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consumedbyheavenlyfire is Mortal Instruments based, particularly inspired by the fifth book, City Of Lost Souls. i retired the name smiforlife the beginning of this year (2013) while completely withdrawing my involvement from the Twilight fandom for personal reasons, lack of time being a large factor. to me, writing and being involved in the fandom/fanfiction world are two different things. i will still continue to write and connect with any/all readers. Twilight is the main fandom i enjoy delving into with stories but in the future, there might be others.

stories:

A Swan's Incandescence - AU. A Tudors crossover-ish kind of. The king needs a son. His queen has failed to produce that son. Enter Isabella, on her uncle's and father's urging, dazzling the king and promising him what he wants most: a male heir. Will she be able to deliver as promised? Bella/Carlisle - FFn

Black Black Heart - AH/AU. Some secrets are never meant to be uncovered. What happens when one is accidentally found out in a small town? Bella/Jacob - AO3

Deciding Destiny - The legends say the Cold Ones are their mortal enemies and imprinting is absolute. But are the legends exactly what their ancestors thought? Bella/Jacob & Sam/Renesmee - FFn

Doing the Unthinkable - AH. Bella Swan is a student in Jacob Black's English class at Forks High. What happens when the student/teacher relationship begins to blur... What would the consequences be? Bella/Jacob - FFn

Feathers - AU Breaking Dawn. Starts from the morning after Bella's wedding night. Bella/Jacob - FFn

From the Ashes - AU. "Death is easy. Life is harder." How do you move on when your personal sun has been ripped from your life forever? Bella/? - FFn

If I Only Could - AU Mid-NM. If Jacob somehow knew what was bound to happen in the end, would he change his fate? Or allow everything to happen the same way? Bella/Jacob - FFn

Let Me See You Stripped - AH. "How many times has a girl heard it growing up? Wait for that one special person. Wait until you're in love. Wait until you're ready, you'll know when it's right. Wait, wait, wait. Well, screw that, I'm done waiting." Bella/Jacob - FFn, AO3

Moonlight - AU. Rewritten version of Twilight from JPOV with a twist. What if Bella had already been a member of the Cullen clan when she first came to Forks? What if she then met a pre-phase Jacob Black? Bella/Jacob - FFn

My Saving Grace - AU. Mid-NM. After Edward broke Bella's heart, it seems like she is permanently shattered, never to be put back together again. Will Jacob be able to help her get back on her feet? Will he be able to fix her? Bella/Jacob - FFn

Not Everyone's Forever Is Perfect - AU. Post-BD. "Breaking Dawn? More like breaking balls. Specifically, mine. What the hell did I ever do to deserve this?" Bella/Jacob - FFn

Sex and Diamonds - AH. Bella goes with her husband on the Cullens' yacht for a weekend, for business and pleasure. What happens when both start blurring and the line in between is gone? Bella/Jacob - FFn

Slipping Through the Cracks - AU. Bella is stuck in a psychiatric ward of a hospital in Washington. She has no desire to be there and can't wait to get out of there, convinced everyone there is psycho, and not just the patients. What happens when she meets Jacob Black? Bella/Jacob - FFn

Soul Mates Never Die - AU. Post-BD. Edward's sacrificed himself to keep his family safe, leaving Jacob alone to care for his wife and daughter. Torn between the two women he loves most, what will happen when old elements and feelings come into play? Bella/Jacob & Jacob/Renesmee - AO3

Stay With Me - AU/AH. Sometimes when we least expect it, the one thing we never knew we needed walks right in the door... Bella/Jacob - FFn

Supposed To Be - AU. Bella/Jacob (info coming soon)

Tell Me When You Hear My Heart Stop - New Moon AU. Jacob had always been her sun, Mr. Fix-It, slowly putting Bella back together piece by piece. What if he built her back up only to be the one to knock her back down again? Would she be able to survive being broken a second time? Bella/Jacob - FFn

The One I Need To Walk Away From - AU. When Renesmee brings her fiance home to meet her parents, what happens when Bella Cullen meets the irresistibly handsome and charming Jacob Black? Bella/Jacob - FFn

Trinity Of the Heart - AU/AH. Two men. One woman. Three broken yet healing hearts on the line. Jacob/Bella/Sam - FFn/FWAR

Turning the Page - NM AU. Bella gets a push in the right direction from those that want to see her get better. Will she listen to them and realize Edward wasn't the end all be all she originally thought? Or will she remain in her numb state, refusing to accept change? Bella/Carlisle - FFn

What Could Never Be Said - AU. Post-BD. One night a year, that's all they would ever have. Bella/Jacob - FFn

completed one shots:

Beautiful Release - AU One shot. What would Bella do without her sun there to balance the clouds for her? Bella/Jacob - FFn

Destiny - Breaking Dawn AU one shot. What if Jacob had never tried to attack Renesmee and was too overcome with grief? So much that he left without once laying eyes on her, leaving the Pack to finish the leeches off? This is my take on how things might have progressed had things happened that way. Bella/Jacob - FFn

Fate - Post-BD. How if some of SMeyer's canon had stayed within the canon she already had set up, a moment or conversation that might have happened between Jacob and Bella at some point after BD was finished. Bella/Jacob - FFn

Hate - Post-BD One Shot. Bella and Jacob absolutely hate each other. Inspired by Rihanna's "Love the Way You Lie Part 2".Bella/Jacob - FFn

His Beautiful One - during CoLS. kind of AUish, from Sebastian's POV. just my take on the paper Clary found. Clary/Sebastian & Clary/Jace - FFn

series:

Bella Acting Series - AH/AU. Taysten switcharounds, made to fit the two roles the two portray in different possible scenarios. - Bella/Jacob - FFn

Outtake Series -AH/AU & some canon AU. Scenes that never made it to certain stories posted as outtakes. Bella/Jacob - FFn

Scenes Rewrite Series - AU. Different scenes rewritten throughout the series that I wished could have ended differently. Definitely leaning towards J/B but not always. - FFn

Trinity Of the Heart: Flashback Series - AH/AU. a collection of moments that occurred in the story before it deviated into Trinity. Bella/Jacob & Bella/Sam - FFn