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should we be upset that rose bushes have thorns or be happy that thorn bushes have roses

What do you do when your dream has gone bad? Dream a better dream.

name: My name to you is of no consequence.

Age: I am 19

Gender: I am a female

Orientation:Straight. Ramrod straight.I have friends who are lesbian ...ya know good for them I so don't care.Give me a man with a personality whose not one of the guys who failed every class in pre-school and I'm good to go

Religion: I am a Christian(which is the main reason no body but me will know I have this)

Favorite animes/mangas: saiyuki, ouran hghschool host club, vampire game, prince of tennis, death note vampire knight, beauty pop, inuyasha, fruits baskets (actualy the first one I ever read), samurai deeper kyo, Bleach, yu yu hakasho, naruto, Getbackers, Trigun, ghost hunt, Satan 666/O-Part Hunters, Samurai Champloo,shaman king, soul eater,Junjou Romantica, Yami no Matsuei and more then likely some more will be posted later.

Favorite books:The harry potter series,Inkspell, and ink death,the inheritance cycle(eragon,eldest,ect.),the summoning,the summoner,the enchanted forest chronicles(childrens books but I love them) plus some others cuz, Im a big book nerd.

Favorite movies/t.v shows: OK so I'm normally on the computer I don't normally like watching T.V however there are a few I like.Harry potter, Lord of the rings(read the books...takes too damn long to reach point a to point b with too much detail in between), little mermaid, mulan, beauty and the beast(yes I know their children's movies but I don't really care...aw the classics), NCIS,Ghost whisperer...and I think that it.

hobbies: I like to read,write ,draw ,get on my computer and SLEEPING!...I love sleeping

I love peoms...these are some of them.(these are from Shel Silverstein)

prayer of a selfish child

now i lay me doen to sleep

i pray the lord my soul to keep

and if i die before i wake,

i pray the lord my toys to brea.

so none of the other kids can use 'em...

Amen

the meehoo with an exactly what (this one has been my fav for years)

knock knock!

who's there?

me!

me who?

that's right

What's right?

Meehoo!

Thats what I want to know

Whats what you want to know?

Me Whoo?

Yes, exactly!

Exactly What?

Yes, I have an Exactlywatt on a chain

Exactly what on a chain?

yes!

Yes What?

No, exactlywatt

Thats what I want to know!

I told you- Exactlywatt!

exactly what?

yes!

yes what?

yes, its with me!

Whats with you?

Exactlywatt-that's whats with me.

Me who?

Yes!

Go Away!

Knock Knock...

It's Hot

It's hot

I cant get cool,

I've drunk a quart of lemonade.

I think I'll take off my shoes off

and sit around in the shade

It's Hot!

My back is Sticky,

The sweat rolls down my chin.

I think I'll take my clothes off

and sit around in my skin

It's Hot

I've tried with 'lectric fans,

and pools and ice cream cones.

I think I'll take my skin off and sit around in my bones.

It's still hot

Today in California it was 104°F(7-4-09)﴿

Crowded tub

There's too many kids in this tub.

There's too many eldown to scrub.

I just washed a behind

That I'm sure wasn't mine,

There's too many kids in this tub.

Annabel Lee (By Edgar Allan Poe)

It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of Annabel Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea;
But we loved with a love that was more than love-
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me-
Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we-
Of many far wiser than we-
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee.

For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling- my darling- my life and my bride,
In the sepulchre there by the sea,
In her tomb by the sounding sea.

The way I write:

ok so while I read a lot of these fan fictions (and I do read a lot) most of the time i wil sit bak and become disappointed because they didn't show something I wanted to see.OR they kill off someone fast when I wanted to see(read)some blood.So after years of moaning and groaning about what I like and why cant I find in on afan fiction (OK well i did find one but life hates me and it ended) I decided to make my own and nothing you can do will stop me.OK so there will be blood and guts lots of torture for long periods of time.There will be sexual torture like torture with sex toys and that rot (although I might not I'm not realy sure).They will also be cutesy cuddly and hugging in my fics as well I don't only do blood.However I tend to be oh look a squirl alot of the times so I might forget to type but as long as I am getting good feedback I should be updating once a week or so.

parings that I like:

naruto~ sasunaru, itsnaru, shinokiba, itasasu,

Inuyasha~ shessyinu, mirokukouga, sangokagome

ghost hunt~ narumai, johnmasoka, bouAyako

saiyuki~ sanzogoku, hakkaigojyo, dokukou

getbackers~ banginji, Kazukishido, the jackalgingi

harry potter~ harrydraco, harrytom/voldemort, nevilleblaise, nevilledraco, harryseverus, fredgeorge

yami no Matsuei~TsuzukiHisoka, tsuzukiMuraki

prince of tennis~ryoma nearly everybody ,ot5

PAIRINGS i JUST CANT SEEM TO UNDERSTAND!!

GAAHINA: who ever wrote this must do take some meds.I mean hinata cute shy little eskemo jacket wearing girl .garra evil,emo mascara wearing scyopathic killer(who looks cute in a panda outfit)...ya...so understanding

SAKURA x ANYONE FROM THE AKATSUKI: right.Has she ever met any of them in like a battle that ever made sense.So she helped kill sasori...so what give me an eraser and some white out I could make sasori disappear

OROANYONE: shivers What the hell .Go check yourself into a mental hospital immediately because you seriously need help

DracoRon:oh ya cuz that so makes sense

VoldemortRon:goes a sickly pale color- I...I don't even know what to say to this...

VoldemortHermione:ya voldemorts in love he will so totaly forget that Hermione is a muggleborn and the fact that he killed his father because he was a muggleborn changed his name because it was too muggle-ish and he hates dumbledore because he associates with muggles.Love sure is blind but I dont think that blind

I even found one on sasukexsakuras mom WHAT THE HELL?who writes this? People who are sick in the head thats who.I mean come on you heard her voice ONCE in the FIRST episode.Not a lot of ground to stand on.Bloody mental people.

I also just found a harry potter/dobby fanfic with a ,wait for it...Sex scene.OMG I though it was the funniest thing in the whole wonderful world.I couldent believe it.These poor people need to go see a shrink because some of these people a f'd up.nearly had a heart attack when I found it.sigh the wonders of idiotic people they make living so funny.

What I think of

Incest: Incest is ok when its on a sheet of paper don't try this at home kiddies.

yuri: I will read it I might watch it but don't make me write it.Some thing about writing about sex with my own ...sex just makes me kinda creeped out shivers

Shota: um ya...no...I just don't like the idea often 10 year olds having sex.If you like it more power to you but please keep it in your pants don't let me see it please!!

M-preg:if people can torture and kill with sticks of wood in fan fictions and movies men can get pregnant.Hell we humans have even managed to GET a man pregnant.Of course it was done with technology but...whatever

TWILIGHT: It was ok I read all four books but it was kind of irritating.I hated the second book. Bella gets emo and then does stupid crap to hear edwards voice in her head.First of all she need help.Like the nice men in the white coats and THEIR COMING TO TAKE ME AWAY HA HAhelp.She so should of gone with jacob WHY?

he's warm(well more like hot) not the fucking cold ice cube the Edward is.

you can actualy have a child with him and NOT nearly die from it

he a werewolf(not realy but don't know what else to call him)meaning part dog plus cuddling

and the iceing on the cake

The boy(man) is hugehave you seen his pecks even in real life Taylor Lautner is BIG

~You know you live in 2007 when...

1.) You accidentally enter your password on a microwave.

2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years

3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or my space

4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV

6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.

7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.

8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.

9.) And you were too busy to notice number 5.

10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.

11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.

12.) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did

i totally did.

You're a 90's kid if:

You can finish this 'ice ice _'
You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain, Bobby's World, Felix the cat, The Tick...AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ."
You remember TGIF, Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World.
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
You remember reading "Goosebumps"
You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not
If you remember seeing hot tub bubbles make bubbly sounds before every music video on VH1.
when everything was settled by rock paper scissors..or bubble gum bubble gum in a dish...eeny meeny miney mo...and even better daddy had a donkey inky binky bonky.
You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time.
"Where in the World is Carmen San Diego?" was both a game and a TV game show.
Captain Planet. He's a Hero.
You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green ranger, were meant to be together.
You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular.
You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.
You remember watching Home Alone 1, 2 , and 3 . . . and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"
You remember watching The Magic School Bus, Wishbone, and Reading Rainbow on PBS.
You remember when Yo-Yos were cool.
You remember those Where's Waldo books.
You remember eating Warheads.
You remember watching the 1st Batman, Aladdin, Ninja Turtles, and 3 Ninjas movies.
You remember Ring Pops.
You remember drinking Surge, and Tang.
If you remember when every thing was "da BOMB!"
When they made the new lunchables so that you could make pizza AND tacos.
You remember boom boxes vs. cd players.
Making those little paper cootie-catcher things, and then predicting your life with them.
You played and/or collected "Pogs"
You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere.

. . . Furbies

You haven't always had a computer, and it was cool to have the internet.
And Windows 95 was the best.
You watched the original cartoons of Rugrats, Power Rangers, and Ninja Turtles.
Michael Jordan was a king.
All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.
You remember when the new Beanie Babies and Talking Elmo were always sold out.
You collected those Beanie Babies.
Carebears
Lambchop's song never ended.
The old dollar bills.
Silver dollars, which were cool to have.
You remember a time before the WB.
You collected all the Troll dolls
If you even know what an original walkman is.
You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"
You know the Macarena by heart.
"Talk to the hand" . . . nough said
You always said, "Then why don't you marry it?!"
You remember trying to collect all 150 original pokemon cards but never could and if you did you thought you were all that!
You remember Highlight's magazine.
You went to McDonald's to play in the playplace.
You remember playing on merry go rounds at the playground.
Before the MySpace frenzy . . .
Before the Internet & text messaging . . .
Before Sidekicks & iPods . . .
Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX . . .
Before Spongebob . . .
Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night.
When light up sneakers were cool.
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
When gas was 0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was The new thing.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs.
When gameboy was a brick.
You did MASH to figure out your future
Way back.
Before we realized all this would eventually disappear.
Who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!
Post this in your profile if you remember these days . . . .
or if you smiled at one of these things.

If you hate those obnoxious snobby people, PLEASE copy this into your profile.

92 percent of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe. Repost this if you are one of the 8 percent who would be laughing your ass off.

98 percent of teenagers do or have tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2 percent who haven't, copy & paste this in your profile.

If you love yaoi/shounen-ai, copy this into your profile.

If you have ever just wanted to SLAP someone, copy this onto your profile.

Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl is empty and so is your head.

ONLY IN AMERICA...

...can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance

...are there handicap parking spaces in front of ice-skating rinks

...sick people go to the back of Walgreens to get their medicine, while healthy people get their cigarettes at the front

...people buy hotdogs in packs of 10 and hotdog buns in packs of 8

...the banks leave both vaults open and then chain the pens to the counter

...people order a double cheese burger, large fries, and a diet coke

...people leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveways and keep their junk in garages

...people use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so they won't miss the calls from someone they don't want to talk to in the first place

...is the word "politics" used to describe the process so well; "Poli-" in latin means "many" and "tics" mean "blood-sucking creatures

Have you ever considered suing your brain for non-support?

Who was so mean to put an "s" in the word "lisp" if people with lisps can't say the "s"?

Doctors say TV is bad for us, but why is there a TV in every hospital room?

If McDonald's loves to see you smile why do they screw up your order?

If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?

If con is the opposite of pro is Congress the opposite of progress?

Donald Duck never wears pants, but why does he wraps a towel around his waist when he gets out of the shower?

God created man before woman because every masterpiece needs a rough draft.

MENtal pain, MENtal anxiety, MENstrual cramps, MENopause... all our problems start with men!

I only know how to do things three ways: the right way, the wrong way, and my way... which is the wrong way only faster.

To catch me you got to be fast, to find me you got to be smart, but to be me? Damn you must be kidding...

Project I will be working on:

light to dark- chapter 11 (I'm working on 12)

Starlight-one shot (I had a plot for it but I stopped working on it for a while and forgot it so its gone)

Bracelets charm- chapter 2-not finished

Just Harry-chapter 2-not finished

The necromancer of ruin-not even started (will get chapter 1 up as soon as i finish Light to dark)

I apologize if the chapter is not up as soon as I had hoped it would be life happens.