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since: 10-09-08, id: 1712496, Profile Updated: 09-21-09
Author has written 24 stories for Harry Potter, Naruto, Heroes, Monster, Kuroshitsuji, and Elephant.

I'll make myself a home here. I love deep, heartfelt music. Love the lyrics from the song "Don't Stand So Close to Me", by The Police:

Young teacher, the subject
Of schoolgirl fantasy
She wants him so badly
Knows what she wants to be
Inside her there's longing
This girl's an open page
Book marking - she's so close now
This girl is half his age

Don't stand, don't stand so
Don't stand so close to me

Her friends are so jealous
You know how bad girls get
Sometimes its not so easy
To be the teacher's pet
Temptation, frustration
So bad it makes him cry
Wet bus stop, shes waiting
His car is warm and dry

Don't stand, don't stand so
Don't stand so close to me

Loose talk in the classroom
To hurt they try and try
Strong words in the staffroom
The accusations fly
Its no use, he sees her
He starts to shake and cough
Just like the old man in
That book by Nabakov

Don't stand, don't stand so
Don't stand so close to me

Don't stand, don't stand so
Don't stand so close to me

Also, interestingly enough, I ran across this quote. It very much fits into the song (especially the second verse), and I found it while reading The Picture Of Dorian Gray, by Oscar Wilde:

"The ony way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it. Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself, with desire for what its monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful."

Recently as of late, I have also grown an obession with Quentin Compson, from William Faulkner's The Sound and the Fury. To share with you all some words from his brilliant, messed up section of the novel, here I go:

"Because no battle is ever won he said. They are not even fought."

"Father said that. That Christ was not crucified: he was worn away by a minute clicking of little wheels."

"...Watching pennies has healed more scars than Jesus..."

"It's not even time until it WAS."

"It's not when you realize that nothing can help you-religion, pride, anything-it's when you realize that you don't need any aid."

XD

I also adore these songs:

REV 22:20, by Puscifer

Sometime Around Midnight, by The Airborne Toxic Event

Homecoming Queen, by Hinder

Strawberry Gashes, by Jack Off Jill

Pretty Girl, by Sugarcult

Gran Torino, by Jamie Cullum

City Noise, by Scarling.


I'm a fan of these pairings, especially:

Harry Potter:

TomxGinny, TomxDraco (though there aren't many of these ), LuciusxGinny, LuciusxHermione (weird, I know), HarryxDraco, HermionexGinny

Naruto:

KakashixSakura (Obviously, as you may have noticed from my stories), KakashixSasuke, and the occasional NarutoxSasuke

Wolf's Rain:

TsumexToboe

Inuyasha:

SesshomaruxRin

Loveless:

SoubixRitsuka, SoubixRitsu Minami, YamatoxKouya

Yu-Gi-Oh:

RyouxYami Bakura, SetoxSerenity, Yami BakuraxAnzu

My favorite...

Anime: Paranoia Agent, MONSTER, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Boogiepop Phantom, Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni, Wolf's Rain, Serial Experiments Lain, La Corda D'Oro, Strawberry Panic!, The Rose of Versailles, Yu-Gi-Oh, Ghost in the Shell SAC, and more I can't think of right now.

Manga: Kamui, by Shingo Nanami has become the center of my manga obsession, and I suggest you guys check it out. Still, I also love: 7th Period is a Secret, Aka No Washupiel, Jisastu Saakuru aka Suicide Circle, Sensei!, Crossroad, Abiru Junjou, Soul Rescue, etc.

Books: Speak, A Clockwork Orange, The Lovely Bones, Angels and Demons, The Shadow Children Series, Harry Potter, The Phantom of the Opera, Falling Leaves, Jude the Obscure, As I Lay Dying, Pale Fire, Lolita, Brave New World, Thirteen Reasons Why, To Kill a Mockingbird, The Color Purple, THE SOUND AND THE FURY, almost anything by Tamora Pierce, The Picture Of Dorian Gray.

Movies: Elephant (T.T), Little Miss Sunshine, 2:37, The Phantom of the Opera, Gran Torino, Changeling, Kamikaze Girls, It's a Wonderful Life, some I can't think of.

Clothing Brands: Free People, Anthropologie, Mary Madgalene, Black Peace Now, Innocent World, Alice and the Pirates (a.k.a. Baby, the Stars Shine Bright), Moi Meme Moitie

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it



Thats all, folks!

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1. The Third Baptism reviews
It was better to damn yourself on your own free will than to be forced to do what was right. SebastianxCiel oneshot, dark.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,285 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-4-09 - Ciel P. & Sebastian M. - Complete
2. The Brass Pocketwatch reviews
From the worktable, he heard a distinctive, mechanical click. And suddenly, carefully locked memories of that afternoon so long ago came rushing back to the earl. Oneshot, slight SebastianxCiel.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,845 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-17-09 - Sebastian M. & Ciel P. - Complete
3. Words reviews
Because you’re going to put the ultimate plan into action and write your words all over the memories of the silly people who live in this town. You WILL be remembered. You will be a martyr to your cause. Alex/Eric slash, slightly AU, oneshot.
Elephant - Rated: T - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,056 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-12-09 - Complete
4. Countdown reviews
Even though he's not quite dying yet, Ciel can see his life flashing before his eyes. SebastianxCiel oneshot.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,499 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 7-28-09 - Ciel P. & Sebastian M. - Complete
5. Just Fairytales reviews
Their eyes meet and try to convey every lost word, lost thought, and lost moment that would never come to be. Somehow, deep inside of himself, he'd always known that he would never have her. Kakasaku, AU. Oneshot.
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,310 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-25-09 - Kakashi H. & Sakura H. - Complete
6. Band Aid reviews
Cuts and scars don't have to be on the outside. Maybe all it takes to fix you is someone to patch you up. Light KakaSasu, fluff. Drabble.
Naruto - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 495 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-20-09 - Kakashi H. & Sasuke U. - Complete
7. Between the Bars reviews
Lets play a game, shall we? For every question I ask that you answer correctly, you get a reward. For every wrong answer, I gain a penalty move. TomxDraco slash, slightly AU. Life is just a game.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,389 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-15-09 - Tom R. Jr. & Draco M. - Complete
8. Bittersweet Symphony
You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because your reality is better than your dreams. Sometimes the hardest part about loving someone is learning to let them go. Inspired by Rasengan22's fic 'Everything Comes Full Circle'. HarryxDraco, AU.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,313 - Published: 7-13-09 - Harry P. & Draco M. - Complete
9. Unnecessary » reviews
The true teacher defends his pupils against his own personal influence. He inspires self-distrust. He guides their eyes from himself to the spirit that quickens him. He will have no disciple. AU, KakaSasu, Shounen-ai.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 6,558 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-21-09 - Published: 6-19-09 - Kakashi H. & Sasuke U.
10. Lockdown reviews
The sound of the gunshot and the feeling of dying is undeniably REAL. Sasuke-centric, highschool AU. Drabble. Implied SasukexItachi.
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 992 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-5-09 - Sasuke U. & Itachi U. - Complete
11. Alive reviews
We all strive to die just to feel alive. SebastianxCiel oneshot.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,688 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 5-24-09 - Sebastian M. & Ciel P. - Complete
12. Indiscriminate reviews
Life-saving is supposed to be indiscriminate, doctor. We're not supposed to pick and choose who lives and who dies. TenmaxJohan oneshot, somewhat AU.
Monster - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,550 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-14-09 - Complete
13. The Fall
The rise and fall of power. Sometimes Ciel pretends to be a King. Ciel-centric poem, no pairings.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 370 - Published: 4-13-09 - Ciel P. & Sebastian M. - Complete
14. Secondhand Tragedy reviews
A look into the act of manipulation of the weak by a monster-"And then I come to realize that all tragedy is secondhand." Oneshot, AU. Some shounen-ai undertones.
Monster - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,912 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-30-09 - Complete
15. Breaking Point reviews
Because battles are never won, he had said. They are not even fought.Oneshot, Kakasasu. Sasuke redefines a line that blurs truth and lies. In the process understands what its like to be his teacher.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,922 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-18-09 - Sasuke U. & Kakashi H. - Complete
16. Perfect World » reviews
When I close my eyes I try to imagine a peaceful, perfect world. AU, multiple different characters in the future. Pairings include SasuIno, KakaSaku, SasuSaku, etc.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,089 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-10-09 - Published: 12-5-08 - Kakashi H. & Sakura H.
17. Fly reviews
Even though she's broken, she feels like she can fly. Kakasaku, AU, Drabble.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,000 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-26-08 - Sakura H. & Kakashi H. - Complete
18. Pulse reviews
You could easily think yourself a saint and in reality be the very definition of a sinner. Kakasaku, AU, dark . Oneshot. Prequel to Strawberry Gashes.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,941 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-24-08 - Kakashi H. & Sakura H. - Complete
19. Thirty Minutes reviews
He thought it was his duty to protect her. He thought wrong. Kakasaku, AU .
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,784 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-2-08 - Kakashi H. & Sakura H. - Complete
20. Eyes Closed
Eyes Closed. Mind Open. A Claire-centric oneshot, no pairings. AU .
Heroes - Rated: T - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,427 - Published: 10-18-08 - Claire B. - Complete
21. God's Chokehold reviews
He could almost feel the invisible fingers wrapped around his throat. Drabble,tiny bit of Kakasaku. Inspired by Moodiful819's Playing God.
Naruto - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 454 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-15-08 - Kakashi H. & Sakura H. - Complete
22. Strawberry Gashes » reviews
AU. An abusive teacher and his student. A dark Kakasaku, done to the song Strawberry Gashes by Jack Off Jill.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,542 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 10-14-08 - Published: 10-12-08 - Kakashi H. & Sakura H. - Complete
23. Cemeteries Of London reviews
Oneshot,AU,songfic. What could have happened in the fight against Voldemort..featuring Ron, Hermione, Harry and Ginny. Dark.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,472 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-12-08 - Harry P. & Ginny W. - Complete
24. Porcelain reviews
Was porcelain ever really so perfect? A Narcissa-centric oneshot. AU.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,351 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-11-08 - Narcissa M. - Complete
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