Hello everybody! I am really sorry about the slow updates on my stories but I have been taking a lot of exams and other things that has made it impossible to write my stories but I will make sure to have the next chapters up as soon as I can. Thanks to everyone out there who has read my stories and commented, it means a lot to me. Thanks a million :D

Gender: Female

Age: 16

Eye Colour: Hazel

Hair Colour: Brown with a hint of red

Favourite Anime of all Time: Chrno Crusade. Love all of the characters in it especially Chrno :D

Favourite Film: Howl's Moving Castle.

Don't Pretend

And then she would pretend to be okay for a while and only I would know how messed up she really was inside.
And then the pretending would become a habit, and the habit would become so natural that she would eventually believe in the lie herself.
And then she'd be okay, but not because she had really healed... But because she had to be.
And not even for herself; she would be okay for everyone around her, because they needed her to be okay.

Only the Broken Hearted

Sweet revenge is spoken then;
In the Twilight it is gone.
To living lies with no escape,
Lord, I would rather be alone.

I press my fingers to the wood,
To tell you of my dreaming.
To sing you songs from olden times,
To keep the love light gleaming.

'Cause there's a place where we can go,
Where we will not be parted.
And who alone will enter there?
Only the Broken Hearted.

I asked you

I asked you if I was PRETTY, you said NO.
I asked you if I was Fat, you said YES OF COURSE.
I asked you if you WANTED to be with me forever, you said NO.
I asked you if you would CRY if I walked away, you said NO.

I had heard to much, and needed to leave, and as I walekd away...
You grabbed my arm and told me to stay.
You said...

Your not PRETTY, your BEAUTIFUL.
The only thing FAT, or BIG, about you is your HEART.
I don't WANT to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.
And, baby, I wouldn't CRY if you walked away...

I would Die.

The Past

It's sad when people you know become people you knew.
When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life.
How you used to be able to talk for hours and now you can barely look at them...

Your Other

Don't think that no one's loved you, Because they've turned away.
Don't feel they didn't care for you, Bceause they couldn't stay.
Don't blame the world for not returning the love you feel you've given.
Don't hate the one that you were yearning for, Because he couldn't make a commitment.
Just think of him as experience, And think how much, you've grown.
Think of him as a scared prince who place you on a throne.
Think of all your times together, feeling closer since your apart.
Think of your plans of now and forever, And hold them in your heart.
And don't let yourself feel so much hate when he's no longer your other.

Tears

Please don't tell me not to cry
Please don't say there was a reason why
You don't know what I am feeling
Or how much I hurt
The wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt
You think I should go on with life
Forget about it and be strong
But deep down I am sad, and I don't want to go along
I don't expect you to understand why
For no apparent reason I break down and start to cry
My life has changed forever, you see
And that is why I am not acting like the same old me
So please don't try to act like nothing happened
Because it's changed my life forever
I will never be the same again
Not today, not tomorrow, but never
The best thing you can do for me is just be there
Just like always, my friend
My broken heart is hurting bad
And it will never mend.