Okay, I know I haven't updated in a while, and I had been planning to before school started and everything, but I'm trying NaNoWriMo this year, so I'm focusing all of my attention on that for the moment. Once December rolls around, I'll try to get a new chapter for every fic up and ready to read. _ ((With the exception of 'Her Word' that needs more time...but maybe an edited Chapter 1...))

((another note: I may conjoin both my accounts (this one and UtterChaos247) under a different name soon, just a heads up))

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PEOPLE WHO READ/WRITE XOVERS!!: CROSSOVERFIC.COM there's not enough stories there, please put some up

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I don't usually copy and paste things into my profile (you should see some peoples, Obsessive Profile-Pasters...), but I liked this one so I put it here.

Girls Don't realize these things:

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm sorry
That I cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, copy and paste into your profile as 'I'm sorry'

If You're one of the FEW girls with enough BALLS to copy and paste this into your profile, and you would never make your guy feel this way, copy and paste into your profile as 'Girls Don't Realize These Things'

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Hey all, just wanted to wish everyone happy holidays. That and to whine about having to sleep on the couch while my aunt and uncle steal my bed... sigh naw, I won't dump on you like that ((You who? I don't read profiles, I don't expect others too either, but I'm bored so here it is.))

Have A Merry Xmas, Happy Hannakuh (sp?), Joyful Kawanzaa (again, sp?), or Cheerful D-Day, whatever you and your cult (or religion) celebrate.

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--:Have You Ever:--

Have you ever been struck by lonliness? You're just sitting there, doing whatever to fill your time, thinking about what to do next before you end your day, and then you just freeze? You're stabbed by an acute feeling of how alone you really are and you can't help but notice your eyes tear up (but you don't cry) and you need to sniffle before realizing just how strong the feeling is?

...lol that was really depressing, I think I'm going to go listen to some happy music...

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Hello profile: I'm noting that my friend set up my own account for Gaia Onilne, so far I'm really bad at keeping my money XP but I think I'm getting better. I just added my first story on this website, it's not really a story actually. It's a bunch of prompts I was given for a book called 'Night' (I forget the author) it was about this boy's story on his experience during the Holocaust (really good novel).

I'm really bored and leaving you now with a weird quote:

"Some say reading is good. I say: Reading is knowledge. Knowledge is power. Power is corrupt. Corruption is a crime. And crime doesn't pay. So if you read you'll go broke."

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Have you ever done one of those horoscopes? This is really strange, it matches perfectly what has happened over the past few days for me:

October 22: Sun enters Scorpio

Are you ready to make a deeper commitment? 'Intense,' 'driven' and 'passionate' are three words that describe this water sign, so this a perfect time to invest your heart and soul into whatever fascinates you the most. The firebird -- or Phoenix -- is the highest symbol of Scorpio, and represents transformation and renewal. Use this solar period to let go of anything that is no longer a great match for who you are today. As you clear the decks of the past, the 20/20 vision of your future becomes clear. The determination of this sign will keep you on track.

I had dinner w/ my mother not last night but the night before and we were there for almost 2 hours (pretty long). I never noticed it before, but I know more about my father's side than her's, so we got into this huge conversation on her cousins and their problems and yada. It was so interesting I think I might write a story based off of some of it...

I've also just gained an idea of what I want to major in at college, which is a huge decision for me.

Freaky, huh?

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Hi, my name is Ann. Named after my GG Anna (Great-Grandmother)

This is my second account here (due to the fact my obsession over xovers has overcrowded my other one).

My other account is: UtterChaos247

(Just in case you were wondering)

AIM: UtterChaos247

Yahoo! Messenger: PissedOffIrishChick

Or just send me a PM. _