Well.

As you can see, I am a writer. I have been writing stories since I was 10. :)

I wrote a series for my dad, but, I was never able to give him the last one before he died. :o Um, I am writing a story right now. I based my stories, about the supernatural. Yeah, laugh all you will but, apparently, you don't know how much creativity I have.

I'm a normal person, in my own way. I like to hang out. Im a goth/emo.. Don't you DARE make fun of me, I will bring hell to you. I am easy to get a long with. I have 7 best friends who I am VERY close to, that I call my sisters, and they call me my sister too. Love them to death. :) I don't get really close to people... Its a long story. My life is really screwed up, right now, and its kinda hard to deal with and I don't like it. I hate my life, you could say, Im suicidal, but, thats your own opinion.

About me :

I have a lot of cool friends. I have a brother. He is a pain in my ass. I enjoy spending time with my family, as long as they aren't hyper -.- . I like giving advice to people in need of it.

I have anger problems and I get angry every quickly. In real life, I do curse, alot.
People think in real life, that I changed who I am, because my father died. To think, thats a lil bit true, but, its not really.
No one really understands what I am and have been going through. I don't think anyone knows to much, what its like to lose someone that close to you, and you are ever whole again. If he was a live, still, if he was still fighting cancer, then, hell, I would be right there with him, not caring about this game PC and going and helping him, fight. I would be home schooled, so, I could just help him fight. I loved him to much. He told me no matter what, he wouldn't leave, but, I found that hard to believe, once I saw him get sicker and sicker.
I really do miss him. I miss him a lot, and I don't think anyone understands that, besides the one who I have known for awhile.

I love my family. I love everything about them. I want a husband who I wont fight with every damn mintue of every damn day. I would hate it so much.. I wouldn't be able to take it. >.My mother and father divorced by the time i was 4. They would always yell at each other at night. I hated it. I would wake up crying because of there never endless fighting. I can still hear them fighting when Im in my room.

My dad re-married when I was... I don't remember. I have a step-mother. They have known each other for awhille. They got married about a year after knowing each other. My father died in April of 2007. He has been gone a good year and a half, maybe longer.

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Forget his name
Forget his face
Forget his kiss
His warm embrace
Forget the love that you once knew
Remember he has someone new
Forget him when they played your song
Remember when you cried all night long
Forget how close you once were
Remember he has choosen her
Forget how you memorized his walk
Forget the way he use to talk
Forget the things he use to say
Remember he has gone away
Forget his laugh forget his grin
Forget the dimples on his face
Forget the way he held you tight
Remember hes with her tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Forget the love that moved, its past
Forget he said he'd leave you never
Remember that he's gone foreverIf the musics too loud... YOUR TO OLD!!

Music is the essence of life

Blasting my music to see if I can wake the neighbors up, if I don't come back soon, they probably called the cops on me..

By the dragons light on this _ night i call to thee to give me your might by the
month
power of three i conjure thee to the to protect all that surrounds me so mote it be!

-► I wouldn't give a crap if you left me. I would die if you cared.

EMOS-
Are not cry babies
Do not always wear black
Are be very nice ppl
Don't alawys cut them selfs
Are not always depressed
Can be happy too
Are normal ppl just like you
(Put this on your account if you agree!)

MY NEW LIFE.. PICTURES OF THE CARS:

Jessicas BMW M5: http://www.bestnfastcars.com/images/bmw/picture_M5_by_Currency_Motor_Cars_07_1.jpg

Ambers Mercedes SLK AMG: http://www.bestnfastcars.com/images/mercedes/picture_SLK_55_AMG_Black_Edition_2008_1.jpg

Dakotas Audi A6 RS6: http://www.bestnfastcars.com/images/audi/picture_rs6_2009_3.jpg

Gabes Porsche TechArt Carrera GT: http://www.bestnfastcars.com/images/porsche/picture_Carrera_GT_by_TechArt_2006_1.jpg

Daves Mercedes SLR Brabus McLaren Roadster: http://www.bestnfastcars.com/images/mercedes/picture_SLR_McLaren_Roadster_2008_3.jpg

Bella's cars: http://www.bestnfastcars.com/images/lamborghini/picture_Murcielago_Edo_Competition_LP640_07_1.jpg http://www.bestnfastcars.com/images/ferrari/picture_Hamann_599_GTB_Fiorano_2006_1.jpg

MY NEW LIFE... PICTURES OF THE DRESSES! (Remember these are the Fall Dance Ones :D)

Bella's Dress: http://www.nexteve.com/images/D/F6453a.JPG

Bella's Shoes: http://www.rissyroos.com/images/products/secondary/11200.jpg

Amber's Dress: http://www.nexteve.com/images/D/F6442a.JPG

Amber's Shoes: http://www.rissyroos.com/images/products/5927.jpg

Jessica's Dress: http://www.nexteve.com/images/D/AB13009-01.jpg

Jessica's Shoes: http://www.rissyroos.com/images/products/preview/1348.jpg

~Bella's Dress For The Date~

Bella's Shoes: http://www.zappos.com/images/750/7501817/3279-821394-d.jpg

Bella's Dress: http://www.nexteve.com/images/D/F6388a.jpg

PICS FOR ALICE AND ROSALIE'S DRESSES FOR THE FALL DANCE :D

Rosalie's Dress: http://www.promgirl.com/_img/PRODUCTS/320/PromGirl-420427309.jpg

Rosalie's Shoes: http://www.rissyroos.com/products/Sizzle_by_Coloriffics_br_Coronado-7832-123.html

Alice's Dress: http://www.promgirl.com/_img/PRODUCTS/320/PromGirl-353334309.jpg

Alice's Shoes: http://www.rissyroos.com/images/products/4628.jpg

Bella's Guitar: http://www.instrumentpro.com/Merchant2/graphics/00000001/squ0321603.jpg

~DRESSES FOR THE WINTER DANCE!!~

Rosalie's Dress: http://www.promgirl.com/_img/PRODUCTS/320/PromGirl-420427309.jpg

Rosalie's Shoes: http://www.rissyroos.com/products/Sizzle_by_Coloriffics_br_Coronado-7832-123.html

Alice's Dress: http://www.promgirl.com/_img/PRODUCTS/320/PromGirl-353334309.jpg

Alice's Shoes: http://www.rissyroos.com/images/products/4628.jpg

Bella's Dress: http://www.nexteve.com/images/D/F6420A.JPG

Bella's Shoes: http://www.rissyroos.com/images/products/secondary/11200.jpg

Amber's Dress: http://www.nexteve.com/images/D/F6442a.JPG

Amber's Shoes: http://www.rissyroos.com/images/products/5927.jpg

Jessica's Dress: http://www.nexteve.com/images/D/F6444A.JPG

Jessica's Shoes: http://www.rissyroos.com/images/products/preview/1348.jpg

~PRESENTS!~

Bella's promise ring: http://ep.yimg.com/ca/I/heavenlytreasuresjewelry_2068_582985706

Dakota's Promise Ring: http://ep.yimg.com/ca/I/heavenlytreasuresjewelry_2067_91861860

Alice's Dress: http://www.sungboutiquela.com/images/1309_black_l.jpg

Bella's Phone: http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/41a8R1DwENL.jpg

Dakota's Phone: http://www.lgmobilephones.com/uploadedImages/LG_Mobile/PhoneAssets/LG840/LG840_1.jpg

Bella's iPod: http://i.walmartimages.com/i/p/00/88/59/09/30/0088590930186_500X500.jpg

Alice's Neckalce: http://www5.jcpenney.com/jcp/X6.aspx?GrpTyp=PRD&ItemID=1551689&RefPage=X6&deptID=57600&catID=57600&cmOrigID=15516ba&cmPosID=1&CmCatId=crosssell

Rosalie's Neckalce: http://www5.jcpenney.com/jcp/X6.aspx?GrpTyp=PRD&ItemID=15516ba&RefPage=X6&deptID=57600&catID=57600&cmOrigID=165f413&cmPosID=2&CmCatId=

Amber's Neckalce: http://www5.jcpenney.com/jcp/X6.aspx?ItemTyp=C&itemID=16b7808&GrpTyp=PRD&ShowMenu=T&ShopBy=0&SearchString=Sister+Necklaces&RefPage=SearchDepartment.aspx&s4PageSize=15&CmCatId=searchresults&Search1Prod=True

Jessica's Neckalce: http://www5.jcpenney.com/jcp/X6.aspx?ItemTyp=C&itemID=15516a5&GrpTyp=PRD&ShowMenu=T&ShopBy=0&SearchString=Sister+Necklaces&RefPage=SearchDepartment.aspx&s4PageSize=15&CmCatId=searchresults&Search1Prod=True

Emily's Nickalce: http://www5.jcpenney.com/jcp/X6.aspx?ItemTyp=C&itemID=16608fb&GrpTyp=PRD&ShowMenu=T&ShopBy=0&SearchString=Friend+Necklaces&RefPage=SearchDepartment.aspx&s4PageSize=15&CmCatId=searchresults&Search1Prod=True

~~~~~PROM DRESSES~~~~~~~

Bella's Dress: http://api.ning.com/files/ORIeCN7D4sBC4Rwf75StTjvffFKolcC-P0BEuyQy3wePYTuZxYjdW1VMYiU4gM5OjmO3GvWYcRd-8Y5jbhEvHq9K6rL3WQ/Bridesmaiddress.jpg

Alice's Dress: http://www.gownsbysimpleelegance.com/Merchant2/graphics/00000001/pr5573f.jpg

Rosalie's Dress: http://www.promgirl.com/_img/PRODUCTS/320/PromGirl-388552309.jpg

Jessica's Dress: http://www.rissyroos.com/products/Faviana_br_Style_5762-17-25.html

Amber's Dress: http://www.nexteve.com/images/D/F02-0520B.JPG

~~~~~~PROM HAIR STYLES~~~~~~~~

Ambers: http://www.hairpedia.com/prom-hair-updos/prom-hairstyles-updos-th/prom-hairstyles-updos1th.jpg

Rosalies: http://rds.yahoo.com/_ylt=A0WTb_hfLfpKMGAAoGajzbkF/SIG=12h5h081l/EXP=1257995999/http3A//www.hair-news.com/updo-prom-bride-hairstyles-is006.jpg

Bellas: http://www.euroteezer.com/images/prom-pic1.jpg