PEN NAME: Alluring mermaid FYI: the pen name is created from my first and middle name. I wouldn't go calling myself alluring, and the mermaid part doesn't symbolize I swim or go to the beach. I don't live anywhere near a beach

I love to draw and create fan comics so this is the URL address for my portfolio page on theotaku.com; http://www.theotaku.com/portfolio/artgrrl

SIGN: Libra and Horse

DOB: October 5

FIVE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MYSELF: Shy, kind, day dreamer, lazy(when it comes to hard labor), and idealistic

FAVORITE ANIME: Pokemon, Bleach, Princess Ai, Full Moon, Mermaid Melody, Naruto, etc.

FAVORITE BOOKS: Inkheart, The Chronicles of Faerie, Harry Potter, the Eragon series, Fablehaven, and the Twilight series

FAVORITE BAND: Three Days Grace, Evanessence, Flyleaf and Paramore

FAVORITE SONGS: "Firelfies" by Owl City, "Set Apart this Dream" by Flyleaf

HOBBIES: Drawing, and writting(about anime mostly), daydreaming

WHO DO I ADMIRE: Brian Froud and Cao Yong

PETPEEVES: Gossip, bugs, and unfinished work(when it comes to art), OOCs

DREAM: To become a professional artist

WORST FEAR: loosing my eyesight (I need to see what I'm drawing)

MY FAVORITE BLEACH PAIR: Ichigo&Rukia, Orihime&Ulqiorra, Orihime&Grimmjow

STATUS OF FANFICS:

~"Yakuza Princess" I think I'll quit this story. I've lost interest in it I might go back to it someday.

~ "Ghost War of NYC" I'm thinking of rewriting the whole thing and get rid of the OCs.

~ As for "Ninjas VS Witches" and "Heart Song" I've long all interest in them I might as well delete them *shrugs*

MY VIEWS OF OCS/FAN CHARACTERS: When I was a young fan fic writer I was into making OCs and paired them with CANON characters. But I'm over that.

I don't mind reading OCxCANON pairings as long as the OC isn't you know "MARY SUE" and "GARY SUE" or the OCs hog the spot light.

I looked up on SkulduggeryGirl109's profile and she said to put this poem on your file if your against child abuse;

Her name was Auroura She was only five This is what happened when she was alive.

Her dad was a drunk Her mon was an addict Her parents kept her locked in the attic

Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair

She always talked to it when no one's around she lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound

Until her parents unlock the door some more and more pain She'll have to endure

A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be in such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear and softly cries she loves her parents but they want her to die

She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking. "God, why? Why is My life always sinking?"

Such a bad life for such a little kid she'd ger beaten and beaten For anything she did

Then one night her mom came home high The poor child was hit and slapped As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One she made

She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die, You worhtless pest."

The mom walked out Leaving the girl slowly dying She grabbed her bear And started crying

Police showed up At the small little house They quickly barged in Everything was quiet as a mouse.

One officer slowly opened a door To find the sad little girl Lying on the floor

It must have been bad To go through so much harm But at least she died With her best friend in her arms

This poem made me cry, I don't think the girl in the poem was real but this is based on true stories of child abuse and that's what gets my stomach in knots. Put this on your profile if your against child abuse.

Autism is a developmental disorder that appears in the first 3 years of life, and affects the brain's normal development of social and communication skills. This poem is about a mother and her husband who learns that their child is autistic. This poem is not mine I found it on a website that supports Autism Awareness.

They looked at me with compassion
I hadn't a clue why,
Then they told me my son was challenged
and I began to cry.

"Your son may be Autistic, or
have some related disease."
"I've never heard of it," I said,
"Explain it to me please?"

"It occurs one in every five hundred births,
four times more often in boys.
Families of all racial and ethnic backgrounds
Regardless of stature or poise."

"Its a Lifelong neurological impairment
That affects the ability to speak,
Play or socially interact."
I felt my knees grow weak.

My husband took me in his arms
We held each other tight,
My five year old beside me asking,
"Mommy, is Stevie all right?"

We wouldn't have known there was a problem
If not for his speech delay
We thought he was just a little shy,
and preferred solitary play.

When she said, they don't know what causes it
I just wanted to die.
" My God, this isn't happening,
They can't even tell us why?"

"God is not sleeping," I said to myself
over and over again
holding fast to my faith in God
to help me endure the pain.

Clearly there needs to be research
It’s imperative we find a way
Of getting the programs funded,
If we're ever to gain some headway.

Our children are so precious
They look to us for care
Let's show them how much we love them,
and make everyone aware.

L. Q. Demos

For those who want to support Autism Awareness please paste this to your profile. If you did please PM me, for I would like to know.

R.I.P Steve "Crocodile hunter" Irwin who was killed in 2006 by a stingray. Steve Irwin a true hero. If you agree copy and paste this into your profile. And show honor to a true hero.

Mummy...Johnny brought a gun to school
He told his friends that it was cool
And when he pulled the trigger back
It shot with a great crack
Mummy I was a good girl
I did what I was told
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold
But mummy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye
I'm sorry mummy I had to go, but mommy please don't cry
When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another
And all because he got the gun from his older brother
Mummy please tell daddy that I love him very much
And please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush
And tell my little sister that she is the only one now
And tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now
And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best
Mummy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest
Mummy tell my teachers I won't show up for class
And never to forget this and please don't let this pass
Mummy why'd it have to be me no one deserves this
Mummy warn the others, mummy I left without a kiss
And mummy tell the doctors I know they really did try
I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry
Mummy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest
But mummy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest
Mummy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack
Mummy listen to me if you would
I wanted to go to college
I wanted to try things that were new
I guess I'm not going with daddy
On that trip to the new zoo
I wanted to get married
I wanted to have a kid
I wanted to be an actress
Mummy I wanted to live
But mummy I must go now
The time is getting late
Mummy tell my Chris
I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date
I love you mummy I always have
I know you know it's true
Mummy all I wanted to say is "mummy I love you"

In memory of the Columbian students that were lost
Please if you would
Pass this around
I'd be happy if you could
Don't smash this on the ground
If you pass this on
Maybe people will cry
Just keep this in heart
For the people that didn't get to say "goodbye"

Her name was Angel,
She had a family.
She was happy, because she had a family
She was cheerful whenever she sees anyone
She was loyal to her owners
She was faithful and loving to her friends
Her family had a baby,
She was happy for them.
The family hated her now,
They beat her whenever they see her,
They scold her for nothing,
They never gave her food anymore,
They always put her on chain,
She was cold,
She was hungry,
She was bleeding,
She was upset,
But she never complaint or run away,
Baby grew up, active and naughty.
They told him not to play on the streets,
He didn't listen, he played as well.
A drunk was driving fast,
She knew he would never make it,
She broke herself free and jumped out,
She pushed him away but she didn't make it.
When he turned over,
Her beautiful face was covered in red liquid,
Her eyes were blinded with blood,
Her body was split in halves,
She was barely able to breathe,
Everyone came running out,
She said some words in a language that no one could understand,
"Jack, I always wanted to watch you grow up,
I knew you were going to be a fine man.
I always wanted to care for you my lady; I always wanted to fetch you a glass of water.
I always wanted to fetch the bone you would throw me everyday master, I always wanted to go out hunting with you.
I always wanted to play with you guys.
I always wanted to run freely and maybe jog with you Jack.
I always wanted to have a family of my own kind,
I always wanted to have puppies,
I always wanted to see my mother again,
I'm sorry I never fulfilled my duty,
I'm sorry I couldn't guard him anymore,
I'm sorry I can't be with him anymore,
I'm sorry that I caused trouble to you all
I'm sorry..."
He crawled over and hugged her,
Tears filled his eyes,
One last lick on his eyes,
She closed her eyes forever
They regretted their attitudes towards the poor dog,
They dug a grave for her,
Placed a tomb with her name and the tittle,
"Man's best friend"
She may be gone now,
But at least she is in peace.

Copy and paste this if your against animal abuse.