Journal (The rest are at the bottom of the page)

11/20/09- So, saw the midnight showing of "New moon" I think it was a lot better than twilight. I say hit the redo button with the new director and more experianced rob and kristin. Anywho had a one shot going for a bit. Just trying to get back into the swing of writing edward and bella. I don't know if it was entirely successfull, but nearly 7,000 words worth of story isn't light. So many thoughts stuck up in my head that I just had to get them out. So i did. And finally my brain can rest in peace a bit. As sad as it is I have thought about vampire souls for a long time. Ever since I read new moon, which admittedly was only a year and a half ago, but I came to a lot of conclusions as I read the saga, well more like as I thought about the saga rather than do homework. What is in Leave Your Soulless Thoughts Behind (it's full title is Ease off the Clutch Leaving Your Soulless Thoughts Behind but it didn't all fit) is the product of all that silly thinking. I hope people like it.

10/19/09- I felt bad after my last entry so i finished upa few corrections to CH3 of The General Difference and tomorrow i hpe i will have time and focus to do a few reviews that i haven't yet done... i feel so horrible, i even forgot a few things that need reviewing... tomorrows project, it's break so I'm allowed!

10/18/09- I was reading some random Twilight fanfiction. I've come across OOCness, I try to avoid it but you come across it everywhere. But this was just soooo out there. I don't know why I kept reading it, but I did and I actually felt sick, that someone could destroy the basic fabric of the characters so much while keeping them in Meyers given Vampire/Human world. I started looking back over my twilight stories, I realized that I can recognize character traits... I'm good with sympathy, and empathy here and there. But I looked, and I can't write them correctly. It makes me really really mad and honestly... my twilight stories dont receive the time and effort that my other stories do, and I feel bad. I can't seem to continue without compleetly twisting and turning personalities to a point that disgusts me. There is always a story to be told and I put Diamond Ashes and Morning Scars, out there, because there is a story. One I can't seem to write and be happy with. I'll still be reading and reviewing the stories that I have been, but I'm not sure I'll be reading much else in the twilight fanfic area... and given time I can see myself rewriting what I have and continuing. But untill then both of my twilight stories are one Hiatus. I apologize, I really do. I consider it an authors duty, once they begin telling a story, that the story be finished. I know that's not always possible, and there are good reasons for them all. Time the most common. But untill I feel I can give the stories the time they deserve... they will not be continued. I know it's sad, Diamond Ashes only has one chapter. I'd almost consider putting up an author auction, but it wouldn't feel right to abandon it like that.

I know I sound crazy and obsessed. They're just stories... I know. But that's just me.

My sincerest apologies.

DOS-L

ME

Anywho I am obsessed with FF8 it is the bomb. Squall/Rinoa is the best pair out there.

Kindom Hearts I/II are awsome, CoM was okish. And what got me hooked is I saw my mom playing it (she got me involved in RPG's) it didn't turn out to be her type of game but seriously she made it to traverse town and EEEEEKKKKK!! I saw Squall, I was sold on it then and there.

Always thought Tifa and Cloud were going to end up together, but I still cryied when, well ya (sniff).

I live in good old MI in the US. It gets really cold up here in the winter, it's no alaska but it still gets freezing cold.

Did I mention I love Starwars, and Pirates of the Carribean, and Dungeons and Dragons the movie (the first one, not the second one for TV, that one sucked.), Twilight, and stargate SG-1 and Atlantice, and Dr. Who, and Valkyrie Profile II, and the Final Fantasy's, and... am I mising anything.?

My Communties:

6/23/09 Limited to a staff member of Ever After. Basicly, it's for Final fantasy cannon pairings in Kingdom Hearts go check it out... good stuff :)

http://www.fanfiction.net/community/Ever_After/57331/3/0/1/

Favorit parings of all time are(not neccessarily in order of one's I like best to least except Squall and Rinoa are #1) and best evil dudes follow, just to see inside my head I guess.

Squall Rinoa (ff8)

Irvine Selphie (ff8)

Ridley Marina (DnD)

Cloud Tifa (ff7)

Obi-Wan Siri (Starwars Jedi Apprentice series authored by mostly Jude Watson)

Tidus Yuna (ffX)

Will Elisabeth (Pirates of the Caribean)

Sora Kairi (KH)

Leif Jasmin (Deltora Quest series)

Rufus Alicia (Valkyrie Profile II)

Robin Starfire (Teen Titans)

Edward Bella (twilight series)

Jack Sam (SG-1)

The Doctor10th incarnation Rose (Doctor Who)

BEST EVIL DUDE!

SEPHIROTH!! (ff7)

BEST MISUNDERSTOOD BAD GUY

SEIFER!! (ff8)

BEST I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO BE A BAD GUY

JECT!! (ff10)

K Back to me: I LOVE Math and Science and Economics (all other forms of social studies I suck at). I'm not going to be an english major though I enjoy reading (not the assigned crap we get in school) and writing(once again not that assigned crap we get in school), when It comes to timed situations, I SUCK!

OH AND GUESS WHAT!! I was accepted into U of M. As happy as I will be to get away from home, I'm not ready for college. WAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! Sorry, didn't meen to go off like that.

UPDATE! I have signed up for U of M and am officially going to be a wolverein. YAY!

That's all I can think of at the moment tehe (Selphie moment) Obsesive I know

Journal (The rest of it)

10/10/09- Finally had time to start writing again and be in the mood at the same time... next chapter of Diamond Ashes should be up soon. I hope

10/3/09- It's been a grand ole year here on fan fic... where's the cake!?

9/6/09- First chapter of the second book in KHFFF is up... hehehehehehe, lot's of good stuff, makes me happy I got this far, I have a goal and I know a few things inbetween, other than that... hehehe... I'm a happy camper, now if people would review it too, that would make me EXTRA happy!!

9/6/09- Put up my inbetween book chaplet for KHFFF. Hopefully I'll have the next chapter up tomorrow. Tehe.

8/25/09- Dissidia is in my possesion!!

8/21/09- Last chapter of Final Rest in KHFFF is on... SWEET MERCY!! Now we get into the good stuff, not that the stuff before was bad, but it was just ya know, leading up to the action and interesting stuff. WOOOO HOOOO!! Anyway's already working on the next chapter... YAY!! Ok, I think I'm settled now...

8/19/09- Well, I posted my 2nd to final chapter of the first book in KHFFF, after a shit load of writers block. I actually had the next chapter nearly done. Well now it is done minuse a few good self reviews... after the many I've already given it. Anywho that was a couple of day's ago. Then I got a fuzzy, ok not fuzzy, but it was still an odd Idea that I hadn't seen anywhere else in Twilight. Then again, there's mega numbers of fanfics and there's no way I've looked at nigh a quarter of them. More like a sixteenth or something... possibly less. More than likely less. Anyway, that plot bunny is now up and I feel much better having that off my mind. Good lord 10 day's untill I move to college. IT'S NOT FAIR!! It's 2 AM, I'm going to go take a shower now, and then sleep in really late tomorrow, then... uh... yeah ;)

8/13/09- 3rd chapter in plot bunny funness that is not ff8 blasphemy aka Morning scars is up. I'm almost done with the chapter that has taken me freeking forever to do on KHFFF and I have a tiny feeling the first arc will be coming to a close one two, maybe three chapters after that. We'll see...

8/11/09- Well I put up a new oneshot that adresses an unfortunately all too common occurance. Selphie Teaches, I have to say it is the quickest thing I've ever written and posted. It just came, and it felt right. Very few revisions seemed necessary. Written for a dear friend and one of the best writers around... have a peek.

7/29/09- Put up a plot bunny that hit me very hard when I was board at work. It was for twilight and I wrote it in first person. Don't know how it will turn out, but I've got the next chapter started... beyond that I'm cluless. I finnally stopped banging my head against the wall for KHFFF, thank god for Reno and Rude. Differenet point of view for just a little while was just what I needed!

7/8/09- (5 hours of sleep later plus 2 hours being awake) I decided to put the finishing touches on my anti writers block helper aka The General Difference Had it for a while but just hadn't gone over it, I figured I'd feel better if i posted something that actually seemed like decent writing... and... and... and... I DO! KHFFF though I'm stilll banging my head against the wall.

7/8/09- My muse has left the building I think... Probably just bord with all this set up I'm doing, Which in reality probably doesn't really need to be done and is in fact making it even more complicated than KH:FFF already is... Thus ch 9 is up and I am contemplating the fact that making things more complicated makes things more interesting but is currently screwing my brain over... IT"S NOT GOING WHERE IT"S SUPPOSED TO!! hmmmmmmmmmmm! I know where it should go, it's just doesn't seem right, so maybe I need to change the Islands set up, because I already know I'm not going to get in as much as I wanted, but oh well Riku will live... Hmmmmm, We'll see how things go.

6/29/09- Updated KH:FFF again... getting some more details... It's turning out alot more complicated than I origionally intended, but hey... makes it more interesting for me!

6/23/09- I've been lazy and busy. I havn't update my profile though I've been writing and reading and not reviewing everything... Bad me baaaad me. Anyway's Since the 10'th I've gotten a nother chapter of KH:FFF in and yet another one shot... My second best, I think... after that hyne awfully long Hope in Haunted eye's, my favorite... oy! What am I saying... oh yeah, I'm also part of a community... ever after, the description though not the official description is lower just a bit, It's bolded, you'll see it... go there, check it out... lots of good KH/FF stuff!!

6/10/09- Welp I'm putting up my next chapter of KH:FFF though not as long as some. I could have put more in that I had written but it just didn't fit, so it's going into the next chapter which I promised myself will be up sometime next week... we'll see about it though.

6/7/09- I'm 18!!

6/6/09- Put up my inspiration unblocker... aka mt first dip into AU, though still conected to the origional with a transition chapter, the one I just put up. Hopefully my point A to point B road block will go away soon... hopefully!!

6/1/09- I am no longer a high schooler! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAAYYAYAYAYYAYAAYYAYAYAYAYAYYAAYYAYAYAYY!! KH:FFF should be up quicker, next chapter is almost done... the thing that I was talking about posting 4/7/09 I decided to change, alot, so it's still a little way's off, but I may post a tiny plot bunny I had for FF8, just to put it out there for someone eles to do or come up with their own idea for or something... cause I sure as hell don't feel like writing as much as it would entail... as is, I have no idea how long KH:FFF is going to be, considering the interesting stuff has hardly started... right now it's just a confusing jumble, that you will understand all of it later, but now... readers are clueless. AND I"M NOT!!

5/3/09- As things go, getting stuff ready for college, already accepted my acceptance (yay)! studying for AP tests and trying to not let senioritis drag my grades down to the end as they are horrrible at the moment. YEAH, so why am I writing again... to take my mind off of the fact that I'm a procrastinator and it's down to the line... SHIAT!! I need to stop writing. CH 5 up of KH:FFF. I'm so proud of myself. And I'm seriously thinking about posting a short-long fic that changes... no more adds on to FF8's ending. Seriously thinking about it. but not all of it is done and coherant. It was just a bunch of one shots for specific parts but then I put them together and have to get my facts to match... blah! yeah... where are my study books again?

4/7/09- I have spent a long time thinking about the plot line to my Kingdom Hearts story. It's going to be freekishly long, and is more likely going to be a side project. As it is I'm almost done with my version of the last FMV's of FF8 over several chapters and will be posting that shortly. I'll still do my one shots and what not and whatever, but I just have had the prologue and the first chapter written forever and wanted to post them. Anywho... #5 has begun!

3/31/09- Posted #4 yesterday. Had a minor screw up with changing from third to first perspectives which compleetly made it bad, but I got a review (see reviews) that pointed it out and I fixed it, so it no longer sucks... _

3/7/09- So I know that I haven't been here that long, but Considering how much stuff is coming through here has ff8 experianced a revival or has it just always been like this??

3/5/09- #3 is up. Not my normal, just something I did that I felt actually deserved to be published. It may be short but a lot of thought went into it. I've got a lot of other things that COULD be submitted, but none of them have the finishing happy touches on them. And some how I've found a way to annoy myself by refering to past things I've writen in further stories, so they have to go up in a certain order or like half of the story goes... say WHAT?? Anywho. Enjoy Squall musings. Complicated and Cyclical...

1/15/09- Completely forgot to update, I got my PSP for chrismass, I nearly cried, ya no not really, but still, I now await that which is awsome in English. HAHAHAHAHH! Oh ya and 2nd fic is up. REVIEW!! Preety please with sugur on top.

12/1/08- I am completely drooling over Dissidia, It's just I havn't seen Rinoa, that is depressing as once again Squall apears to be in a game with out his love (WHAAAA!! I cry) but if she does show up that would be cool, as long as she's not evil or dies, cause that suck. DON'T GO THERE!! UK though, it's not comingout in japan for like well actually I think it's coming out on the 18th of December. That would be 17 days away. But it's PSP :( It's on the wishlist but still, I mean, Regardless, I DON'T SPEAK JAPANEES so even if I did get one, which is unlikely, I'll be waiting with all other non japanese speakers for it to come out in english. BLEACK. OK that's my littl rant.

HAHAHAHAHAH!! My First fanfic is published. FF8 rules!