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Author has written 52 stories for Gundam Wing/AC, Fruits Basket, Full Metal Panic, Wolf's Rain, Infinite Ryvius, Gundam Seed, and Code Geass. October 28, 2010: I can't even think of how long it's been since I've actually 'been' here. It's been a tough 3 years (I'm sure I don't have a lock on that). But I war daily on the priorities in my life...to the point where I've done little to nothing in the area of what is and will always be my passion. A part of me is afraid. Afraid that the criticism I suffered pretty much daily from my now ex-husband...that it could be true. And so for a lot of the past two years (after spending a year in counseling and Recovery) I've been trying to remember who I was. And possibly gave up some of who I am. I'm not sure. It's hard to say. But the upshot of it is that I'm trying. I'm trying to see if I can balance writing with my work and my relationships and not neglect my *life* for my *work*. So, with that in mind, I've signed up for NaNoWriMo (to kick my butt into gear) - to work on completing The Fourth Dimension (Gundam Wing, Heero x Relena). I'll include the synopsis I put together the other day. And look for the newly rewritten Prologue to appear before the end of October. In the meantime, for those who may (or may not) remember my Code Geass fic Power of the Queenhttp://www.livejournal.com/community/ship_manifesto/73585.html My LJ communities (ones I own and operate): Other Recommended Communities (ones I like): These are links to my more 'adult' works, not posted on FFN: "Sanctified" (Heero x Relena lemon): http://blissfulignorance.com/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=9501 "Midnight Chimes and Pink Roses" (Complete ch 4 including lemon): http://www.livejournal.com/users/blkros/92423.html Lemon Series In Progress: "Prey of the Wolf" (Heero x Relena lemon series): http://blissfulignorance.com/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=7135 "Work Daze"(aka Heero lusts after his pretty, intelligent secretary) | |||||||
1. The Fourth Dimension reviewsAU. Heero x Relena. For two days, hundreds of thousands shuffled through the rotunda to see the coffin, adorned in the flag of the old republic. General Heero Yuy didn't understand why the old-world tradition remained.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,184 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 10-29-10 - Heero Y. & Relena P.2. The Power of the Queen » reviewsMarianne POV. Ignores R2. I smiled. What could a mother truly deny her son when he went through so much trouble? 'I would like your permission to take Euphemia li Britannia as my bride.' LuluEuphie SuzaEuphieCode Geass - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,949 - Reviews: 66 - Updated: 3-1-09 - Published: 6-14-07 - Lelouch L. & Euphemia L.B.3. A Diary of Lacus Clyne » reviewsAthrun POV. Post-Destiny. Athrun struggles to honor a request - causing him to deal with long-buried emotions. "I was charged with writing an article about a more human side of Lacus Clyne. But, Lacus was always something of a mystery to me..."Gundam Seed - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 24,220 - Reviews: 45 - Updated: 12-24-07 - Published: 1-4-07 - Athrun Z. & Lacus C. - Complete4. Now Comes the Night » reviews[Code Geass]. Suzaku x Euphemia. Set between eps 11 and 12. 'Euphie, why do you treat me like I matter? I'm not a gentleman. I'm not a knight. I can't even request to see you…'Code Geass - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,166 - Reviews: 36 - Updated: 5-27-07 - Published: 5-2-07 - Suzaku K. & Euphemia L.B. - Complete5. Collide reviewsCode Geass. Suzaku x Euphemia. Euphemia's father...the Emperor believed they were not created equal – Britannians and Elevens. And maybe he was right. Her father was a cold man, but Suzaku…Code Geass - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,719 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 1-30-07 - Suzaku K. & Euphemia L.B. - Complete6. Closer reviewsCode Geass. Suzaku x Euphemia. Set during their first meeting in episode 5. Yuffie's gaze met his across the crowded station, and Suzaku realized just how far away from her he really was.Code Geass - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,376 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-26-07 - Suzaku K. & Euphemia L.B. - Complete7. Quite the Good Kisser » reviews1xR. AU. Who would have guessed Heero Yuy was a prude?Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,969 - Reviews: 59 - Updated: 12-30-06 - Published: 11-2-05 - Heero Y. & Relena P.8. After the Storm reviewsAthrun x Lacus. 'Life…doesn't stop.' Lacus grabbed his hand and held it with both of hers. 'It keeps happening. One minute at a time.' One hand moved to touch his cheek. 'An hour, a day…'Gundam Seed - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,246 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-12-06 - Athrun Z. & Lacus C. - Complete9. Best Friends reviewsAU. Heero and Relena had always been best friends... Catherine raised an eyebrow and gave Relena a look. 'So, if you're not dating, how come you're here with Heero? Together? 'Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,917 - Reviews: 51 - Published: 5-31-06 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete10. Ever the Same reviewsAthrun x Lacus. Post Destiny. Dancing with her felt like he was holding a stranger…Gundam Seed - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,624 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 5-29-06 - Athrun Z. & Lacus C. - Complete11. Missing By A Mile » reviewsHYxRP. Romantic Comedy. A princess in love with a soldier. A soldier with no clue what love is. Helpful friends, a saboteur, and an enemy butler... For Heero Yuy, the rules of engagement have changed.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 39 - Words: 153,252 - Reviews: 1776 - Updated: 5-14-06 - Published: 2-12-01 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete12. By Candlelight reviewsAU. Historical Romance. Athrun x Lacus. 'How would I know if you still wait for me? 'Gundam Seed - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,047 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 1-24-06 - Lacus C. & Athrun Z.13. Just a Friend » reviewsAU. AxL. Athrun POV. Lacus caught my arm before I could escape. Warning sirens went off in my head. 'Athrun…' Her voice sounded quiet, musical. It reached inside my chest and squeezed the air from my lungs.Gundam Seed - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,601 - Reviews: 31 - Updated: 1-1-06 - Published: 10-25-05 - Athrun Z. & Lacus C. - Complete14. In Love and War reviewsAxL. Athrun's mechanical genius just may be his undoing. Haro, Mr. Pink, was a micro unit he had built just for Lacus, because he thought she would love it. And she did. She brought it everywhere. Which included every date...Gundam Seed - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 724 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 11-2-05 - Athrun Z. & Lacus C.15. I Ran Away from You » reviewsAxL. 'How am I supposed to need you? Huh? Why am I supposed to need you? Because our parents decided we should marry each other and have children? Does that mean I have to need you, too' Athrun's voice echoed in the clearing.Gundam Seed - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,415 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 8-23-05 - Published: 8-12-05 - Athrun Z. & Lacus C. - Complete16. Off the Record reviewsAU. Heero's first pro baseball game. 'Relena had a way of getting under Heero's skin, making his head spin and his tongue forget how to speak. It was his least favorite thing about her. Her short skirt was definitely his most favorite thing…'Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,689 - Reviews: 51 - Published: 7-28-05 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete17. Meant to Be reviewsAxL. 'But this wasn't our choice.' Athrun slammed his hand against the wall and he leaned forward, over her shoulder. 'They took that from us, force fed us a future we never wanted, pretending at a marriage, pretending at a life—'Gundam Seed - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,382 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 6-28-05 - Athrun Z. & Lacus C.18. Holding On reviewsKxL, AxL, KxF. Set after the series, at Rev Malchio's war orphanage. Ignores Destiny. Kira's POV: 'I can't be her savior. I tried, but somewhere along the way, I lost my grip on solid ground. And I couldn't let her go...'Gundam Seed - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,224 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 6-9-05 - Athrun Z. & Lacus C. - Complete19. February Ice reviewsHYRP, set after Midnight Chimes. Heero said he would stay, but... 'A politician, a young, female, politician should not have a boyfriend with an alias'... 'Relena, my commanding officer is blocking my transfer to Earth.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,218 - Reviews: 39 - Published: 5-20-05 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete20. Midnight Chimes and Pink Roses » reviewsSet after Santa Baby.'There was something wrong about me that everyone else could see, but that somehow I missed when I glanced in the mirror. People who weren't close to me could claim to love me as the public figure I had become. But it was just a mask.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 8,550 - Reviews: 40 - Updated: 5-13-05 - Published: 4-27-05 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete21. Answer reviewsAxL, implied KxL,YxL. Athrun POV. 'Dear Lacus, I was surprised by the news of your engagement to Councilmember Jule. Not that I have anything against him, I served with Yzak during the war...'Gundam Seed - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,791 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 4-22-05 - Athrun Z. & Lacus C. - Complete22. You Led Me to My Heart Once reviewsAxL, LxK. Athrun's POV sometime after the last episode...'Athrun…' Your voice is so soft, I almost think you didn't say anything at all, like it's a memory replayed in my mind. I can see the shadows on your face, the dark circles under your eyes...Gundam Seed - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,260 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 4-14-05 - Athrun Z. & Lacus C. - Complete23. Responsibility reviewsLxK, AxL 'I gave you a chance, Kira.' Athrun's fingers dug into the skin of his leg through the thin lining of his pants pockets. 'A chance to make her happy.'...'We're getting married.' Kira gasped. 'I thought it was over.'Gundam Seed - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,880 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 1-29-05 - Athrun Z. & Lacus C. - Complete24. And Also Love » reviewsInfinite Ryvius. Blue x Juli. 'They sent me to boarding school after boarding school. Anything to keep me out of the way.' Blue's eyes flashed. 'You don't need people like that. And I don't need anyone.'Infinite Ryvius - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,103 - Reviews: 25 - Updated: 11-25-04 - Published: 9-29-04 - Complete25. Quest for Power reviewsFor the Women at War challenge:a series of vignettes set around ep 38 about Relena as Queen.She represents the hearts and minds of the people. People who would otherwise stay at home and watch the war on their televisions and wait to be told who won.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,697 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-5-04 - Relena P. - Complete26. Love's Labours Lost » reviewsComplete-HYxRP-Years ago, four young software moguls lost themselves to their company, but when they sign a pact to swear off women and worldly extravagance for three years, falling in love could cost them a fortune.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 18 - Words: 154,189 - Reviews: 408 - Updated: 6-30-04 - Published: 2-18-02 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete27. Shameless » reviewsFrom fifteen to one of the fifty sexiest stars, Relena Darlian, the former Queen of the World has held the public's interest in everything from her policy on foreign affairs to the color of her pantiesGundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,304 - Reviews: 53 - Updated: 1-5-04 - Published: 12-10-03 - Heero Y. & Relena P.28. Santa Baby » reviewsHYxRP-Complete-Maxwell, I had a beard over half my face, white hair covering my forehead and glued to my eyebrows, and store-bought mag glasses obstructing my vision. I couldn't have been looking at her in any way that you could tell from five feet awayGundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 12,617 - Reviews: 69 - Updated: 12-28-03 - Published: 12-24-03 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete29. Across Enemy Lines » reviews1xR-AU WW2-Ch. 7: "I'm not a doll, Heero. And neither am I a queen. I feel lost and confused, and love - so many things a queen would not. I know the names of the people whose fates I decide."-"That's your decision, then? To do nothing?"Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 8 - Words: 62,509 - Reviews: 192 - Updated: 12-13-03 - Published: 9-26-01 - Heero Y. & Relena P.30. One Last Breath reviewsAfter So Far Down and Faster-After 30 days of being clean, the promise of a meeting with Relena sends Heero back to his meth addiction. Days without sleep make the addict paranoid, and he strikes out at the one who cares most: RelenaGundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,765 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 12-11-03 - Heero Y. & Relena P.31. Medley reviews[HYxRP]2003 Nanashi Best Nonyaoi. A friend of a friend sets Relena up on a blind date, but he's not at all the frivolous, justforfun date she had in mind.Set in modern day, Heero is a soldier in the US Army just returned from combat in Iraq.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,083 - Reviews: 57 - Published: 12-9-03 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete32. Murder by Moonlight reviewsMurder mystery set in 1937 Los Angeles from Heero's POV-I've heard people talk about fate or destiny. I don't believe in either. Or at least I didn't until that night back in December 1937, with the frost thick in the air, my fedora pulled low...Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,635 - Reviews: 24 - Published: 12-8-03 - Heero Y. & Relena P.33. To Stay by Her Side reviewsKyoru ML challenge: What will happen between Kyo and Tohru on Kyo's last night of freedom? 'But Kyo, I love you.'...'You don't mean that! Nobody that's ever said it means it. Not you, not my mom. So just don't say it'Fruits Basket - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,221 - Reviews: 29 - Published: 10-16-03 - Kyo S. & Tohru H. - Complete34. Dinner and Dessert » reviewsSousuke x Kaname. After the last episode, Sousuke tries to sort out his feelings, while Kaname hopes to express hers. 'I could make you dinner. Something special...' But does she really want to make him dinner? Or dessert?Full Metal Panic - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,905 - Reviews: 142 - Updated: 9-7-03 - Published: 3-28-03 - Complete35. Spring Heat reviewsKyoru. Is it Kyo's time of the month? 'But Kyo's a boy.' Uo chuckled and patted Tohru on the head. 'It's a figure of speech.'...Kyo swore it was a conspiracy. Everyone had gotten together and brainstormed on 'how to get Kyo'...Fruits Basket - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,676 - Reviews: 186 - Published: 4-30-03 - Kyo S. & Tohru H.36. To Paradise reviewsWolf's Rain ficlet,Kiba x Cheza, set after episode 9 before release of 10. There's a voice calling me…. To paradise...Wolf's Rain - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 434 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-8-03 - Complete37. The Clock reviews[DMxHS]800 word snogfic. The clock. Time. Never enough time. I swear, God, just this once. Please give me time...Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 895 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 3-28-03 - Duo M. & Hilde S. - Complete38. Vanilla reviewsAU. Her voice was soft and smooth and she smelled of vanilla. She reminded him of vanilla ice cream, topped with golden hair. Plain. Bland. And at the heart, nothing more substantial than sugar. Unfortunately, his scorching look hadn't melted her away.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 842 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 3-28-03 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete39. Snog 44 reviewsHYxRP. Written for 101 ways to snog en route to a colony. Set amidst a new series I'm working on. We've already been over this. I know you don't think you're the best suited for this position, but you were the only one I could trust.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 798 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 3-28-03 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete40. Falter reviewsSousuke x Kaname. Prologue. Do you think it's wise to assume that with Gauln's defeat, the threat to the Whispered is over? 'Will I see you again, Sousuke'Full Metal Panic - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,280 - Reviews: 25 - Published: 3-27-0341. Warm Cocoa and a Kiss reviewsHaru x Tohru. Tohru's left alone at the house and takes mom on a picnic, only to be joined by an unexpected guest. FLUFF! Haru scowled. 'Fun? Getting lost? People calling you an idiot because you can't find your way...'Fruits Basket - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,448 - Reviews: 135 - Published: 2-27-03 - Hatsuharu S. & Tohru H. - Complete42. Born to Ascension: Prologue to Dangerous Games reviewsHeero and Trowa are 2 boys who will become 2 men on the same wrong side of the law, with only 1 ticket to redemption... Relena sniffed and wiped the tears away. She glanced up at her dad before stepping close to Heero. 'I love you.'Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,195 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 2-19-03 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete43. Consolation reviewsKyo x Tohru. A little ficlet set amidst ep. 26. 'I always wanted you and Yuki to get along. It was my wish. My New Year's wish, that this year...'Fruits Basket - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,748 - Reviews: 57 - Published: 2-11-03 - Kyo S. & Tohru H. - Complete44. In the Arms of Another » reviewsHYRP. Complete. It's Heero's graduation day, and Relena makes the trip to attend, hoping it means a beginning - only to find out on the way, it may be the end to all her hopes for something more between them. "Heero's getting married?"Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 14,204 - Reviews: 120 - Updated: 12-10-02 - Published: 9-8-02 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete45. Faster reviewsMature theme. The shadow people can't get in unless you invite them. They think I don't know they're out there. But I see them...It's been three years since I saw Relena last. The vision that lingers is of blond hair cascading over her features...Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,459 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 12-6-02 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete46. So Far Down reviewsYou can always tell one by the eyes – an old soldier, a remnant from the war. There's this look. It always reminds me of the man I saw in the hospital just after the last battle. He was a man trapped. Lost. And he just couldn't find his way.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,342 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 11-1-02 - Duo M. - Complete47. Moment of Truth » reviewsHYxRP. Heero proposes to Relena, but there's a big obstacle in his path. 'Did you expect me to wait for a man who told me not to'Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,432 - Reviews: 91 - Updated: 9-10-02 - Published: 8-27-01 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete48. Who Believes in Fairy Tales? reviewsDMxRP. Fluff warning. A princess and her soldier...They said it was like a fairy tale, but life was not a fairy tale. And she was not a fairy tale princess.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 769 - Reviews: 28 - Published: 7-16-02 - Duo M. & Relena P. - Complete49. Dangerous Games 2: Deadly Pasts » reviewsChapter 2/ (Relena's POV) Sex with Heero has never been a tender or passionate act, aside from the first instance when we had been lost in memories of another time.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,056 - Reviews: 115 - Updated: 5-22-02 - Published: 3-7-01 - Heero Y. & Relena P.50. Dangerous Games » reviewsHYxRP. Two boys become two men on the same wrong side of the law, with only one ticket to redemption. 'Love doesn't really exist. It's purely a sentiment on greeting cards and found in sappy romance novels. A myth...'Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 47,600 - Reviews: 952 - Updated: 2-27-02 - Published: 11-6-00 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete51. Traitor to the Cause » reviewsAC 199. ESUN has become paranoid over possible threats to peace. Their target the former Gundam pilots who struggle to go on with their wartorn lives. Relena takes up their fight in the only arena she can play, and pays a price for her actions.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 30 - Words: 75,944 - Reviews: 1352 - Updated: 11-4-01 - Published: 11-25-00 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete52. To Honor and Protect » reviews[HYxRP]Relena has made a decision for the good of her country...but what about Heero? 'You're wrong, princess. It's more believable that obligation would still have a place in your heart five years later, than the crush of a sixteen year old girl'Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 32,732 - Reviews: 353 - Updated: 5-9-01 - Published: 10-5-00 - Heero Y. & Relena P. - Complete
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