I will start with some background on my Twilight obsession, which turned into a Rob obsession, which turned into a Fanfic obsession, that turned into a… ok, I think you are seeing the pattern here!? Ha!

I saw Twilight, the movie, before I read the books. gasp I know! I know! That is a story for another day. The day after seeing the movie I rushed out and bought all the books. I read and read until all hours of the night. My poor husband thought I had lost my mind. Little did he know, the worst was yet to come Haha!

After I finished the books, ok lets be honest, after my 5th time reading all the books, I went online and did some investigating. I found “Midnight Sun”. I know what you’re thinking, but don’t hate me! It was on Stephenie’s site so it was already out!

Shortly after that, while I was searching for SOMETHING to fill this Twilight void in my life, I was introduced to Fanfic. I was so lucky. The first fanfic I ever read was “Wide Awake” by AngstGoddess003. After that I was HOOKED!

Soon after, I was on Twitter, lost in Twilight blogs, Rob blogs and reading Fanfic until all hours of the night. I had no idea that reading those Twilight books would change my life completely! But just so you know, I wouldn’t have any other way!!

About Always & Never:

Summary:

Although they've been practically inseparable since the day they became friends, Bella Swan has ALWAYS believed that she and Edward Cullen would NEVER be more than friends, regardless of how well they get along, despite how much she loves him. But the night before Bella is set to return to Arizona, to spend a few months with her mother, the combination of Bella, Edward, vodka and one steamy beach party results in all kinds of boundaries being crossed. Scared at the possibility of something new and unfamiliar, they part ways under strained circumstances leaving both of them wondering if even their friendship can survive.

But now Bella's back. Back, after a long, hot summer with Jake, her lifelong friend from Arizona with whom she shares more than just a few sparks. She is desperate to put Edward Cullen out of her mind once and for all and eager to respond to the advances of someone new on the scene.

As Bella and Edward continue to cling to the pretense of friendship, how long can they pretend that they never acknowledged the truth? That one night meant everything and that they're both desperate for a second chance to make things right. Although they may NEVER admit it, they’ll ALWAYS know there is something between them that simply refuses to be extinguished.

I hope you all enjoy this crazy ride! I will be posting updates as soon as I have a few chapters ready to go. I hope you all love my Edward, or Textward as I like to call him, as much as I do! Yes, he looks just like Robward and as for the name “Textward”; you will just have to read to find out! This story starts out from BPOV but EPOV will come in later, just trust me on this one.

I will be posting links to songs. The songs are going to be very important in my story. I also hope to post a few other links along the way to give you some visuals.

Playlist

Chapter 1 - Aerosmith - "I Don't Want to Miss a Thing"- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AgN-BSifdPI

Chapter 2 - Kings Of Leon - "Closer" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XOmGxEJun3M

Chapter 3 - Kelly Clarkson - "Cry" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWkiRyjxfRg

Chapter 4 - Goo Goo Dolls - "Sympathy" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9BJKU1V19d8

Chapter 5 - No Doubt - "Don't Speak" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bUmDh9u934

Chapter 6- Matchbox 20 "If your gone" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SqisV3LC8Dk

Chapter 6- Lady gaga "Just Dance" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cacwntsr4Qw

Chapter 7- Marcy Playground "Sex & Candy" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Op4n0pGQ3F4

Chapter 8- Pussycatdolls "Buttons" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_0JywrfPuY

Chapter 9- Leona Lewis "Happy" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zFJ3fmM11G4

Chapter 9- Aerosmith "PINK" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fw8BAp5vDZo

Chapter 10- Aerosmith "Angel" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKXJt-XUuMo

Chapter 11- Nickelback "I'd come for you" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UeNTNlOIz_0

Chapter 11- JoJo "Too Little Too Late" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=08almdmHCQc

Chapter 12- Tesla "Love Song" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xAzgKB9F0Fk

Chapter 13 - Vertical Horizon "Hes Everything You Want" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cMKNgGNgeIQ&feature=related

Chapter 14 - Linkin Park "What I've done" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NC0U_zoOQKI

Chapter 14 - Melissa Etheridge - "Come To My Window" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ej8H926Hmaw

Chapter 16- Lifehouse - "First Time" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YX8HiUh2uWw

Chapter 16- Cyndi Lauper- "True Colors" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9z1WW9Z1z4

Chapter 18- Kelly Clarkson- "Beautiful Disaster" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGg1gvs7QfM

Chapter 18- Shinedown- "If you only knew" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Saltrw8V3UI

Chapter 20 - Lila Mccann - "To Get Me To You " http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVB5iuRbCjA&p=9BC87ABEA0FF5FE3&playnext=1&index=23

Chapter 20- Lifehouse - "Hanging by a Moment" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_lFpSbkYaZc&feature=fvw

Blog

http://www.anunhealthyaddiction.blogspot.com/ All post chapter intervews and teasers will be posted here.

TWITTER LINKS

Bostongirl1212 - http://twitter.com/Bostongirl1212

Krystih - http://twitter.com/Krystih

Robmusement- http://twitter.com/robmusement

TWILIGHTED THREAD

http://www.twilighted.net/forum/viewtopic.php?f=44&t=9021&p=953792#p952506

BLINKIE

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Random stuff about me: A few fun facts I’m a smoker, (cigarettes) just an FYI, lol. I love my dirty Martini’s, Kettle One is my favorite. I have 1 husband and 2 dogs. They are my babies. They are both male, tricolor Beagles. I swear way more than any girl should, lol. I am however, very girlie and sometimes I tend to be bitchy lol. SHOCKING! I love baseball (Red sox) and FOOTBALL is my life in the winter (Patriots). Tom Brady was my first love; however he has taken a back burner to Rob and Edward. Sorry Tom

If you want to know what I like to read, well take your pick. Everything I love is in this huge arsenal of FF on my page, lol.

Just so you know….

“Wide Awake” by AngstGoddess003 will always be my all time favorite since she popped my FF cherry

“Clipped Wings and Inked Armor” by HunterHunting OWNS MY ASS!! Tattward? Are you kidding me? I heart him hard and I would do ANYTHING to have him grinding on me, whispering “Kitten” in my ear.

My shouts out…..

To All my #BTFF and #SS out there, you guys rock and I heart you all!

Stoli and T, you ladies are my bestieeeeeees. I luv u girls!! Thank you for pushing me to do this and supporting me every step of the way!

Rayne (T), thank you for everything and being my partner in crime, lol. And don’t worry; this won’t take away from our Rob videos. I will always have time for you, luv!

Krysti, what do I say?? THANK YOU doesn’t seem to even cover it! You are the best BETA and bestieee I could have ever dreamed of! Thank you for fixing the shitious chapters I send you and making it pretty for all to read!! I heart you hard!! Thank you for pimpin’ me out there on the tweets and blogs and for kicking me in the ass when I needed to write more! Haha! luv U girlie!

JW, I saved you for last because I don’t even know where to start! You are my dearest friend, my hero and my mentor. Thank you for everything you have done for me. Thank you for taking the time to read this and help guide me along the way. You will never know how much that truly means to me. You and your friendship I cherish so very much! I luv U girlie!

Ok, I’m done being a sappy bitch. Let’s get this show on the road! Without further ado, I give you………

Always & Never……….