Celare is a verb that means "to hide." That is exactly what I've done by creating this account.

Many people see me as a fairly normal Christian girl. I don't like yaoi. I am not a fangirl. And you would never, never catch me reading or writing lemons.

Yeah, right.

I've always been fairly covert about it- I've never recommended a lemony fanfic to a friend, and you won't find me squealing over yaoi couples in public. (okay, so maybe Hikaru and Kaoru during a skit at a convention, but that's different) But now, I'm ready to bare this side of me to the world... although I still want "celare."

To hide.

I don't consider myself the typical yaoi fangirl. I maintain a skeptical view of all of it- much as I enjoy the thought of two random hot anime guys making out, I've never even thought "ZOMG OTP."

(except for maybe the KH pairings due to a certain author's work... but again, that's different)

So, while I entertain thoughts of Roy x Ed, my favorite pairings for each of them are still het. And while I will read and write yaoi lemons, I like het lemons just as much. So call me a fence-straddler- it's what I've been doing all the time anyways.

I mentioned before that I'm a Christian. No, I'm not a homophobe, but I still think homosexuality is wrong. Isn't that a paradox? you ask. Yes, sadly, it is. I believe that real-life gay couples are living in sin, yet I enjoy- and write stories about- fictional characters in the same position. Don't think I don't struggle with my own hypocrisy, because I do.

That's why I'm hiding.