ESpencer
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since: 02-22-10, id: 2266151, Profile Updated: 12-12-10
country: USA
Author has written 8 stories for Gone, CSI, Fight Club, and Caster Chronicles.

Hey- my name is Elizabeth Spencer (Beth for short) a.k.a ESpencer!
I am also on FictionPress under the same penname. I only have one story up at this time, but I plan to add more.

Random Life Facts:

I am 15 and attend high school.
I live in the super awesome, always sunny (not) California.
I have met many random people who believe that I have a Texas accent. I still don't know why...
My friends have told me that they think I would make a good serial killer. So watch out! (JK)
I love reading/ writing, watching movies, listening to music, and riding horses.
I am currently working on my own original series of novels. The series is called Top Secret and it is about teenage spies.
If you review my fanfics I will love you forever.
PM me too. I love to make new friends.
I am a major horror movie buff. My fav being Silence of the Lambs!
Thanks for reading my super random life facts!
~E

My favorite question to ponder- Is Santa so jolly because he knows where all the bad girls live? Hmmmmm...

my favorite Shakespearian sonnet! Please enjoy:

Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore,
So do our minutes hasten to their end,
Each changing place with that which goes before
In sequent toil all forwards do contend.
Nativity, once in the main of light,
Crawls to maturity, wherewith, being crowned,
Crooked eclipses 'gainst his glory fight
And Time that gave, doth now his gift confound.
Time doth transfix the flourish set on youth,
And delves the parallels in beauty's brow,
Feeds on the rarities of natures truth,
And nothing stands but for his scythe to mow;
And yet, to times, in hope, my verse shall stand,
Praising thy worth, despite his cruel hand.

Favorite Movie Quotes

"You still wake up sometimes don't you. You wake up in the dark; and hear the screaming of the lambs." Hannibal Lecter (The Silence of the Lambs)

"Nobody puts baby in a corner." Johnny Castle (Dirty Dancing)

"Here's Johnny!" Jack Torrence (The Shining)

"Do you hear that music? Can you hear the music, sir?" Jenna Rink (13 Going on 30)

"Dancing. Even when one's partner is barely tolerable." Elizabeth Bennet (Pride and Prejudice)

"I'm the king of the world!" Jack Dawson (Titanic)

"Do you want to dance with me?" "Sure." Noah Calhoun and Allie Hamilton (The Notebook)

"You're going to need a bigger boat." Martin Brody (Jaws)

"I have followed with enthusiasm the course of your disgrace and public shaming. My own never bothered me, except for the inconveniance of being incarcerated." Hannibal Lecter (Hannibal)

"They're here." Carol Anne Freeling (Poltergeist)

"Who want's to be a millionaire!" Prem Kumar (Slumdog Millionaire)

"What if you had to tell someone the most important thing in the world, but you knew they' never believe you?" Doug Carlin (De Ja Vu)

"Outlander!" Malachai (Children of the Corn)

"Are you mad? I am your daughter." Anne Stewart (The Others)

"Obviously, Doctor, you've never been a thirteen year old girl." Cecilia Lisbon (The Virgin Suicides)

"So did you all grow up on this boat? Oh! Oh my gosh there's Fin!" Gemma Honneycutt (Fool's Gold)

"I want a life that is mine!" Nitta Sayuri (Memoirs of a Geisha)

"Boo, you whore." Regina George (Mean Girls)

"I'm not supposed to be within two hundred yards of a school. Or Chuck E. Cheese." Alan Garner (The Hangover)

"Oh my god." Edward Daniels (Shutter Island)

"My advice is to sleep with as many people as possible." Kathryn Merteuil (Cruel Intentions)

"You're barking mad!" Mrs. Lovett (Sweeney Todd)

"My God, I haven't been fucked like that since grade school." Marla Singer (Fight Club)

"If I could have any job in the world I'd be a proffessional Cinderella." Lisa Rowe (Girl, Interrupted)


Girls don't realize these things:

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat,
only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours,
instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That I cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?" Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, copy and paste into your profile as 'I'm sorry'

If You're one of the FEW girls with enough BALLS to copy and paste this into your profile, and you would never make your guy feel this way, copy and paste into your profile as 'Girls Don't Realize These Things' I really wish that more guys were like this, and I bet a lot of girls do too.


Current Favorite Song Lyrics:

L- L- Love by Blondefire

Flirting with disaster, you're the one I'm after

Think I found my destiny

Luxury and danger, rapture me my stranger

Hold me close dont let me be

(Chorus) I could fly on the wings of my heart

deep inside, I've been fallin' apart

L- L- Love, there's a magic in you

and I'll be, under your spell

L- L- Love (end chorus)

Hazy, crazy, feeling

your the theif I'm stealin'

locked you up and lost the key

flyin' on the wings, flyin' on the wings, flyin' on the wings of my heart

(chorus)

need your touch, it's what I'm after

fatal kiss, your embrace

you got me baby, you got me baby

fatal kiss, your embrace

(chorus)x2

L- L- Love, L- L- Love, L- L- Love, L- L- Love, L- L- Love...

Letters from the Sky by: Civil Twilight

One of these days the sky's gonna break and everything will escape

and I'll know...

That one of these days the mountains are gonna fall into the sea

and they'll know...

That you and I were made for this, I was made to taste your kiss, we were made to never fall away...

Never Fall Away...

One of these days letters are gonna fall from the sky

telling us all to go free

but until that day I'll find a way to let everybody know that you're comin back, oh you're comin back for me.

Cuz even though you left me here

I have nothin left to fear

these are only walls that hold me here...

(chorus) Hold me here. Ohhhhhh ohhh. Hold me here... ohhh ohhhh hold me here.

Only walls to hold me here. (end chorus)

Ohhh days fall

I hold you like the sun holds the moon

we won't hear these planes over here

and we won't have to be scared

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Cuz we won't have to be...

scared... oh! cuz we won't have to be...

Scared... oh!

Come back for me

Come back for me, come back for me, come back for me, come back for me

Come back to me, come back to me, come back...


1. And Darkness Becomes Her reviews
The morning of Lena's 16th birthday she goes outside to see one last sunrise. And finds her favorite cousin on the porch. Ridley decides to tell her exactly what it is like to go Dark. One-shot.
Caster Chronicles - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,164 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-20-12 - Lena D. & Ridley D. - Complete
2. The Betrayal » reviews
What would happen if Diana decided that she was fed up with Caine? She decides to join Sam's side in Perdido Beach. For a while she is happy, but what happens when Caine finds out who she's with? Hint: it's not good!
Gone - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,741 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 12-12-10 - Published: 6-9-10 - Diana L. & Sam T.
3. Sons of Fight Club reviews
What if Fight Club were taking place in a high school? Please Read and Review!
Fight Club - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,295 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-26-10
4. D for Diana » reviews
Story of Gone told through the eyes of Diana. Will explore all chapters in Gone through the POV of everyone's favorite brunette. New chapters will be posted as soon as possible. Rated T for violence in later chapters.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 9,329 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 6-12-10 - Published: 3-17-10
5. Dreamland reviews
Bette's final moments from her POV. Kind of poetic, but not really. Please R&R!
Gone - Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 951 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-12-10 - Bette - Complete
6. Portrait of a Serial Killer reviews
A glimpse into the psychology of a serial killer. Multiple POVs. Killer will be revealed in chapter 2, with a surprising twist. Please R&R!
CSI - Rated: M - English - Crime/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-12-10 - Gil G.
7. The Fallen reviews
Oneshot: Scene in Hunger where Drake throws Diana at the rock. Told from Caine's POV. Dedicated to Piercingemeralds2. Please R&R!
Gone - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,087 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-8-10
8. Mommy Dearest reviews
ONEshot: Story of why Diana was sent to Coates Academy. Rated T for very mild violence.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 689 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-24-10 - Complete