Author has written 8 stories for Watchmen, Darren Shan Saga/Cirque Du Freak, Waterloo Road, Harry Potter, X-Men: The Movie, and Sons of Anarchy.
Hello! I'm Jai (pronounced Jay) but you can call me Elli if it pleases you. I'm 21 and I've been sitting in front of this edit profile box for almost an hour getting distracted by other things and trying not to sound like a dork.
Writing for me is not a hobby, or a past time or even an amusement. For me this is a compulsion, and I'm not saying that to try and make myself sound like some profession writer who think's they're all that, because I'm not either of those things. I work a day job and I see more holes in my writing than anyone else does or ever will. But writing is a compulsion, and I cannot stop myself. Writing is my solace and it keeps me sane. Writing literally gives me peace and helps my mind to feel calm and uncluttered and there are very, very few things that make me happier than writing.
My work on FF is not something I share with people in my life. I'm not ashamed or unhappy with the work I do here but this to me is a different part of my life, and this is where I find my solace, here with my work and when times are bad I need somewhere that is just my own and I find that in my work, and I have a childish fear that if I shared my work with people I know then they're in the last place that is just my own, and in that place I am in full control and no one can take away or taint any of the peace it gives me.
Writing is the thing I was born to do, and I love it. To create and move and mould a universe entirely of my own creation is the most incredible feeling I have ever experienced, and the adrenalin and thrill I fell whenever I pen a sentence, or paragraph or page or even anything longer that I know is brilliant is outstanding, and I will fight tooth and nail, and I will push and give everything I have to get that feeling, and I won't give up until I have it.
(And yes I know, I sounded like a dork)
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