What is it you really want to know? Anyone who is interested, really interested, can always just contact me and ask, if you dare!

Wow, life is just strange, isn't it? In case some of you are wondering what the hell happened to me, I'm still trying to figure that out myself. Between a dead power cord to my laptop, catching pneumonia and being dragged to Miami for very important reasons?...the rest seems almost boring.

I'm a lot of things, with being bored out of my ever loving mind usually at the top of the list. I study history, mathematics, linguistics, physics, and social science, but I have a degree in things that can kill you with electricity and I've been trained on how to dispose of someone with a pencil. That being said, I'm also one of the most insanely sweet people on the face of the planet, at least until someone steps on me. I will keep the details mum, since it will give everyone the benefit of plausible deniability, and I get to maintain my freedom.

I love anime, but I have a penchant for really bizarre people, far off places, and shiny objects. I'm currently in college, and I'm working on a dual major, in psychology and criminology.

I also welcome anyone to come over and friend me on LJ is more than welcome to do so. Be warned, I'm very much of an extrovert and my musings tend to be extremely bizarre.

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Seriously, are you still reading this? Okay, I'll spill a little bit of what I've got planned inside this insane little head of mine. I've got a minimum of fifteen chapters planned for Aduro: Odi et Amo, at least that's according to this random Post-It I found stuck to my face one morning when I woke up from collapsing at the end of four days of mind altering insomnia. It seems like a well thought out albeit badly scribbled synopsis of what I want to happen so...yeah.

My next project ("already?"...you might say..."but you're not done with the first one!" I know, I know, just go along with it) that I have really been giving a lot of thought to has started to develop into a full story. I'm gonna stick with Latin titles for a thousand Alex, let's go with Auribus Teneo Lupum, which means "to hold a wolf by the ears", but translates better as a dangerous situation where holding on or letting go of the wolf are both equally deadly. In the beginning of my admiration for Death Note, I was highly impressed by the usage of schemes that I remembered from the Chinese 36 Stratagems, which detailed various ruses for application during war and politics and even everyday social interaction.( I know, I read a helluva lot and even I don't get why I get sucked into reference books and the non-fiction section, so there...I admit it, I have no life) Remember when L was able to prove Kira existed? That was one. How about when Light was able to manipulate Rem via Misa and used the shinigami to eliminate both Watari and L? That was another. The manga and the anime are abound with such instances...but I want to screw up the plot my own way and show the mental gymnastics of both adversaries, along with some of the analytical stuff behind why L automatically knew from talking to the original Task Force members that none of them were Kira...I kinda sat up one night and went through the evidence L had before he actually met Light, and I came up with a decent psychological profile based off of tidbits here and there.

So...you might be wondering...what the hey...wasn't that story...and I will be like...'Yeah, but I decided to confuse everyone and do this..." sooo...

No worries, I haven't given up on writing or ever updating...it's just that I'm insanely busy, and I have very few individuals who I can bounce ideas off of...so I'm left with crazy amounts of indecision when it comes to what to do next! Plus, I will read over some of the past chapters and I tell myself, "Wow, there are so many mistakes...I should really stop writing this stuff under the influence of vodka..." and I end up poking my friends on Facebook instead and playing video games instead of correcting any of it, and text messaging all my friends as to what to do on an idle Tuesday seems to take precedence time and time again. Also, it's a lot more fun to act out the stuff in my head irl than it is to write it...although I bet some of you are wondering about THAT now...

One night, after too many chocolate martinis, I came up with a Mello-centric fic idea I like to call Aut viam inveniam aut faciam which simply means, "I shall either find a way, or make one", and yes...it's a MelloxMatt story.