It is such a secret place, the land of tears. -The Little Prince

Hi and welcome to my profile~

NaMe: NoirLachrymoxaXIII a.k.a lachrymosa13blue (I've changed it :D)

QuIrKs/InFo:

~I'm a sophomore college student that majors the science of studying human mind and behavior. (Guess what that is...it's too easy.)

~I'm epically eighteen o_o!

~I love music. From rock to classical to jpop, you name it.

~I'm reading loads of mangas (mainly psychological...) and still have yet to finish one. T_T

~I have weird fetishes that could make you go...o.O

~I read different profiles here on FFnet. Yes, it's a weird habit of mine...whoever the author would be, the more random, the better. That way I could read the different sides...it always amazes me...:) So, I may just be the one who had a hit on your profile, esp. when you appear on the first page. I'm the someone who actually reads profile...weird ne?

~I tend to space out...a lot.

~I can stand not uttering a single word for hours. (Oh yes, Taciturnity runs in my blood as well!)

~I'm always attacked by plot bunnies that seemed to have grown attached to the habit of hopping out of my head in the middle of writing.

~I love the violin so much. But I can't play it...darn. I know a bit about piano, but I'm in love with the violin more.

~I'm a Filipino! Yay for all the Filipino authors out there!

~I leave reviews when I read a stories, but sometimes I'm lazy...I forget to drop one.

~I have only flamed ONCE in my whole stay here at FFnet. I'm not the one who flames...but that time, that story I've read was plagiarized so bad (note: copy-paste-then-edit-the-characters type of plagiarism) I can't hold back and I lectured the poor author (anonymously) about what she have done. I'm only trying to tell her about her mistakes...I'm not doing it for the fun of it. (is flaming even fun? I don't think so.)

...announcement...

...LETTER TO MY DEAR FFNET FRIENDS, AUTHORS AND READERS...

April 28, 2010

I have to admit, my dear friends that I didn't see this coming, that I would also write an entry here, finally saying goodbye for good. I'd always thought that I would just be stuck on a longer hiatus and I would go back and write again. But sad to say...that would never happen. I came to a decision. A decision that came as a shock for me but then I know this is the only choice I have, and the only right choice for that matter.

I have decided, my friends, that I could no longer write any TefU fics, and also finish all the stories I have written. DISAPPOINTING, yes. Though I have a reason. I'm not doing this for me. This is for someone so important for me, I'm willing to sacrifice this wonderful journey of mine here in FFnet. That someone is unaware of this, I did this because I almost made such a grave mistake that I know had everything to do with what writing such have done for me. And I told myself, this is where I must draw the line, no matter how disappointing all this is to you guys, and for me. I am leaving the Yaoi fandom also. Yes, I was a yaoi fangirl, I am proud to be. Though, I have to limit it...it has to end one of these days. I'm not against Yaoi...I just have to say farewell to this fandom. I hope you guys will understand.

I still love TeFu, they pulled the latent writer out of me, even for a short while :') and I am so grateful for that. All the awesome authors I've met, ah, thank you :) Forgive me for this, especially those who liked my stories and avidly waited for my updates. I'm such a disappointment ne? It's hard for me most of all...I just had to. It's a choice. :') I will still keep on writing though. Maybe original ones...or I might just appear with a story one day here :D though it won't be TeFu anymore I guess. :( Saa, I will probably not erase my stories..but they will remain as that, unfinished and disappointing. I will still use this account, for I am reading fics, though in another fandom.

Thank you so much to all who read, reviewed, favorite-d, alerted, critiqued, even flamed (flaming means you actually gave some time for my stories, though in a inappropriate way for that matter) my stories. I owe you guys a lot :) You have been part of my amazing experience here in FFnet. I owe you all an apology... Thanks for voting in the poll, your votes are greatly appreciated :)

Kudos to all my fellow authors that I've met here!

Thanks, Y'all! :)

Long Live, TezukaFuji! ^_^

I will miss FFnet, and all the awesome readers and authors here.

:NoirLachrmosaXII:

...to my best friend, to my thirteen, to my mentor...

:details about me during my stay here in FFnet:

I Love Writing!!

Well, obviously since I signed up for FFnet.

Stories are my forte and I specialize in angst and fluff and romance. But I'm more of the angst type of writer.

I write YAOI. So please, don't read my stories if you're against it.

I dwell at Live Journal too. If you want to visit me there, or/and add me as a friend, here's my link:

http://lachry-aoi.livejournal.com/

I have some of my stories posted in there too.

Hope to meet you there too!

My current obsession: Prince of Tennis; TezukaFuji pairing

Need I elaborate more on why I love those two so much?

Perfectly imperfect love.

Tezuka+Fuji = Love.

I can't stand to see them being paired off with other characters, so forgive me.

TezukaFujiTezukaFujiPerfectPairTezukaFujiTezukaFuji

I beta-read.

If anyone needs a beta-reader, I could do the job.

Just PM me anytime.

I love watching Animes!

For now, I'm not even watching a single anime...I'm so darn busy with school and writing here.

Prince of Tennis, Kuroshitsuji, Nodame Cantabile, Gakuen Alice, Vampire Knight, Death Note, Loveless, Le Chevalier D'eon, La Corda D'oro, Naruto, Gravitation, Yami no Matsuei, Full Metal Alchemist, Yu Yu Hakusho, Law of Ueki, Peacemaker Kurogane, Ghost Hunt, Sukisho, Blood+ and Jigoku Shoujo are some of the animes I've watched. Others are still not finished since I can't watch right now.

I love reading Mangas!

All time fave (currently): Liar Game by Kaitani Shinobu-sensei

I read yaoi mangas often, especially works of Haruka Minami-sensei. I'm still waiting for Shin Tennis no Oujisama updates and Kuroshitsuji too. I love reading psychological-themed mangas...but I can't find good ones like Liar Game and Death Note.

If you want to be friends with me, feel free to PM me!

My email add for FFnet purposes is lachry_aoixiii@yahoo.com and I have another two emails that I regularly use that I could give you through PM only so don't hesitate to PM me. I love to chat!

I want to meet more friends here on FFnet.

And to those who became my friends, thanks!

ABOUT MY STORIES:

Two words: Writer's Block!

Please help me continue my stories by answering my poll. Thanks in advance.

Forgive me. I have lost my muse...

I'll try to recover it and update guys...bear with me.

Many thanks to my 50th Reviewer for The Lapse of Oblivion, -strange-and-weird-!!

Many thanks to my 50th Reviewer for The Author's Notes, Syaoran's Sakura!!

Many thanks to my 100th Reviewer for The Author's Notes, Arthel!!

Thanks for dropping by in my profile!!

~HINC ILLAE LACRIMAE~

'But the eyes are blind. One must look with the heart...' -The Little Prince

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