Hello! I'll try to keep this short. My name is Desiree, although a lot of people call me Dez (Like that dude in Austin & Ally. Weird, right?), Dezzy (I only give rights to CookiePandaMonster on this FF to call me that) & other weird nicknames I'd rather not say. I write for the Twilight fandom, although I am considering to write for the Pokemon fandom or the Hunger Games fandom since I'd like to "brighten my horizon."

My two big inspirations? Music and my real-life experiences. Music is a big part of my life. Whenever I work on my fics, I play music on my iTunes to keep my writing juices flowing. And when I get writer's block, music is the best cure! As for my real-life experiences, it's what starts every plot bunny in my head. By now, I have about... Idk... a billion plot bunnies? That's how much I've been through.

I'm also a big contest whore. Entering twilight fanfiction contests are what help me reduce the ongoing plot bunnies that are stored in my head. So if it takes me a while to update one of my full length fics, now you know why.

Favorite Pairings (I have a lot so I'll to keep it down to my favorites):

Twilight:
Bella/Edward
Angela/Edward
Alice/Jasper
Alice/Emmett
Rosalie/Jasper
Rosalie/Jacob
Jacob/Leah

Hunger Games:
Katniss/Peeta
Gale/Prim
Haymitch/Effie
Finnick/Annie

Victorious:
Tori/Beck
Cat/Robbie
Cat/Andre
Jade/Andre

Pokemon:
Pearlshipping (Dawn/Ash)
GymShipping (Misty/Brock)
ContestShipping (Drew/May)
BurningleafShipping (Red/Leaf)
LagomorphShipping (Pikachu/Buneary)
FortuneShipping (Dawn/Lucas)
HeartSoulShipping (Ethan/Lyra)
TrickyShipping (Lyra/Lance)
ChessShipping (Hilda/Hilbert)
NightlightShipping (Umbreon/Espeon)

Special A:
Hikari/Kei
Megumi/Yahiro
Tadashi/Akira

Hollywood Heights:
Eddie/Loren
Tyler/Chloe
Max/Nora
Melissa/Adam

Story Statuses

My Bitter Heart:

I know ya'll are expecting an update, but things change, you know? I was planning to put this on hiatus, but I know you'll hate me for this. So, instead, I'll be discontinuing the current MBH fic & posting a repost. The plot will still be the same, but the age of the characters will change, along w/ some of the story elements I used. So if you wanna see the MBH repost, put me on Author Alert!

Break Of Dawn:

This story is still going strong, & it's only gonna get better from here! BOD is the first of a series I'm calling "Break". The first is BOD. The sequel will be called Break Of Secrets. The third will be called Break Of Situations. The fourth will be called Break Of Journeys. The fifth is intended as a future fic, taking place years after the end of BOJ. It'll be called Break Of Needs. As for BOD updates, it'll kept on a one or two week update schedule, unless things occur or if I'm entering a contest.

Meteor Shower Across The Night Sky:

This'll still be a full-length fic. Chapter two is in the works, although idk when I'll post it since it's long & each chapter will be 5000-10000 words in length, which is far than my usual. But no worries. It'll be there. MSATNS is the first of a trilogy. The second part will be called Gray Clouds Across A Sunlit Blue Sky. The third part will be called Heavy Rain Across A Swirling Hurricane. Sounds angsty, huh?

Can't Be Pulled Away:

Still working on the second part! So sorry bestie for the long wait! But it'll be there, hopefully before the end of summer!

We'll Always Be Great Friends:

A FF reader has asked me if I was gonna do the second part of the one-shot, as well as if I'm gonna do an EPOV. The answer is... yes! To both! I'll do both of the EPOV & the second part! But they'll be both long, so that'll be on the side in the meantime. I'll revisit this one-shot one day, & when I do, keep me on Author Alert so you can get the updates on when this'll happen.

Possible Upcoming Fics

Twilight/Pokemon Crossover:

I don't have a title for this, but basically it's the Twilight characters travelling as trainers across the Sinnoh region. I chose the Sinnoh region cuz I'm comfortable w/ this region & I know the pokemon well. Because there won't be characters from the pokemon anime/video games/manga, it'll just be under the Twilight category. This was meant as a repost for my old fic Two Dreams Become One, which I deleted. It's most likely I'll do it, but maybe after I complete the first part of the Break series. In this sort-of-repost to TDBO, Bella will be a trainer instead of a coordinator. She'll also be a little older (Kinda like how Hilda & Hilbert look in Unova), as well as Edward, who'll still be a trainer. Alice & Rosalie will be the coordinators this time, while Bella, Jasper, Emmett & Edward are trainers. Since there'll be a lot of trainers they'll encounter, & I might run out of twilight characters to use as people they meet along their journeys, I'll allow you lovely readers to submit an OC character that I may feature in the fic.

Here's what you need to have the OC in the fic:

Name:

Hometown/Home City:

Trainer/Coordinator/Other:

Starter Pokemon:

Pokemon OC has (Depending on what part of the fic the OC will be in, I may only use certain pokemon you put):

Goals (Optionable):

Friends (Optionable):

Other Info:

Pokemon One-Shots:

I've been toying w/ the idea of making individual one-shots of various pokemon pairings (just the pokemon, not the humans). The only ones I have in mind so far is Leafeon/Glaceon & Pikachu/Celebi. I thought about doing this cuz of various pics/drawings I found on pokemon in DevianArt, & I guess it just gave me a story idea behind those drawings. If you have any suggestions, feel free to message me!

Links:

Playlist for My Bitter Heart (I'm in the works of making the playlist using Mixpod and I'll post it after the story's halfway in):

Prologue: My Immortal

Chapter 1: Bring Me To Life

Chapter 2: Teardrops On My Guitar

Chapter 3: Everytime It Rains

Chapter 4: Count On Me

Chapter 5: Broken

True To Your Heart (One-shot that was entered for the Love Actually Contest):

Boats and Birds (The song that was on the photo and the one that Bella sang)

Thinking Of You (The song that was on the photo)

The link for My Immortal is already mentioned above as one of the playlist songs for My Bitter Heart, so just look there.

Head Over Heels (One-shot that was an entry for the Summer's Most Romantic Or Tragic Hour Contest. Won two awards!)

Fall For You (The song that Edward sang to Bella)

Fall With Me (One-shot):

A Thousand Years (Song that inspired me to make the one-shot)

We'll Always Be Great Friends (One-shot that was an entry for the Season Of Our Discontent Contest):

Chasing Pavements (The song Bella was listening to on the night Jacob & Leah died)

Something that my best friend did a few days after her 2012 birthday xD:

What's up Taco?! Like I said, I have no profanity (taco) filter. LOL xD But you could have guessed me right away. Boo :( If not, this is CookiePandaMonster! A.K.A AntiBieber. But of course, you already knew that. :) So what did I want to say? Oh yeah. #RevengeIsSweet! This is what you get for hacking my profile. Haha. To the people who's reading this right now. Yeah. I hacked into her account because she told me her email and passcode long time ago. I wrote it down on paper. Hehe. So yeah, like... SURPRISE!! :D

I know you love me Dezzy xD

As I said before, I came here to have my revenge. *failed evil laugh* What shall I start with? Oh yesh. :3 This girl won't stop getting me close to Puppy! (Sowwy. Can't mention names unless you want to be in my notebook of death >:3) Like, no joke. Everyday, at least once, she'll mention him. And I'm like, a crazy whacked up chick who's high on perfume. But yesh. She's the bestest bestest fwend I could have! Aweee! :) I love her a lot, not only because we are close, but she gives me food! For free! Haha! Take that Other than that, she's a great friend. Friend her! Stalk her! I don't mind. It would be her problem. *laughing* She's super nice, and if you do something mean, I'm gonna go ninja on your arse! So yeah, other than that, I love you Dezzy! Much love, CookiePandaMonster xoxo

P.S.
Don't be upset if she doesn't update often as much. We are both in highschool, and you know how it is. Work work work. No breaks. It's harder for her because she is in L.O.E.S, which is basically the smart-homework house at our school :) So, give her some space and chillax your tit's. Or ball's. xD So sorry dezzy. Had to add that xD She'll update them soon! And you have some stories on you're way ;) So yeah. That's it. :) Oh, and she's a great writer!

Byeeeeee! :D
CookiePandaMonster

Something that Crystal is doing because she got bored xD:

We meet again MusicalWritingBookworm *insert evil face*

So heeyy Dezzy! You should know who this is because I practically threw my name in your face. Literally. LOLOL xD

Okay, so my purpose of visit is quite simple. But telling you would be boring and cliche. And you should know me by now. I don't roll that way. Like I have said countless of times, Be fucking original, and not a lame copycat. Unless it's a copy cat power, then it's different. Okay, so I haven't said that to you. YET. But hey, first time for everying :) So my lame attempt of being ORIGINAL, here's my story instead of telling you.

One day, on a Wednsday afternoon (July. 25, 2012 to be exact), around 5:19 PM, a girl name Crystal was currently listening to One Direction's album on YouTube, whom is her favorite band, and the gears in her head started spinning. But when has it stopped? Anyway, as the screws and other things started to spin, a light bulb appeared above her head.

"I should sign on Dezzy's page for the hell of it! She'll never see it coming! Because you know- she can never tell if I signed on or not." She yelled, signing off of her own account, and going into Desiree's page. Unknown to her, her older brother in the back, looked at her like she belonged in a white room wearing a straight jacket. But who would wear those? Crazy people? Like come on. They are so out of fashion! It's not the 1950's! We should go RETRO. Not Tetris! Continuing on...

"Should I pull a harmless prank? Or do nothing like always? MWAHA! I should hack her profile page and be back again! Crystal has escaped jail bitches! But if Dezzy asks who signed into her-"

"SHUT UP CRYSTAL!" Her brother screamed, interupting her.

"I bet you wouldn't say that to your girlfriend- Oh wait. What girlfriend? You only have a pillow and hentai! Shame on you!" Her brother left the room in shame, and Crystal smiled in victory.

"Like I was saying- If she asks who went on her profile, you didn't see me, and it a girl name BANANAFRUITLOCK."

And that's when she started to hack her account.

Oh, that story still gets me. Likewise, let's begin my actual hacking. What? You thought that thing up there was my hacking? Puh-lease. Is Katniss in love with Peeta? NO. *staff tells me she is* WHAT! NO SHE ISN'T! SHE LOVES GALE! AND ONLY GALE! WHY ARE YOU LYING! YOU KNOW WHAT! YOU ARE FIRED! SO TELL YOUR WIFE AND KIDS YOU GOT FIRED BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME NON SENSE! NO! I DON'T CARE IF YOUR POOR! OUT YOU GO! So sorry about that *glares at staff* But you know what I mean. So... hacking. I give it, two... thumbs up xD

So, VAS HAPPENIN'! :) xx I know I already hacked your page before, but I wanted to do it again. You know, since your birthday is coming up in a month and couple weeks. I'm still working on your story. So get that out of the way. Oh, remember to say Happy Birthday to Liam Payne. If not, IMMA KILL YOU (television joke). There's nothing for me to type though. I don't plan very well if I wanted to hack your page Dx So as back up, I'll just type my obsession over One Direction.

OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! ONE DIRECTION! THEY ARE SOOOOO CUTE! HAVE YOU SEEN NIALL! LIKE, OH GOSH! I'M MELTING! * HE'S IRISH SO BONUS! I'M SO JEALOUS HE HAS THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS YOU! WHY CAN'T THEY COME TO HAWAII! IF THEY DO, I PROMISE TO NOT ACT LIKE A FAN GIRLY. BECAUSE YOU KNOW, I DON'T GET FAN GIRLS. LIKE THEY SCREAM IN YOUR FACE. LIKE HELLOO? EVER HEARD OF PERSONAL SPACE? AND BREATH MINTS? EWWW.

Okay, so I'm finished. What to say. What to say. Oh.

I LOOOOOVE YOU DEZZY! YOU ARE AWESOME!!!!

PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE WITH PUPPY! DON'T LEAVE ME WITH--those people O.O I'll be sad when you move to a different school! Your my best friend ):

Well, I have nothing else to say. Because I don't "plan well". I hope my hacking was entertaining. It was for me.

LOOOOOVE YOU! :) xx

Mrs. Horan (WHAT! IT IS TRUE! I AM MARRIED TO NIALL HORAN! Fine):

LighterThanWhite (Not CookiePandaMonster. That was my old one. LighterThanWhite sounded cooler. Like One Direction.)

P.S. KEEP ON HATIN' BIEBER! (Don't go, "LAW SUIT" on me now)

Once again,

Mrs. Horan- I mean LighterThanWhite.

P.P.S I still like Katniss and Gale.

Updates

I've changed my penname. Again. I've wanted to do it for months since my current penname felt too long. The only problem was that I didn't know what my new penname should be. After some thought, I decided on Awkwardauthor, which kinda describes what I am as a person. As for story updates, I'll get to them. You know me. Busy busy busy w/ school w/ homework, projects, assignments... did I mention homework?

BOD will be updated. The next chap. of MSATNS is sort of on a hiatus, but I'll probably get back to that during winter break. I'm working on the revised MBH, which so far has a lot of changes than the original.

Oh, & check out LightThanWhite's stories. She has a couple Twilight fics, as well as one-shots from her fav. TV shows. I recommend White Roses (Rosalie/Jacob). Even though she's only done the prologue so far, it has been intriguing. What's gonna happen next? Can't tell you. She won't tell me. :P And if she told me... I still wouldn't tell you. x)