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since: 05-06-09, id: 1926033, Profile Updated: 05-15-13
country: France
Author has written 37 stories for Misc. Plays/Musicals, Death Note, and Sherlock.

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(Just for the LOLz and the love of our two boys! I may submit chapters I need advice on from time to time, but it's mostly to discuss MxM and DN related stuff. So come and join us!)

NEWS May 15th 2013:

Negative and The Zoo Hypothesis are now complete!

Too Sexy For My Shirt will be updated regularly again until completed.

Lithium will be continued too when I'm done with TSFMS. Expect as much chapters as what's already written, the second plot is being set in place.

- Stay Tuned will be started after everything except Lithium is complete.
"Promise me Mello, if we get separated, we'll find each other no matter what." Matt whispered, caressing the strings of his guitar. "If I can't find you, then you'll have to become a rockstar just so I see you on every fucking music channel" Mello replied, smiling.

- Bookbinding will be started after everything except Lithium is complete too.
The thing is, with the library's books, that as much as you love them, you can only love them for three weeks, then you have to bring them back. Matt's a bit annoyed that his favorite book took those three weeks away from him, with someone else. For the third time. With the same person. Who is this M. Keehl that seems to play a ping pong borrowing game with Matt? Matt hopes for a reply, as he slides the small note between the pages, the next time he brings the old novel back...

- Mello of Love will be started when I feel like it, could be pretty soon.
If you know what Rock of Love with Bret Michaels is, or Daisy of Love with Daisy Delahoya is, then you get the main idea XD
The shows are lame, but the same with Mello would be a bit more interesting, don't you think? :D

Oneshots are being posted randomly.

!!! WARNING !!!

I don't allow any translation of my fics, in any language, unless you have asked me and I have specifically said yes in written form and that you're able to prove it. Especially not in French since I'm able to do it myself.

Until now I have only allowed:
- The monster under my bed (translated in Russian)
- MarshMello (currently being translated in Spanish by MXM's Holic)

ME, MYSELF, I

I'm always happy to chat with my readers! Don't hesitate!

Facebook: Audrey xbbx cloudbusting http://www.facebook.com/xxhelloearthxx
Skype: xxxcloudbustingxxx

Except on this site, I don't use xxbeyondxbirthdayxx as a username anywhere else, so if you happen to see it, it's not me!

As you can imagine from my penname, I'm a fan of Death Note, but well, I started here with an old fic about hide... hehe XD
I mostly write about MxM, as you'll notice with my list of fics.
What to write about me? Nothing, I guess... I don't think you need to know me to read my fics, but if you have questions, just go ahead!
I'm only known to leave stupid author notes at the beginning of my chapters, so if you really want to know bits of me, read them!
The username is lame, I had a hard time finding something not already in use here, so I just used the usual 'take whatever character's name in the fandom you like and add as many 'x' as it takes for it not to be taken.
Now it's too late to change I guess, and it's just a username after all.

FANART

SeishunChaos for The Zoo Hypothesis chapters 17, 22 and 24

ChocoholicxGamer for The Zoo Hypothesis: Mello in his cubicle

Miharu_is_Harukas_Love_Child for Lithium, chapter 51: Link!Matt and Mihaelda
Hero for a day

RANDOM (BUT THAT YOU CRAVED TO KNOW) STUFF XD

TheOriginalGamer is my wife, hands off. You only have the right to read her fics, which rock, let me tell you.

Soulef is the most beautiful woman I've ever seen, I'm in total awe. And as if it wasn't enough by itself, she is the kindest person ever. I think I'm in love.

Mello aka HeavenCat is funny, bitchy, beautiful and I love her that way. She is the chieftain of my cheerleaders, always there to encourage me (but also distract me XD). She rocks the German fandom of the MxM goodness :)

Josephine-Falnor is so sweet, you have to love her. She's also a talented writer.

Carottal is my Waldorf XD
It's time to play the music, it's time to light the lights, it's time to meet the Muppets on the Muppet Show tonight!

CHARACTERS I CREATED

I have created a lot of side/main characters along my stories. Without them, it would be impossible for the story to evolve.
BUT they're mine. No permission to use them, it's easy to create your own.

CO-AUTHORING

Dlvvanzor and I have created a shared account under the name of Goggles and Chocolate, for all our cowritten fics, excluding You've Got Mail that was already posted on my account so it won't be reposted.

You've Got Mail (complete)
Mello is bored. Matt got dumped for the millionth time. They both subscribe to a dating site. Mello subscribes in the female section. Matt falls for this blond girl, without much hope of a reply. Mello wants some fun...

Peeping Tom (complete)
Mello moves in a new apartment, unfortunately, he won't be as peaceful as he expected, with this redhead neighbour stalking him from his window...

In Silence (formerly known as Dante's Inferno, complete)
(Based on my oneshot Bubbles, same story, but developped.)
In silence, Matt and Mello grew up. In silence, side by side. In silence, two children became adults, too soon, too fast, too harshly. But along the way, love developed, without a warning, without a sound.

Psyche (ongoing)
For the first time Dlvvanzor and me will write as (respectively) L and Beyond Birthday.
It's gonna be twisted and you're gonna love it (hopefully XD).
I saw the inner him, the psyche with horns and a spiky tail, the soul that would scare Kira himself. I saw Lawliet. And I loved him more. And he loved me back. To death, as he says. How true will that be?

Stockholm Syndrome (ongoing)
Matt: junkie hacker. Mello: up-in-coming Mafia boss. An accidental encounter, sequestration, and violence, drugs, and booze later, is it Stockholm or Lima syndrome? Maybe neither. Maybe it's just real. (will be updated, no worries, just slowlier than our previous co-authoring).


1. Too Sexy For My Shirt » reviews
Lovestories aren't written. They just happen because there's ground to let them happen. Or maybe because some changes are possible... Matt, homophobic, Mello, gay, and the ground's giving in under their feet...
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 52 - Words: 136,352 - Reviews: 1293 - Updated: 5-25-13 - Published: 4-2-10 - Matt & Mello
2. Negative » reviews
Negative: a processed piece of film where the image is reversed so that the shadows are light and the highlights are dark. What is it in the scarred, but insanely beautiful model facing him, that makes Matt so eager to focus and shoot the fragility under the tough attitude, the wounds under the fat ego?
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 21,679 - Reviews: 100 - Updated: 5-14-13 - Published: 8-6-12 - Mello & Matt - Complete
3. The Zoo Hypothesis » reviews
Matt, astrobiologist, is starting to wonder about his use at the Search for Extra Terrestrial Intelligence centre, as he steps in for his first day of work after boringly studying samplings from Mars during the years he spent at the NASA. Little did he know that they weren't searching anymore... MATT POV
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 33 - Words: 81,600 - Reviews: 383 - Updated: 5-5-13 - Published: 10-7-12 - Mello & Matt - Complete
4. John wouldn't have saved the girl reviews
"Sherlock, does that seem so foreign to you to have real friends that the idea of them wanting to protect you irks you?" "Yes, when they are so desperate to do so that they'd let anyone else around be killed... Not that it would have made me feel bad. Crimes, murders, innocents being killed in the process, such things happen... But it's what I do, not what Doctor John Watson does."
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,557 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-4-13 - John W. & Sherlock H. - Complete
5. With Every Heart Beat reviews
He's doing it again... Hell, I can't say it doesn't hurt. Because it truly does... When Mello's concentrated like that on his screen, a smile gracing his features from time to time, that he tries to hide, checking discreetly if I saw it or not, I know it's happening again. MATT POV
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,405 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-3-12 - Mello & Matt - Complete
6. Lionheart » reviews
A lion, a lamb. They met young, grew up together, but can a lion fight his instinct, can a lamb end up safe out of the lion's fangs? When true nature comes back full force at adulthood, how does a lamb save himself from a lion? MelloxPsycho!Matt
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 44,054 - Reviews: 139 - Updated: 5-29-12 - Published: 11-27-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
7. Seaweed » reviews
Near's entertaining the lie, keeping Matt working for him, with the belief that Mello's dead. Mello, shadow of himself, thinking that Matt's dead too, suddenly takes revenge on Near just to numb the pain... and finds Matt in a condition he didn't expect.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,134 - Reviews: 39 - Updated: 5-15-12 - Published: 5-9-12 - Matt & Mello - Complete
8. Feed My Frankenstein » reviews
The multichaptered thing supposed to host all these things I have in mind that can't make it to a full oneshot or are the cut parts of my other multichaptered fics. Why this title? Because the crack I'll put here is what feeds my brain. It's alive, alive!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 23 - Words: 8,440 - Reviews: 212 - Updated: 5-8-12 - Published: 12-8-09 - Matt & Mello
9. Toy Soldiers reviews
I had not chosen a successor. I wanted them all to be, each in their own way. I didn't want them to carry the burden alone, and I did not want them to be only detectives. I wanted them to be the race of superheroes that would have achieved what I did not.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,043 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-2-12 - L - Complete
10. Lithium » reviews
Matt and Mello from birth to their twenties, together in childhood, cruel separation, the search for each other, through orphanages, asylum, violence... How life can try to kill you from the inside and someone can still make you feel alive...
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 53 - Words: 135,448 - Reviews: 1051 - Updated: 4-29-12 - Published: 6-27-09 - Matt & Mello
11. L'Amour Looks Something Like You » reviews
Paris under the snow, in winter. Mail didn't expect to be abducted after work. Neither did he expect his abductor to be a Mafia boss his age, clueless, scared, and in love. Even less did he expect to be released. So why coming back? A bedtime fairytale...
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 18,085 - Reviews: 94 - Updated: 2-14-12 - Published: 2-7-12 - Matt & Mello - Complete
12. Aftertaste reviews
And the aftertaste is bitter, and yet so sickeningly sweet. Matt knows that this aftertaste will remain forever now. But forever is exactly one hundred forty six minutes long and he swallows back the tears. - Alternate ending -
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,418 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 10-18-11 - Matt & Mello - Complete
13. Playing Fair reviews
Here I am today, looking from a distance at the souls waiting in the purgatory. I trust Saint Peter for allowing only the right ones to cross the gates of Heaven. But today I am touched. And Saint Peter is undecided, for the first time in his life.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,735 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 10-11-11 - Matt & Mello - Complete
14. I Drove All Night reviews
Mello was now muttering to himself, wondering if there was something playing against him, some weird force changing seconds to minutes and minutes to hours, making of this drive a neverending tour with no hope to reach his destination. LEMON and FLUFF
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,967 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 6-16-11 - Matt & Mello - Complete
15. Dandelion reviews
Be happy with what you have... nice, but Mihael... what do I have? MATT POV
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,231 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4-6-11 - Matt & Mello - Complete
16. Liebestraum reviews
Now the fingers, long and pale, were running along the keys, and as Mail decided it was time to end this, the first note swallowed his protest, making it impossible for him to go on as the second, third notes resounded.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,423 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 1-16-11 - Matt & Mello - Complete
17. I was made for loving you reviews
He saw a tuft of red hair emerging from an old page representing some young boys gathered in front of a screen in Wammy's common room waiting to talk to L. "Hey, Mister Obata!" the small creature called, jumping out of the case and standing on the desk.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,245 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 8-2-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete
18. Daily Perfection reviews
Matt is perfect in everything, skilled to the point whatever he does is mastered. It is amazing. Weird, frighteningly beautiful, because he pushes it as far as applying his skills to the most insignificant of his daily actions. MELLO POV
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,185 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 6-6-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete
19. Everything reviews
It's like if I've been running for such a long time that I don't even know where I started from. MELLO POV.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-31-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete
20. I am someone reviews
I am someone you don't want to meet, someone you don't want to have anything to do with, someone you don't even want to hear about. MELLO POV.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,685 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 4-24-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete
21. The Monster Under My Bed reviews
I could hear them every night, crawling, groaning. I imagined their furry bodies, yellow eyes with goat-like pupils, and fangs poking out of their mouth, and I could even guess they were multicoloured. What Muppets do to a four years old child... MATT POV
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,208 - Reviews: 24 - Published: 4-2-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete
22. Counting Scars reviews
why do I often look at my scar? Why so much staring in the mirror, why so much tracing the lines of the wrinkled area with the tip of my finger? Because I count. One by one, everyday, I count. And everyday I know that one is missing. MELLO POV.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,053 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 3-31-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete
23. Death Nuts » reviews
If you thought that Light with the death note in his hands was bad... All the DN characters are back to life, but some of them die again, doing strange and ridiculous things before their death. Matt, Mello, what did you do this time? Prank time!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 4,575 - Reviews: 88 - Updated: 3-8-10 - Published: 9-2-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
24. We Stand To Fall reviews
I didn't count how many times I fell, though I remember some of them, engraved in my memory like rocks hurting my foot in my shoe. Small and so consequent at the same time. I always knew the little things were always the ones we remembered best. MELLO POV
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,392 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 1-27-10 - Matt & Mello - Complete
25. If only you could see yourself like I see you reviews
And I pull you into my arms, and I nip your ear with an 'I love you' on my lips, and you tell me you don't know how I can love you, because you're ugly, and you've killed and made a lot of mistakes and you're not even worth L. Matt POV.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 663 - Reviews: 27 - Published: 11-24-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
26. After all reviews
I don't understand, I never understood. This is the only problem I was unable to solve. I was ranked first, stamped the best, obliterated the smartest, and never have I been able to make light on the mystery that you were, Mello. Near POV, but MxM.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,537 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 11-21-09 - Near & Mello - Complete
27. You've got Mail » reviews
Mello is bored. Matt got dumped for the millionth time. They both subscribe to a dating site. Mello subscribes in the female section. Matt falls for this blond girl, without much hope of a reply. Mello wants some fun... CO-AUTHORED WITH DLVVANZOR !
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 25,569 - Reviews: 396 - Updated: 9-26-09 - Published: 8-19-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
28. Weight of his world reviews
Because in the light, in the shelter of my arms, his blackened, sinful soul is washed off. I take his crucifix, I bear his cross, I erase the black, the shadows eating him, and he's finally true, in front of me. Matt POV.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,010 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 9-24-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
29. Bubbles reviews
Sometimes, bubbles explode and disappear. And sometimes, if you treat them carefully, separate bubbles stick together to form another bigger and stronger bubble...
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,606 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 9-21-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
30. Ornament reviews
Mello is all ornaments: the leather, the attitude, the crucifix... Is Matt just one more ornament to him?
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,034 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 9-14-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
31. Et Cetera » reviews
Matt X Mello, a few Light X L, BB, Near. What if two people are so much meant to be together that Gods fight over their lifespan ? How much can mind take before nervous breakdown ? How much can a body take before dying ?
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 51,199 - Reviews: 100 - Updated: 9-7-09 - Published: 5-9-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
32. Sound of Silence reviews
And yet his silence is loud, loud by the increased thuds of my heart, the heavier sound of my quickening breath, my mind screaming to myself how beautiful he is, and the unheard sound of the kiss I never dare to give him... Mello POV - one shot
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,240 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 9-4-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
33. Black Swan reviews
Sequel to Impurities. Matt often thought of Mello as those amazing black swans, so rare that they have long been a myth. You can't imagine real beauty until you see Mello. You can't figure out what fighting for something is, until you see Mello in action.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,162 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 9-2-09 - Matt & Mello - Complete
34. Impurities reviews
Impurities... they had led Mello to make a decision. Because this time, he wanted something for himself, not to prove anything to anyone. Because, he had changed his mind. Because he wanted to be, not better than someone else, but better for someone else.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,335 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 6-16-09 - Mello & Matt - Complete
35. MarshMello » reviews
Why does Mello suddenly changes his habits and eats marshmallows ? What's that awkward atmosphere growing between him and Matt ? Switching from Matt to Mello's POV, see how they live their hidden feelings and how they will end up in funny situations !
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,103 - Reviews: 101 - Updated: 6-16-09 - Published: 6-8-09 - Mello & Matt - Complete
36. Forever Love version FR reviews
hide, guitariste du groupe X Japan, est mort tôt ce matin d'un supposé suicide. Il avait 33 ans." hide s'éveilla dans la soirée, sur ces paroles d'un journaliste à la télévision. Suffoqué de stupeur, il se mit à hurler...
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: K+ - French - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,561 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-9-09 - Complete
37. Forever Love reviews
hide, lead guitarist of the band X Japan, is dead after supposed suicide early this morning. He was 33." hide woke up in the evening, hearing these words of a journalist on TV. Suffocated by astonishment, he began to scream...
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,483 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-9-09 - Complete
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