08/11/2010

I'm back. Almost.

Yeah, right. I know. I'm a bad person and I left everybody here without replying whatsoever. Please accept my condolences - I didn't have the nerve to come back here: it's holiday (at school) and I'm taking a holiday. At home. Yeah.

Anyway. I decided to cut back my whining in ANs. I got Twitter. (... Nope, I definitely wasn't the one who told people it was inane fnot saneless, because no such word exists, I tell ya) and stupid...)

I'm there as Claennis by the time being. If anyone's interested, that is.

12/30/2009

Right then. I was blackmailed into writing again this. (It's for your sake, so you have better be nice from now on!)

cough, cough I was told (not ordered. of course not) to keep my honesty. I kept it.

I'm seventeen. I live in Hungary, I'm female. I like communicating with people, so feel free to "bother me" with saneless messages. Some people dared to do it and none of them said (dared to admit) it was wasted time.Criticism helps me a lot, so if you think that something's very wrong (even if major mistake), tell me. Flames are accepted, but cut out rudeness.

Sometimes I feel I have a talent for writing. Other times, I realize that I don't and feel disappointed.

My native language is Hungarian (what else could be...) and I learn English (never guessed it, right?), French and German. The latter is rather the sort I'm taught to it and don't bother learning it. But I understand it, so your excuse why you will not write to me - is deleted. I will take my time to translate it.

I'm at a special Maths class at my school. I want to be a biochemist. I'm lazy. It's never easy to admit and it sounds bad, but I hate working without seeing the fruit of it. I have had enough time to get to know myself, so I have a lot of different out-of-school lessons, even late in the afternoon - I know I would never learn or write homework. My memory is pretty good and it's enough to hear things once, in the lesson.

My afternoons are spent with reading, and recently, with writing. Though the things above stand for my writing as well and although I'm too proud to beg for reviews and too much of a reader to say I will not update until I get reviews, it often gets me back - since I write for the reward: the sign some people read my work.

Now... after all this whining :P I will bore you to death with my bubbling (although some state that I'm not that boring).

Mmmm. I don't exactly remember what was here before I deleted it.

I usually find out stories before falling asleep and during walking/cycling. Most of the time I cannot remember how I got home (for those who haven't got it: I walk home). I came here to write down these stories in order to improve my English knowledge and to take my time with something sane. I live more inside my mind than outside and like to separate my lives a bit like in schizophrenia: one for school, one for family, one for friends, one for writing fanfictions. Even my personality changes a bit.

My work involves a lot of description as one realized, sometimes it makes it boring. I like to picture the situation as well as I never have characters I don't know everything about. It helps me avoid inconsequencies and OOC reactions. My characters are mostly very matured ones, usually much more than in the original books. It may have something to do with my own personality: I often think as an adult would do despite my age (while emotionally... I'm a child. I'm a problem-girl).

Recently, I discovered I love impressionism... it happened during the music lesson I realized that not only in art, but also in music and literature I prefer that. Although I like the way realism works, with having a real background and more dimensionated characters, I'm a dreamer, loving fairy tales.

People often tell me (whenever they review) that I portray emotions or atmosphere well - my imagination muses a lot about the characters' inner feelings and the reason behind their acts. I can write about these a whole chapter, without any action - make sure you're not sleepy when you read me.

If you want to hear my opinion (and you want to, right?), it's quite important, and although all these things appear boring, especially reading numerous fanfictions in a row, taking time to read (and write) the background, the reasons, is good and makes it more enjoyable. I don't use very special words not being a native speaker, so I guess it's a bit easier to read it although the long (boring) paragraphs. Tell me if you think other way.

Usually, when I start a story, I only know the general way where it's heading - otherwise it would turn boring for myself and I wouldn't feel like writing it. It is shown pretty well in my Alex Rider story - the plot jumps here and there like a soap opera of the worst sort. I'm very lucky to have Valar Morghulis, my beta.

He got me to work and write until perfection (well... much closer to perfection...) and think about the plot more carefully. So, a huuuge thanks for him. (If you blackmail me another time you will be seriously punished, honey...)

THE END