance when the song 'Low' by Flo-Rida is played. Went reclusive w/ Jeri & Miz. Went on vacation. No longer w/ Jay muse or Jiz, was with Punk. Possibly with Matt.
Matt muse: Smart. Brooding at times. Went into seclusion after Rumble '09. Protective of Jeff. Evil Matt used to direct anger at Adam, or Mor. Hates when I call him bipolar. Which it was confirmed that he is. Also confirmed to be in love w/ Adam (that makes him mad as well) Still in an odd epidemic; carried and gave birth to baby Claudia Nero Moore Copeland Hardy. Was once in a relationship w/ Jeff & Adam. Went back in reclusion. Has apartment in town & is raising Claudia.
Hunter muse: Enforcing, loves his sledge, uses it to keep other musi in line. Childish sense of humor. Annoys me to no end. Recently got a house across the hill w/ Shawn. Still within easy reach.
HBK muse: Easy going around Hunter muse. Usually quiet and reserved. Points and shouts 'Blaspheme' at random muses.
Jericho muse: Arrogant, loud, whiny, wants to be worshipped. Was trying to latch onto Christian muse. Hides on me. Tried to set up Muse Tube in my head. Main focus was Adam's bum. Taunts Hunter muse. Is a masochist apparently. Will pop up at random to put in his 2 cents worth or even give me plots. Oddly enough can write good sap & fluff. Shacked up w/ Miz currently. Usually wrangles the plot bunnies & keeps them as pets.
Punk muse: None of this was ever set to be in 'Muse Troubles'. Started off trying to align w/ Randy, Miz and Jeri. Till Jeri got mad and left the evil little group b/c he was sick of diabolical plotting that got no results. Miz then decided he couldn't be diabolical and was sick of failing at it so he left. Then Punk was captured by Jeff thanks to Tink and kept as a 'pet' chained up. But, not in the fun ways Edge is. He was dressed in a bunny suit and poked with sticks and had darts thrown at his head (oh, they missed). Jeff got sick of him quick though (I blame the A.D.D) and now Punk just loiters and whines at me. Whiny, agitating, preachy and fun to poke and make scream... Was once Jeri and Miz's pet. Has finally settled in quite nicely. Lives on other end of house, mostly staying out of the way, does pop up w/ the occasional plot. Still doesn't like Jeff muse & it is mutual. Now just wrangling Mor. It's helped him find a place. That ended, moved out of House. Likes to antagonize Gerard & that usually ends bloody for him.
Other muses that occupy my head:
Joseph Nero Copeland-Hardy: Baby OC of Jeff & Edge. Born March 12, 2012 at 6am to Adam & Jeff muses. Just a happy, smiling sweet friendly baby who doesn't seem to have a fault w/ anyone in the world right now. Adorable w/ big bright eyes & a poof of blond hair.
Claudia muse: Kid OC of Matt. Was/is daughter of Matt and Adam. Kid now. Growing at an oddly rapid rate. Cute as button. Has Matt's dark curly hair and Addy's hazel eyes. Will prolly be a firestarter/pyro. Jeff muse wanted to make her his protege. Mostly dormant now, haven't saw her in awhile & the issue isn't pushed. Usually is used as a little girl in fics, a dark child mostly. Could be seen as a evil child who sets fires & stabs things, or a sweet little girl. Went dormant, little girl now lives w/ Matt in town.
Sadie Iris Falconer: Baby OC of JD & Gerard. Born June 24, 2012 at 1:30am to my Gerard muse & Rhi's JD muse. Beautiful fussy brown haired baby, has her mother's eyes. Is a Daddy's girl. Nicknamed Spooky, likes her rattle "bat-bat", her book of scary stories, The Hearse Song & scarecrows she calls "C'oh".
Tink: OC. A member of the faery family that lives in my head & lives at the Fire Wisp Hollow. Friend of Jeff muse b/c he can speak faery. Hates Randy muse for running her family out of the Hollow. One day while at the House helping Jeff move things met & fell absolutely in love w/ Gerard & refused to leave him. Is Gee's pet & feels safe & at home in his hair or on his shoulder or tummy.
Joe and Wes muses: OCs. Originally the security team from 'Cotton Candy'. Ran the loony bin in my head. Wes is dark and angsty and Joe is a laid back guy and commands the Swat Team in my head. They're cousins. More on Wes below.
Wes muse: -Wesley Charles Myers- OC. Wesley has started to branch out finally. Wes gave up the security life to focus on other things. Wes was hanging out at the house & collaborating w/ Jeff, started fooling around w/ Randy & it's left some bitterness. (there was nothing going on between Wes & Jeff, but Randy is still Jeff's sworn enemy). Still lets Jeff do his hair. Jeff claims Wes has potential psychotic tendencies, but he's mostly sweet & shy, very quiet.
Missy Asher: -Melissa 'Missy' Danielle Asher- is a OC I created when I was 9 yrs old. She is possibly the oldest muse in my head. She started off as a little girl I'd talk to & play w/ as a kid, we grew up together & I've always kept her in mind. She is not a Mary Sue at all, but was always supposed to be the best friend in stories, tho I never used her real name in them. She's my age, has long blond hair that she usually dyes, blue eyes, piercings & a bit of an edge. She was the guitarist in my imaginary band growing up of which I was the lead singer. :P She grew up to become a doctor/specialist inside my head & currently works at Halo Medical & will be assisting w/ male muse pregnancies & whatever else. Something about her was special enough for me to keep her all these years. Became the head doctor of Halo and fired Doctor Thompson, Nurse Margret & Nurse KaSandra.
Robert Fletcher: -Robert Thomas Fletcher- OC. Old friend from Missy's time, created & named at same time. Bassist for my band, created to be my protector & an older brother type, was a couple times a bad guy in my stories. Owns a garage, likes to work on his motorcycle & truck, handy-man. Detests being called Robbie, Rob or Roberto.
Desi Diaz: -Desmond Daniel Diaz- OC. A non-Spanish speaking Puerto Rican goth. Was the drummer for my band, very quiet but loyal & friendly. Goes by Danny or Desi mostly. Created during same time as Missy & Robert. All three are apart of a band I recently named Rebel Aliens From Uranus.
Ribbit: -Turner "Ribbit" Jones- Another OC that was created for 'Beast In The Shadows', I liked him so I kept him. Rib's a bit off & "out there". He always yammers about the strange & bizarre & his conspiracies. He may be strange & dress for frost bite weather even in summer, but he's perfectly harmless.
Doctor Thompson & Nurse Margret: Minor characters OCs that worked at Halo Medical. Thompson was the lead doctor & Margret was his nurse. They were created to aid in Matt muse's pregnancy w/ Claudia & had stuck around. Tho they did have a bit of a snotty attitude toward the muses & never seemed to care about them. Were fired by Missy b/c she plainly didn't like them- & Thompson threatening to send Gerard to Gateway for being 'defected' didn't help his case w/ her.
Swat Team: That amazes me that I had one as well. OC.
Bigfoot: Never showcased in 'Troubles', but he exists. Friends w/ Jeff muse who sets traps for him to capture woodland creatures.
Non-wrestling Muses:
Gerard Falconer muse: OC. The slightly unstable pet I share with a psycho. Hung around Jeff & Adam. Jeff is protective of him b/c of the potential chaos in here. Adam was extremely jealous of him getting any of Jeff's time. Kind of a diva, gets attention deprived & lonely. Hates being called emo, afraid of needles, has a room in the basement. Became an obsession for Rhi's JD muse. Was scared of him at first. Was the very first muse of mine to have 'relations' w/ another writer's muse (JD)- something that was bound to happen one day, right? Another source of creativity, artistic. A muse I've broke my rules for, even venturing inside my head for. Started to find his own, shows psychotic tendencies regardless of being squeamish, a masochist, likes when JD hurts him in good ways, has a bit of a bloodlust, hysterical little thing, bit of a nudist, already caused loads of trouble, sassy-tongued, in love w/ JD to JD's confusion. Belongs to JD, & that is evident by JD's initials carved into his chest. Loves coffee & cookies & cigarettes. Friends w/ Tink. Speaks Faery. Is guarded & cared for by me & Jeff when JD is away. Has a wandering tendency & I get to hold his leash when he goes out in town. (Of course JD hates when anyone else touches him, & I get away w/ it only b/c killing me would cause Gerard to vanish). Mother to his & JD's baby dragon Shay, who hatched Dec 6, 2011. Pregnant w/ JD's child who's nicknamed Spooky & will be called Sadie Iris. Gave birth to baby on June 24, 2012. Had an official wedding ceremony to JD on Oct 13, 2012. Made me cross writer/muse bounds on Nov 7, 2012. Happy being owned by me & JD. Pregnant with JD's 2nd human child nicknamed Gidget.
Dean Winchester muse: Wanted to push my scary-themed stories b/c he has 'experience' in the department. Started out thinking my Jeff muse was a demon.. once got shot with the dart gun b/c Jeff wasn't in the mood for his bull. The reason why classic/hard rock keeps playing in my head. Hides my Sam muse on me. Popped up a little while ago, hunting Bigfoot-- even tho Bigfoot is not dangerous.
Sam Winchester muse: Still dunno much about this one. Dean muse keeps him hidden, but I can sense he's somewhere... Both Dean & Sam muses live out somewhere. Prob near the old barn or 'Captive' house. They're seclusive, not that I blame them ;)
Muses who just for whatever reason used to exist. The only ones who have disappeared completely. Muse Obituaries:
JBL- DX tied him to a tree. Stayed tied to that tree for a long time.. then suddenly disappeared.
Chavo- Followed Edge. Was very jittery. Usually got Speared and pointed and laughed at for heck of it. Haven't seen him in years.
Doctor Frank Williams: Deceased OC. Was the other doctor in my head brought in by Thompson to Halo Medical to aid in Claudia's birth. Recently met a nasty end at the hands of JD for hurting Gerard w/ a ultrasound probe during a pregnancy check & then mouthing off about it. Really the first to die in my head rather than disappear.
Nurse KaSandra: Deceased OC. Williams' nurse. Got fed to JD. Was fired same day as Thompson & Margret by Missy.
Leslie Marie Cooper: Deceased OC. Character I created for a book I once tried to write called Vanity. Spoiled rich 'daddy's' girl w/ brown hair & brown eyes. Character went defective & crazy & was locked away in Gateway w/ other defective muses after what she was put thru in the story. Was gave to JD as a gift to 'play' with.
Randy muse: Deceased. Cocky, used to be sweet. Used to stay in the darkest corners of my mind picking just the right spots to insert himself into my stories and agitate Jeff muse by stealing Adam. Can also be IED and vicious. Kept Edge before Jeff did. Went thru a storied & bloody bout w/ Jeff over Adam. Even spent time in the Gateway asylum. Then Adam finally told Randy he wanted to be w/ Jeff & that was the end of it. Had found a compromise w/ me & Jeff, he left Adam alone in my head (even if he's still a tad bit bitter of it) & he got more Redge stories & scenes w/out Jeff throwing a fit. Had calmed down a great bit, but could never trust that his capability to lose his mind again wasn't there. Didn't really live anywhere, just came & went as he pleased. Cracked up again. Was held back in Gateway asylum. Basically went slowly & sadly insane, jealous over the attention Gerard was getting from writer & finally let it all snap, broke into house on February 9th 2012 while Jeff was out, knocked writer out, shot Jay w/ dart gun, hurt Gerard & went after Adam before Jeff got home. Ended up w/ a knife in his chest ending the years long feud w/ Jeff as well as his life. JD then cut out his eyes for his display case in his dungeon.
Other OCs; Ethan Thompson, Jason Whitaker: Two characters specifically created to kill off in a story I tried to write in 2004 called Vanity (same as Leslie Cooper). Had basically went crazy in asylum, got fed to JD.
Stan Sanderson, Dylan Ross, Richard Ghett: OCs. Rich (Rick) was created for another fic before Vanity in 2004. Characters randomly popped up in TRV, attacked Gerard. Rich & Stan were killed by JD, but Dylan was only tortured & sent back to the asylum to rot.

Main Attractions inside my head; The Muse House, spooky forest, the town, the 'Captive' House, an old abandoned barn, the Darkest/Furthest Corners Of My Mind, the Fire Wisp Hollow, the Gateway Asylum, the hospital- Halo Medical, Shawter house. The town has an arcade, dirty shop, candy store, ammo store, & anything else the muses might need, it is run by various unmentioned OCs that were lost to time. The asylum is run by Joe & his Swat team. My brain is fueled by a cartoon addiction & bad (but good) horror movie themes & cliches.

More detailed stuff 'bout me;

Nickname: ALiEN chiLd-- actually gave to me in the 6th grade, had it for years. It was actually an insult, but I liked it, so I stole it. Hey, I've been called worse things.

Date of birth: 2/5/86-- so yeah, I'm legal. I'll be 27 for a whole year, dude!! And, no, I don't lie about my age. Not that type of girl. I really am 27. Still act like I'm 13 though. :P What? The only thing that's changed since then is my hair color (more than once) how many piercings/tattoos I've acquired and I grew one inch from my 13 b-day till my 18th and none since then. (sighs) That decade flew by...

Where I come from: Uranus-- and stop giggling. My alien parents disposed of me in Kentucky.

Description: Gender-- Female, Hair-- changes via dye (usually red, brown, or black), Eyes-- green, Height-- 5'3, Weight-- you wish, Build-- medium, Skin color-- white. Style-- everything from gothic in the fall, to hippie in the spring, and tropical in the summer. I rarely dress preppy, but have been known to dress girly or tomboyish. I'm a free spirit not bound to one thing. Style icon; Jeff Hardy, & my pixie. Piercings; 14g Barbell in tongue, 8 in left ear/ 7 in right (15 total, b/c I literally ripped one out!), nose clip. Tattoos; skull-faced troll on right forearm, rose and spiderweb on inner right leg. Lyrics of favorite band & song on left forearm, barbwire band on left wrist.

Favorite shows: 'WWE Raw, Smackdown', also 'TNA'-- rarely. 'Supernatural', 'Futurama', 'Nip/tuck'-- since the end of the third season, with the Carver. 'Family Guy', 'The Simpsons'-- of course. 'Charmed', 'X-Files'-- I love mystery and conspiracy. 'Destination Truth', 'Criminal Minds', 'Leverage'-- sometimes. 'The Soup', 'Phineas and Ferb', 'Ugly Americans'. 'Married With Children'-- I dunno why I like it, but I watch it almost every morning. Plus Katey Sagal who voices Leela in Futurama plays Peggy. 'Saved by the Bell'-- always loved that show. 'The Walking Dead'.

Favorite Movies; Horror: 'The Devil's Rejects', 'House of 1,000 Corpses', 'Halloween' and 'H2'-- directed by Rob Zombie. 'See No Evil'-- Kane. 'An American Werewolf in Paris', 'Saw'-- all of them, they are brilliant. 'Scream'-- all four, 'Nightmare on Elm Street' and 'Friday the 13th' series including 'Freddy vs Jason'. 'Devour', 'My Bloody Valentine'. 'Sleepy Hollow', 'Dark Shadows'- 2012. I Love horror. Slasher, werewolf, vampire, zombie, creature, mystery, thriller, suspense. I don't care how scary, or gory, bloody, cheesy, cliched, B-rated, or chilling; I love the horror genre. (My only exceptions are anything to do w/ spiders. I'm serverly arachnophobic.)

Other: 'Boondock Saints'- both of 'em. 'Tough Luck', 'Six Ways To Sunday', 'Cigarette Burns'. 'Dahmer'. 'Brokeback Mountain'. '50 first dates', 'The Wedding Singer'. 'Click'. 'Black Snake Moan'.

Music: I love all types of music, rock-- metal, grunge, classic, 80's music, 90's music, some pop, some country-- very little, wrestling themes. Namely-- Rob Zombie, Fozzy-- Y2J, Evanescence, Bob Seger, Meat Loaf, MCR. I like KeSha & Lady Gaga too. Good writing music-- Marilyn Manson's 'Eat Me, Drink Me' album.

Songs: They're are hundreds of songs I like, and I can't pick one. I think I've finally settled on one or two. Or at least I'm obsessed w/ them. 'I Never Told You What I Do For A Living' & 'Famous Last Words' by MCR. I also love Jeff Hardy's WWE theme 'No More Words', & Edge's theme 'Metalingus'.. Still along w/ hundreds more.

Video games: 'GTA3', 'Vice City', 'San Andreas', 'Liberty City Stories', 'Vice City Stories'-- I finally got my PS3 for Christmas. & a GTA 4 pack. I still don't have a XBOX 360. Wrestling games. I also like 'The Sims 2' and 'Bustin' Out'.

Favorite Animals: Rats and mice-- I think they're cute, and wienie dogs (dachshunds).

Favorite Slash Couples: 'Futurama'; Bender/Fry-- Bender loves Fry and they can't deny that. 'Nip/Tuck'; Christian/Sean-- major UST, they needed to be together. 'Charmed'; Cole/Leo-- I really like the whole demon/angel thing. 'Supernatural'; Dean/Sam-- Yeah, I know. But after all the reading/writing Hardys, I'm immune to it being weird. Frerard.

My Fave Wrestlers: Chris Jericho, Edge, Jeff Hardy, Matt Hardy, Christian, John Morrison, The Miz, Randy Orton, Kane, HBK, Mick Foley... I can't really list them all. Fave Women Wrestlers/Divas: Maria, Trish Stratus, Lita, Gail Kim, Christy Hemme, ODB, Victoria, Mickie James, Lilian Garcia, a lot of others, in no particular order. Fave Tag Teams: Hardy Boyz, E&C, Rated-RKO, Jericho & Christian, JeriMiz, The Miz and John Morrison, Dudley Boyz, Degeneration-X. I would have liked to seen more of: JeriMiz, Matt Hardy & John Morrison. Fantasy Tag Teams I will never have: Matt Hardy & Christian, Jeff Hardy & Edge, Matt Hardy & Edge, Jeff Hardy & Christian (either way).

My writing "career": I've been writing since before I could. I used to tell my mom little stories and she'd write them down for me. One of the earliest ones I can remember is one about Bugs Bunny and his friend Daffy Duck b/c I loved Loony Tunes. It's almost like one of my 1st stories was a 'fanfiction', lol. I've never been able to break the habit of writing. In 3rd grade I used to carry 'writing' supplies in a little purse to school and write short stories in my spare time as a hobby. In 5th grade it made me feel special b/c other students would ask to read my work and make them copies. I felt like a celebrity and was told by my friends that I'd be most likely to grow up and become a famous author. That's never happened and I have yet to write my first novel and get published. But I still love to write and have always felt compelled to do so. I found this place over a year ago and decided to try my hand at writing for 'Futurama'. I admit it, I was rusty and my writing badly needed work. My grammar and punctuation wasn't so good and there were lots of mistakes But, I've been getting better since then, esp since I started writing for wrestling. I'm not perfect at it, and I still make mistakes, but I've improved. Whether or not I ever do become a published author, or ever get famous for it (which is unlikely, lol) I will always be a writer. I will always feel the need to write something down whether anyone ever sees it or not. I love to write. At least this place gives me a chance to write about the things I love. I love that it gives me the opportunity to do what I love and don't have plans to quit anytime soon.

Names: I have plenty of names is the sad part. Terrahfry is the latest. It's like terror, as in scary, spelled Terrah. Or the named Tera, spelled differently.Or, Terra, as in 'Earth'. No, it's not at all Tara. And Fry, after my Favorite Futurama character, Philip J, Fry. Also, it's like terrify spelled different and with an 'R'. Sorry I like to ramble.

Big details: I am for gay rights and am against homophobia. I am for women's rights as well. But having said that, I don't believe in gender. I don't believe people do things because of being male or female. I don't believe love has anything to do with gender. You love someone for who they are, not what they are or what they look like. I'd like to say I was bisexual. Or straight. I hate putting a label on it. I've leaned a little more towards men lately, but I do find women attractive. Put it this way; If I found a woman I could fall for, it wouldn't bother me that she was a woman. Love isn't about gender. And that doesn't mean I'd just get with anyone. It means that I'm attracted to both men and women. And wouldn't rule out falling in love with either. I love people for their personality. All this came from a comedian who one time said a bisexual was easy and would sleep with anyone, regardless of what they found in their pants. I am not that way. No, I don't care what's between your legs and yes, I am open to sexuality. I'm not a close-minded person, but I do have some morals-- I'm not easy. I don't like mean people, but I don't like push overs. Me? I'm can be a nice person, but if you start with me, I will defend myself and my beliefs.

Vices: I curse a lot. I drink, but it's only occasion and I never have more than two-- I don't get drunk, I don't do drugs-- say what you want, I am no goody-two-shoes. I know some people use drugs as an excuse for creativity, but I don't need drugs for creativity. I don't want to be creative that way. And, to be honest, I don't think I'd like the way drugs would make me feel. I just never had the urge to do drugs. It's my choice. I'm not Straightedge, but I don't feel like being a stoner either.

Pet Peeves: I hate when someone blows their nose while I'm eating. It'll get you cussed out fast. It disgusts me. There are bathrooms for that, please have some respect.

Work hours: I am nocturnal. I like to stay up all night and sleep all day.
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Fave random quotes:

I'm not paranoid...WHICH ONE OF MY ENEMIES TOLD YOU THIS!
I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it.
I live in my own little world. It's okay, they know me there.
You're just jealous the voices are talking to me!
In my world you don't exist.
I do whatever the little voices tell me to do.
Come on, p- me off! I have places to hide the bodies!
Don't p- me off. I'm running out of places to hide the bodies.
Some days it's just not worth chewing thru the leather straps...
The early bird may catch the worm, but it's the 2nd mouse that gets the cheese.
Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines.
I can't look at the bright side, it's bad for my eyes.
Why stop at Seven Sins? I say we get creative...
I'm not weird.. I'm just not normal :P
Stop waiting for Prince Charming. He's with Mr. Right.
I'm a slasher. I slash him, I slash her, and I'll slash YOU if you're not careful.
I'm not a LESBIAN. I just got a thing for girls.
All those who believe in telekinesis, raise my hand.
Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have film!
To steal ideas from someone is plagiarism; to steal from many is research.
I used to have superpowers, but my therapists took them away.
Smash head on keyboard to continue...
If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried.
Flying is simple. Just throw yourself at the ground and miss.
Life isn’t measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the number of moments that take our breath away.
Of all the things I've lost, I miss my mind the most.
People who say anything's possible haven't tried to slam a revolving door.
Who ever said anything was possible never tried nailing jello to a tree.
I trust you, it's the devil in you I don’t trust.
Happiness wrote me a note. It said, "You're on your own."
Madness does not always howl. Sometimes it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "Hey, is there room in your head for one more?"
When life gives you lemons, throw them at the mean people and hope it gets them in the eyes.
When life gives you lemons, make grape soda and let the world wonder how you did it.
A tree never hits an automobile except in self-defense.
Evening news is where they begin with 'Good evening', and then proceed to tell you why it isn't.
Did you know that dolphins are so intelligent that within only a few weeks of captivity, they can train people to stand at the very edge of the pool and throw them fish?
If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill their self is it considered a hostage situation? Terrah: In my case; yes, it would be.
If you always stop to smell the roses sooner or later you'll inhale a bee.
My imaginary friend thinks you have mental problems.
They keep saying the right person will come along; I think mine got hit by a truck.
Honesty is the best policy, but insanity is a better defense.
'Fairy tales do not tell children the dragons exist. Children already know that dragons exist. Fairy tales tell children the dragons can be killed.'-- G.K. Chesterton, author. Terrah: Heard it on some TV show, I liked it.
My mind works like lightning...one brilliant flash and then it's gone.
Children seldom misquote you. In fact, they usually repeat word for word what you shouldn't have said.
There's nothing wrong with arguing with yourself. It's when you argue with yourself and LOSE, now that's weird.
They say, "Guns don't kill people. People kill people." Well, I think the gun helps. If you stood there and yelled BANG, I don't think you'd kill too many people. --Same works for knives. Yelling STAB doesn't do anything either.
Don't drink and park; accidents cause people.
'I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.' - Thomas Edison.

Got this off someone else's profile. For some reason, I just loved it.

One bright day
in the middle of the night
two dead boys got up to fight.
Back to back they faced each other
drew their swords and shot each other.
A deaf policeman heard the noise
and came and shot the two dead boys.
If you don't believe my lie is true,
ask the blind man, he saw it too.

Wrestling related quotes:

"Randy, the voices say RUN!!"-- on a fan sign on Raw after Randy RKO'ed Stephanie the previous week.
"If Santa Claus came to the Palace of Wisdom, we'd beat him up with Candy Canes."-- John Morrison on The Dirt Sheet.
"I do what I want, when I want, I call the shots!"-- Edge.
"Maybe Mickie James is getting better. She told me earlier she realized, 'you cannot make somebody love you, all you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in'."-- Jerry 'The King' Lawler on Raw, during the Mickie loves Trish days, during a Mickie James match.
"We don't need sexual performance enhancers at The Palace of Wisdom... But, we use them anyways."-- JoMo on the 12th episode of The Dirt Sheet.

Wrestler related quotes:

"I'm sure the wrestling gods must have been smiling the day that we met." Page 31, Adam Copeland on Edge, about meeting Jay Reso.
"Don't think of judging Jeff Hardy until you've walked a mile in his shoes. I will always have Jeffs back..."-- Jericho on Twitter. 9:50PM, Sep 11, 09.
"Insomnia is the shizznit! I'm so tired that I'm dizzy but I still can't sleep! If I could bottle this drugs would be obsolete!"-- Jericho on Twitter. 1:44AM, Jul 13th, 09.
"Non-stop to LA, seat 26B- middle seat... Grrrrr! Got a box of animal crackers- never understood why they're not called animal cookies-." -- JoMo on Twitter. 8:30 am, Feb 24, 10.
"Merry Chrizmiz everybody!!"-- Jeri at Miz on Twitter. 9:10pm, Dec 9, 09.

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Movie, TV, celeb quotes;

"Just Because it's a love story, doesn't mean you can't have a.. decapitation or two." Robert Englund in Wes Craven's New Nightmare.

"I'm sitting in a Laundromat, reading about myself... sitting in a Laundromat reading about myself. My head hurts." Dean Winchester, Supernatural.

"Any a-chapped monkey with a keyboard can poop out a beginning, but endings are impossible." Chuck, Supernatural.

More coming...

If you fall for this please put it in your profile, I fell for it too:

You know you live in 2011 when...

1.) You accidentally enter your password on a microwave.

2.) You haven't played solitaire with real cards for years

3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they don't have a screenname or my space

4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV

6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.

7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.

8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.

9.) and you were too busy to notice number 5.

10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.

11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.

Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did.

PLEASE READ WHAT'S UNDER THIS!!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, mp3 players, cars, and air conditioning.
2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.
3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.
4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.
5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.
6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.
7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.
8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.
9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.
10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans...

Re-post this if you believe in legalizing gay marriage

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http://www.youtube.com/terrahfry I'z on You Tube. Took down wrestling vids. The f-tards claimed WWE complained about my videos as copyright when the videos weren't the best quality & I sure ain't making no money off nothing, so I deleted them all. You Tube are a-holes.

http://terrahfry.deviantart.com/ Deviant ART/ Journals updated with info about fanfictions at random.

http://terrahfry.livejournal.com/visit me at Live Journal-- usually have fanfic updates, or wrestling rants. Other LJ's-- http://terrahfry13.livejournal.com/ For my Frerard fanfics & basically Frerard. http://terrahfryv2.livejournal.com/ My Secondary account for original fiction & fanfiction only.

Drawing of Jeff Hardy dressed in school-girl drag (from 'Sold to a Hardy' chp 3), made by BreakingFable. I'd like to thank her again for taking the time to do it. :) This pic now found in my LJ galleries under 'Made for Me'.

Wanna see some of my pictures for the heck of it? Galleries contain some of my favorite photos of wrestling's sexy beasts. I can't update anymore though. For some reason I can't post a pic on LJ on any account.http://pics.livejournal.com/terrahfry/

Communities on LJ; Wrestling; Pictures, fanfics, video links, & basically a celebration of wrestling's pretty pets. XD. Trying to get it up and running right. More to come. Wrestling Slash Candy fuckalicious13 Jedam community http://community.livejournal.com/hardys_edge/ Edge community http://community.livejournal.com/ratedrbrat/

I'm on Twitter. http://twitter.com/Terrahfry Usually talk a lot about wrestling, slash, SPN, what I love, & some of what bores me :P

Secondary Twitter pagehttp://twitter.com/ZombieTerrah Just in case I can't get into the other one. It's called TerrahfryV2 now.

http://twitter.com/Nearly_Naked "Fanpage" for hott, mostly half naked wrestlers. Inspired by my Nearly Naked LJ gallery & run by myself. Edge, Hardys, Jericho, DX, Miz, Randy Orton, Legacy, Cena, & more. Mainly just pics to drool over.

http://formspring.me/terrahfry Ask me things if you like.

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001264662804 Facebook. Honestly, I am never on here.

http://pixie-gee.tumblr.com/ Tumblr for Gerard only. Slash included.

http://terrahfry.tumblr.com/ My personal Tumblr.. pretty boys, shit that amuses me..

http://wrestlingslashcandy.tumblr.com/ New place for posting sexy and slashy pics of wrestlers.