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since	: 04-04-09, id: 1889363, Profile Updated: 04-01-13

Author has written 80 stories for Death Note, and K.

As many have noticed, MANGABULLET, has suddenly disappeared. No word or warning from the moderator/creators, to say that "hey we are finally shutting it down so save your stuff" or whatever. Just poof. I, among many others believe that it was to force us all to move over to ANIPAN. So I say, as well as ask, you NOT TO GO TO ANIPAN, simply for the fact that they promised so many things--moving accounts/keeping clubs--and did nothing. It is almost impossible to get a reply from them, if you so much as mention MB in the question. THAT is NOT how a mod/site owner should be acting. Please do not support that site. thank you.

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MelMat: My Mello in everything :) Luff you toooo

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9-4-12: Tentatively... I am no longer on Hiatus

6-18-12: As many have noticed, a lot of my stories have gone 'missing'. When two of them were DELETED without any kind of warning, for summary not being "g" rated, I decided to go ahead and just delete certain things (mainly oneshots, though i did delete Silent Dance and Dog Days too) to hopefully preserve my account. I have had things deleted before so i'm not sure how many strikes i get before im 'banned/locked'. Don't worry, those stories are on my other accounts, as well as ones i dared not ever post here.

Where I also am:

AO3 (Archive of Our Own) - ShinigamiMailJeevas

Adultfanfiction.net: http://anime.adultfanfiction.net/authors.php?no=1296871282

DeviantArt: http://alexhliel.deviantart.com/

''We are ready for the siege, and we are armed up to the teeth." - 'The Royal We' by Silversun Pickups

3/15/11: I updated the Fanart section near the bottom of the page *of the ones I know about*... Wow. I didnt realize I had so many! XD

http://www.semeuke.com/

You are a Chibi Seme!

Mischievous, loyal, and intelligent, the Chibi Seme always seems to have a quiet energy whispering around them, suggesting that there is much more to them then what there first appears to be. Laid-back, and not one to call a lot of attention to themselves, they tend to guard their creative, forceful, (and somewhat manipulative) inner self behind an easygoing and playful exterior shell, which makes it impossible for most to truly know them. It takes a special Uke/Seme personality to see into the Chibi Seme's deep hidden self and release their sensual side, but once the Chibi Seme has let in that one special person, they will be forever loyal, loving, and protective.

A Chibi Seme will never be completely happy with just the ordinary. Setting themselves somewhat apart from the rest of the world, they need someone like-minded to keep them challenged intellectually and spiritually - a partner to inspire their dark naughty adventures and give them the motivation to take control.

Most compatible with: (apparently not) Sadistic Seme, Don't Fuck with Me Seme / Flaming Uke, Badass Uke
Least compatible with: Dramatic Uke

My Information...:

Name: Not Important

Age: Young? (Then again depends on what you define as 'young'...)

Sex: No i'm good, thanks. :)

Occ. Well...you don't need to know.

Likes: Many things (writing, but then you probably already knew this..)

Dislikes: Lots of Things like (Baka People), people who cant take a hint, PRUDEISH people

Anime: DEATH NOTE! (FMA, Gundam 00, Naruto Shippuden, Bleach, Fruits Basket, Library Wars, etc)

Fav J-Drama: Bloody Monday (and Bloody Monday II)

Favorite Quotes/Sayings/other crap:

-The difference between friends and best friends: (this so applies 2 me) Friends never ask you for food or drink, best friends are the reason your fridge is empty; friends bail you out of jail, best friends are in the next cell saying "Damn it, we messed up again!".'

-'Last night, as I lay in my bed looking up at the stars in the sky, I thought to myself, "Where the fuck is my ceiling?"'

Funny Sh-t:

Number your FAV Death Note characters 1-12 (no order) then answer questions!

1. L

2. Mello

3. Rem

4. Matt

5. Watari

6. Light

7. Ryuk

8. Near

9. Gevanni

10. Matsuda

11. Yagami-san

12. Mikami

1) Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fanfic before?
Oh Hell no! That's not right at all!

2) Do you think Four is hot? How hot?
Yeah! Smoldering

3) What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?
OK wtf? Mikami & Near? (first off, if Mikami ever got near Near, I think he'd either kill him or kidnap him and give him to Light) I honestly have nothing left to say about that... lol

4) Do you recall any fics about Nine
Uh... no. Then again i haven't looked either.

5) Would Two and Six make a good couple?
Well... no not really. Seeing as Light wants Mello dead (and succeeds that bastard!) and all.

6) Five/Nine or Five/Ten?
urg ew!! and double ewwwwwwwwww! (I have an overactive imagination and soo didn't need to even THINK about those pairings. urg!)

7) What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?
Um... Ryuk would probably laugh, go visit Light and keep laughing every time Mello or Mikami were mentioned just to piss off Light, who he wouldn't tell. Just because. lmao.

8) Make up a summary of a Three/Ten fic
Oh My God. Rem/Matsuda? bangs head on keyboard (should that be my summary? lol)

9) Is there any such thing as a One/Eight fluff?
um... I think. I've seen the pairing in passing but never stopped to read it so i can't really say.

10) Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve Hurt/Comfort fic.
Blood Red Apples - and no f'n way to the pairing.

12) Does anyone of your friends read Three het?
I seriously hope not. Is there any het for Rem? Wait on second thought I’m better off NOT knowing.

13) Does anyone of your friends write or draw Eleven?

No.

14) Would anyone of your friends write Two/Four/Five ?
No! No! and Hell Fucking No! Mello/Matt ok; Mello/Matt/Watari, so not ok.

15) What might ten scream at a moment of great passion?
Uh... I think it would depend on whom he's with really.

16) If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, what song would you choose?
"Control" - The Vincent Black Shadow ( if this were Light I would have used "Getting Away With Murder" - by Papa Roach, which would soooo be kewl)

17) If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warning be?
Uh... L/Light/Mikami? eh?? ok.. hm...

-Warning: CRACK! Character Death (L)

18) What might be a good pick-up line for Ten to use on Two?
"If you go out with me I’ll give you chocolate" idk, I mean wtf could Matsuda, of all people, say to Mello?

19) "One and Nine are in a happy relationship until Nine suddenly runs off with Four. One, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night stand with Eleven and a brief unhappy affair with Twelve, then follows the wise advice of Five and finds true love with Two." What title would you give this fic?

"Your Love is a Lie"

L and Gevanni? OK... Gevanni runs off with Matt; that’s laughable. L has hot one night stand with Ygami-san; please tell me that didn't happen ew x12 gag. L has brief unhappy affair with Mikami; gee I wonder WHY its unhappy? L follows Watari's advice (finally something that makes sense!) and finds true love with Mello? uh... That’s a fucked up love life.

11) What kind of plot would you use if you wanted Four to de-flower One?
AHAHAHAHA! Matt de-flower L? Excuse me while I die laughing.

ok... plot... Matt corners L on Halloween for some freaky fun. -grin-

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Light
You have a big aim in life
x You hate to lose
x You feel that your eyes change colors with your behavior
x You are obsessed.
x Your intelligence is superior in comparison with another person’s.
x You don’t mind hurting others as long it helps you to get to your aims.
You have talent to seduce the opposite gender.

Total: 5

L
x You love candy.
x You don’t care about how you look.
You walk/sit curved.
You are a genius.
x You have dark circles around your eyes.
You are thin no matter what you eat.
x You don’t have many friends and you are a total failure at love.

Total: 4

Misa
You love someone blindly.
You would do everything for that ‘someone’.
You dress in a very peculiar way.
You can’t tell when people are joking around with you.
x You can’t handle alcohol very well.
You are very jealous.
x You can make people do what they don’t want to do.

Total: 2

Mello
x You love chocolate.
x You were confused at least for once with the opposite gender.
You always dress dark and tight clothes. (dark yes, tight, NO!)
x You are always second.
x You have a burn/scar on your face.
x You are very intelligent, but sometimes you make mistakes.
x Near creeps you out a little bit. (Just a little)

Total: 6

Matt
x You are always playing video games.
You smoke.
You wear streaky shirts.
x You would do anything for your friends.
You use glasses that look like goggles.
x You are always relaxed.
You are very affectionate to your best friend.

Total: 3

Near
You are patient to the limit.
You always win.
x You have Peter Pan syndrome. (completly, I never wanna grow up!)
x You love to wear pajamas.
You are very intelligent.
x You have a lot of abilities using your hands. (Sounds kinky 0_0)
x Your hair is of a weird color.

Total: 4

Mikami
You believe in a god.
You search for justice everywhere.
You use glasses.
You are/want to be a lawyer.
You don’t care about following orders as long as it’s for justice’s sake.
x You support Kira unconditionally.
All your life is perfectly planned.

Total: 1

Ryuk
x You love apples.
x You are bored.
You think that humans are… INTERESTING!.
x You laugh in a weird way…
You don’t let your feelings lead you.
x When there’s an argument, you never take one of the sides. (depends on if it's something stupid)
x You are a little bit crazy and weird. (a little...?)

Total: 5

Matsuda
x Some people think that you are an idiot.
You always see someone’s good side. (more or less their good intentions..)
You know someone who is an example for you.
x You don’t think Kira is either good or evil.
x You talk about a love life that you don’t have.
x You do stupid things that sometimes are good to the ones around you.
You are pretty, but old.

Total: 4

Yay I’m Mello. Sweeter than Chocolate! Maybe...

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"WSF SERIES"

Order of the series

-Dangerous and Moving (3 shot prequel)

-We Sleep Forever (start of series)

-Not An Angel (sequel)

-Je Ne Regrette Rien (sequel 2)

-The Silent Place Final fic (set 2 years after JNRR)

"CHOICES" FANART:

-Green N Blacks by Amaya-Ai : http://dnluver111.deviantart.com/art/Green-N-Blacks-153647835 (if the link doesnt work you can always just search for the username 'dnluver111' on deviant art and you can find it easy peasy)

-Forgotten by Lellozawa (for chapter 23 Forgotten): http://hawkstar1.deviantart.com/art/Forgotten-154135650

-Mello and Matt Fireflies by Emo-Nerdy-Insane-Writer: http://butimbetterwithapen.deviantart.com/art/Matt-and-Mello-Fireflies-155332482

-Fireflies by HellzDarkness124: http://hellzdarkness124.deviantart.com/art/Fireflies-171061773?q=&qo=

By the way... I love you all for the fanart! It makes me feel way more epic than I should XD
gami

"THE HUNGER" Fanart:

Matt: http://ladydragoncharmer.deviantart.com/gallery/26959957#/d360ksp

Matt b: http://ladydragoncharmer.deviantart.com/art/Fanfiction-Fanart-2b-192416745

Mello: http://ladydragoncharmer.deviantart.com/gallery/26959957#/d36f00s

all are by Ladydragoncharmer

*is very much happy with them all...:)*

Written but not yet Posted:

Radio Nowhere: No one on the streets walking by blissfully ignoring the damage. No one at all. It was as though everyone had simply... vanished. AU, possible gore, slight yaoi. -40 chapters

Stay Still: Mello left Matt all those years ago and when he finally comes back what he finds isn't what he remembered. Not at all. AU (no Kira) – 31 chapters

Heist: Written for my Mello. Complete. Posting soon.

Currently Writing 20??:

Bingo Daubers and I Love You’s: -ON HOLD- A strange redhead kisses him at work and Mello just cant stop thinking about him & cant seem to stop talking to him. What started out as a whim from a curious redhead might just have what it takes to be the best thing in either of their lives. AU. MM

(currently….. getting motivation to finish it XD)

2 more unidentified projects :D

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1. Radio Nowhere » reviews
Out of everything in this situation, it was the silence that bothered him the most. Not a station on the radio, not even an emergency broadcast. No blood. No bodies. No nothing. It was as though everyone had simply... vanished. AU, possible gore, slight yaoi. -40 chapters
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 48,276 - Reviews: 244 - Updated: 4-14-13 - Published: 9-10-12 - Matt & Mello

2. Dance On Our Graves » reviews
"Bye mama..." He whispered. He would miss them terribly but he was certain, so very certain, that this was where he should go. - a Series through which a story of four people unfold and how it shapes those caught in the crossfire. Will most likely be disturbing. Will have Mello/Matt later on. Give it a chance?
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 12 - Words: 5,520 - Reviews: 38 - Updated: 4-13-13 - Published: 2-16-13 - Mello & BB

3. Who the (Bleep) Did I Marry? reviews
With a brief closing of his eyes, Matt recalled the events that led to him meeting the only person he had ever loved, married, and nearly been destroyed by. - MM. Yaoi. AU. Torture? (6 parts)
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,812 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-7-13 - Matt & Mello

4. Heist reviews
Mello blew a kiss to the man in the bathtub and sauntered out of the room. He was in the profession. He rifled through the mans belongings until he found his phone. Pressing a few buttons he made a call and left the line open. Mello was in the profession...of stealing organs. - MM. MCD. Yaoi. AU. 17 chapters sequel.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 945 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-7-13 - Mello & Matt

5. No light reviews
To look, was to be safe. To touch, was to infect. To kiss, was to kill... -MM. Yaoi. MCD. AU.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,573 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-7-13 - Mello & Matt

6. Stay Still reviews
Mello left Matt all those years ago and when he finally comes back, what he finds isn't what he remembered. Not at all. AU (no Kira) - 31 chapters. MM. Slight yaoi.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 847 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 4-7-13 - Mello & Matt

7. The White Apple reviews
How could this have happened? He was supposed to have been watching Mello's back. To protect him, keep him safe. In the background, smoke rose steadily in plumes; grey tinged with orange as the building blazed in the dark night. Matt felt sick. Horribly, horribly sick. "Oh god.." - NOT what you think. Oneshot
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 3-16-13 - Matt & Mello - Complete

8. Right Now reviews
Who knew a failed trip to town could end up so well? - Oneshot. Mello/Matt ;)
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,347 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 3-16-13 - Mello & Matt - Complete

9. Rusted Horses reviews
Mello lay awake for a few long moments, precious seconds he knew he should not waste, and yet the reality of the situation was having a hard time sinking in. He deftly felt the roughly fashioned inner walls of the coffin with a cold stone forming in his gut. - multi-chap
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 646 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-11-13 - Mello & Matt

10. Must Love Sharks » reviews
Blood...blood and the waves crashing over him was all he could remember. He could not recall the pain of the bite, or the crunch of bone and tearing of flesh as the appendage was taken by rows and rows of jagged pointed teeth.-Written for Shark Week 2012. llo. Eventual Yaoi.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 33,884 - Reviews: 42 - Updated: 3-3-13 - Published: 8-19-12 - Mello & Matt

11. Sweet Nothing reviews
He moved with the beat, head tilted, and mouthed the lyrics as he danced alone. He was in his own bubble and no one could touch him. - MM
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 674 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-22-13 - Matt & Mello - Complete

12. Unhappy Anniversary reviews
The shadow leaned over the bed with a glint in its covered eyes, and pressed its mouth close to the blonds ear. "Happy valentines day, Mihael." - For valentines 2013. Drabble. Mentions of MxM
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-15-13 - Matt & Mello - Complete

13. Bones reviews
There was always something so refreshing about walking down a long, dusty road with all your possessions stored in a backpack that was slung over your shoulder. Maybe it was the fact that no one could take your home away from you if you did not have one, and you could not be held hostage by the fear of loosing what you no longer had. - slight MxM
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 767 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 2-4-13 - Matt & Mello - Complete

14. Pretend reviews
The greatest lies are the ones you can make yourself believe - MxM -unrelated to "The Moment I Knew"
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 585 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-28-13 - Matt & Mello - Complete

15. The Moment I Knew reviews
He may not have been wearing a dress, or dolled up in makeup with his hair pulled back in some fashionable way, with painted nails and jewels across his neck—but he was still standing there, in his plain ordinary clothing, waiting, for a person who he was beginning to wonder was going to show. -for DEATH DAY
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 439 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 1-26-13 - Matt - Complete

16. Amp reviews
Dots and Dashes, a way of life and a sentence... of death. - Loose connection with "Newsflesh Trilogy" by Mira Grant.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,484 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-21-13 - Matt & Mello - Complete

17. Surprise reviews
Speaking of Mello, he was certain the blond would have been over. He always spent the night on New Years Eve. So where was he? - M to be safe. Quick-write for New Years.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,074 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-1-13 - Matt & Mello - Complete

18. Lost reviews
"No blood, no bone, no ash..." Misaki's voice was nothing more than a whisper drowned out by the silence of the night. It was painful, hurt down to his very core. As he reopened his eyes, there was still the small part of him that hoped the sky would be clear and void of residue, and that perhaps everything had been a nightmarish daydream. -Quickwrite
K - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 525 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-1-13 - Yata M. - Complete

19. For the Sake of Being Normal » reviews
Mello marries a wealthy, beautiful redhead. To bad he's not in love. And too bad she isn't a HE. But sometimes you do what you have to, to be "Normal" - MM. Yaoi.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 25,319 - Reviews: 105 - Updated: 9-10-12 - Published: 3-1-12 - Matt & Mello - Complete

20. Double Shot reviews
Matt drags Mello into a place he does not want to go...and what's this? Talk of Banana's and Cream? - Crack. MM. Oneshot.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 467 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-27-12 - Mello & Matt - Complete

21. Caramell—What? reviews
"So," Mello started, "what freak dance were you doing before you realized you weren't alone?" - Crack. MM. Oneshot.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 696 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-27-12 - Mello & Matt

22. Final Time reviews
Only one person knew the significance of this scene, and it was the Male tied and gagged by his feet. That place, the beautiful church, had been where they had shared their first kiss so many years ago. -oneshot
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 795 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-15-12 - Matt & Mello - Complete

23. Let Me Down reviews
Matt loved him, but time and time again Mello proved that love simply wasn't enough. -Quickwrite.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 949 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-15-12 - Matt & Mello - Complete

24. Left to Lose reviews
It all seemed so long ago. When he used to be able to make Mello smile, and Mello had said 'I love you' in something other than a mocking tone. He wondered why they even bothered anymore half the time, when neither of them were trying. -Hope.Love.Angst.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,161 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 3-4-12 - Matt & Mello - Complete

25. Forever reviews
Smiling a little, he opened his eyes as a flash of lightning struck outside. Mello's heart leapt into his throat at the figure standing over the bed. - ONESHOT. Quickwrite.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 962 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-26-12 - Mello & Matt - Complete

26. The Flaw » reviews
There was a belief that there were no consequences of using a Death Note other than the nothingness of Mu. But not even the shinigami could have predicted the true nature of the note; it creates a flaw into each who touches it. –MM. M for later on.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 68,341 - Reviews: 310 - Updated: 2-20-12 - Published: 12-16-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete

27. Howl reviews
Take heed of the old book and the lessons of your elders, for when the moon is full a man of good heart may still bow to it's pull. Mello knew of the curse, lived by it. Then came... - Happy valentines...
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,963 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-14-12 - Mello & Matt - Complete

28. Love Bites reviews
"Love bites," Matt told him, "but so do I baby,"- MM. oneshot.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 937 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-3-12 - Matt & Mello - Complete

29. Give Me Something More reviews
Mello's back hit the wall, gun raised by his face as he tried to control his breathing—he did not dare look back. How had it come to this? - Death day and birthday fic with a twist. Oneshot
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,543 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 1-26-12 - Mello & Matt - Complete

30. Poisoned With Love reviews
He had to do this right or he would die. And that was not the goal. He wanted, needed, craved, obsessed over, Mello. And he would get him back if it killed him. -Slight yaoi. Matt cen
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,434 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-27-11 - Matt & Mello - Complete

31. The Sixth Time reviews
The sixth time in so many years that Mello has forgotten... bu it's ok because Matt always remembers.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 828 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-13-11 - Mello & Matt - Complete

32. The Change reviews
He knew the words he needed to say, had practiced them many times over in his mind, and he opened his mouth to speak but when Mello looked up at him his throat constricted and he could only manage a weak smile. -Drabble. May continue upon request. MM?
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 501 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-2-11 - Matt & Mello - Complete

33. Simple Wish reviews
There are some things you should just not wish for- char. death etc. Halloween contest entry for MB
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,131 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 10-16-11 - Mello & Matt - Complete

34. Satellites reviews
Mello had always been told he felt too much, too deeply, too eagerly. But with Matt it was enough, just enough to understand him. - For my Mello
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 490 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-5-11 - Mello & Matt - Complete

35. Drumming reviews
Mello could hear a beat in his head, like drums, pounding at his thoughts and echoing in his heart. The longer he looked at Matt the louder it got until all he could hear and see was Matt as though he had tunnel vision. -MM DRABBLE
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 531 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-17-11 - Matt & Mello - Complete

36. Tales of a klutzy Mafia Boss » reviews
Mihael Keehl, Mello, was a genius. A product of Wammys, and he would do everything in his power to avenge L. The only problem in the way of his goal was... he was an absolute klutz. Crack, drama, hilarity, yaoi. Written for LawlietKeehl. Is a series
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 23,016 - Reviews: 181 - Updated: 5-2-11 - Published: 6-7-10 - Mello & Matt - Complete

37. End Transmission » reviews
'I think that either L or Wammy kidnap genius children and bring them here to become the next L. And the things that happened to us, as well as the fact that everyone who could truly identify us is dead, are a bit more than coincidental.' - MM,Char Death
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 42 - Words: 150,599 - Reviews: 591 - Updated: 3-17-11 - Published: 5-11-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete

38. Moments » reviews
Moments are simply fleeting passages of time, hardly worth remembering except by those who were there to witness them. A collection of MM drabbles. Yaoi
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 5,960 - Reviews: 82 - Updated: 3-17-11 - Published: 4-5-10 - Mello & Matt

39. Bingo Daubers and I Love You's » reviews
A strange redhead kisses him at work and Mello just cant stop thinking about him & cant seem to stop talking to him. What started out as a whim from a curious redhead might just have what it takes to be the best thing in either of their lives. AU. MM
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,784 - Reviews: 69 - Updated: 3-6-11 - Published: 10-10-10 - Matt & Mello

40. Fractured reviews
He didn't know why he had done it. Maybe just for a change, to see if his blood would run a different color. Maybe he just wanted to see if he would even still bleed. If he was even still human anymore. Maybe he was just crazy. Oneshot
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 789 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 3-2-11 - Matt - Complete

41. Bad Boy reviews
Matt's 21st birthday.. Written for InnerShadow. Oneshot.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,030 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2-1-11 - Matt & Mello - Complete

42. Crack Moments » reviews
Moments are simply fleeting passages of time, hardly worth remembering except by those who were there to witness them. That and the absolute hilarity that ensued. CRACK drabbles. All pairings/situations.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 420 - Reviews: 28 - Updated: 1-29-11 - Published: 6-27-10

43. Love to Blame reviews
"What did you reply?" Mello managed to force between his lips, hoping he sounded normal. As normal as one could when hearing their mortal enemy had asked their best friend out. Oneshot, slight MM. Humor, angst, drama.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,502 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-15-11 - Mello & Matt - Complete

44. Not Drunk reviews
"Sit with me, have a drink!" his voice was loud, happy and different from the gamer's usual husky drawl. Mello could smell the alcohol on his breath and it made him wrinkle his noise in disgust. He would have a drink, but not because Matt had asked.-1shot
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,243 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 1-10-11 - Mello & Matt - Complete

45. Like Gasoline reviews
When things were good between them they were great and nothing could ever compare, but when they were bad their personalities exploded like gasoline to a spark and their apartment was usually the epicenter. -Oneshot. T for swearing XD
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,123 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-27-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete

46. Trapped reviews
Every year Mello has successfully avoided all attempts to catch him under the mistletoe; this year he expects things will be no different. MM
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,570 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 12-20-10 - Mello & Matt - Complete

47. Alive reviews
'I just want to sleep' he said, yanking back Mello's covers and sliding into the bed, giving the blond no time to protest.He felt Mello stiffen the second the covers were fully back in place;Matt hadn't forgotten how Mello liked to sleep. MM
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,383 - Reviews: 24 - Published: 11-28-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete

48. The Hunger » reviews
The animal growled and went for his throat; Matt didn't think and simply thrust the gun in front of him, pulling the trigger–-Matt is attacked by an animal one night and begins to exhibit strange behavior...Mello just doesn't know if he can kill him in the end. -M for a little gore and other things. Got to be safe :)
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 13 - Words: 13,149 - Reviews: 210 - Updated: 10-21-10 - Published: 7-22-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete

49. Don't Ever leave reviews
He smiled because it ticked Mello off; Matt liked to see how far he could go before Mello had enough. MM Oneshot
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,566 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 9-26-10 - Mello & Matt - Complete

50. Flutterbye reviews
Matt wished there was something he could do to help the blond, something to ease the pressure he felt, but there was nothing Mello would let him do. He wished, more than anything, that he could take away Mello's pain and frustration. Oneshot
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 865 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-2-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete

51. Mindset reviews
Matt simply stared into those blue eyes, the little flecks of green in them catching his attention immediately, and he hardly heard a single word that came out those lips after the initial apology. That man was hot, was all he could think. MM Oneshot
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,595 - Reviews: 27 - Published: 8-20-10 - Mello & Matt - Complete

52. Sober reviews
Matt had been paying more attention to what Mello was doing, and the blurred triple lines on the road rather than what was actually 'on' the road. And that had been a mistake he would never forgive himself for. -Oneshot. MM.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,381 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 8-12-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete

53. Teenage Dream reviews
What if Mello had taken Matt's hand? What if Mello had left earlier? What if Mello had learned to smile? What if...Mello had no regrets? Oneshot. MM. AU
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,473 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 8-9-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete

54. Watch Me Burn reviews
Love was simply a chemical reaction in the brain.Love was as cold and twisted as the process that created the feelings; love was to feel pain and pleasure in equal amounts.Love was doing the impossible.He couldn't leave.And he couldn't stay.- MM oneshot
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,159 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 8-4-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete

55. Face the Truth reviews
Matt's life according to a series of coughs, blood and the absence of being able to say I'm Sorry. Oneshot.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,622 - Reviews: 25 - Published: 7-29-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete

56. Can't Love Me reviews
"Hey Matt I'm back." he called softly and was hardly surprised at the lack of response, there never was one anymore.- Oneshot.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,116 - Reviews: 35 - Published: 7-25-10 - Mello & Matt - Complete

57. Sim reviews
'Hey Mello, what size are you' Matt called out to him from his computer. Matt had been shouting out questions all morning as well,but only that one made him pause midway to a sip of tea. 'My.. my what' Mello muttered darkly. 'You know, bra size'
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 886 - Reviews: 35 - Published: 7-13-10 - Mello & Matt - Complete

58. Gold & Guns » reviews
It has been years since Mello left Wammys House... and years since he has seen his friend. Mello comes to realize that perhaps, he should have taken him along. MM Written for DiabolicaJeevas.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 18,393 - Reviews: 211 - Updated: 7-13-10 - Published: 4-18-10 - Mello & Matt - Complete

59. I Like It reviews
From the moment Mello had found him again he was never alone. He wasn't allowed to leave the apartment, wasn't allowed to do anything unless Mello stated that he could. Unless he was ordered to. Onesided MM. Character Death. Oneshot
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 773 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5-20-10 - Mello & Matt - Complete

60. The Silent Place » reviews
Final in the WSF llo,after the incident with the Organization,is still working on living with the aftermath.Thats when the trouble started.A series of calls makes Mello understand that sometimes no matter how hard you try you cant escape your past
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Crime - Chapters: 13 - Words: 41,530 - Reviews: 108 - Updated: 5-17-10 - Published: 2-26-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete

61. Fade Away reviews
Matt had never expected Mello to ask him, eyes covered by his hair, to come with him. To leave Wammys; as L was dead and the succession given to Near. Written for DeviantArt's MattxMello-Fanclub song contest. Complete.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,023 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 4-29-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete

62. Happy Birthday reviews
Roger's first mistake was to deprive Mello of his chocolate. His second mistake, was to suggest that he should be more like Near; who was always calm and composed. Roger's final mistake was to remove Matt from Mello's side. Beyonds's POV.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,261 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 4-17-10 - BB & Mello - Complete

63. Choices » reviews
Matt, a genius hacker and spy, is sent undercover at Wammys for the sole purpose of discovering the secrets of the mysterious letter known only as L. The only problem... he didn't plan on falling in love with his roommate. Some yaoi, Character death.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 127,542 - Reviews: 757 - Updated: 4-5-10 - Published: 11-11-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete

64. Stay reviews
L is dead and Mello is leaving, but maybe not as soon as he had expected. Oneshot. Slight MelloMatt.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,167 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 3-29-10 - Mello & Matt - Complete

65. Je Ne Regrette Rien » reviews
His head was lifted by his hair and this time he was able to focus on the speech.'Now state your name for the camera detective.'his head lulled foreword and his greasy hair fell into his eyes though his face was still clearly visible.'My name is-' EDITED
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Crime/Suspense - Chapters: 18 - Words: 44,225 - Reviews: 159 - Updated: 2-25-10 - Published: 10-6-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete

66. Not an Angel » reviews
Detectives all around the world,secret and well known alike,are being murdered. Matt is next on the list and Mello will do everything in his power to save him; even if that means loosing him the process. Sequel to WSF. -Now Edited-
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 33,938 - Reviews: 45 - Updated: 2-23-10 - Published: 9-10-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete

67. We Sleep Forever » reviews
Matt hates the word useless, its too close to worthless, so he sets out to prove Mello wrong only to come in 1st. Years later Mello seeks the help of a famed underground detective to solve a string of murders with disturbing clues pointing to Wammys. Yaoi
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 36,859 - Reviews: 104 - Updated: 2-23-10 - Published: 8-16-09 - Mello & Matt - Complete

68. The Letter » reviews
Those words jump off the letter, that I found behind our bed, haunting me they echo in my head in my head... I've memorized it line for line too bad the letter isn't mine... Matt/Mello. Now a Threeshot.
Death Note - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,520 - Reviews: 41 - Updated: 2-18-10 - Published: 2-12-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete

69. Thing For You reviews
It's Valentines Day and Matt has a secret he wants to share. Oneshot; Short but sweet. And topped with chocolate.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,668 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 2-14-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete

70. Dead is the New Alive » reviews
It started off like a rash. Itchy. Sore. Red. It even spread like one. Taking over, consuming, and destroying any living tissue. And once it starts, not even death can stop it. MelloMatt, Swearing…
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 2 - Words: 12,485 - Reviews: 35 - Updated: 12-28-09 - Published: 12-21-09 - Mello & Matt - Complete

71. 12 Days of Death Note reviews
Yes, i'm one of those people. 12 Days of Christmas song, Death Note style. Expect weird stuff... and duplicates of things that shouldn't have more than one... heh.
Death Note - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 588 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-24-09 - Complete

72. Please Don't Leave Me reviews
Mello decides to leave Matt for a second time, only Matt doesn't like that idea. Oneshot
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,587 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 12-18-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete

73. Last Gift reviews
Mello is a genius of brilliant proportions. The only thing he can't seem to do, is remember his own birthday. Happy b-day Mello! Oneshot. Slight MM.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 775 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-13-09 - Mello & Matt - Complete

74. Bitter reviews
What Matt has is a disease, a virus, a drug. It's a constant whisper in the back of his mind at the best of times and it completely takes over at worst. Just one bite and everything will change. -MattMello. Character death. -Has two sequels that can't be posted here. Go to my Adultfanfiction account for "Taste" and "Aftertaste"
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,004 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 11-4-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete

75. Abyss reviews
On a hiking trip during winter, that was supposed to make L's successors get along, one event may bring them closer than they ever thought as well as bring disastrous consequences. Slight MelloNear MelloMatt. Vague mentions of character death.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,153 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-1-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete

76. Dangerous And Moving » reviews
Before WSF, ever wonder how 4 year old Matt met Mello at Wammys? Why he wears stripes and goggles, or how he got into games? This is a three shot of those events. Set in the 'We Sleep Forever' universe.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,995 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 10-31-09 - Published: 10-20-09 - Matt & Mello

77. Addicted reviews
Had I been dreaming, hallucinating? The fact that I was alone and lying on the floor in the aftermath should have told me to lay off the hard stuff. Did I really want to stop seeing him?. MattMel
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,580 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 9-21-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete

78. Cover Up reviews
Matt took the gun from Nears quaking hands and used Mellos shirt to wipe off the prints.'We have to go.' Near looked at Matt with surprise.He had just done something horrible and yet Matt was acting as though he had just stolen a candy bar instead of kill
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Crime/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,886 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 7-21-09 - Matt & Near - Complete

79. Only One In Color reviews
Matt was colorblind until he met Mello. Then everything else paled in comparison. MelloMatt. Implied Character Death. Complete
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,267 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-10-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete

80. Slash Wounds & Bullet Holes reviews
My last thoughts had been on Matt. My rational mind had caught up with me far too late to stop the damage I had caused. I was just sorry that it wasn't me that was going to pay the price for my stupidity. It was my best friend. MM. Character Death
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,559 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-18-09 - Mello & Matt - Complete

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