Welcome to my lair, dear lurker. If you wish to know more about me, read on. If you wish to message me, click the appropriate button. If you wish to flame me, go on ahead so I can throw those flames right back at you. If you wish to do anything else, please do so. And if you wish to stalk me, I will sick my Cerberus on you. Now have fun and stalkers beware.

Name: Emotive Gothika (formerly Emortal, formerly Emolette)

Nickname: Emo, Emo-sama, Emo-chan, Emo-sensei, Emo-senpai, etc.

Titles: Yaoi Queen, Yaoi Goddess, Child of Darkness, Red Lady of Darkness and Mayhem, Evil Overlord

Sex: Sex jokes aside, I’m female according to my chromosomes and genitals…

Age: Old enough to vote, too young to buy liquor...

Sexuality: Straight, but bi-curious (I very much love men though…)

Bands: (English) Bless the Fall, My Chemical Romance, Linkin Park, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Paramore, Saosin, The Fray, Evanescence, Fall Out Boy, Flyleaf, Green Day, Simple Plan, Owl City. (Filipino) Rivermaya (with Rico Blanco), Chicosci, Spongecola, Sandwich, Urbandub, Bamboo, Hale, Eraserheads, Rocksteady, Sugarfree, 6 Cycle Mind, Parokya ni Edgar, Kamikaze. (Japanese) Aqua Timez, Asian Kung Fu Generation, LM.C, L'Arc-en-Ciel, Pigstar, T.M. Revolution, ON/OFF, UVERworld, Beat Crusaders, Orange Range, Flow, Inoue Joe, Stance Punks, Maximum the Hormone, Abington Boys School, Splay, Versailles, The Gazette, SID

Anime Preferences: I stray away from kiddie shows and romance, though I do watch it occasionally. I love a show that has a good mixture of action, comedy, and blood. I also love dark themes like fallen angels and demons and vampires. But most of all, I like anime shows that are eye candy (especially with the boys XD). If the animation is old school, then I avoid it like the plague. I especially love anime with many bishounen boys in it. Too many girls and not enough boys is bleh for me (XP). Though there are some anime that I watch not just for the boys...

Fanfiction Preferences: I practically only read yaoi and when I read yaoi I only read those that have my favorite pairings. I’ll read fluff, AU’s, angst (though not frequently because I hate the feeling of my heart being ripped out! DX), horror, humor (probably my fave), mpreg (yes, I am not ashamed to admit that I very much love this genre), and even fetishes (only occasionally though). Of course, I like a well-written, well-paced, and well-characterized story like any other fanfic reader who has half a brain…

Tropes (pertaining to me): Yaoi Fangirl, Het is Ew, Guy on Guy is Hot, Tsundere (sometimes), Dandere, Genki Girl (slight), The Stoic (most of the time), Emotionless Girl (sometimes), Emo Kid, Perky Goth, Beware the Nice Ones, Beware the Quiet Ones

Japanese Anime: Naruto/Naruto: Shippuden, Bleach, Katekyo Hitman Reborn, Death Note, Yu-Gi-Oh, Toward the Terra, Full Metal Alchemist/Brotherhood, Eyeshield 21, Kyo Kara Maou, Yu Yu Hakusho, Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge, Blood Plus, Rurouni Kenshin, Ayashi no Ceres, Ouran High School Host Club, Gundam Seed/Seed Destiny, Darker Than Black, Devil May Cry, Fate/Stay Night, Black Cat, Jikogu Shoujo, Sayonara Zetsubo-sensei, Yakitate Japan, Inuyasha, The Vision of Escaflowne, Kuroshitsuji, Soul Eater, Junjou Romantica, Vampire Knight, Neo Angelique Abyss, Loveless, Princess Princess, D. Gray-Man, Saint Beast: Kouin Jojishi Tenshi Tan, Red Garden, xxxHolic, Sukisho, Togainu no Chi, Nurarihyon no Mago, The Legend of the Legendary Hero, Durarara, Monochrome Factor, Lucky Star, K (Project K, K Project), Kuroko no Basuke, Psycho Pass, No. 6

Western Animation: Avatar: The Legend of Aang, Ben 10 (Alien Force, Ultimate Alien), The Fairly Oddparents, Danny Phantom, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, Spongebob Squarepants, The Simpsons, American Dad, Family Guy, Futurama, Codename: Kids Next Door, Looney Toons, Tom and Jerry, El Tigre, Chowder, My Gym Partner's a Monkey, The Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack, Invader Zim, Fanboy and Chumchum, Animalia, Penguins of Madagascar, Generator Rex, Jimmy Neutron, Courage the Cowardly Dog, Animaniacs, Tiny Toon Adventures, Freakazoid, Adventure Time with Finn and Jake

Did You Know?

- I am a yaoi fangirl extremist. Meaning I only like yaoi and I avoid het as much as I can. I even think Het is Ew (though I admit there are exceptions).

- I love roleplaying on forums. Check out The Random Roleplay forum, the site I most frequent. We are a small, tight-knit community who has known each other online for years but we won’t say no to new members wanting to join our insane family. :D

- I’m an anime/manga otaku, casual gamer, cartoon lover, and would watch any animated movie that I think looks interesting. Basically I’m a kid at heart.

- I read and write fanfiction almost everyday and I sit in front of the computer nearly twelve hours a day. I’m that obsessed.

- Despite my name, I’m not actually an emo or goth but I love both cultures equally. I just have a liking for the darker side of life and though I have desires to invoke it into my lifestyle, financial problems prevent me from doing so. And by financial problems, I mean I’m totally broke. XP

- I love cosplay. I want to cosplay (most especially yaoi XDDD) but like I stated above I have no money to do such a thing. *despairs*

- Aside from writing, I’m actually a pretty decent artist, though I’m still mediocre and have a lot of room for improvement.

- I’m a fan of J-rock, most specifically visual kei. Bishounen ftw! X3

- I’m not much of a comic book person. The most I know about comic book heroes is what I learn from movie adaptations and Wikipedia. But my absolute favorite comic book hero(?) is Deadpool. He is insane and I love him for it.

- The pairing I’m most obsessed with is the Harry/Draco pairing from the Harry Potter series. I’m over at the FF HP archive, The Hex Files, and HP Fandom reading any Drarry story that catches my interest (even rereading some). I don’t know why, but this pairing just has me so captivated that I can’t look away for long. I have read so many stories about them already (enough to fill a whole website probably), but more await me out there. Yes, I am obsessed and I love it.

- The anime I’m totally obsessed with right now is Katekyo Hitman Reborn. Why? Because of the hot boys of course! This series is dubbed as the shounen anime/manga for girls! Most specifically yaoi fangirls. XDDD

- Despite the above, my favorite anime of all time is Naruto. It was the catalyst for me, the gateway, the portal, the damn reason I got so into anime in the first place. It was also the anime where I started with my fanfiction career and my obsession with yaoi (remember the “accidental” kiss? X3). No matter how many great anime I have and will watch, Naruto will always be number one in my heart.

- I mostly like to pair the protagonist with an anti-hero or sometimes villain. I love to pair rivals together because they have the best UST (unresolved sexual tension). And if they happen to have opposite hair colors (light-haired and dark-haired) even better! To me, pairings are all about balance! I never really like pairing two guys who have similar personalities, no matter how hot they are.

- I plan on having a writing career someday. My dreams are to be working in an anime magazine, making my own manga and book, and having my own fandom where there are tons of yaoi fangirls flocking about in my own fanfiction archive. Wish me luck! X3

Extra: Want to know my little fanfiction pet peeves? Check out The Cereal Killer's profile. She pretty much sums up all of my thoughts and feelings about the flaws of fanfiction. XD

I also have a Tumblr, DeviantArt, and LiveJournal, though I don't use dA or LJ that much. I'm on Tumblr pretty much all the time though.

OTPs (One True Pairings):

SasuNaru/NaruSasu (Naruto): Either way is love (as long as either are not too uke). They compliment each other so greatly and perfectly that I think it’s impossible not to think of them as a couple. Besides, Naruto has been chasing Sasuke for way too long. About time they cut through that sexual tension they have…

IchiIshi (Bleach): They’re the SasuNaru/NaruSasu of Bleach. ‘Nuff said.

IchiUlqui (Bleach): Because Ulquiorra’s way too pretty not to pair with tough little Ichigo. And being with Ichigo is as close as to getting a heart Ulqui can get.

1827 a.k.a. HibariTsuna (Katekyo Hitman Reborn): Tsuna is Hibari’s herbivore and no one else’s!

8059 a.k.a. YamamotoGokudera (Katekyo Hitman Reborn): Because… just because. They’re just there, ready for pairing. Pair the Spares, right? XDDD

Harry/Draco (Harry Potter): I'm partial to bottom!Draco because he is such a spoiled brat but I don't object to bottom!Harry though I really like switches better with Harry as the headstrong one. They have one of the greatest yet probably most petty rivalries in the fiction universe. Also, such a gigantic source of UST. Screw canon!

Zukaang (Avatar: The Legend of Aang): No matter what canon says, these two are perfect for each other. Neither Katara nor Mai can understand them as well as they can understand each other. They should just stop trying…

Bevin (Ben 10): Because both Ben and Kevin don’t know the ways of women (not that many men do…). So they should just shack it up with each other and make plenty of hybrid alien babies. XDDD

SebastianxCiel (Kuroshitsuji): The Corset Scene. Master and servant. Hot demon and adorable shota. Need I say more?

LxLight (Death Note): Yes, they're both intelligent but they think in different ways and have distinct personalities. And besides, they're rivals. I love rivals in love. X3

John Egbert/Karkat Vantas (Homestuck): I love the dynamic between these two. Calm, funny, mischievous John with angry, loud, and potty-mouthed Karkat. I say it’s perfect.

Dave Strider/Sollux Captor (Homestuck): Because I like these two and I don’t want to pair them with girls, so the logical path is to pair them together! 8D

Dave Strider/Tavros Nitram (Homestuck): I’ve read a lot of Dave/Tavros fics and I found that I really like the two together. There’s something about meek Tavros and cool kid Dave being together that pleasantly tickles my yaoi bone. X3

Gamzee Makara/Tavros Nitram (Homestuck): Sober!Gamzee is scary as shit (I love him for it) and High!Gamzee is funny as hell. So those two crazy personalities residing in one body that is paired with meek little Tavros? Yeah, the dynamic is crazy awesome!

Feltcliffe a.k.a. Tom Felton/Daniel Radcliffe (Real life): Because I read Reiko Katsura’s “How Tom Felton and Daniel Radcliffe Discovered Drarry” and I couldn’t not bring myself to ship them. They’re just too awesome…

SephirothxCloud (Final Fantasy VII): I... I don't know why... they just compel me to pair them together... I can not resist the tension...

TykkixAllen (D. Gray-Man): *shrugs* There's just something about Allen beating a disguised Tykki in strip poker...

KandaxAllen (D. Gray-Man): More rivals! I couldn't resist! Cute little moyashi Allen and Ba-Kanda must be together! XD

DoumekixWatanuki (xxxHolic): It's CLAMP! If any of their works did not have yaoi subtext between the two main boys then I'd die of shock.

ShikixAkira (Togainu no Chi): I have only watched the anime which had less BL in it then its visual novel counterpart (unfortunately...) but gosh, Shiki is too hot not to pair with Akira!

RikuxSora (Kingdom Hearts): Best friends, turned rivals, returning to best friends... They're like Sasuke and Naruto except Riku was smart enough to turn back to the light.

Note: I hate all het pairings unless they are canon or as long as the girls are not canonically paired with my favorite guy. If she is, then I hate the pairing.

Note2: Normal 0 false false false MicrosoftInternetExplorer4 These are only pairings from series’ I absolutely love. I have many other series I’m a fan of (see above) with one true pairings I support, but that would make one heck of a list. So I only put down ones I’m totally gaga over. X3

Note3: All Homestuck pairings are redrom matespritship because I am only human and am still partially confused with the dynamics of Troll romance. I still like some moirallegiance, auspisticism, and kismesissitude pairings, but they are of the pure platonic pity/hate way with no intimate physical attachment whatsoever. If you have no idea what I'm talking about, then I suggest you go read Homestuck... don't forget to buckle up when you do...

Quotes:

"Blood is thicker then water and much tastier." - Anonymous

"Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it." - Reaper Man, Terry Pratchett

"Not all who wander are lost" - J.R.R. Tolkien

"The greatest harm can result from the best intentions." - Stone of Tears

"Without order nothing can exist - without chaos nothing can evolve." - Anonymous

"I stayed up all night playing poker with tarot cards. I got a full house and four people died." - Steven Wright

"Too often, we lose sight of life's simple pleasures. Remember, when someone annoys you it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown BUT, it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and bitch-slap the motherfucker upside the head..." - Anonymous

"Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those I had to kill because they ticked me off." - Anonymous

"All that we see or seem, Is but a dream within a dream." - Edgar Allan Poe

"Let the world know you as you are, not as you think you should be." - Fannie Brice

“He gave me a lot of kisses today… maybe something like that should be considered as sex…” – Sawada Tsunayoshi, Katekyo Hitman Reborn Doujinshi: Driven

“Don’t tell me… T-T-T-This is what they call a hickey?!” – Sawada Tsunayoshi, Katekyo Hitman Reborn Doujinshi: Driven

"Het Emo," - Since I'm Nazrin (formerly FlameHaze17) (A typo. She wanted to say "Hey Emo" but since t is next to y... yeah, that's the ultimate irony...)

"You're kind of a pussy are you? Do you even have a dick?" - Sai, Naruto Shippuden

"Dattebayo!" - Uzumaki Naruto, Naruto/Shippuden

"I'm going to melt if I stay in the same room as this creature of the light!" - Nakahara Sunako, Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge

"I'll bite you to death." - Hibari Kyouya, Katekyo Hitman Reborn

"Look underneath the underneath." - Hatake Kakashi, Naruto

"Art is a blast!" - Deidara, Naruto: Shippuden

“Do it with your dying will,” – Reborn, Katekyo Hitman Reborn

"The universe just loves proving me wrong doesn't it?" - Sokka, Avatar the Last Airbender

"Yeah! And then you can show him his baby pictures and all those happy memories will make him good again." - Zuko, Avatar the Last Airbender

"We all get a little mad sometimes." - Mandy, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy

“Ben 10, I have come to kill you and conquer your world… is now a bad time?” – Vilgax, Ben 10: Alien Force

"Being a robot's great, but we don't have emotions and sometimes that makes me very sad," - Bender, Futurama

"I'm good at video games and bad at everything else," - Fry, Futurama

"Society's never going to make any progress unless we all learn pretend to like each other. Now let's go over there and make these hideous strangers feel welcome." - Leela, Futurama

"Can we go now? I'm learning again." - Timmy Turner, The Fairly Oddparents

"D'oh!" - Homer Simpson, The Simpsons

"God's a pervert." - Chris Griffin, Family Guy

"A person's a person, no matter how small." - Horton, Horton Hears a Who

"We can be a secret society that controls the palace of power in the world and no one else can join unless they wear funny hats!" - Horton, Horton Hears a Who

"Dilly-dally, shilly-shally." - Tifa Lockhart, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children

"Give me big anime eyes." - Fender, Robots

"Follow the spiders? Why couldn't it be follow the butterflies?" - Ron Weasley, Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets

"Damn! He's got a huge package." - Leonidus, Meet the Spartans

"Yes, well that may the case, but your mother's so hairy that the only language she speaks is Wookie." - Leonidus, Meet the Spartans

"Ashes to ashes and dust to dust," - Oogie Boogie, The Nightmare Before Christmas

"Don't touch that squirrel's nuts!" - Willy Wonka, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory

"I'm sorry, I was having a flashback." - Willy Wonka, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory

"Everyone, welcome to my underwater submarine lair. It's long, hard, and full of seamen." - Dr. Evil, Austin Powers in Goldmember

“There is no Easter bunny, there is no Tooth Fairy, and there is no Queen of England.” – Titan, Megamind

Titan: “This town ain’t big enough for two supervillains!”

Megamind: “Oh, you’re a villain all right, just not a super one.”

Titan: “Oh yeah? What’s the difference?”

Megamind: “PRESENTATION!”– Titan and Megamind, Megamind

Me: “Well excuuuuse me, princess!”

Brother: “Oh no you didn’t! Oh no you didn’t

Me: “Oh yes I did!”

Brother: “Oh, it’s on! Get over here so I can kick your ass!”

Me: “Why don’t you get over here so you can get your ass kicked?! I’ma take off my earrings!” *mimes taking off earrings*

Brother: “I’ma take off my heels!” *mimes taking off heels*

Me: “I’ma take off my wig!” *mimes taking off wig*

Brother: “Well, I’ma take off my facial!” *mimes taking off facial*

Me: *gasps* “You a man? Well, I’m a horse!” *mimes taking off suit*

Brother: “Well, I’m a broom!” *mimes taking off suit* – My brother and I having one of our incredibly stupid play arguments, complete with Family Guy shout out.

Me: “I will stick to my belief!”

Brother: “You don’t believe in anything!”

Me: “… I believe in love.”

Brother: *scoffs* “Yeah, boy’s love!”

Me: “Exactly! Finally, you understand me!” – My brother and I once again. We have these regularly…

“I’m Wade Wilson, mercenary and founder of the Golden Girl Slash Fic fansite.” – Deadpool, I’m a Marvel… I’m a DC; Deadpool and Green Lantern (YouTube)

“My guns allow me to kill for money, shoot fleeing suspects, and get free DVDs from Best Buy!” – Deadpool, I’m a Marvel… I’m a DC; Deadpool and Green Lantern (YouTube)

Green Lantern: “Ryan Reynolds is going to play both of us. Well, there are rumors that he has to drop one role to play the other but I don’t think that's any reason for us to jump to conclu- What are you wearing?”

Deadpool: “Oh, just my 100% cotton, available in all sizes, Team Wade t-shirt… Which you can order now if you call 1-300-DEADPOO!”

Jingle: “1-300-DEADPOO! Because-Deadpool-had-one-too-many-letters-seriously-we’re-not-trying-to-be-juvenile-it-just-turned-out-that-way!” – Deadpool and Green Lantern, I’m a Marvel… I’m a DC; Deadpool and Green Lantern (YouTube)

“Brightest day, blackest night. I’m never gonna give you up without a fight. I’m a Marvel and he’s a DC, but you’re the only one who’s ever been inside of me… as a character…” – Deadpool, I’m a Marvel… I’m a DC; Deadpool and Green Lantern (YouTube)

“Stay beautiful, keep it ugly.” – Gerard Way, My Chemical Romance (Valencia concert)

“Stop pounding me! Stop pounding me! STOP POUNDING ME! Ate, he won’t stop pounding me!” – My brother while playing Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep Final Mix (he was fighting Vanitus Lingering Sentiment). Yeah, I thought indecent things too. XD

"God's a stalker." - Me

"God loves you...? That's what he wants you to think!" - Me

"Chocolate makes everything better!" - Me

"Real men take it up the ass!" - Me (you know what it means -wink wink, nudge nudge-)

"If I can find a hot boyfriend that will kiss and possibly sex it up with another hot guy for my entertainment, then I will be happy," - Me. Don't say you haven't thought of that too.

“The world of fiction is a vast universe. The world of fanfiction is twice as vast, has twice as much porn, and over half is badly written.” – Me. You all know it’s true.