Updated On: January 1, 2013 at 2:52 PM MNT. NOW FOLLOW YOUR EYES DOWN, please. There is some very important information about some things.

Welcome to *Death By Insanity*

So, I know it has been almost 2 years since I even touched my stories. I am sorry to say that all of them are discontinued. Yes I found my notebook with my stories but, I no longer have time to write them or anything else. See the thing is, there is only the laptop that my boyfriend, Jeb and I share. We are on the hunt for jobs, cars and homes to rent so most of the time is spent doing that. Other times we are out looking for them. For those that know what it is for this stuff to be a first, you know how hard and how much of a pain this is. I hope that everyone is doing great.

Have a happy 2013.

Christina

Remember those that died in the Sandy Hook Elementary School shooting. Honor those teachers and children.

Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school

He told his friends that it was cool

And when he pulled the trigger back

It shot with a great crack

Mommy I was a good girl

I did what I was told

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold

But Mommy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye

I'm sorry Mommy I had to go, but Mommy please don't cry

When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another

And all because he got the gun from his older brother

Mommy please tell Daddy that I love him very much

And please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush

And tell my little sister that she is the only one now

And tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now

And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best

Mommy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest

Mommy tell my teachers I won't show up for class

And never to forget this and please don't let this pass

Mommy why'd it have to be me, no one deserves this

Mommy warn the others, Mommy I left without a kiss

And Mommy tell the doctors I know they really did try

I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry

Mommy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest

But Mommy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest

Mommy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack

Mommy listen to me if you would

I wanted to go to college

I wanted to try things that were new

I guess I'm not going with Daddy

On that trip to the new zoo

I wanted to get married

I wanted to have a kid

I wanted to be an actress

Mommy I wanted to live

But Mommy I must go now

The time is getting late

Mommy tell my Chris

I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date

I love you Mommy I always have

I know you know it's true

Mommy all I wanted to say is "Mommy I love you"

Now you have two choices:

1). Re-post and show you care

2). Ignore it and you have just proven you have a low-down, cold-heart