| The Disreputable Writer |
Author has written 25 stories for Old Kingdom/Abhorsen series, Shade's Children, Fable, Supernatural, and Girl Genius. FFN has been my home for fanfic since I was in middle school. I devoured the stories here, and though I changed fandoms many times I always knew that there would be fic for me here. A couple of years ago I started this account and began writing my own fic. It's been a wonderful experience, and I feel that I grown as a writer and made contributions to my fandoms that I can be proud of. The feedback I've gotten here has been a major factor in building my confidence and encouraging me to write more. But though I am grateful to the readers and writers on this site, I have become increasingly unimpressed with the management. Rules have always been enforced haphazardly. Harmful trolls have been ignored while legitimate writers were persecuted. The failure of the staff to respond to user complaints has become a running joke. And now, FFN is purging stories based on only, it seems, keywords in the title and summary suggesting sexual or violent content. I have always been disappointed in FFN's policy against NC-17 fics. I think fandom is a wonderful place with a diverse population, and as long as proper warnings are applied we do not need to censor ourselves for our youngest members. Fanfic, like all fic, is capable of dealing with the full range of human experience, and this includes content that is inappropriate for anyone but adults. I have tried to honor the policy, though I disagreed with it, but this new purge of stories is completely unconscionable. People's stories and all their reviews are being deleted without warning. In many cases the authors have left fandom or have no backups - pieces of fandom are being lost forever. I have continued to post my stories on FFN due mostly to nostalgia. I think it's time I stopped. I no longer want to participate in a community whose moderators have no respect their users, not when there are better alternatives. I will keep my stories up on this account for people who still want to read them. I will continue to respond to reviews. But I will no longer post new stories here. If you want to keep following my writing, all my fics are posted at Livejournal. I am in the process of transferring everything over to AO3 as well. My handle on both sites is wallmakerrelict. Thank you for enjoying my stories. | |||||
1. Tell Me the One » reviewsIn End!verse, Inias chooses to fall in order to be with Castiel. Dean gets jealous, but he eventually realizes that Cas needs Inias just as Dean needs Cas. And Dean might just need both of them. Dean/Cas/IniasSupernatural - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,630 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-14-12 - Published: 5-13-12 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete2. Old Wounds reviewsJohn left scars on Dean that no one could see. In his own way, Cas began to fix them. Dean/CasSupernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,021 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 5-6-12 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete3. One More Mistake reviewsWhen Dean wears Cas's coat, and only the coat, it helps him remember. Which makes it so much worse. Set mid-season 7, spoilers for 7x17. Based on a joke Misha made at JIBCon. Dean/CastielSupernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,802 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 4-29-12 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete4. I Do What I Must reviewsEven though Dean and Cas are settled down with a kid now, Dean still goes hunting sometimes. Cas waits, and worries, and occasionally cleans up after. Dean/Cas.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,555 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-21-12 - Castiel & Dean W. - Complete5. Let Me Pour Some Poison in Your Ear » reviewsCastiel escapes from the hospital, but every time he tries to call the Winchesters Lucifer convinces him not to. Castiel's sanity keeps slipping as he begins to doubt that Dean even wants him back. Eventual Dean/Cas.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,095 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 4-20-12 - Published: 4-16-12 - Castiel & Lucifer - Complete6. Never Change » reviewsAs the world fell apart, Castiel watched the same thing happen to his relationship with Dean. A visitor from the past gives him one last chance to get it right. End!verse. Dean/Castiel.Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,072 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-18-12 - Published: 11-3-11 - Castiel & Dean W. - Complete7. Taking it Slow » reviewsCas has never tried taking his clothes off the old-fashioned way before. Dean shows him how it's done. Dean/Cas fluff.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,639 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-13-12 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete8. Plastic Necklaces reviewsThe Winchesters and their angel boyfriends celebrate Mardi Gras. Sam/Gabe and Dean/Cas.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 806 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-6-12 - Sam W. & Gabriel - Complete9. You Could Be Paying for this Yourself reviewsGabriel introduces his boyfriend, Sam, to his ex-boyfriend: Mayhem from the Allstate commercials . Hilarity ensues. Gabe is amused. Sam is not. And Dean might kill this guy if he doesn't get away from Dean's car. Sam/Gabe and Dean/Cas.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,221 - Reviews: 28 - Published: 4-3-12 - Gabriel & Sam W. - Complete10. Not Gonna Write You a Love Song reviewsGabriel writes dirty limericks on Sam's back. Except that's not really what he's writing. Turns out Gabe is more of a romantic than Sam realized. Sam/Gabe, side Dean/Cas. Title from the lyrics to Love Song by Sara Bareilles.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 664 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 4-1-12 - Sam W. & Gabriel - Complete11. Silent and Still reviewsMissing scene from 7x17. SPOILERS: Dean says goodbye to Castiel before leaving him at the hospital.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,217 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 3-24-12 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete12. As Simple as That reviewsWhile Agatha struggles to choose between her two suitors, Gil and Tarvek rekindle their old friendship behind her back. Violetta and the Castle think there's an easy solution to this love triangle. Agatha/Gil/Tarvek.Girl Genius - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,517 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-20-12 - Agatha H. - Complete13. Sweet Dreams reviewsCastiel drives away Dean's nightmares of Hell. Later, when Cas has fallen and is experiencing his first nightmare, Dean returns the favor.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,619 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 3-19-12 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete14. Salt, Tequila, and Lime reviewsGabriel survives his encounter with Lucifer. Team Free Love celebrates with body shots. Dean/Castiel. Some Sam/Gabriel. Dean/Sam if you squint.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,210 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-19-12 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete15. The Sexual Tension Squid reviewsDean, Sam, and Cas steal a squid from a coven of witches. Turns out it can sense the sexual tension between them all. Bobby, Gabriel, and Balthazar also make appearances. Multiple pairings. CRACK.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,584 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 3-19-12 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete16. Prodigious reviewsFour women, and how they made Ash who he is. Warning: child abuse, mentions of suicide, character deathSupernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,765 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-19-12 - Ash & Ellen H. - Complete17. On the RACK reviewsDean takes care of Cas after getting carried away with their BDSM play.Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,811 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-19-12 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete18. Forgive and Forget reviewsAlt-7x17. Dean finds Cas. Cas apologizes with blowjobs. Inspired by fanart by spacefragments on Livejournal.Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,355 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-19-12 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete19. A State of Constant Repair » reviewsRebuilding the Old Kingdom is going to be more difficult than Sabriel and Touchstone thought. When their troubles begin to seep into their relationship, Sabriel takes a vacation to learn more about the Abhorsens and about herself. Rated for violence.Old Kingdom/Abhorsen series - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 23,330 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 12-29-11 - Published: 12-16-10 - Sabriel & Touchstone - Complete20. Make it Easy for Me reviewsSet mid-5.18. Castiel tries to cut the sigil into his chest, but he isn't used to how vivid pain is since he fell. Dean ends up helping, reluctantly. Dean/Castiel, hurt/more-hurt-also-kinda-comfort. One-shot.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,836 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-17-11 - Dean W. & Castiel - Complete21. Tales from the Roadhouse » reviewsRun by Ellen and her young daughter, Jo, the Roadhouse has always been a place for Hunters to get a beer and see old friends. Amongst their own kind, they tell the stories that they can't tell anywhere else. Pre-series, collection of OC one-shots.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,177 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 9-25-11 - Published: 8-2-11 - Jo H. & Ellen H.22. More Than They Know » reviewsChronicling Ninde's escape from the Dorms and her eventual acceptance into Ella's team. Warning: violence, swearing, child abuse, character death. On hiatus.Shade's Children - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,002 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 7-28-10 - Published: 4-30-10 - Ninde23. A Bird of a Different Color reviewsAfter Lucien's final defeat, Hammer traveled north to escape her violent past. There, she makes a new friend and reflects on what she left behind. Hammer/Sparrow subtext. Good Sparrow/Female/Needs of the Few. One-shot. Complete.Fable - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,476 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-24-10 - Hammer - Complete24. The Path » reviewsSabriel's father is a young Abhorsen-in-Waiting. His aunt, the Abhorsen, brings him along on a strange mission. Who is the girl they are protecting? What does this mean for the future of the Kingdom? Terciel/OC. Complete.Old Kingdom/Abhorsen series - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 22,649 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 1-25-10 - Published: 9-3-09 - Complete25. Thanks » reviewsElla isn't sure what to think of Drum when she first meets him, but through trouble and grief they are there for each other. The events that led to their deep understanding and friendship. Complete.Shade's Children - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Friendship - Chapters: 9 - Words: 12,695 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 11-23-09 - Published: 9-5-09 - Ella & Drum - Complete