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since: 02-18-09, id: 1842325, Profile Updated: 07-31-09
country: United Kingdom
Author has written 26 stories for Death Note, and CSI: New York.

I'm eighteen.
I'm nowhere near perfect.
I eat when I'm bored.
I fall for the bad boys.
I believe lies way too easily.
I get through each day wearing a fake smile.
I make up stories that I wish would happen.
I live by quotes that explain exactly what I'm going through.
I make excuses for everything.
I've got friends and I've got enemies.
I cause dramas and love making memories.
I listen to loud music so I don't have to hear my thoughts.
I say things I don't mean.
I mean things I don't say.
I'm selfish.
I'm impatient.
I'm a little insecure.
I'm out of control.
and sometimes hard to handle.

I believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so you can learn to let go
Things go wrong so you can appreciate it more when things go right
You believe lies so eventually you'll trust nobody but yourself
and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together
I believe that imperfection is beautiful
Madness is genius

and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous
than absolutely stupid
I'm a little bit weird and I like it that way.


Check out:

http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1913742/SpecialHell
and
bandficdothyperboardsdotcom

if you would like to see more CSI/Death Note/Supernaturl/band fanfiction.



I'm a huge fan of Death Note.

I love music.

I'm kind of strange,

and slightly obsessive.

I dunno what else I'm meant to put here.

REMEMBER

Each day isn't guarenteed

so live like today is your last.

Robyn

xXx

"You're not the root of the problem, you're the whole damn tree."

I am in desperate need of a permenant beta reader. If you want the job, you've got it. PM me if you're interested!


I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I hang out with GAYS, so I must be GAY TOO.
Im a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff.
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks.
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.
I hang out with teenage drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak.
I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep.
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy
I CHAT, I MUST be having cyber sex.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins
I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.
I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.
I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.
I love YAOI, so I MUST be GAY.
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish.I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting.
I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life.
I am friends with a CUTTER, so I MUST be a CUTTER too.
I can't help pointing out mistakes so I MUST be an over-controlling perfectionist.
I DON’T LIKE to talk about my personal life so I MUST be having problems.
I like FIRE so I must be an arsonist

I am a proud MxM fangirl
I am also a proud Hitsugaya Toshiro fangirl

That's me, my life and I in a nutshell. Albeit a damned big nutshell.


Here's what I want you to do. Pick up a phone, any phone and type in someone's phone number, someone you haven't spoke to in a while. It can be a friend, a reletive, anyone. Just let the phone ring and wait for them to answer. You may be surprised at how much you've got to say, even if you didn't think so at first.

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1. A Child Named Matt » reviews
There was once a boy named Mail. Nobody knew what happened to him, but when he disappeared, the child named Matt was born. Rated for character death and child abuse Language in some chapters violence in later chapters.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 11,560 - Reviews: 25 - Updated: 11-11-09 - Published: 7-16-09 - Matt & Mello
2. Lie, Steal, Cheat, Drink reviews
I dunno where this came from... it's out of my comfort zone and I can garentee Near's way OOC, but I don't care, I hope you won't either :
Death Note - Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,251 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-18-09 - Matt & Near - Complete
3. How Hard Can It Be? reviews
How hard can it be to sit there and act like you’re just friends? Not too hard, right? Wrong. It’s really f*cking hard. WARNING! Suicide and swearing! Don't like, don't read.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-18-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
4. And So The Lion Fell In Love With The Lamb
The lion and the lamb. So mutually exclusive, to put the two together would be like paring chalk and cheese. So different the result could only be imagined in the reality of movies and books.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,016 - Published: 10-18-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
5. Life In The Fast Lane reviews
Explain to me why I'm picking you up from the police station at 3 o'clock in the morning." Ficlet for another site's monthy challenge
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-4-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
6. Kirachu reviews
Mello sat up and leaned forward. He hooked his finger under Matt’s chin and drew his head up so their eyes met. “What do we have, Matt? Sex? Lust? Some form of understanding?”
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 831 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-4-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
7. Eighteen Forever reviews
If only Matt could be 18 forever. Matt/Mello Matt POV
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-30-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
8. What If reviews
What if our lives were still normal and we were just friends? Would it still hurt that you hate me now? MxM Angst
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 569 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-30-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
9. RIP reviews
L finds something out... the result, sadness.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 514 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-26-09 - L & Light Y.
10. He » reviews
She knew she never loved him. She knew he never loved her. What she didn’t know was how, with one look, he could almost control her. It was almost like she was trained to respond to his every move, his every word, and even he didn’t know it. Misa/L AU/AT
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 914 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-26-09 - Published: 7-23-09 - L & Misa A. - Complete
11. Of Tattoos and Piercings reviews
Matt decides to get hi lip pierced... Will Mello like it? MxM fluffy-ness. Ficlet.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-26-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
12. Belgium reviews
Inspired by Bowling For Soup's song, Belgium. Ficlet. Matt!centric. Enjoy
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-20-09 - Matt - Complete
13. Do I Have To? reviews
I became invisible for you, whispered to you, left for you, forgot you, told you I hated you, died for you, I did everything. I sacrificed more than I had to begin with. MattxMello Matt POV
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,172 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-5-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
14. The Hardest Thing In The World » reviews
Sometimes the only thing left to say is the hardest thing in the world. - Matt - Chapter 9 COMPLETE!
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 6,598 - Reviews: 34 - Updated: 7-5-09 - Published: 6-2-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
15. Here I Am reviews
Songfic to the song of the same name by Bryan Adams. What would have happened if Matt and Mello escaped unharmed on January 26. Summaries suck. Story's probably WAY better. Very AU
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,065 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-30-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
16. Escape reviews
Songfic - Hoobastank - Escape. Danny/Adam fluff
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-30-09 - Adam R. & Danny M. - Complete
17. We Fell In Love reviews
A ficlet to make up for Chapter 7 of The Hardest Thing In The World. Matt/Mello angst/fluff. Mello phones Matt during the Superbowl. New England Patriots vs. New York Giants Conversation or lack thereof ensues
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-28-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
18. Trepidation Of The Inescapable reviews
Mello's gone. Matt's depressed. Near cannot help but observe.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 446 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-27-09 - Matt & Near - Complete
19. Love reviews
We all know what happened on that day in late January. But here are Matt's deepest feelings on the matter.
Death Note - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-17-09 - Published: 4-21-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
20. Her Voice Is Beyond Her Years reviews
Songfic based on a song by Mew. Near/Matt
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 845 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-12-09 - Matt & Near - Complete
21. The Darkest Flight Of My Career reviews
This is the end. This is the last time I will think of you. This is my good bye." a short Narrative of Near's feelings after Kira. Episode 32/chapter 99 spoilers.
Death Note - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 391 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-7-09 - Near & Mello - Complete
22. Holy Rosary reviews
Kira’s downfall was approaching fast and Mello knew he would not be around to see it. Mello's final prayers. Spoilers for episode 35/chapter 99
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,042 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-2-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
23. The Longest Day reviews
Matt is alone in his and Mello's apartment and Mello is missing. What will happen when he finally comes home? rated T for mild language.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-21-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
24. I'll Be There For You reviews
Set after Run Silent Run Deep. Danny's upset, Mac's comforting arms ensue. Ficlet! R&R people... it's nice to know what I'm doing wrong.
CSI: New York - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-20-09 - Danny M. & Mac T. - Complete
25. You Are Not Alone reviews
Sonfic based on You're Not Alone by Richie Sambora. MattXMello fluff
Death Note - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 357 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-24-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
26. What's Your Favourite? reviews
Matt and Mello take a walk on a hot summers day. Summeries are not my storng suit. Rated Kplus just in case.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 625 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-10-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
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