| heal my bleeding heart |
Author has written 17 stories for Twilight, and Harry Potter. i'm different, i'm not exactly what you would call normal, and i don't really care what you think, becuse, lets be honest, i don't know you, you don't know me, and honestly, your opinions don't count, becuse i have my friends, and i have my family, and i have God, and that's all i need in my life to make me happy. i love the fact that i'm different, it's better than being like everybody else, and it beats having everyone like you for the wrong reasons. i'm a nerd, and beyond proud, i wouldn't change my life for the world, even when i have a bad day, i'm me and happy with it, and that's all i can ask for. i love my family, and i'll stick up for what i believe in, i won't have people put my friends down, becuase no matter what they think, my friends are my friends and i love them for who they are, and i wouldn't have them any other way. i'm loyal, if i love you, you'll always be loved by me, don't doubt me, 'cuz that hurts. i'm normally a shy person, then you get to know me, you might need duck tape then. i love meeting new people, and i'm really hard to get to know, but it doesn't mean i don't care, if i didn't i wouldn't be me. I'm a nerd. I'm a dork. (i'm also a fruit - Seana knows what i'm talikign about, even when i don't) Music=Life Books=Love I'm a firm believer that chivalry is not dead, I'm probably one of the more mature fourteen year olds you'll ever meet 92 percent of American teens would die if Abercombie and Fitch told them it was uncool to breathe. Copy this in your profile if you would be the 8 percent that would be laughing your ass off. If you have ever run into a door, copy this into your profile If you have ever tripped over your own feet, copy and paste this into your profile. If you think those stupid kids should just give the rabbit the freakin' Trix, copy this into your profile. If you think the Coa-coa Puff Turky Bird thing shoud go to rehab, copy this into your profile. 98 of teenagers do or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2 percent who hasn't, copy and paste this into your profile. If you have ever pushed on a door that said pull or the vise versa copy this into your profile.. If you are obsessed with fanfiction copy this into your profile. If you think that life without computers is useless then copy this to your profile. If you have ever had a mad laughing fit for absolutely no reason, copy and paste this into your profile. My best friend is insane, if you think your best friend is insane, put this in your profile. If there are times when you just wanna annoy people for the heck of it then copy this into ya profile. Milk tastes good. People call me crazy, but I'm just random! If you're random and proud of it, put this in your profile. If you ever forgotten what you were talking about in a conversation, put it in your profile.. If you've been on the computer for hours on end, reading numerous fanfictions, copy this into your profile. If you think that writing Fanfic stories is fun then copy this onto your profile! If you've ever copied and pasted something onto your profile, copy and paste this onto your profile. If at one time you misspelled or forgot how to spell a word less than four letters, copy and paste this onto your profile. (My word was 'for') If u think rock paper scissors solves everything then put this in ur pro! The electric chair was invented by a dentist. If you are scared now more than ever of dentists by learning this fact, put this on your profile.. A friend helps you up when you fall a best friend continues walking while saying, "Walk much dumbass?" A friend wipes your tears when your rejected a best friend goes up to him and says, "It's because your gay isn't it?" A friend will bail you out of jail. A best friend would be in the room next to you saying, THAT WAS AWESOME , LETS DO IT AGAIN!!.. If you've ever lost someone you loved, copy and paste this onto your profile. If you've met your not-blood related twin (in resemblance or personality), copy and paste this in your profile. If you ever read past two in the morning, copy and paste this to your profile.. If you have a true friend, copy and paste this into your profile If you are absolutely in love with Stephenie Meyer's fictional character Edward, from twilight, copy and paste this into your profile IF EDWARD AND BELLA DONT STAY TOGETHER I'M GONNA HURT SOMEONE! Repost this if you agree!! If you truly believe, there is an Edward Cullen somewhere for you (Doesn't mean his name has to be Edward Cullen), copy this into your profile. If you want Bella to become a vampire, copy this into your profile . If you think that losers hate/don't get the Twilight series, copy this into your profile. (I'm the exception-I love Twilight but I'm still a loser :) If you think that the Twilight series is the best known book series to woman (And man)... copy this into your profile. -If you hate those obnoxious snobby people, PLEASE copy this into your profile. -There's nothing wrong with arguing with yourself. It's when you argue with yourself and LOSE when it's weird. If you agree, copy this and put it in your profile If you love rain, copy and paste this into your profile. Admitting you are weird means you are normal. Saying that you are normal is odd. If you admit that you are weird and like it, copy this onto your profile. If you think Jasper is an emo vampire (really HOT emo vampire)...copy and paste this onto your profile. If you don't watch Laguna Beach or the O.C. or The Hills religiously, never have, never will, and are proud of it, copy and paste this into your profile Weird is good, strange is bad, and odd is when you don't know which to call someone. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, than weird is good. If you are weird and proud of it, copy & paste this onto your profile! u are absolutly in love with Stephanie Meyers Fictional Character Jasper, Copy and Paste this into your Profile. If you are a member of the unofficial Jasper Whitlock Hale Fangirl Club, copy and paste this into your profile. 93 percent of American teens would have a severe emotional breakdown if someone called them a frea Just because we eat animals for food, doesn't mean we can cut them up for clothing! If you are against fur coats, clothing, boots, ect, copy this onto your profile. For me, crazy is a loose term. Crazy is when you stare at a pencil and laugh when someone asks you what you are doing that is so interesting about the eraser. Crazy is when you have an hour-long sob fest, and then start singing and dancing when your favorite song comes on. Crazy is when you do or say a completely random thing, like "Do you ever wonder where the eraser bits go?" or having a thumbwar with yourself. Crazy is when you type up all your favorite sayings, print them off and tape them to your wall, just for something to do. Crazy is when you memorize the complete biographies and physical traits of every character in Twilight (or almost, at least). Crazy is when you write Emmett or Edward Cullen is hot on your homework insted of doing it.Crazy is when you try to make up the twilight characters signatures. Crazy is when you go on a sugar high when you haven't eaten anything sugary all day.It's crazy if you ever wonder if you think about taking a crap in their sleep, does it roll down their body? Crazy is when you go to Guitar Center and noodle on a bass, not a guitar, a bass, for half a freakin hour!Crazy is when you stare at your computer screan for 5 whole minutes and then burst out laughing and your parents look at you weird! If you're crazy, copy this onto your profile and add something crazy you've done to the list! Who agrees with me that homophobes are nasty, insensitive people? If you're against animal cruelty (horse slaughter, bear bating, dolphin hunting, chimp slavery etc.) then copy this into your profile! 30 of kids go to college. the other 70 either drop out or don't have the proper skills to. If you are on of the 30 that KNOW that your going to college put this on your profile If you sometimes talk to yourself copy and paste this onto your profile. If you like smiley faces, then copy this into your profile:D If you've ever wondered what you are like in another dimension, copy and paste this in your profile If you think that Mickey Mouse and his friends seriously went to a bar, copy this to your profile. If you think that I think that you think that I think that you think that I am totally spazzing out right now with the 'If you thinks' copy this to your profile already! If you think that I'm making you think too much, copy this to your profile. If you have a very wide range of interests, copy and paste this into your profile. If you think that if girls should rule the world and it would be a better place then copy this onto your profile. If you have sibling(s) that drive you crazy then copy this onto your profile. If you have broke out in tears for no reason, and then laughed while still crying copy and paste this onto your profile! If you are aware that so many people nowadays pretend to be someone they're not, copy this on your profile. If you have ever walked into a room then forgot what you were doing, then started walking away and remembered copy this into your profile. If you have ever been watching a T.V show, and when the commercials came on you forgot what you were watching copy this into your profile. If you have ever had a random song pop into your head at the most completely and utter worst time but you sing it anyway copy this into your profile. If your profile is longer than the chapters of most of your stories copy and paste this to your profile Controversial Issues: HOMOPHOBIA IS GAY I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday Emmet Cullen: Stronger Than You since 1916 Jasper Hale: Charming Ladies since 1843 Alice Cullen: Quirkier than You since 1901 Rosalie Hale: Better Than You since 1916 Edward Cullen: Sexier Than You since 1901 Bella Swan: Clumsier than you since 1989 Try Not To Cry Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great, huge crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! When I went to school that day, I never said good-bye. I'm sorry that I had to go,But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun,he hit me and another, And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother;I'll be waiting for her now And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this. But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss. And Mommy tell the doctors; I know that they really did try I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry. Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest, But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest When I heard that great, big crack,I ran as fast as I could please listen to me if you would, I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid, I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live. But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late, Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry I to cancel the date. I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you" In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech Students Who Were Lost Please if you would, Don't smash this on the ground. If you pass this on, Maybe people will cry, Just keep this in your heart, For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye". Now you have 2 choices, 1) Pass this on, and show people you care, repost as "Try Not To Cry 2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how cold-hearted you really are... Its ok to cry, I cried, so can you Amzanig Olny srmat poelpe can raed this. cdnuolt blveiee that I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd what I was rdanieg. The it deosn't mttaer in what oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is that the first and last ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs psas it on ! I think people should read this if they HATE child abusing. If you HATE child abusing like me copy and paste this to your profile. My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy, Murdered me. Child abuse, MAKE IT STOP! Dance like no one is watching. Love like you've never been hurt. Sing like no one is listening. Live like it's heaven on earth. Work like you don't need the money. Speak like you've never been heard. Listen like the voice is a melody. Write like you just found the words. ~Look me in the eyes and tell me what you see~ ~The best books in the world are the ones that make sense to you and only you.~ Girls Don't realize these things; I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry But most of all I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm Sorry I'm sorry Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?" If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, copy and paste into your profile as 'I'm sorry' If You're one of the FEW girls with enough BALLS to copy and paste this into your profile, and you would never make your guy feel this way, copy and paste into your profile as 'Girls Don't Realize These Things I am the girl ... that doesn't go to school dances, and when I do go, I sit in a corner and read a book. I am the girl that people look through when I say something. I am the girl that spends most of her free time reading, writing, or doing other activities that most teenagers wouldn't call normal. I am the girl that people call weird, and a freak either behind my back or to my face. I am the girl that doesn't spend all her time on MySpace, or talking to a girlfriend on a cellphone or regular phone. I am the girl that hasn't been asked out in a year. I am the girl that has stopped to smell the flowers and jump and splash in the rain. But I am also the girl who knows and is proud to be who she is, doesn't care if people call her weird (it's a compliment), who loves reading and writing and doing the things that no one seems to have the time to do any more, who loves and is obsessed with Harry Potter,maximum ride and twilight, who can express herself better with words, and knows the importance of the little things. Copy and Paste this onto your account, and add your name to the list, if you are anything like me, so the girls who are different and unique can know in their weakest times that they are unique, but not alone. ~PrettyFanGirl, Truth Be Told 13, DEFiiANCE, torchwoodfanx3, Secret Memory, My bleeding heart i'm starting a few stories soon. and i cannot wait to publish them here. i like it when i get comments , on my profile , or just for something someone random that i don't know wants to talk about. i'm always here for people, i'm apparently weird because i care too much. i cannot see bad in people and when i do ity takes a while. If you love Jake but this he should stop chasing after the Cullens (Bella, Nessie) and go find LEAH, copy this into your profile. sorry SM but they belong together, m'kay, you can like it or lump it, but it nevr stops being true! This is a story about God. Read if you believe in him, and read even if you don't. A teenage girl about 17 named Diane had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each shared their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep. Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station. She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story. The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him. She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before. When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed. The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her. She asked if they would ask the man one question. Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her. When the policeman asked him, he answered, "Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her." Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're never alone. Did you know that 98 of teenagers will not stand up for God, and 93 of the people that read this won’t repost it? Repost this if you truly believe in God If you believe in Jesus Christ put this in your profile and don't ignore it because the Bible says that If you deny Me, I will deny you in front of My Father and the glory of Heaven. The sorting hat says that I belong in Ravenclaw! Said Ravenclaw, "We'll teach those whose intelligence is surest." Ravenclaw students tend to be clever, witty, intelligent, and knowledgeable. Take the most scientific Harry Potter well, if you've read this far congradulations, i hope i haven't made you think ' what a stupid stuck up cow' i hope you are still sane if not i can't be held accountable for the insaneness that you aquired on my account! byee! Heal My Bleeding Heart | |||||||||
1. Angel of MineRosalie is out hunting, and agonising over her life, and how much she hates it, when the most tempting scent hits her. Who is it? Will she resist temptation? More importantly, will she get him to Carlisle in time? Rose/Em. Pre-Twilight. T 'cuz i said so.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,707 - Published: 11-28-09 - Emmett & Rosalie - Complete2. New love, New life, New meaning » reviewsSet post Eclipse,and pre Breaking Dawn. Bella is hastily changed after Alice has the vision that will bring everyone full circle, but not without a few problems. Bella's gift shines and blossoms, and her love for Edward dwindles.can she be saved? Or notTwilight - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,890 - Reviews: 56 - Updated: 11-23-09 - Published: 10-30-09 - Bella & Jasper3. Forever perfect reviewsAU All human. B/E. Bella sits at her window in the early hours of the morning, and as she stares at her favourite - very frustrating- oak tree she sees someone beneath it. who could it be? R&RTwilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,587 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-3-09 - Bella & Edward - Complete4. Death takes her reviewsShort, first attempt at a poem. Bella's feelings as she jumps. Set during New Moon. enjoy. R&RTwilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-2-09 - Bella - Complete5. Where will you go » reviewsBella's been a social pariah for the past three yeas, the accident changed everything. can one letter change it all? where does Edward come in? does she love him? can she? Canon couples. U. T for future chapters - cutting, and general angst. R&RTwilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,175 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 11-2-09 - Published: 10-31-09 - Bella & Edward6. Neville, Her Neville reviewsHarry met Luna that day in OOTP, but who was she really waiting for? Luna/Neville. Fluffy, sort of. non-canon, 'Cuz J.K didn't put them together. T 'cuz i said so.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,623 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-31-09 - Luna L. & Neville L. - Complete7. Perfect reviewsRosalie has always had one thing going for her, she was Perfect. and she hated it. she hated with every ounce she had in her. Because what was it all worth? Really? what you think about it. nothing. nothing at all. T 'cuz i'm paranoid.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 708 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-31-09 - Rosalie - Complete8. Her Screams reviewsBella/Voldemort. the Death Eaters have failed a task, and Voldemort is frustrated, and he only wants one thing. to hear her screams. T'cuz i feel like it.- and some torture.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 604 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-31-09 - Bellatrix L. & Voldemort - Complete9. In the end reviewsIt's been 300 years since Breaking Dawn, and Bella finally feels it's time. and together Edward and Bella take their final journey through this life. Canon couples, T 'cuz i said so.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,516 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-31-09 - Bella & Edward - Complete10. Hurt reviewsRosalie's feelings on what Royce did to her, and her pain. No couples. pre-twilight. R&R please. T 'cuz i'm paranoidTwilight - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 521 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-13-09 - Rosalie - Complete11. EverythingCarlisle's change,Pre-twilight, no couples, R&R please. T 'cuz i feel like itTwilight - Rated: T - English - Horror/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Published: 10-13-09 - Carlisle - Complete12. Baby reviewsRosalie's P.O.V of Nessie's birth, and how she'll do anything to have her beautful baby. Canon couples, during BD, t 'cus i'm paranoidTwilight - Rated: T - English - Family/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 436 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-13-09 - Rosalie - Complete13. Mine reviewsEmmett watches as Rosalie hovers over Bella, and wonders, if she gets that thing, will she still be his? was she even his to begin with? During BD,Canon couples, T 'cuz i'm paranoid.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Family/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-13-09 - Emmett & Rosalie - Complete14. Pudding reviewsSlight AU, luna/neville, luna is late for the Christmas feast, again, and she gets stopped on the way to get her pudding. who has stopped her and why? T'cuz i'm paranoid. R&RHarry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 982 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-14-09 - Luna L. & Neville L. - Complete15. His fault reviewsone shot. just before the start of the Half-Blood Prince, Narcissa worries, about her husband, her son, and how to help him with his assignment.R&R T 'cuz i'm paranoidHarry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,196 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-10-09 - Narcissa M. - Complete16. light in the dark reviewsTakes place in The Goblet of Fire. Bellatrix, sees her only hope in getting outy of her prison one night when her favourite sight in the world is seen from her window.T 'cuz i'm paraniod.Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,959 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-3-09 - Bellatrix L. - Complete17. Detention reviewsAU, AH, rated T beacuse i'm paranoid. Bella, and edward have always hated each other, or so they say and now, they're stuck in detention, can one hour in a library change their views on each other?Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,495 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 7-9-09 - Bella & Edward - Complete