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Author has written 44 stories for NCIS. WHERE HAS ALL THE M-RATED STUFF GONE? Well, hopefully it's still here. But if it's been deleted by the website monkeys, you can find backups at jelenamichelfanfic[dot]blogspot[dot]com[dot]au. Hi, I'm jelenamichel. I'm a comms creative by day and an origami folding, canvass painting, furniture building, fanfic writing, TV watching chick by night. I've been reading and writing fanfic since I came across X-Files fic circa 1994. Since then, I've been through three Macs, my 20s, and countless reams of paper on which I've written about 500 fanfic pieces. (In case you're wondering, the answer is yes. I do have excellent handwriting.) I took the plunge and posted my first piece online in April 09. Now I'm addicted. These days I'm long over my X-Files fanfic obsession, and I even kicked by Buffy, Angel and Alias habits. My new drug of choice is NCIS fanfic, which I only started mainlining after the episodes Cloak and Dagger in season 6. Specifically, the elevator scene, which was all kinds of hot. I try to keep my stories as in character as possible, but as I write more and more, I find the situations I write about becoming less and less plausible. My only defence is that fanfic is creative writing. Oh, and I'm lazy. That can be a defence, right? I hope you like what I do. And if not, tell me in a constructive way. I promise I won't get cranky. I run a website called the NCIS Guidebook. It's a resource site for fanfic writers, that lists all the episodes and the relevant information we receive in them about the characters, e.g. family background, previous employment, past relationships, daddy issues, injuries...all the kind of stuff that ends up in fanfiction. Pre-series JAG episodes, seasons one to five, beginning of six and most of season eight are currently listed. The remaining seasons will be added in due course. Go over and raid it for ideas and information - www[dot]ncisguidebook[dot]com. I tweet updates to the Guidebook, so feel free to follow me if you want to be alerted to each recap being posted. twitter[dot]com[slash]ncisguidebook. For snarky, personal, screen cap-based recaps of episodes I've just started blogging at jelenamichel[dot]blogspot[dot]com[dot]au That website's different to my fanfic blog noted above, FYI. | |||||||
1. Rapture » reviewsSome are saying that the end of the world is nigh. Even with natural disasters, mid-air near misses and rolling blackouts, Tony doesn't buy it. But it does make him consider what he'd regret never doing if Judgment Day arrived. A T/Z story. *Suggest you avoid this one if you're sensitive to natural disasters right now.*NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 8 - Words: 38,114 - Reviews: 208 - Updated: 5-22-13 - Published: 5-3-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete2. Heart's a Mess reviewsPost-Double Blind. He has been so desperate to connect with her that when the opportunity presented itself, he took hold of it with both hands. Now he thinks he should have held back and waited. But what kind of man would that have made him? She needed him, and so he was there. It's what he did. For love. For her.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,825 - Reviews: 69 - Published: 5-12-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete3. Berlin reviewsOne shot speculation for the upcoming episode Berlin. She just needs him to get her through this. And he will, because he has never left her alone in anything.NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,889 - Reviews: 45 - Published: 4-8-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete4. Famiglia » reviewsWhen DiNozzo Senior's health takes a hit Tony finds out about long-kept secrets and lies. His life begins to change as his two families collide, and he battles with who he wants to be versus the man he seems destined to become. DiNozzo family and T/Z.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 83,903 - Reviews: 489 - Updated: 3-31-13 - Published: 8-27-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete5. Blended » reviewsThe slow and roundabout way in which coffee brings them together. T/Z friendship, eventually turning into something more.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 31,126 - Reviews: 329 - Updated: 3-14-13 - Published: 2-16-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D.6. The Darkness reviewsShe says she needs the fresh air and the open sky above. He needs the darkness and her heartbeat near his. - A post-Till Death Do Us Part (season 9 finale) one shot.NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,780 - Reviews: 30 - Published: 3-13-13 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete7. Shattered » reviewsAlternate end to season eight. A brutally honest conversation between Tony and Ziva shatters their relationship perhaps beyond repair, and impacts everyone around them. But ultimately, this story is about love and what happens when it's lost and found. Heavy angst within, but it all comes down to Tony and Ziva's bond.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 69,210 - Reviews: 467 - Updated: 1-21-13 - Published: 11-9-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete8. Deliberate reviewsThey hold heavy gazes as they have done a thousand times before. History predicts that one of them will break and retreat, but they hold their nerve and the moment stretches out far longer than its predecessors. *A short T/Z moment.*NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,214 - Reviews: 25 - Published: 12-8-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete9. Orison reviewsGod forgive them, they have been so very good for all this time but they can no longer show restraint. The time has come to give in to temptation. A T/Z story with very adult themes. Heed the warnings in author notes.NCIS - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,842 - Reviews: 41 - Published: 9-18-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete10. One Day reviewsShe is as aware of his desire to settle down as she is of the reasons he has not done so, and she meets the thought with an exhausting mix of guilt and hope – T/Z in the hours before they become uncle and aunt to McJellybean. One shot.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,302 - Reviews: 41 - Published: 7-28-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete11. Guardian reviewsThey've been trapped in this windowless room for three hours, but have faith that Gibbs will find them. While they wait, Tony and Ziva talk about the present, their future, and what it means to be a father. T/Z established. One-shot.NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,180 - Reviews: 40 - Published: 3-23-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete12. The Last High reviewsHe has been here a hundred times before, teetering on the precipice of making the life change he aches for. Each time he has lost his nerve and stepped back into the safe arms of the status quo. But tonight, it is the status quo that he fears. T/Z.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,243 - Reviews: 39 - Published: 1-26-12 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete13. Quake » reviewsTony sometimes thought of the progress in his relationship with Ziva in tectonic terms. They moved together with agonizing slowness, until a burst of seismic activity either smashed them together or ripped them apart. They're due for another quake. T/Z.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 26,332 - Reviews: 225 - Updated: 1-9-12 - Published: 9-3-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete14. Today reviewsToday is the first day of the rest of your life. A quick one-shot about what happens the day after Tony closes one chapter of his life and embarks on another. T/Z focus.NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,486 - Reviews: 33 - Published: 11-7-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete15. Empty reviewsHe doesn't let her fill him like she once did, but the real agony is that he knows it won't take much more than a layered glance to change that again. A T/Z conversation set before season eight's final scene.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,351 - Reviews: 32 - Published: 11-6-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete16. Blush » reviewsZiva considers what it might take to make Tony blush. **This is a very adult story. If you're under age, please skip it.**NCIS - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 15,531 - Reviews: 86 - Updated: 8-22-11 - Published: 1-7-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete17. Verity » reviewsCompanion piece to my story Perception. A series of five vignettes broken into see, hear, touch, smell and taste that present the Tony and/or Ziva side of what Gibbs witnessed in that story. Tiva.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,302 - Reviews: 70 - Updated: 7-29-11 - Published: 4-9-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete18. The Partner reviewsHe tightens his arms around her and drops his head lower, suddenly craving her support like air. He thinks this must be what it feels like to have, well, a partner. The non-professional kind, that is.NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,937 - Reviews: 36 - Published: 6-22-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete19. Bound » reviewsAgainst the backdrop of Jimmy's impending wedding, Tony and Ziva anxiously await the result of her citizenship application, and look for other ties to bind them together. A story of love, stress, celebration, lots of dialogue, and humor. T/Z focus.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 108,508 - Reviews: 486 - Updated: 5-15-11 - Published: 12-30-10 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete20. A Life reviewsA series of moments from Tony's future. Emotional rollercoaster warning for the good, the bad, the tragic and the joyful. Tiva.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,214 - Reviews: 83 - Published: 2-26-11 - Tony D. - Complete21. Fear reviewsHe doesn't know what fear is until the night she falls. A drabble for the No Safety Pin challenge. Warning: character death.NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 2-15-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete22. Perception reviewsHe isn't used to seeing them like this. Gibbs' POV on Tony and Ziva's partnership as he slowly begins to hope. *This story is the starting point for my other story Verity.*NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,719 - Reviews: 47 - Published: 2-15-11 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete23. Avow reviewsThe unexpected suicide of an agent prompts Tony and Ziva to share some secrets from their pasts, and make some promises for the future. No major character death.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,670 - Reviews: 48 - Published: 11-14-10 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete24. Bared reviewsI do not know what I did that showed my hand to him, but whatever tiny clue he caught was enough to make him dig deeper. Enough to make him push and pull and question - Ziva's reflection on Tony's role in her life.NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,228 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 10-20-10 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete25. Tether reviewsTony falls apart after an accident at a scene. Ziva is there to keep him tethered. One-shot for the No Safety Pin challenge on LJ. Warning in author's notes.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,274 - Reviews: 39 - Published: 9-19-10 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete26. In Transit » reviewsAn investigation takes the team to Pearl Harbor as Tony and Ziva try to navigate their 'relationship', Gibbs tries to look the other way, and McGee tries to get a clue. Case fic-ish.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 17 - Words: 57,444 - Reviews: 464 - Updated: 9-5-10 - Published: 7-9-10 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete27. Help » reviewsMindless TIVA fluff. Tony and Ziva help each other out. Note the M rating is there for a reason.NCIS - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,739 - Reviews: 70 - Updated: 8-25-10 - Published: 5-23-09 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete28. Two weeks reviewsThe last two weeks of Anthony DiNozzo's life had been a mess of monumental awfulness that had the potential to become legend. But after all the bad he'd had to deal with, it was only fair that something good was about to come his way.NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,520 - Reviews: 51 - Published: 6-17-10 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete29. Heat wave » reviewsWhat was it they said about excessive heat having an effect on a person's ability to think clearly? A heat wave in DC brings the tension between two agents to boiling point. TIVA fluff piece. **Final chapter now up - take note of the new rating.**NCIS - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 24,685 - Reviews: 411 - Updated: 3-8-10 - Published: 1-31-10 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete30. Space reviewsI cannot do this anymore." Ziva tells Tony that she needs some space to work out how to deal with, well, him. A little angsty, but it's TIVA at heart. One shot.NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,854 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 2-5-10 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete31. The end of it reviewsBut you're the expert at being gone in the morning." A careless remark during an argument brings up a conversation Tony and Ziva should have had a year ago. One shot.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,560 - Reviews: 36 - Published: 2-4-10 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete32. Middle reviewsThey're trying to close the gap between them. A short conversation between Tony and Ziva. Oneshot.NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,777 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 1-3-10 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete33. Chance » reviewsTwo weeks before Christmas, Tony is stuck in the overcrowded international arrivals hall as he waits for Ziva's flight to land. He could bail on her now and she'd never know, but he thinks a little suffocation will be worth her smile.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,027 - Reviews: 113 - Updated: 1-2-10 - Published: 12-29-09 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete34. Family night » reviewsA night out for Tony and Abby goes somewhat pear-shaped courtesy of too much tequila and a flashmob dressed as characters from The Magic Faraway Tree.NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,148 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 12-29-09 - Tony D. & Abby S. - Complete35. Chill reviewsStruggling with Tony's recent coldness towards her, Ziva looks to Gibbs for help. Set post-Outlaws and In-laws.NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,975 - Reviews: 42 - Published: 11-15-09 - Ziva D. & Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete36. Renew reviewsTag to Good Cop, Bad Cop. A Tony/Ziva elevator moment in between the Lost in Translation homage and the final scene.NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,165 - Reviews: 43 - Published: 10-14-09 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete37. Hide and Seek » reviewsZiva's disappeared, Tony's keeping his mouth shut, and Gibbs is full of suspicion. How will Tony's choices impact the two most important relationships he has?NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 24,582 - Reviews: 217 - Updated: 9-26-09 - Published: 8-27-09 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete38. Underground » reviewsZiva recapped her current situation: no light, no noise, stale and dirty air, bound wrists and ankles, and lying in a wooden box. So, was it time to panic yet? Rated T for language. We'll get to the adult themes later.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Drama/Crime - Chapters: 13 - Words: 22,832 - Reviews: 135 - Updated: 6-27-09 - Published: 5-24-09 - Ziva D. & Tony D. - Complete39. Caught on tape reviewsWhile reviewing security footage, Abby and McGee stumble upon something Tony and Ziva have been keeping to themselves. TIVA fluff. Rated T to be safe.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,852 - Reviews: 86 - Published: 5-25-09 - Abby S. & Tim M. - Complete40. No excuses » reviewsWhen Gibbs suspects Tony and Ziva of crossing the line, Tony finally stands up for himself. A Tony/Gibbs argument, but with a healthy undertone of TIVA.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,618 - Reviews: 90 - Published: 5-4-09 - Tony D. & Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete41. She reviewsTony's thoughts on Ziva's role in his life. Oneshot.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,142 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 4-25-09 - Tony D. - Complete42. The Goodbye reviewsZiva breaks the news to Tony that she's returning home. Tony? Not happy. Oneshot.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,345 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 4-25-09 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete43. Coming undone » reviewsTony spills his guts to Abby over drinks on a Friday night. TIVA.NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,083 - Reviews: 107 - Updated: 4-13-09 - Published: 4-8-09 - Tony D. & Ziva D. - Complete44. Watching the science reviewsGibbs sends Ziva home after and arrest. Ziva complains to Abby. Abby tries to explain what Tony has to do with it.NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,615 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 4-8-09 - Ziva D. & Abby S. - Complete
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